Chapter 20 – Tell Me

I want you to kiss me… ?

I said that I would teach you love, but I was speechless when I realized that the method was a kiss.

Maybe our princess doesn’t know what a kiss means.

I want to explain it right away, but if I said that I would do any favors even just a moment ago, and suddenly it is difficult to do so, wouldn’t it be strange.

However, if Freah wants to kiss her, if she does, it will collide head-on with my beliefs.

I want to be a person who sees lilies forever.

No matter how much it is for the sake of the work here, kissing…

“Da, Dada, what the hell are you talking about?!”

Marie shouted at Freya in a frightened voice.

She must be thinking that the current situation makes no sense even for her.

To think that the saintess and the Grand Duchess of the North were trying to kiss each other, no one else.

No matter how much she lacks common sense, even if she is the Grand Princess of the North, it doesn’t make sense that she doesn’t know what a kiss is.

Or maybe he asked me for a favor even though he knew what a kiss was.

Kissing is an act that a man and a woman in love do to confirm their love for each other, so it is an act worth doing for Preah who wants to know her love.

If it was just an ordinary act, it’s an understandable reason…

The problem was that it was a kiss, an act that was difficult to say proudly.

I looked up at Freah.

I was looking at Marie with an expression of incomprehension as she asked what the hell she was talking about in bewilderment.

From what I can see, it is clear that Freah has no idea how serious the current situation is.

Why the hell did the Grand Duke of the North send his daughter down without any safety device?

Perhaps they thought the princess was the safety device. It’s a really sad story, but even the princess wasn’t normal.

First of all, since she’s a princess, she must have looked like a normal person to people around her except for me.

Perhaps that is why she entrusted Marie with her daughter’s education.

I don’t know the details of the story, but it’s unmistakable to see that he was brought to the play.

The wrong common sense had already been stuck in her head by Marie.

Love between women is a noble thing… Perhaps she wanted to make herself and her kind, so she used the preah, which is still blank paper itself.

Either way is very bad.

My head is dizzy.

At this point, it’s almost to the point where I wonder if she deliberately sent her daughter and daughter away after playing with her monsters without giving them proper education.

If it’s real, isn’t it too irresponsible?

Of course, she is not someone else. She is the princess of a country. She will take care of herself, so she asks if she can take her with her. How could she refuse?

She said that not only that, but even her own daughter wanted to follow the princess.

It’s not like we’re meeting each other for the first time… From what I can see, it’s not to the point of calling them by their nicknames, but they seem to be close friends.

So I wouldn’t have allowed it.

“But Maria, didn’t you like that scene in the play too…?” ?”

“No, it was a play, so I was able to watch it and like it! Doing that in real life… “

Eventually, I got to watch the two of them discussing.

Maybe that’s why he thinks it’s strange even if he says it himself.

As if it was really unfair, it was Frea who argued and asked if you didn’t say that, and Marie was doing her best to prevent it somehow, as if she didn’t want to die seeing Frea and me kissing each other.

Even if I think about it, I don’t think the saintess and the Northern Princess are kissing each other.

There is no contact point. Contact point.

On the other hand, if the princess and the Grand Princess of the North are the two, how many points of contact do they have?

First of all, the princess and the Grand Princess of the North are of the same class.

Of course, if you go into detail, the princess is a little more superior than the same class, but anyway, the difference in status isn’t that great, and since they exist in the same empire, there are no more restrictions than me!

Anyway, it’s the same class, but since the princess is a little higher, the princess is in a position to take care of it.

However, the strength and size of the Northern Princess is greater.

And while the Grand Duchess of the North seems cold to others, she is actually a girl full of her idiotic beauty, and she is the princess who hugs such a girl in her own arms while sighing.

Her northern princess, who teaches her common sense and guards her own sword by the side of her princess who teaches her emotions, makes love to each other…

Oh wow.

This is it.

I was crazy

Forgetting that we were fighting each other, I took a notepad out of my pocket and scribbled it down.

Preah and Marie, who were fighting each other at first, seem to have been attracted to me to the point that they forgot what they were fighting and were looking at me.

“Eh, Ellie?”

“… “

Ah.

I was too focused on saving the material.

“I’m sorry. Seeing the two of them, another topic came to mind… “

“Ah… Ho, am I coming out by any chance?!”

“Yes? Oh, maybe so… ?”

“… ! Then… “

The princess will appear, so if you think about it, you can say that she will appear.

His expression suddenly brightened at my words, but he put his hand on his chin and lowered his head as if contemplating what to do.

I heard that she is a beautiful princess who is usually cold, but warm to her people, but seeing her like this, it feels like a child.

If…

Isn’t Marie trying to ask for something instead of letting her appear in my work?

“Oh, Marie… ?”

“More than that… When will the kiss… “

“Ah… ! Me, there, so… “

Before I could say anything, Freah came over to me.

Uh… Marie said that there was no one around here except for us because they controlled people from coming around here, but this is… !

“Oh… Ugh… “

I closed my eyes tightly at the face of Freah, who came close to her.

It smells good…

It’s a nice scent, but I think I can feel the cold somewhere.

Because they came down from the north, it is said that they use swords that contain cold as well as swords that are surrounded by cold, so is it natural?

“If… Did I hate… ?”

Uh.

It wasn’t like that.

Rather, it could be said that it belonged to my favorite side.

“Oh, no… It’s not that I hate it… “

“It seems like you’re avoiding me too much to do that… “

“Ah… “

It might seem like avoidance.

From my point of view, it’s only because of my beliefs, but… I wonder if there are even people who understand my beliefs, let alone understand them.

“I didn’t avoid it. Only… It’s only because of my convictions.”

“Belief… ?”

“While painting… I tried not to have relationships with other women. It is my own belief.”

Actually, the reason is because I was originally a man.

I can’t say that, so I simply drew a picture of women making love and said that I had no intention of falling in love.

Preah, who had been thinking about my words for a long time, put on a sad expression.

“Then I can’t help it. If so, I think it would be difficult to allow me to be used as a material.”

“Ah… “

That’s right…

How can you listen when you can’t do what you ask for?

I heard that the tendency is worse in the north.

Because it is a barren land where it is difficult to survive, most of them must have a way of thinking that there must be something to be exchanged.

I got grumpy.

Do I need to keep my faith until this point?

I kept my beliefs for the sake of the work, but isn’t it really sad that I can’t use this material that I think I like and want to draw because of that belief?

I gulped.

Okay.

I wondered if this once would be okay.

Besides, it’s not about liking each other or sexually, it’s just to teach about love, so there’s nothing to worry about.

Of course, it’s best to solve it with money, but there are things that can’t be solved with money…

If you think so, it’s about kissing…

Honestly, isn’t this enough?

…

I took a deep breath.

Yes, this is for the sake of the work.

I use it to get permission so that I can draw.

Now that it’s like this, I’m thinking of getting a certificate saying that I’m allowed to not even catch anything other people say.

I made up my mind.

“Ha, it’s only once… !”

Nothing more… !

At my words, Freya nodded her head saying it was natural.

Hmm.

It’s obvious, but it hurts my pride to say it without any emotion.

Why?