Chapter 767 – Unfulfilled Dreams.

Came out as if possessed.
After some time passed, I heard about the situation through salt waves, but Alfred went to class for now.

Class in this situation? You might think, but as long as the principal has already restricted magic and is on the floating island, it is as if he is bound wherever he is.

Because the principal is a really scary person.

On the contrary, she laughs out loud. I am.
In the end, I ran out without doing anything to Alfred.

Heart is complicated
I sat on a bench and looked up blankly at the sky.

And the handsome man who was sitting next to me said.

“Sorry.”
“Shut up.”
“…”

Katz was speechless.
I wanted to activate the world of memories to find a clue to cancel the spell, but suddenly it showed me such memories.

Even if you have ten mouths, you won’t have anything to say.
Kitsu and I were silent and looked up at the sky in silence.

“…”
“…”
“…”
“…”

“No. Rot.”

The intangible in front of us frowned.

“Rather curse. What are you doing awkwardly?”

I wasn’t particularly angry at Kitz.
I’m just curious.
I asked in a no-nonsense tone.

“You. Why are you so obsessed with Alfred?’
“…”
“Were you colleagues in a previous life?”

Intangible also made a curious face.
I haven’t told him yet that Kitz is a regressor, but he must have already noticed it to some extent from his conversations and actions so far.

“No.”

Katz let out a heavy voice.

“It’s just… I’m the one who couldn’t do anything in any episode.”

Katz’s voice was very melancholy.

“From the time we first met until now. He wanted to inform the world of the existence of God in every episode. That goes against the laws of the world, something that even a wizard who recognizes as great in the world can’t do anything about it.”

Alfred, of course, failed.
Every turn. Tried, failed, died.
He always sacrificed his life to achieve his dreams, but he never made his wishes come true.

Katz wanted to help him.
Alfred was a good man and a man who cared for others, and Kitz felt sorry for his circumstances.

And above all, Kitz had learned a lot of magic knowledge from him.
He said that he was not a former colleague, but he was half a colleague.

Back when Kitz was still innocent.
So, instead of being tired of the situation without defeat and promise like now, the episode was filled with a desire to save the world, and was burned with anger against the demon king due to the memory of Marie, who was brutally murdered.

Katz had met Alfred around that time.

Katz confessed that he felt the same way.
It is a fact that is often forgotten, but if this world is left as it is, someday humans will perish from any factor, and this hero could not fulfill his wish to save the world by eliminating the true demon king.

It is said that he overlapped with Alfred, who was burning himself in an unattainable dream.
Alfred’s situation, running toward an unsolvable dream, must have felt like his own business to him, who had a powerful enemy who could not be solved as a true demon king.

However, Kitz had to stop him with his own hands.
The things Alfred was doing, including the time demon lord spell, were obstacles to Kitz’s salvation of the world.

He had to interfere with Alfred whenever he collaborated with others, even if he wasn’t the Demon Lords.
It is said that things don’t go their way in reality, but due to Kitz’s personality, he seems to have doubts about his abilities.

One day he will tell Alfred his purpose. It is said that she once revealed her purpose of saving the world one day and asked for cooperation.

If Kitsu saves the world and she gains the power to become the absolute ruler of this world, she will be able to tell about the existence of God as well.

However, Kitz’s dream had no promise, and Alfred had no heart to cling to it.
The two always had bad endings.

It was.
A man named Alfred was an unsolvable task for Kitz.

“You do?”

This time, the intangible raised a voice.

“What?”
“Why did you just come out without doing anything? Didn’t you try to cut your throat?”

I was silent.
I didn’t like to answer.
However, the intangible, who didn’t notice me at all, continued to question me.

“Because of watching a new wave drama? You? I don’t understand that any more.”

What are you so curious about?
Are you curious about me
I feel a little bit happy about that interest.

I was silent for a moment and then said.

“Hey. Make a frown.”
“Yes?”
“Try.”

Intangible grumbled, but frowned slightly.

“More.”
“This child…”
“Ah. Try more. More. More. Yes. More… More from there.”
“If you make me do something useless, I will kill you.”

Kitz raised his head and asked what he was doing. She looked at me with a kind eye.
And I asked the intangible one last time.

“There, look at me like you’re going to kill me.”
“…”

The intangible did as he was told, and I couldn’t look at it, so I lowered my head in one second.
Unknowingly, a long sigh came out.

“…Why? Would your dad give you a face like this?”
“Huh.”
“…”

The intangible opened his mouth and closed it.
It’s Tallulah. It’s this kid

“That’s the face my dad gave me right before he died.”

