Chapter 34 – Priming Water – 3

How does it feel to live as a loved woman?

There was a time when she wondered about it and twisted her whole body. There was such a miserable period when she took away the name of her one and only friend, hung around the person she liked and anxiously bit her nails.

So I tried to fill the love of men with my hands full. Unlike Ellie, who said she only needed a handful of affection, I didn’t even know what that love was, so I held her in my arms and put it in her mouth at random. I was hugged by men even though my mouth was filled with love to the point where tears flowed, and things I couldn’t contain flowed down to the river beneath my feet. Because I thought that was the way to be loved.

But now it’s different. I think I finally know what it feels like to be loved.

Love is, in the end, making eye contact with a man who only looks at me and whispering sweet words into each other’s ears.

Okay. Like right now

“Yeah…Chuuup…Ha…”

I never imagined that someone’s saliva could taste so warm and soft. Adults said that the taste of a first kiss is like a raspberry found in the mountains in the middle of winter. It’s sweet because it’s precious, and that’s why it’s even more precious. Although this was not my first kiss, strictly speaking it was my first kiss with someone I love, so it was a very emotional moment for me.

“Ah…Ah…!”

When I was immersed in the middle of the day and mixed my tongue, when his hand brushed the injured part, I opened my mouth without knowing it and spat out a swearing. A long thread of saliva stretched between her lips and coldly dripped over her nipples. He looked at the scene and let out a single word mixed with a sigh.

“Haa… Hugging a girl who’s messed up is really…”

It’s a bit harsh for Luka. A small suspicion arose, but quickly dissipated. What’s the point of such a trivial question? Luca came for me. He came to save me after all these years of suffering.

“Uh… Ha ha…”

Thinking he was pleased, I deliberately rubbed the bleeding wound with my hand and fervently caressed his neck. I desperately licked the lips that no longer kissed me, and I left a trace with my mouth near the neck in a feeling that I couldn’t stand it while sweeping the neck with my mouth. Even though it was a really insignificant act, for some reason my heart beat twice as fast as I felt like I was putting my own stamp on it.

“You’re so excited. So good?”

“Yeah. I like it…”

I whispered into his earlobe and he pinched his nipples with one hand while caressing his bottom with the other. Blood, sweat, and juice flowed indiscriminately, soaking my thighs thickly, and whenever his big fingers dug into me, his waist trembled.

“Okay… So good… Haaa…”

“Haha… Seriously. This is also a saint. Well, I’m not bad.”

“Don’t do that. Be nice. Please.”

“Okay, okay. Shut up and wet your pussy.”

“Huh…”

Perhaps it was because of the years he had spent alone, Luca’s words and actions were quite harsh. But it didn’t matter. That’s what Luca said. It’s not for Ellie, it’s for me, Sera.

Okay. Not for Ellie, but for me.

“Aww…What’s the sudden…”

As soon as I remembered those words, with a feeling of excitement, I shook my own waist and stuck my finger deep into one side of him. My fingers rubbed so tightly that I could feel myself tightening my insides. As if savoring the touch, I anxiously moved his hips.

“Haaaaa”

“Ahhh…That’s a real bitch. You can just throw it in.”

“Ah…Aaaaa!!!”

As soon as he roughly pulled out his finger, his juices dripped down and his back buckled involuntarily. While I let out a sigh full of exhaustion, having already reached my limit, he spread my legs wide open and without warning inserted his object into it.

“Ahhhhh!!!”

Because he squeezed in before the inner strength was released yet, a stiff pain pushed up to his waist. In addition, he deliberately inserted his fingers into the wound, and now felt more pain than pleasure. I felt strange at the unbelievably harsh attitude, but I immediately shook my head in denial. Obviously, this is also a form of punishment. It’s clear.

“Ah… Ah… Ah…!”

While I was trying to make up my mind, his cock started to wriggle from the inside. I thought it had already grown as it grew, but even when it was digging in, I could feel it sticking out like a snake and expanding to explore deeper places. I clenched my teeth and held his hand.

“Ohhh… I thought this would be a bitch because I was giving it to anyone, but it’s not. It’s very chewy and delicious.”

“Haa…Ah… Am I delicious?”

“Yes bitch. It’s a fucking masterpiece.”

