Chapter 28 – Lydia

This time it was my turn to see.

It was too late to put on the clothes I had taken off because it was my turn, so Lydia and I were sitting on the bed, looking at each other with nothing on.

“Yeah… “

Lydia, too, must be ashamed to stay naked in front of me. Looking at Lydia twisting her body around, I thought that she was cute without even realizing it.

I can’t do this…

If I do this, it’s no different than going against my beliefs, this heart I have, so I tried to endure it as much as I could…

I looked at Lydia and shook her head.

Although she is a woman, she was originally a man.

Even though she had lived as a saint for a long time, she didn’t get excited when she saw a naked woman in a bathhouse, but the current situation was completely different.

Wasn’t it any longer that the woman who had thrown off her clothes to show me was embarrassed in front of her eyes and she didn’t feel anything anymore?

I feel like I’m going crazy because I want to attack that woman in front of her right now.

Even though I have become a woman, I was able to fully like and be excited about the female body for aesthetic reasons as well.

What do you know about hormones?

I was “Excited” To see Lydia now embarrassed in front of my eyes.

But it shouldn’t be like that.

Right now, I was just practicing drawing her using her body as a subject matter, never to share her feelings with her.

Still…

The thought that it would be good enough to directly feel the delicacy of the muscles or the skeleton kept running around in my head.

No, honestly, it’s not a lie, wouldn’t that be enough?

No one has anything to say

Why is there no one? I myself am the one to say!!

Calm down Eris… You are a virgin

Whoa…

“Can I touch you just once?”

“Ah… Yes yes… “

Saint!!

“Heh, heh… “

I put my hand on Lydia’s naked body with trembling eyes.

First was the hand.

To make sure you know your hand, hold it with both hands and touch it, then slowly go up.

Ride your wrist… Ride your elbow… Climbing up to her shoulders, I naturally went down the neckline and reached her chest.

Lydia’s breasts were large, well-proportioned breasts.

I press my fingers into her chest, which is rich in fat and has a heart that is incomparably broader than mine.

It seems to be gently pushed inward, but when I release my strength slightly, it swells up again.

Truly, the heart itself that embraces all things.

This was the library of knowledge that contained all the truth in the world.

What do I say

Actually I don’t know either.

The situation was so dizzy right now that the words were just coming out.

“Whoa, whoa… “

One thing was certain: Lydia was so beautiful now.

“This part… Huh… “

Still, it had to look like this for practice drawing, so I took out the correction board and started drawing.

Seeing and drawing with her own eyes, I asked Lydia to strike various poses.

Originally, when drawing a picture of a nude model, you shouldn’t have these feelings at all.

However, I couldn’t help it now.

“Ugh… “

I’m embarrassed.

I have to wear something and draw, but I don’t know what I’m doing.

What the hell is this picture of Lydia’s body while I’m naked and Lydia is naked as well?

What do you think when you see us?

I need to focus on drawing…

In the picture…

“… “

Lydia’s posture now was to stand in her place and pose for a bit.

She thought of starting with the basics, so she placed her hands on her waist, the position most often used by the chief nun.

The problem was that Lydia was wearing nothing.

I was embarrassed to hold her posture, so I couldn’t even look at her properly, and her eyes that kept turning and trembling all the time made her a bad model.

That’s why you can’t take your eyes off her.

I couldn’t help but notice that Lydia was excited too.

Not only did her nipples stand tall, but a glistening liquid flowed between her legs and down her thighs.

She didn’t seem to notice herself, but she was so sensational that even I couldn’t stay still.

‘Ugh… ‘

How did things turn out this way?

Now, I just wanted to forget everything about saints and whatever, attack them and bite and suck at will.

I don’t care about beliefs, so I wanted to do whatever I wanted with that coveted female body that was swaying in front of my eyes.

However, my beliefs that have been built over decades will not be destroyed by things like this.

I steadfastly drew a picture with a blushing face.

I had already noticed that my nipples, visible through the field of view, were also standing.

I’m excited too.

I don’t know that

I could feel the fluid dripping from my cunt wet my bed.

Still, I had to pretend I didn’t know.

Only then… Did.

“Huh… Hehe… “

Perhaps it was difficult to endure the situation, but Lydia was shaking her shoulders and gasping for breath.

It seemed like it was difficult to breathe because of the excessive tension.

No, maybe I was overexcited.

The longer I spent drawing and appreciating her naked body, the more excited I became, and the water dripping from between her crotches without knowing how to dry.

Not only that, but the temperature in the room wasn’t that cool, so standing still in the same posture would inevitably get hotter, and sweat would flow down.

Neither did I.

Should I have turned on the air conditioner?

It was a temperature where I didn’t have to turn on the air conditioner, so I didn’t turn it on, but it was getting so hot that I thought I should turn it on.

No, it must be that our bodies are getting hot.

Anyway, what I draw is a naked woman, and the manga I draw is a 19-karat manga, so it was a cartoon that exposed not only genitals but also actions.

Of course, the shape of her pussy as well as her breasts had to be drawn exactly the same.

“Lee, Lydia… ?”

I had to draw several poses.

I asked Lydia for a different pose.

Thoughts that this position would be difficult for her to do, and that this was not a thing, kept running through her head, but it had already been a long time since she had thrown off the brakes.

“That… Can she keep her legs apart… ?”

“Yes, Neneet?! Everything, legs?!”

“That is… Because if you want to draw, you have to draw… “

It was an absurd excuse for me to do, but Lydia gulped her saliva and put on a serious face. She must have heard that I was seriously asking for a picture, so it was natural for her to make that expression.

Finally, Lydia put her shame on her knees and proudly spread her legs in front of me, showing off her cunt.

‘Wow, wow… ‘

Is this Lydia’s pussy… ?

She was the woman I’d been with the longest, but it was the first time I’d seen him so directly.

What to say… I felt weird all over again.

What am I doing now… Feelings of displeasure, shame, and immorality as if I was tampering with an innocent virgin who knew nothing on the pretext of drawing, but because of the excitement that came from that.

I felt like going crazy.

“I will draw… “

I also sat down and watched her cunt,

On the subject of the saint… As a saint… I was drawing the most precious part of the nun who had been together for a long time.

I also threw off her clothes completely,

By dripping water downstairs.

‘It’s tingling… ‘

I also wanted to touch my pussy.

Ever since I became this body, after secretly masturbating a few times in the past, I have never touched my body.

I thought I wouldn’t have anything to do with a man, and I wouldn’t have anything to do with a woman… Of course, I have a sexual desire, but masturbating only imaginatively without feeling like a daughter didn’t suit my style.

My drawing wasn’t even suitable for masturbation.

If you look, you can only see what needs to be fixed.

That’s why I couldn’t help but feel hungry now.

But…

“Lydia… Hey, could you open it up and show it… ?”

“I-over there… “

“I beg you. Just draw a little more and you’re done.”

“Yes, yes, yes… “

I don’t know.

I don’t even know anymore

Lydia held her cunt in her hands and spread it open, her eyes tightly closed.

All the beautiful pink flesh is visible.

I was painting with half bloodshot eyes, keeping everything in sight.

Oh, I don’t even know anymore

A saintess would be fine.

It wasn’t something I wanted to do anyway.

Right now, it was more important to capture and remember the heaven in front of my eyes as much as possible.

So I moved my finger.