Chapter 58 – Got It Wrong…?

It was virtually as if an unwritten rule had developed between me and Lydia.

The word asking for help with painting has been altered to mean something like that.

But that was a good thing.

Lydia, of course, had no complaints about me.

Of course, that’s why it was strange to start the conversation by asking for help with the drawing and then have sex right away…

Well, for that reason, even though there was no need to do that, I and Lydian kept an eye on each other.

At first, I started drawing Lydia, who was just sitting still.

She hadn’t even taken off her clothes, and it was just a story about Lydia wearing a normal nun’s clothes.

From the way Lydia’s mouth munched, she seemed to want to ask something, but she seemed to know that when she was modeling, she shouldn’t be disturbed by her words or movements.

Of course, I thought of it in that way too, but I did say it…

I thought it would be weird if I said something like that and didn’t draw a picture.

Lydia had an expression full of dissatisfaction.

At first, she asked if she would help, and she turned around saying let’s have sex, but should I say that she was nervous because she was about to do it…

But at that time, things went that way, so it came naturally…

Isn’t it a situation where I’m saying I’m going to do it myself right now?

To be honest, I’m very ashamed…

“Excuse me… “

In the end, she called me cautiously as if Lydia couldn’t stand it either.

At that, I shuddered and lifted her head.

Fortunately, he seemed dissatisfied with the current situation, but not angry.

However, the fact that he was extremely dissatisfied was inflating his cheeks.

I smiled awkwardly and asked what was going on.

“What are you calling for? Lydia’s sister?”

“That… Eris? She’s not asking just in case… ?”

“… “

No…

Of course I know…

Yes…

“I wish I could do it sooner… I mean, I’ve been waiting all this time… “

Uh…

Maybe I corrupted this… ?

He must have been an innocent person who didn’t know anything before, but he became such a pervert before he knew it…

Oh no…

And since I think it’s all because of me, I feel sorry for Lydia, but at the same time…

No oh really… !

It’s not really that you keep thinking like this.

‘Why are you doing this… ‘

No, but now that I think about it, didn’t I tell you to do it?

Even so, I’m actually just drawing because I’m embarrassed…

Isn’t it different from setting the atmosphere and atmosphere and breaking the colic?

Ah…

Why am I really doing this…

My mind is too complicated these days.

I don’t think it was like that before…

At that time, I just liked drawing.

“If I don’t, will I just leave?”

Lydia came out strong.

Lydia, who was quiet and well-behaved and always tried to listen to me… That’s why she was annoyed at me.

I never thought it would come out like that.

Yes, it was enough to make me angry if I approached it as if to do it and did nothing.

I put on a worried expression for a moment, then approached as if I had made up my mind.

It has already been done, and what Lydia wants now is for me to attack her.

Even if he pretended to be considerate of Lydia now, it would be worse than not doing so.

Even if it’s a little shameless to do so…

I had stopped drawing before I knew it, and I was approaching Lydia.

What is Lydia expecting from me? When she sees me quietly waiting for me to approach, she wonders if she wants to attack me.

Before I knew it, I stopped even paying attention and put my hand on Lydia’s shoulder and laid her down on the bed.

The first time was difficult, the second was easy.

Lydia’s excited breathing is felt close to her.

I understood Lydia’s acceptance of me as I watched her arm slowly loosen up.

I put my hand on Lydia’s stomach.

“Go, why are you suddenly there… “

“I’m trying to soften you up.”

When I was with other kids, I think I was in a position where I was being victimized rather than doing it.

For some reason, when dealing with Lydia, I was in the position of doing it myself instead of being victimized. Well, you can tell just by looking at the lily cartoon I draw myself, but I’m not in the position of being victimized, but I’m in the position of doing it myself.

This position could never be taken away from Lydia.

With that thought in mind, I tried to act as maturely as possible.

If only Lydia hadn’t held my hand stroking her stomach.

“I’ve been thinking about it since the other day… “

Her grasped hand is slowly drawn up to her Lydia.

There was one blind spot in my attacking myself.

That I am weaker than anyone I know.

In Marie’s case, since she is a sorceress, the moment her body was even slightly strengthened with her magical powers, she had no way to counter that power, and neither Elena nor Frea were worthy of mentioning that power. Difference was overwhelming.

So what about Lydia?

Unlike me, who is much taller and bigger than me, Lydia, who locks herself in her room, draws pictures, and sometimes goes out to pray, Lydia takes care of the nuns by walking around the convent herself.

Of course, you have to use a lot of force.

So, naturally, Lydia had to be stronger than me, and the fact that I, who didn’t use her body at all, beat Lydia by force was nothing but nonsense.

“Uh, uh… ?”

Yes, like this.

I was turned over with Lydia grabbing both of her hands, and I was laid on her bed and crushed by Lydia.

Lydia looked down at me and smiled at me.

“Saintess… You were so weak… “

“Lee, Lydia sister… ?”

“Last time I was beaten because I didn’t know anything… This time, I want to make the saintess feel better.”

Well, even if you don’t do that, wouldn’t it be okay if we both feel better… ?

Honestly, I am confident that I will make you feel very good.

I call those who are crushed by opponents like this a rug, but I feel like I’ve become a rug lately, so I tried to show myself as a saint when attacking Lydia this time…

It was the specifications that became the rug this time as well.

I don’t want to be a rug.

Thinking so, she tried to resist, but with only the strength of the saintess, it was close to impossible to resist Lydia’s stronger power.

Why did I say that 3 times the power comes out to those who resist, but 7 times the power comes out to those who attack?

It’s an opponent that you can’t beat by force, but if you do this, it’s more impossible to win.

Damn I want to cry

I don’t know when I got the handcuffs… Handcuffs?

“That, that… ?”

“I made it in advance for the day I come back. This time, I wanted to lead myself! I wanted to satisfy you as much as possible, so I looked for your comics… I had one of these, so I made it once. At least this is the only thing I was able to make… “

At the same time as the clicking sound, my wrists were tied.

Oh my god

Could it be that I created a monster?

I hadn’t even thought that it would have created such a huge bobim monster.

What a bobim monster!

What nonsense is that!

“Of course, I couldn’t make magic tools like in the manga, but… Instead, I eagerly watched and learned the hand techniques and tongue techniques in the book. It will definitely make you feel better.”

Isn’t that something you can learn from watching a cartoon?!

Whether I am shocked or not, Lydia has already put her hand inside my clothes without stopping. Right now, it was just rubbing my body closely while touching my clothes, but I don’t know when it will go beyond this.

Suddenly, I remembered having sex with Prea and Marie.

I was suddenly afraid that Lydia would notice it.

I don’t think that’s possible, but isn’t there such a thing as if… ?

Even if it was Marie right away, I knew that I had a relationship with Elena just from my reaction and meeting Elena, but Lydia was no different.

Especially if Lydia is wise enough to be the nun…

“Saintess, no Eris… ?”

“Yes, four… ?”

“Now… You’re not thinking of another woman… ?”

Ah.

I guess I got it wrong.