“I… Am I a famous machine? Hehe…”

The words may be a bit harsh, but Luca was definitely praising me. I put it on in a happy mood when I suddenly realized that the ring was no longer on his finger. I’m sure I knew it was the ring Ellie gave me. Why did you abandon it?

A smile quickly formed at the corner of his mouth that had been questioned for a moment. Of course. Because Luca loves me now. You don’t need the proof Ellie gave you anymore, right?

“Ah…Ah…Ah…!”

“Whoa…Okay…This is it…”

I held his waist with both legs and opened his mouth wide to let out a moan. If I had known in advance, I wouldn’t have been so desperate for Ellie. Even without you, Luca was mine, and she didn’t have to carry the burden of feeling that everything had been conceded. Because that was originally mine.

…

If. If only I knew from the beginning. Then we wouldn’t even have to fight.

A hint of guilt seeped in like mist. But I shook his head to get rid of the thought and hugged him tighter.

“Ah…! I love you… I love you Luca…!”

“Whoa…What? What is it…It doesn’t matter anyway. Tighten up a bit more bitch!”

“Yep…!”

He picked me up, laid me on the floor, and made me shake myself. I danced on top of him with delight, and he would occasionally rub his chest and giggle.

“Haa… It took a lot of fucking hard work to get to this fucking city. It was worth it.”

Of course not, Luca. You met me I smiled and took his hand on his chest and together caressed his nipples.

“Yeah… Ah… Ha ha…”

“At this rate, there’s no need for an audit from the Ennesian church. I haven’t met the archbishop, but well… The saintess’ attitude is very nice.”

He suddenly said something incomprehensible. I was confused because I didn’t know why, but I nodded because it was just what he said.

“Yeah…Thank you…”

“Well, the imperial family thinks that it’s a saint, a nabber, and an idiot who only eats money. It’s not like that at all. Isn’t it, a slut saint?”

“Right… Yes…”

“I should tell Your Majesty in moderation. Then he will come again. Right? I will especially lie to Leo that Saint Sera is raising the honor of the warrior party. How is it? Are you satisfied?”

“Of course… Tell me that… To Leo… To Leo…?”

Suddenly, an old name became firmly embedded in the mind that had been salted with pleasure and confused. Shaking my waist vigorously, I gradually slowed down and stared blankly at his face.

Leo…?

Why is that name here…

“Leo…?”

“Calling out on the subject of a slut. Shake your back, bitch.”

“Uh?”

Did Luca respect Leo this much? No, I think it was the other way around.

“What’s wrong, Luca? You used to…”

“What is it? You’ve lost your strength. I can’t help it… It’s okay.”

He suddenly threw me to the floor and climbed up like a beast. Suddenly, his face came close to my eyes.

“I’ll start fucking you in earnest from now on, so look forward to it. Holy slut.”

“Saintess? Why am I so…Aaaaa!!!”

A hand that couldn’t find anything like kindness violently grabbed his chest. The flood of pain blew away even the remaining pleasure and awakened my blurred eyes and mind. It was only then that I could clearly see the face of the man on top of me.

He wasn’t Luca.

He came to rape me it was someone else

“Then… Let’s go…!”

“What? Wait…Aaaaa!”

The moment I realized that it wasn’t Luca right in front of me, a scream instead of a moan broke out. I was startled and tried to step back, but he held onto my chest tightly and wouldn’t let go.

“Ah! Aang! Haaaaang! Black! Aaaaang!”

“Okay, have a good cry! Like a pig bitch!”

Saliva trickled down from his mouth. I tried to struggle somehow in the rough waist movement that was more like bumping than driving.

“Let go… Let go! Please!”

“Suddenly, bitch, why are you doing this? Oh, are you asking me to cum soon? Okay. I’ll do that.”

“What… What?”

It was only then that I realized that there was no contraceptive device attached to the cock that was being impaled. That meant that the semen of a man other than Luca would invade my insides soon.

“No!”

I shrieked and pushed my lower abdomen with my hand as hard as I could. However, as if that actually stimulated her, her waist moved faster and the depth of the penetration deepened.

“Ugh…Ah…That’s good. Very good! Yes, do more. Do more!”

“No! Stop…Please! Stop!”

“I’m going to mess with you now. I’ll wrap everything inside, so take it all. Okay?”