It seems to resent me very much.
Like to hate

“Dad had an incurable disease. Maybe he’s had it since he adopted me.”

The reason I couldn’t go to the hospital was because I was busy raising me.
It was just my self-justification that I could not have suspected it because I was so healthy.

Dad could have had a more enjoyable life.

He must have had plenty of funds for play after being rolled over in the special unit to which Mr. Rachel belonged, and he could have lived all day wearing women and drinking.

No.
Before Yu-hee, if he had been properly treated, he might not have gone so far.

I don’t know when he found out I was terminally ill after adopting me… But he missed the right time because he cared about me.

“My dad was a man with a strong sense of responsibility.”

In the end, even after knowing about the illness, Dad was always by my side.
Even if you had to be hospitalized right away, you couldn’t leave the devil-like bastard at that time, who had no social skills.

It may have been that it was already too late to be hospitalized.

No matter what, that person sacrificed for me.
And you may have thought this before you died.

“This bastard ruined my life.”
“Eight days. That’s…”

Katz tried to say something, but I shook my head.
I know what this guy is talking about.
After his father died, he looked relieved.

After hearing that I will live a good life.

But was it for me?

That person even risked his own death to try to correct me.

I wonder if he laughed because of the satisfaction of correcting a child who was not like a human child.
Or, the feelings that have been hidden from me until now. Wasn’t it a smile of relief that I was able to send eyes with feelings of resentment?

I don’t know.
I couldn’t understand what my dad was thinking at that time, looking at me with resentful eyes right before he died.

It is still the same today.

“Uh… Um.”

Intangible tried to say something, but closed his mouth.

“It’s just as Kitz thinks. Alfred’s way of thinking is similar to mine.”

Dad died.
Die because of me. He died while suffering.
I wanted to repay you with something.
Even with a young heart, there must be a way to repay the favor when you become an adult. I thought so.

But my dad left without a chance to pay me back.
With only eyes of resentment left behind.

Alfred is also a mother. Elso is dead.
Because of childcare, he gave up half of his dreams and struggled to death, then died painfully after being hit by a carriage.

What was she thinking as she slowly died in her agony because of her son’s complaints?

I. Just as her father suffered from imagining that he never really loved me, Alfred must have thought that as her mother died, she resented him for dying.

What did she think of me then, dying on the road… I must have been afraid if I imagined it.

“It’s not that I couldn’t kill Alfred because my circumstances were similar. I… I can’t even carry a picture of my dad. Because I’m scared.”

This is my true intention, which I didn’t even tell the dojo family friends, the people who were like me, or the disgrace and Malachia.
Now disgrace and malakia. Intangible. Kitz. I am speaking to this net for the first time.
…Ah.
Did you tell Mayal before?
That’s not important.

“But he still carries a picture of her mother. Hanging around the neck As a pendant…”
“…” “…”
I finished talking to the two guys who were watching me in silence.

“I just quit because I thought he was better than me, and I thought I deserved to kill him.”

A moment of silence passed.
I didn’t want such a depressing atmosphere.
Let’s switch the subject.

“So, Kitz. What did you want to show me that memory for? Sympathy? Or empathy?”
“…If you’ve been through a similar situation, you’ll know how to help Alfred.”

Is it.
Laughter came out.

“Idiot.”

I snorted.

“I couldn’t solve my problem either, but a guy like me would know how to solve it?”
“…”

Actually I know.
I know how to make Alfred happy.
The method is just in place.
But.
It… Should be written for me.

Then the intangible said.

“Can’t you guys let the world know about the existence of the gods?”
“…It’s going to take me a long time by myself. With the help of eight days, it’s possible.”

Kwak. Kitz clenched his fists.

“But even if it were possible, we couldn’t do it. It would cost too much… And we should save as much energy as possible until the final battle.”

This is also the bitterness that Kitz has.
I know how to help, but I can’t help Alfred for the future, for the lives of more people.

One human being’s Shinpageuk is pitiful, and to help him, Kitz’s holding in his hand is too big.
I shrugged and said.

“It’s okay. Even if I worry about this, will the answer come out? I’ll ignore Alfred for now and start with the demon lords.”
“I guess so…”

Kitz, still melancholy.
He seems to be bothered by the fact that he can’t do anything to Alfred this episode either.

Then the intangible tapped me on the shoulder.

“Why are you beating me?”
“Hey.”
“?”
“I don’t know what it is. If you want to do it, do it.”

