Chapter 46 – A World Without Me Is Too Fragile – 1

The world is like a shallow prostitute. It heats up easily with a little stimulation, but quickly cools off after everything is done. As if nothing had happened.
Another thing they have in common is that they can change their destiny so easily. I completely changed the fate of this city in less than two weeks. And maybe even the fate of an entire empire.

Now that three days have passed since the day of the revolution, the past can no longer be found in this city. The cathedral, which soared high into the sky, collapsed miserably, and the priests who worshiped false beliefs were trampled under the feet of angry citizens. The false archbishop, who once bore the name Creighton, was also brutally executed. His corpse, which had been torn into more than a thousand pieces, was abandoned on the street in such a grievous shape that even crows could not fly into it.

Citizens now know. Finally, Archbishop Bobby is dead. That the government had cleared the evils that the church had been hiding. That you can win the future with your own strength.

And, they don’t know.

They don’t know that the saintess suddenly disappeared while Archbishop Bobby was being executed. At best, she only erased her disguise and changed her clothes, but the divinity that Rachel had been carrying for a while was stripped away in an instant. Some people are still looking for the whereabouts of the saintess, but most don’t care anymore.

They don’t even know that there are over a hundred young girls locked up in the basement of the cathedral. Without parents or siblings, they disappeared along with two unidentified guards who entered the church. And with the ten priests inside. No one will care anyway. What did it matter where the girls without records and the ten priests who deserved to die disappeared?

And they don’t know It’s not that you won’t win the future with your own power. They definitely have the power to live on, but they need someone’s help to demonstrate more than that.

But now, those things have become rather good facts. Because the two of us finally met. After so many years, we finally met each other’s eyes.

Is not it? Bobby?

“Did you ever miss me?”

Bobby didn’t say anything. Instead, he looked at the faces of the countless people around him. Me, Rachel and Vanessa. Her children. And dozens of girls who were locked up.

I clutched his chin and saw the fear in his crimson eyes. If you pull it out and swallow it, it seems that the bitterness and sweetness will spread. I stared into those eyes and sighed clearly.

“I missed you so much.”

“Lu… Luca…”

Bobby called my name in a trembling voice. There wasn’t much emotion in it. It was natural because there was only one thing I wanted.

When I didn’t say anything, Bobby looked away anxiously. But even if he did, he wouldn’t be able to regain his stability. Everyone in the room was looking at him with the same eyes.

“Hey…Luca…”

Bobby’s gaze eventually turned to the origin. He looked at me eagerly and opened his mouth.

“I don’t know what you’re thinking… I want to tell you that it’s all a misunderstanding. You know what I mean?”

“Bobby.”

“Huh?”

“You should call me Luca-sama.”

“…”

I looked into his eyes. It was to see if there was a hint of pride in it. But there was no rebellion whatsoever. There was only the struggle of the beast, salted in defeat.

“…I’m sorry, Luca-sama. But I want to tell you. I…I didn’t betray you. I just moved, I was researching your curse! It may not seem like it, but…”

“Okay?”

“Yes! Really. I…”

“Shall I check it?”

I turned my head to the back and made eye contact with the girls. Of the hundreds of girls, fewer than twenty were able to regain consciousness. I cautiously called one of them to my side.

“Can I ask you something?”

“…”

The girl didn’t answer. The smell of Bobby’s cologne still lingered on her body. Even if she tried to wash away the nightmares of the past year, they would remain like stains somewhere on her body.

“What is your name?”

“Rose.”

It was a nickname for a street prostitute. Of course, it was also true that this girl’s appearance was no different from those women. Bobby’s sense of humor was ugly enough to make her shudder.

“How many years have you been with Bobby?”

“…I don’t know.”

I guess that means it’s been that long. It wouldn’t be that important to a girl anyway. What’s important is this

“What have you been up to?”

“…”

Again the girl shut her mouth. She seemed this time not because she couldn’t answer, but because she had too much to say. Her tiny shoulders trembled little by little, and the dust that had settled on her slowly dispersed into the air. The nightmares of the past were replaying in her head.

