Chapter 26 – Lydia

Looking at the posts, time passed and it became evening.

Now it’s time to go wash up, but it seems Lydia is a little late today.

Normally, she would come into the room and try to wash me before I even thought about it.

When I’m about to take off my clothes just to wash myself

“Saint… “

At the same time as the knock on the door, a familiar voice was heard.

Is it Lydia?

I went to the door and opened it, and it was Lydia, as I expected.

However, unlike usual, he seemed very tired.

I asked if it was really okay with the dark circles around my eyes and the movement that made me feel like I was about to fall asleep.

Lydia answered my question really well, but she couldn’t make Lydia work again when she was in such a bad state.

“Today I will just wash myself. I’ll make sure the nuns are working, so Lydia goes and rests first.”

I said it because it looked too bad to ask for it to be washed as usual.

“Ah… Are you okay. You don’t have to worry too much.”

Are you feeling insecure because of what I said?

Or is it really just that it’s simply because of the accumulation of fatigue?

I don’t know which way, but I figured I’d better let Lydia do her thing here.

If you’re really anxious, you might end up locking yourself in your room like last time and not coming out.

It’s because of me that she became like this.

As soon as I gave my permission, Lydia approached me and began to carefully remove my clothes.

Since she had always been in charge of my life, she instantly poured water into her bathtub, took off her clothes, and guided me to her bathroom.

Now that I think about it, I thought that getting help from someone like this would be a little dangerous.

No matter how much it is the highest position in the church of saints, and although it seems like they are of the same gender, now the number of lesbians commonly called Naridan has increased due to the cartoons I uploaded.

There are so many people who help me behind the scenes of anonymity.

It was an unusual castle that had been socially suppressed until now, so it was natural that interest in that person would be taken as soon as the representative of the giver appeared.

Anyway, what I meant to say is nothing else, and Lydia didn’t seem to notice, but she seemed to be gay on her walls.

Therefore… It meant seeing me as a sexual being.

Ironically, it was a very dangerous moment considering that it was her bath time that she had always been with her.

It wasn’t different from her and it was the time she washed me herself.

It is a situation where she could be attacked if she is not careful.

I broke into a cold sweat and looked at Lydia who was washing me.

It didn’t seem like he was trying to do anything to me right now, but I didn’t know when it would change.

I prayed in my heart that nothing would happen like this and that it would pass as it is, but Lydia’s touch slowly began to feel strange.

Of course, she stayed still because she wasn’t sure yet, but did Lydia think that was her unspoken permission?

Little by little, her hands began to become more blatant.

“Saint… You look really good… Your skin is soft… “

“Lydia… ?”

Why is he like this

At some point, he was stroking his skin with a half-scented expression, praising how smooth it was.

And that wasn’t all.

“Oh, there… !”

“Because it’s my duty to clean every nook and cranny… “

Lydia said that and started rubbing her hands all over my body.

In the past, I would have skipped it, but now it’s kind of strange, it feels like I’m touching it with my hands to feel my body instead of focusing on washing, so I unknowingly hit Lydia’s arm.

“Ah… “

Was it that shocking to be rejected by me?

Lydia opened her eyes wide.

“Lydia… ? Are you okay?”

“Uh… Sin, sorry… You must be very tired… “

What… ?

Lydia bowed her head and handed over her apology.

Rather, he approached me shamelessly and just said, ‘Saintess, in fact, this is a good thing…’ ‘, Thinking she would touch it.

That scene was also a scene that came out when the nun was harassing the chief nun based on Lydia, so I was a little nervous, but fortunately, that didn’t happen.

Lydia, who had touched my body as if possessed by something of hers, only apologized with a sincere expression that she had done something wrong.

However.

By the way.

“… “

Looking at Lydia with a genuinely sad face, something… Her heart aches

If someone like her family is grieving, it’s natural for her to feel this way. It was me who made her this way, not anyone else, so she became this way because of her lily cartoon I drew.

Indeed, if I reacted violently and rejected it, from her point of view, it might go beyond sadness and come to despair.

I didn’t want to be hated by Lydia.

Ever since she was little, she was always by my side, and she was the one who comforted me.

It was too cruel for me to push her away because I had opened her eyes on her body because of her mistakes that she had made.

I bit her lip hard.

Please… Maybe there is no need to deny it?

While I was contemplating, Lydia spurned her seat and stood up.

Why did you react like that…

“I apologize again, Holy Lady… I-I can’t forgive myself… That is… Even if I leave her seat at the cost of her rudeness… “

Ah…

I patted her on the forehead.

Because of me, she hurt her again.

Of course, if I just let her go, we will return to her original relationship. It will go back to the normal relationship between the nun and the saint, who just takes care of themselves and takes care of them.

However.

I was feeling

If you let Lydia go like this.

He knew that if he just watched Lydia go, it would be impossible for her to go back to the times when she had fun talking about everyday things again.

I didn’t want to be like that.

I wanted to be a little closer to Lydia, to stay longer.

I wanted to be like her family.

It was neither before nor now.

I took Lydia’s hand as she was about to disappear.

“Now, wait a minute… !”

Lydia’s hand trembles.

Lydia turned her head to look at me with her frightened expression.

She must be taller and older than me, but no, her age is the age of her previous life, so I should say that she is older, but anyway.

“Saint… ?”

I don’t understand what I’m holding on to, Lydia turns to me with her questioning expression.

After… I was trying not to do it like this.

She wondered for a moment whether she should hug her, but she thought it couldn’t be the same as last time.

Yes, this is my promise

To some extent, she was a manifestation of my willingness to accept her.

Instead of answering her, I moved her hand and placed it on my chest… Brought it

“Morkan,” I said, and her hands took hold of my breasts.

I closed my eyes for a moment, but felt the pain.

“Sir, Holy Lady Seo!”

“Lydia… Are you curious? My body?”

The nun of the convent rarely sees her own body all her life.

The same goes for men.

He was ignorant about sex.

Like this… I’m so ashamed.

It was inevitable if it was to lead her on the right path for her.

Wouldn’t it be nice to give proper sex education at this point?!

“I-I will teach you. About the female body you’re curious about… “

I was so ashamed to say that I lowered my head.

Instead, but instead.

Ugh

I don’t know, now that it’s like this, I’m going to bump into it!

“Instead… Show me Lydia too.”

“I, my body… Yo. This?”

“Because I think it would be best to show each other to teach them a little more clearly.”

I said that and nodded.

Teach a little more vividly… That’s an excuse, and in fact, I didn’t know anything about the character based on Lydia, so it was a bit difficult to draw.

Actually, except for my own body, I have never seen a female body in real life.

Was it because I wanted to see you at this point?

This was more like a field survey to help me draw a picture.

I made myself understand that.

To be honest, it was a crazy proposition.

Surely an ordinary nun would tell her not to talk nonsense or say no to that kind of thing.

However, Lydia was different.

Lydia…

She was laughing

She was wearing a genuinely happy expression.

“Yes! Please!”

Maybe, I might have dug my own grave.

I thought so out of the blue.