Chapter 23 – Mistakes

“Haaa… “

It was a hard day.

Especially…

I touched the corner of my still-moist mouth with two fingers and lost myself in reminiscence.

Even now, when I close my eyes, I can vividly feel the touch of Marie’s lips and the touch of Freah’s.

“Ah… “

I’m thinking about that time again now… !

You said you were going to start painting right after you get back, but what are you doing now?

I patted my cheek and cursed at myself to come to my senses.

I just got a good material, so I should make a picture with this…

With that thought in mind, I jumped over the wall and landed with my blessed physical ability.

“Who are you… ?!”

What happened how

Why is the other nun here…

I looked up and saw that she was the same child the other day she had asked where the nun was.

She was holding a crystal board in her hand to see what she was doing so she was watching intently.

Were you tinkering?

I briefly checked what was drawn on the crystal, but the nun noticed that I was looking towards the crystal and quickly hid it.

I’m sorry, but she hides it like that, so what I saw earlier doesn’t disappear.

‘It’s dizzy… ‘

She couldn’t believe it, but she thought that this child was also looking at my lilies…

Even the naked women were mingling with each other and kissing each other, as if they were looking at the shoe part unlike the other kids.

I say kiss…

I reflexively put my hand to my mouth.

‘No, why am I like this… ?’

Please wake up, you stupid bitch… !

Are you saying you want to date a girl right now?

Although he was a man, now he is a full-fledged woman, but his soul was a man and he was trying to date a woman?

I’d rather be single for the rest of my life. What are you doing now?

‘Whoa… !’

Barely coming to her senses, I looked down at the nun who was trembling in fear.

“Sah, I have to call someone… “

Oh, never like that!

I quickly approached the pink-haired girl, peeking at her face and gestured to her to be quiet.

As soon as I saw my face, the pink-haired nun who finally recognized my identity stopped trembling.

“Ser, I can’t believe the real saintess… ?”

“That’s right… Something came up for a while, so I sneaked out.”

“Day… I mean… “

“For the salvation of the poor lamb… Because my grandfather loves me so much, I don’t have a chance to go on a pilgrimage alone… “

I said that and smiled.

I didn’t lie.

Because I went to rescue the poor lamb (a man-intruding bastard).

It’s a bit forced, but did a nun or something like that dare to stand up to the saintess yesterday?

Fortunately, the pink-haired nun didn’t seem to want to ask me anything more.

Still, just in case, should I give you a warning?

“Miss Neria… Did you say?”

“Yes, four… Ah… How is my name… “

“I have memorized the names of all the nuns in our convent.”

It’s true.

I have to memorize it.

Yes, because you can decide who to watch, and you can deepen your acting as a saintess.

Either way, poor Miss Neria looked up right at her, her eyes twinkling, as if she was thrilled that I had just remembered her name.

Even if I look at it with those eyes, there is nothing I can do.

“More than that… It’s not a bad thing to sneak out and watch to gain more knowledge. Even if it is something related to sex.”

“Oh… Over there that… See, did you see… ?”

Of course I saw this guy.

“Whoops… Wasn’t it a scene where women shared affection?”

“Wow!! Please forget this… ! Oh no, I was wrong… Excommunication please… “

“Oh, excommunication? You don’t have to worry because you’re innocent. Being interested in sex is natural. Not to mention, male convents are almost non-existent, so it is understandable that they are interested in the woman next to them.”

It’s bullshit

Of course, I am a lily to the bone, so if you love lily this much, it will be good for me.

I don’t know what will happen to my image after saying that, so I act again today…

Selling the name of my god…

“God forgives anything. If you really think you’ve done something wrong, if you repent of your mistake and go to confession, they will definitely accept it.”

“Oh… Ah… “

“But it’s not good to be too concerned. It is not diligent to neglect one’s work like this.”

I said that and stroked her nun’s head.

“Now, let’s go back to our original seats.”

“Yes… Fourt!! Thank you!”

What a strong boy.

He shouted at my words and ran away.

Well, it’s a relief that we don’t have to talk about anything more troublesome than this…

‘I’m sure it didn’t spread throughout this convent… ?’

If it’s real, isn’t this a real lily garden… ?

Little… I was afraid.

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“Ah… Saintess… ?”

Oh, I heard.

“You are quite late… Did something happen?”

“No. There are more people to help than I thought, so I’m here to help everyone… “

It feels like lies are on the rise these days…

I don’t understand myself going this far to say I’m going to a festival, but since I’ve already done this, I couldn’t back down.

Even so, it wasn’t enough that Marie, the princess of the empire, and Frea, the daughter of the northern grand duke in the empire, were also caught, so instead of writing material for the two of them, she even kissed them, and it wasn’t really that one more person was added to the whole yard.

I couldn’t shatter my convictions, this theory of my heart and soul.

“You didn’t overdo it… ? You look very tired.”

Lydia came up to me and examined my complexion.

Ha… Still, being with Lydia is the most comfortable.

Marie and Preah are still trying to get my virginity, and most of the people at the festival are only people who are crazy about lilies…

There were only people who seemed to be crazy, so I was relatively normal.

I am a person who knows how to judge myself objectively, so even though I know that I am not normal either.

But if nothing else, the man who committed the worst crime of trespassing on a lily sneaked up to me and trampled on me.

It’s embarrassing to be human like me.

I want to be born as a monster in my next life.

Burn it with a torch.

Thinking so, I told Lydia that I was too tired to go back and rest, and returned to my room.

“Ah… “

This place is my utopia…

Basically, I’m an leadern, so going outside consumes a lot of mental energy. However, I have been to places full of people, not to mention other places, where my works appear as works or as plays.

He even kissed a woman there, and even kissed the Imperial Princess and the Grand Duchess of the North.

To be honest, I wondered if I was still dreaming.

“Looking at this, it doesn’t seem like a dream… “

I lowered my head and looked at the spot where I usually drew.

Okay, let’s stop thinking.

Now I have to focus more on drawing.

Didn’t you decide to start painting right after you came back?

I sat down thinking so.

Apparently I sat down to paint.

But I was overlooking one thing.

The fact that I was very tired from walking around outside all day today, and the obvious fact that if I tried to draw in that state of mind, of course I would fall asleep in the middle of drawing.

Within a few minutes of sitting down in a chair to paint, I was left with my head on the spot and passed out halfway through.

I had never been as tired as I was today in my life, so I was so sleepy that I didn’t even think to write a blessing and fell asleep.

And,

“Saint? Are you sleeping?”

The door opens carefully, and someone walks inside.

It was Lydia.

Normally, Lydia would have put everything away before she even came in and prayed as a saint before meeting her, but since she had already fallen asleep, she was asleep without even knowing that Lydia had entered.

That too, with the cartoon he was drawing turned on.

“Stop, saintess… ?!”

Lydia, who has only come to her room to prepare dinner, sees Eris stretched out on her desk first.

Lydia, startled by her surprise, approached and accepted her, but her eyes naturally returned to her PC where Eris was doing something of hers.

And,

“This… “

It didn’t take long to figure out what it was.

Lydia’s body froze on the spot.