Chapter 41 – Elena

When I came to my senses, I immediately saw Elena apologizing to me.

I didn’t know that he would come to apologize as soon as he woke up. At least I knew that Elena, she wasn’t normal for her at the point she tried to run over me.

I wondered if I might have lost my reason for what I said. When I actually woke up, I was dressed again, and the surroundings were tidied up.

Fortunately, it wasn’t someone I didn’t know, and he wasn’t a man, so although it was scary, it wasn’t that scary…

It was still shocking to me just to be attacked while blindfolded and unable to see anything.

The way he looked at Elena couldn’t help but change.

“I won’t make excuses, it’s my fault… “

“I know… I was worried that you might come out with a red flag.”

To be honest, I would have been very disappointed if I had told her that I had seduced her first.

Fortunately, Elena doesn’t seem to have rotted that much.

If I had said that I seduced him first, as I said earlier, I would have kicked him out.

“I’m glad though. Because you apologized.”

I looked down.

I was wearing my saint’s attire, as if I had put it back on while I was fainting.

Contrary to my thought that it would be disheveled, the clothes are well-dressed.

So what should I do first?

I looked towards Elena.

To be honest with her, I’m not that upset with her.

Of course, it would be strange to not be angry at the fact that he tied me up and forcibly violated me, but it felt better than that.

The feeling of being forced into a situation where you can’t do anything was a new sensation that I’ve never felt before.

In the first place, being angry in itself is like a stranger to me, so there is also a reluctance to take her anger out on her.

If that’s the case, then who and how can I excuse myself for doing what I want to do with innocent Lydia?

It was my fault that I acted too complacently when I saw that Elena was very disappointed in me and attacked her losing her reason.

On the subject of drawing lily comics, he pushed Elena away, saying that he was not interested in it, even though he liked watching women do it.

But the truth is, she was caught liking that kind of behavior.

It was because of my karma, but it was hard to say that Elena was solely at fault.

Well, that didn’t mean that Elena, who had been forcibly attacked, was not at all wrong.

In the end, it was she who did her wrong, and she herself would know best.

It’s because I don’t really like the estrangement or estrangement from Elena.

Therefore…

Can I act according to my desires?

Since Elena also touched my body as she pleases, isn’t that the part where I can do as I please?

Unlike Marina Freah, Elena is in the position of Eul because she was the first to do something wrong with me… Is it okay for me to use it now?

You could say it’s not a saintly idea, but I’m a painter before I’m a saint.

New material is always welcome.

“Elena?”

“Yes… ?”

Oh my gosh, this guy has completely lost his confidence.

Well, it doesn’t matter.

“I’ll forgive you for this, so can I ask you one favor?”

“Ask… ? As for the academy… “

“Oh no, it’s different from that. This is my personal request.”

At my words, Elena tilted her head.

Maybe it’s because I didn’t know that I would suddenly ask for a personal favor here.

Well, that’s a good thing anyway.

It’s not like I’m trying to ask an impossible favor anyway.

Of course, it would be embarrassing to ask for a favor.

Of course, to reveal this, I have to also reveal the fact that I draw, but…

Anyway, in order to explain the cartoon, I’m going to reveal everything about whether I was actually a cartoonist or a writer who draws lily cartoons.

After revealing all of them, wouldn’t it be possible to ask for what I wanted to ask for?

I gulped.
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“Before I tell you what I want to ask of you, I must first clarify what needs to be revealed… “

Even now, I wonder if this is right, but I thought it would be better to reveal the truth to ask this kind of favor.

There will come a time when Marie and Frea will meet later, but it’s still a problem to hide Elena from him whenever something happens.

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“Really… ?”

“Yes… “

Revealed all the facts.

That I’m actually an artist who draws pictures, and that I mainly draw cartoons and drawings of lilies… And the cartoon I presumed to have seen at that time was drawn by myself, and the request was also to draw a picture as a material.

Of course, it was my fault for attacking me, so I asked her to show me her naked body so I could see it and draw a picture.

“Yes… What… Maybe I was wrong… It doesn’t feel too bad to have a character that became my motif in such a famous cartoon, but… “

Elena looked at me with a strange expression.

“For some reason, it seemed to feel very much… Are you also of the same disposition as me?”

“Yes… I like to watch, but I’m not the type to love myself… “

“Huh~”

Elena grinned at my words and then she came up to me.

Just when I was wondering what I was going to do, I felt a finger running down me and my body trembled.

“What, what are you doing… !”

“Considering that it was only for viewing… Did you feel a lot when I bullied you earlier? Shaking my body… When I took off the blindfold, he almost climaxed with a goofy expression?”

The fingers that had been running through her pussy slowly went up.

Elena, who had been giving me an apologetic look, now licked the area around her mouth with her tongue, as if she had found her prey.

This… No matter how you look at it, it doesn’t look like it’s trying to attack me again… ?

“No matter what you do, you mean you like women anyway, right? And were you happy that I touched you? Otherwise, there would be no way the flood would have gone this far, right?”

“… “

That, that…

I have nothing to say.

Because it wasn’t wrong.

On the outside of her, I pretended to be her victim now that I was run over by her, but she did make her feel good when I was attacked by her. And she’s just been victimized and revealing this is the same as asking her to eat me.

“That… I’ll tell you first, but what I feel is different… ?”

“I know, I don’t know… So this time I want to ask you. I still haven’t had sex drive.”

“… “

Didn’t get it…

Did you stop touching me after I passed out?

Or is it that he is dissatisfied because he did not feel good about anything because he was the only one who suffered? I don’t know which one, but maybe it’s a little bit like throwing it out here and now.

I don’t know why, but I didn’t want to refuse.

I shuddered.

“Uh… Uh… “

“So? Good? No?”

“Ugh… “

Before I knew it, the hand that touched me became even more blatant.

I could feel Elena’s touch between the saint’s clothes.

Her hand slipped through her clothes and began to touch her breasts.

In the meantime, you didn’t wear a bra.

I bowed my head.

I already did it with Lydia, but wouldn’t it be okay to do it with someone else now? There was no one to say anything to me anyway, and rather, only those who wanted me were here.

But accepting this did not shatter the conviction I had so far, that what I do as a woman myself is not a lily.

That’s once or twice, but more broken here…

More broken…

Ah… Umm…

“That is… “

“If you don’t accept this, I’ll show you my body as your material, but I won’t do what you want.”

“… “

“If you accept me instead, I will accept you too. I’ll do whatever you want, whatever you want… Huh?”

Have you liked me since childhood?

Why are there only people like this around me?

I sighed inwardly.

Her offer was so sweet.

It felt like the devil was offering me a contract to make a contract, but… It didn’t do me any harm.

There was only one condition, however, that I had to give up the beliefs I had now.

And that belief had already been shattered when I attacked Lydia myself a while ago.

Therefore…

That, so…

“Yes, yes… I see… “

Little bit more… I wish I could touch you more.

I looked up at her with her pleading expression on her face.

It’s not over yet.