“Aaaaagh!”

Every time I struggled, my back hit harder and my cock trembled from the inside, foretelling the fate to come. I screamed desperately with a desperate heart and shed tears.

“I hate it! I hate other men’s semen! Please stop! Please!!!”

I pleaded with him and twisted my back with all my might. Of course, it was just a futile struggle. Rather, as if the more I resisted, the more excited I became, the faster my waist moved, and now all I could do was prepare for the moment of ejaculation to come.

“Ah…Ugh…Ah…!”

Soon, with a moaning sound that seemed to clench his teeth, he stopped with his waist deeply hit to the inside. Then, deep inside my body, something shuddered and trembled.

And along with my screams, hot semen poured out like an explosion.

“Aaaaa…!!!”

“Ah… Whoa… Ugh…”

His circumstances did not stop at once. Twice. Third time. He continued to flinch at his waist and push his bodily fluids inside, and only after shaking off every remaining drop, he pulled out his waist satisfactorily. I could only think of one thing as I felt the thick liquid dripping from the bottom.

No.

I accepted a man other than Luca.

Knowing that Luca came back for me. Even though I knew everything.

Betrayed him again

Well, prove it.

Luca’s words circled in his head. I can’t. I have to prove it. You have to show that you’re sorry. Instead of being punished, I increased my crimes again. It hasn’t even been a day yet. Ruined everything

“Whoa… It was good, Holy Lady. It was very good.”

At this rate, I might not be forgiven. You might be abandoned, saying that you are a slut who can’t stand it if you don’t suck a man’s cock even for a single day, and that you’re a bitch who abandons her sexual desire even if you give her a chance.

“But I’m still fluttering. Aren’t you a bit regretful that it ended with this?”

From Luca. I might never be loved again.

The moment I realized that fact, my whole body became unbearably hot and my eyes reddened. I hate that. Now, I don’t want to masturbate to being eaten by men I don’t even know my name and calling it love. I want to be loved too I also want to kiss Luca.

I can’t live like this anymore.

Then, suddenly, a damp hand grabbed her shoulder. A voice came from the other side, so slow that I could feel it.

“So. Shall we try one more round?”

“No!!!”

I shrieked and shook my hand. He hesitated and stepped back in embarrassment, and I picked up the shard of glass that had fallen to the floor without hesitation.

And, before he even reacted. I stuck a piece of glass into that disgusting scruff of the neck.

“Aaaaagh!”

“Ugh…!”

As soon as he was stabbed, the hot blood spattered and soaked his hand. The man stared blankly at my face in disbelief, then fell to the floor without even screaming. Occasionally he would shake his body and spit out his blood, but he could not resist. Before long, his limbs drooped and his head hung down.

“Ah ah ah ah ah…!”

The moment he lowered his head, I knelt down in front of him without realizing it. Knee bones hit the hard floor, and a sharp pain spread like a shudder. I habitually put the palm of my hand to his mouth, and as soon as the fishy smell of blood came out, I bent my back and coughed violently.

“Coke! Coke!”

Chaenggrang

At the same time, the shard of glass he was holding in his hand fell with a loud sound. I stopped coughing and looked up in surprise.

Then, for the first time, I saw myself reflected in the blood-soaked shards of glass.

I stared blankly at my reddened figure. Hair that was originally bright red and a face smeared with blood. In the meantime, even her eyes, which were the only ones with a blue light, were now drenched in blood. Looking at my self that finally appeared in the last token Luca gave me, I slowly raised my head.

Prove… Did.

My reflection in the glass was proving myself. No matter how much I hurt myself, no matter how much I punished myself, the image of me that hadn’t appeared finally appeared in Luca’s heart.

Only then did I realize everything. Luca’s words to prove it. It didn’t end just because I punished myself. Not only me, but everyone who hurts Luca. Luca’s enemy. My enemy It meant punishing them all.

A bit of guilt was replaced by joy, and a smile spread across his lips. I jumped up from my seat.

I didn’t have to wait two days. ‘Cause I’ve noticed everything Being stuck in such a dirty room would only increase the amount of sins committed against Luca, but could not atone for them at all.

So I had to go out. By Luca’s side, he has to punish those who hurt him.

Because that would be my role.