Chapter 37 – Admissions?

It’s already hard.

I want to go home.

It hasn’t been long since I came out yet, but I feel like I want to go home like a chimney.

For fans who are like my blood, I posted a notice in advance that I thought I would have to take a break for a while because I had a place to go, so there was no place to retreat now.

All I had to do was follow the hero to the front line, save as many injured or sick people as possible, and then come back.

Fortunately, I have the technology to move from city to city through the teleportation magic circle, and since I am a saint and go quickly to support those fighting on the front line, I can ride without paying any money.

Even so, the difficulty remains the same.

However, you should not show any feelings of wanting to go home.

First of all, she made a request to the warrior, and in order to appear as a noble and faithful saint, she had to show an unyielding figure despite such hardships and adversity.

Because the hero knows me as such a person.

That expectation should not be betrayed.

‘Still, this is a bit much… ‘

I don’t know if I can stand this…

I sighed.

The warrior’s assertion that he would be unconditionally safe this time because he was guarding it, and the state of the front line was not so good that the warrior personally came and asked me for help, so his grandfather reluctantly allowed me to go.

It is because it is much more helpful for me to go alone than to send over 100 priests.

A saintess is such a being.

As long as he is alive, he can be revived unconditionally, and as long as he is breathing, he can make sure that he never dies.

Not only that, but you can use a powerful spell against the beast, so it can’t be helped.

It is said that the holy woman’s holy law was the only hero with her holy sword and the power to inflict damage on the demon lord.

Even so, seeing her thinking about sending her one and only granddaughter to the front, it seems that her grandfather also values ​​God and people more than me.

Okay… That’s a priest

It’s natural, but it just hurts my heart.

Anyway, as soon as I arrived at the front line through the teleport magic circle, the scent of blood piercing my nose hardened my expression.

Certainly, it seems certain that it was sent to the right place.

It was a normal village, so I was a little worried about whether I would be able to spend it properly, but seeing that I arrived well, it seems that it was a useless worry.

Even so, this thick aura of death is more than I thought…

“For now, can you guide me to the place where the most seriously injured people are?”

It’s because I still don’t play a saint in form.

Quite a few people were able to heal me.

When the hero nodded at my words and moved on, I followed him. As soon as I arrived at the place that was supposed to be a tent and went inside, I covered my nose with my mouth because of the stench that pierced my nose.

While living as a saint, she had seen many people who were injured, but she never thought it would be to this extent.

If the warrior said that the village would disappear without me, it is not a lie. People who are dying due to demonic energy in their wounds while fighting to stop the beast, and to make matters worse, people who are suffering from a spreading contagious disease, and pus flowing out around them.

Seeing a crying child and a family hugging and enduring such a child, I took a deep breath.

I am not a body that has received God’s blessings directly, a body that is barely going to suffer from an infectious disease. I don’t mind the devil trying to eat away at my body.

There is no way that the magic of an ordinary monster, not a demon king or a high-ranking demon, can pierce my body full of divine power.

‘The internet exists… Even though you can draw like a tablet, it’s still a fantasy.’

I forgot.

That where I am is fantasy.

I closed my eyes and prayed to God.

Asking for the divine power to save them.

Then light leaked from my body.

They will all survive

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The town is safe.

To be precise, most people survived because I spread my divine power around and healed countless people.

Of course, not everyone survived.

No matter how much I tried to heal people who died before I came, it was useless no matter how much I tried to spread my knowledge.

They shouted to me to catch the dead and save them, but all I could do was reply that they had already returned to God and could not bring him any more.

‘I don’t think this job is right for me… ‘

I just want to live a normal life by drawing pictures.

Maybe something like a saint doesn’t suit me.

No matter how much he tried to keep me by his side, he was the same God who suddenly made me a saint.

Of course, when I save people, I feel proud too.

And when they thank me, it makes me feel good enough to think I did a good job.

But more than that, I sometimes feel skeptical when I see people who died because I couldn’t come sooner, and people weep while holding on to them.

Is being a saint really what I’m good at?

Am I really a person who deserves to be a saint?

I have such a question.

“Don’t worry Eris. It’s not your fault.”

“If I had come a little sooner, those people wouldn’t have died… Elena… Because I’m lazy… “

“Again, really… “

The hero, no, Elena sighed.

From Elena’s point of view, yes, it would be like this again.

This is what I always think of every time I come to a place like this.

I think I said it last time, but maybe the reason why I’m more interested in painting and try harder to draw is to escape from the fact that I’m a saint…

I think it might be my escape from reality to turn my eyes away from that reality.

I hope not.

Really…

Under…

A sigh comes out.

“Eris, do you want to see me?”

“Yes?”

When I looked back at Elena’s words, it was already in front of me.

“You haven’t changed from the past, you.”

“… “

“If I was wrong, I was even more wrong. If I had arrived a little sooner, a little more people would have lived.”

Actually know

It was strange for me to think like this.

It’s not anywhere else, it’s a village I only knew about after a hero called me, and it’s the people who live in that village.

But it was strange to think that I came late and couldn’t save more people.

“So don’t feel too bad about it.”

I looked up at Elena.

I swallowed my saliva as I saw Elena with beautiful green eyes reminiscent of nature and a good impression overall, unlike the red hair that revealed her burning passion and her hair that seemed to be burning red.

Suddenly, Elena looked beautiful.

‘Ugh… ?!’

What am i

Did I think of this just a while ago while watching Lydia, and eventually tried to touch Elena, who I heard was too clingy to a subject that crossed the line that shouldn’t be crossed?

It’s ridiculous.

I shook my head.

It should never be as much as that.

“Huh? What’s the matter?”

As I pushed Elena, who had been soothing me, Elena looked at me with her questioning expression.

“Oh, no… Sorry for pushing… “

“Do I have to tell you if I did something that made you feel bad?”

“I really don’t have anything like that!”

Even though he looked sad at my words, he suddenly seemed to have a sinister smile on his face, and then came back to me.

“Then, even if it’s like this for a little longer… Ugh!”

“You are too… “

I sighed as I punched Elena, who was trying to approach me, and pushed her away once again. It’s cool to see the side of a warrior that he shows sometimes, but sometimes he destroys that image himself like this.

Still, that was Elena’s charm.

“Anyway… Now that we have saved all the villagers, can we go back?”

“It is, but… What are you asking for?”

Ask,

Yes, I had a request.

Since I said simply a favor, Elena would wonder what kind of favor I would ask.

It was nothing.

Just…

“Do you want to enter the academy together?”

I just wanted to get into the academy.

Of course, that’s assuming that her grandfather says yes. The best way to get in touch with the Empire naturally is because there doesn’t seem to be much other than entering the famous Imperial Academy.

Contacting the empire to save people without discriminating is also a way, but that’s too hard for me.

There is no way I would go through asceticism full of hardships and hardships during my time as a saint.

‘I have to go to the academy and suck.’

Pretending to be a saintess, drawing pictures, and casually handing over to the Empire that the Holy Kingdom intends to interact again.

No matter how you look at it, it’s not a perfect operation.

I laughed inwardly.