The intangible said that and looked at the front again as if standing guard.
…Uselessly sharp bastard.

“What do you want to do…”

When Katz tried to ask.

“Damn it!!!”

Hearing that voice, the three of us glanced in that direction.
Even though he made an angry sound, he received his gaze. Ugh. The kid who got scared is Rius, who is the same kid as me.

“Oh. Chinta!”
“Who is it that’s steaming! Damn it!!”

There was also Diamond next to Rius.
She was looking at me with a face full of anticipation.

…Ah.
Right.
I promised to train Jindeuk with the two of them today.

I scratched my head and beckoned them to come, and Dia trotted right up to me.
Rius also grumbled and reluctantly closed the distance.
Reluctantly approaching the master!!
You’ll lose a little later.

“Master! Are you busy with work?”
“Oh, no. I’m sorry. I’m going to practice right now.”
“No..! If Master is busy, we can’t be immature and annoying…!!”

DIA’s voice full of respect is burdensome.

“What are you. You insisted on asking what to do with your new powers, but your tongue… Are you pretending to be nice in front of the instructor?”
“Shut up Rius.”

After saying one word for no reason, Rius, who heard a cold voice, grumbled.
Then Rius glanced at the intangible and their eyes met.

“…”

Rius, like me, turns his head right away.
But even so, he keeps glancing at me, and even that is not enough, so he goes this far.
The tired intangible spoke to Rius.

“What do you want to say? Lilith.”
“No… Just heh… Lilith?”
“Ah. I’m sorry. I’m not good at memorizing the name. Lili.”
“Damn it!! How come that name. I feel a sense of deja vu?!”

The intangible also realized that Rius was a good kid to tease.

But Dia keeps glancing at me.
As I looked at her, she said shyly.

“Hey, can I sit next to you…? Master…”
“Uh… Well…”

If you sit next to it, it would be difficult to touch because of its scent or its voluptuous body…
And there’s Kitz on the right, and I don’t want Dia to sit next to the handsome man.
That diamond didn’t even glance at Kitz.

I thought about it and answered.

“The bench isn’t mine. That’s right.”
“Yes!!”

Dia quickly sat down next to me.
And suddenly, like a sack of borrowed barley, Katz looked at her and quietly stood up.

Let’s flirt haha

“Did you come right after class?”
“Yes!! I was on my way to the training center after Instructor Alfred’s class, but I saw Master…!”

Alfred.

“Was his class good?”
“Yes. As usual, it was an easy-to-understand lesson! Just today, he explained the structure of fire magic with examples several times…!”

Be easy to understand
If you were an authority figure like Alfred, no one would say anything if you mixed difficult words, but he was famous for his kind lessons that made it easy for students who didn’t know magic to understand.

It’s strict and intimidating, but as a lecturer, it’s a perfect score.
It would be complicated in many ways because the operation, which is a lifelong dream, might fail, but I can feel that he is amazing for maintaining his usual attitude.

I saw Reus this time and asked him for his evaluation.

“Yeah. Instructor Alfred’s class is, well, something… It’s a feeling of satisfying knowledge…”
“I don’t know.”
“Oh no! Damn it!!”

Having stupid conversations makes me feel a little better.
I smiled softly, but Kitz tapped me on the shoulder.

“Stay with the disciples and come.”
“…”
“It’s okay. I know how to perform the spell, and unless I can gather energy anyway, ‘Time Demon King’ cannot be activated.”

Can’t he act like a good kitz right now?
Talking about top-secret things like the Demon Lord of Time casually. Also, knowing that Ji knows how to perform the spell, he tells the truth.
The taste is gone now.

“I get it.”

I refused the favor, so I got up from my seat.
And, I just asked what was on my mind.

“Kits.”
“Hmm?”
“If you could bring the dead back… No. That’s it.”

What are you going to ask me now?
I’m scared anyway, so I’m still putting it off.

Let’s keep our minds empty until we find the demon lords.
No, it seems that the demon lords are looking down on me quite a bit this time, let’s practice a new skill.

That’s what i’m going to do now

Intangible and Kitz stared at my back as I left for a long time.
Grievously.

***

Progle, the demon king of analysis, extended his claws like spears and pointed them at the opponent in front of him.

A very beautiful dark-haired girl.
I have a conversation with a girl with a crackling appearance as if there is noise from time to time.

Frogl’s expression, which was hostile at first, gradually brightened, and soon a smile formed.

“It’s a good deal. If successful, I’ll definitely repay you.”

Progly finished his remarks.

“President.”