Chapter 47 – Sex Education

“Do you know what Elena is doing?”

“Elena?”

I didn’t ask because I was with you a while ago, but I asked because I thought you might know, but surprisingly, it seems that you have already heard about Elena.

Something happened to Elena for a while, so she went back to where she was originally.

As she heard, she said that the new request she received was more dangerous than she thought, so she decided to come and go because she was uneasy about entrusting it to her colleagues.

She said, “Don’t worry, anyway, she’ll be coming in as an instructor, so don’t worry.” Marie laughed as she finished the story.

“Do you care because you were together for one night?”

“That’s because it’s not like that… !”

“I guess so~”

She trembled as she saw Marie giggling as if she was lying well.

What do you do together all night?

‘Of course we did, but… ‘

I have nothing to say…

It’s not that she doesn’t know that she’s joking around, but since she keeps saying things like that, her heart thumps because she thinks the truth will be found out.

However, if you reacted too much here, you could say that you were just joking around, but that you were overreacting, or that you were more suspicious.

Still, I couldn’t help but feel upset.

I shuddered.

“By the way… Eris.”

Freah, who had been quiet until now, suddenly called me. She wondered what she was doing, so I checked and it seems she was watching a cartoon with a modified version.

Is it my cartoon

Anyway, I think I’ve said it before, but…

“You can call me Ellie.”

She was already her friend, so there was no need to call her Eris.

I have to tell Lydia to call me Ellie, but…

Unlike them, Lydia knows about my true nature, but she doesn’t know it completely.

Lydia had never spoken unkindly.

All I did was that I was actually a person who drew manga, and I happened to be attacked.

If you look at it like this, it seems like something great, but… It was true that they didn’t feel a little friendly compared to Mari and Freah, who were even half-speaking.

‘When I go back, let’s try Lydia and her older sister… ‘

I was already in a state of mixing my body, but I thought it would be okay if she gradually became close to me privately.

If I approached her first to get closer, maybe Lydia would like it too.

Up until this point, Lydia seemed to have a hard time dealing with me.

‘Ah.’

Come to think of it, she was talking to Freah first.

“So why did you call me?”

“Ah… “

He hasn’t changed a single thing.

Even when we first met before, she looked very fierce in person, and she still looks fierce now.

It’s because that level is a bit serious.

Is this his original personality?

“Just… I called it because I was a little dissatisfied with the manga.”

Are you dissatisfied?

She didn’t expect to suddenly say that she was dissatisfied… She was even more so because she was Freah, who usually didn’t say anything to me.

But I don’t think I’ve ever drawn anything that could be called dissatisfaction…

“What are you complaining about?”

“What can I say… I’m not sure how to explain it… Should I say that when I eat meat, I feel as if I am eating the tough part of the meat.”

I didn’t know you could do a metaphor like that.

Still, it was a definite analogy.

As soon as I heard it, I knew at once what I wanted to say.

“So you’re frustrated? What is the current content?”

“Yeah, that’s right. That is what I want to say.”

Frustrated…

This is a very difficult problem.

When you draw a cartoon, there can’t always be only interesting content.

In order to draw a very interesting content, a build-up is necessary, and there may be people who find the build-up interesting, but most of them find it boring.

Preah probably had a hard time enduring that part.

Originally, all cartoons are like that.

Most readers can’t hold on to that part and get off.

Other than that, because the writer has done something wrong and his perception has gone to hell, he gets off the job… If I talk really simply, there are cases where I get off because it’s not fun.

Either way, it’s very difficult to hold on to a reader who has already lost his mind.

What’s even sadder is that even if it wanted to fit the hearts of most readers, it couldn’t.

To be honest, it was difficult right now to write something that Freah would be satisfied with.

Still, it’s okay to turn it on as long as it’s frustrating.

“Can you tell me which part is frustrating?”

“That is… Which part should I talk about… For now, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with the content itself… Something keeps feeling stuffy in my heart.”

“Uh… “

But to be honest, there wouldn’t have been any element that would make me feel stuffy in the current comic story.

If I had to look for it, it would be that the progress between the two is going slower than I thought, and that I still feel fresh…

Could it be that you are feeling stuffy there?

I looked down at Freah.

Maybe it’s because she’s a young lady from the North? She’s very reckless in this regard.

Maybe Preah likes passionate love more than this fresh love.

If so, that’s for later…

Right now, it feels like a build-up to love each other, so I can’t write as Freah wants right now.

“I’m sorry, Freya… I don’t think I can draw you the way you want right now.”

“Is it… I know why. Just in case, I asked Maria, and she said it was preparation for drawing something more interesting.”

Still, Mary did a good job explaining it.

I smiled at Marie as if it was good. Marie turned her head at my smile.

Could it be that I am a burden?

Marie had been playing pranks on me before, but for some reason she suddenly felt ashamed.

It’s so cute when you look at it like that.

As the situation progressed like this, I wanted to see Freya embarrassed.

“Then can you tell me exactly what you want?”

If you ask me, what would you say?

Usually, the things I say are very fragmentary, so I had a little bit of anticipation.

Because I thought maybe I could see him fidgeting to explain his mind to me.

At my question, Freya looked at me with a puzzled expression.

I felt ashamed for nothing because the look in my eyes seemed as if I was asking something.

“Do I really have to explain?”

“If you explain it, I can find something to fix.”

“Does that mean that if I tell you what I feel, I can draw a better manga?”

“That’s how it works.”

It’s much better to hear feedback from others than to give feedback to myself after seeing it myself.

“Then you had better tell me. Because I enjoy watching your cartoons… “

“That, yes… ?”

It’s a strange feeling.

I couldn’t help but feel that way even more because the person who became the motif of the cartoon I drew, not someone else, said that.

Marie, noticing that the situation was going well, smiled at us.

“Right… First of all, she said it before, but I heard that she is definitely a cartoon related to love… I think the elements that explain that love were lacking.”

Is that part too?

She had already expected that she would point out that part.

Since she had been saying things like that she lacked that element or that she didn’t quite understand it, if she were to say something that she didn’t feel good about, then of course she would have no choice but to say it that way.

“Isn’t that because you don’t know much about love?”

Mari behind her asked, but Freah only tilted her head.

A young lady who only learned to catch monsters in the north, who doesn’t understand human emotions well… To be precise, it must be that she doesn’t understand what she’s talking about because it’s Frea, who should be called clumsy.

‘Then… ‘

You just have to let that passionate love feel, right?

I took out the crystal board.

Of all the drawings I’ve drawn, there should be a manga here that can be said to be the highest level…

“Now, wait a minute… Ellie, are you?”

“Yeah, I’m going to take that out.”

How dare you speak as if my desire is weak.

Can’t forgive

I giggled inwardly and pulled out a Juseom Juseom comic.

If you see this, you will be able to say that you hardly feel love or that you only feel tickling.

Because it’s a cartoon that depicts that kind of pure love.

The time for true education has arrived… !