“He is…”

Still, the girl opened her mouth. It must be because her hatred was greater than her wounds. She said, looking her Barbie straight in the eyes.

“…Touched me every day.”

“Know.”

“No, he touched me every moment. He wanted me to be around all the time even when he had the other kids sucking on him. While he was raping two kids at the same time, he poked me inside, grabbed my nipples, and sucked on me.”

Her mouth, once opened, poured out the years of her year. I looked at the girl who was talking without breathing and nodded her head quietly.

“That’s enough.”

“No. It’s not over.”

The girl clenched her fists and took a step in front of her. She then poured out the rest of her words.

“Then, one day, just sucking is no fun. He said he wanted breast milk to come out. So he said he would impregnate me, and he only violated me all week. Every day. Without a moment’s rest. Thanks to that, I could feel the other kids thanking me. .So I was able to endure it a little bit.”

The girl’s eyes began to moisten. Still, her lips continued to vomit nightmares.

“A week later, I got a bit fed up and started pulling other guys in again. It’s selfish, but I thought it was fortunate. I’ll be able to rest a little bit now. But that wasn’t it. He made the other guys cum, then scraped it off and smeared it inside me. He told me to put it in. He said he wanted to get pregnant somehow. So I did. He said he collected all the semen that was clinging to the other guys’ cunts, mouths, and all over his body and put it inside me. But I still couldn’t get pregnant. No milk came out. “So…That’s why I cried. Not because I was beaten by that man, but because I couldn’t get pregnant. So I was afraid that something worse would happen…So…”

“…”

“So… So…”

“It’s okay to stop.”

The tears she couldn’t shed that day flowed from her girl’s eyes incessantly. Then, as if she had lost her strength, she stumbled and leaned on my shoulder, pouring out the remaining tears. A warm feeling spread over her shoulder.

“I’ll ask you one more question.”

I waited for the girl to calm down before asking the question again. He buried his face in my shoulder and nodded his head.

“When is your birthday?”

“…I forgot.”

“Then let’s pretend it’s today. Because I want to give you a birthday present.”

I turned to Bobby again. And he spoke in a clear voice that he could hear.

“So, can you tell me a wish?”

“Wish…?”

“Yes. Wish.”

“Anything?”

“Yes. If you pray sincerely, the Ennesic goddess will grant it. If she doesn’t…”

I made eye contact with the girl again.

“I’ll make it happen somehow.”

“…He.”

As soon as the girl heard me, she opened her mouth. Then, with her hateful expression on her face, she turned to Bobby.

“I hope he never commits any of these kids again.”

“It’s a good wish.”

Are you listening Enesic.

I told her of her incompetence. I hope she becomes omnipotent, even if only for a moment. However, the incompetent and ugly woman seemed to have decided to entrust this task to me. No, maybe she’s thinking of performing a strange miracle again.

There were no complaints. I slowly approached Bobby. Then he screamed at the future he would meet.

“Now…Wait Luca!”

“If you have anything else to say, do it later. I won’t pull out my tongue or teeth now.”

“What… What?”

A look of bewilderment was evident on his face. It seemed that he could not even imagine what the future would bring. In order to eradicate the last hope left for him, I recited the future I had prepared for him.

“Confession, Bobby. You know best what it is.”

“Ahhh…”

“There won’t be time to rest. I heard from them, they said yes. Dozens of dicks come and go every day.”

“They…? Who the hell…”

“Maybe you don’t know. You’ve never seen it before. But after all, they’re the offspring of your excrement. So you have to take responsibility. There’s no need to do anything complicated. You just need to put a hole in it.”

After listening to my story for a while, he opened his ugly mouth in amazement as if he realized the meaning of my words. On top of it, I poured out the future that was to come over and over again.

“I made a deal. Instead of borrowing the time of twenty of them, I’ll give you a hole to fuck. So I decided to give you. They don’t care if they’re male or female as long as they have a hole. Rather, the Archbishop of the Ennessic Church He liked it because he said he could eat it. He even went crazy when he said he could attach and detach it as he wanted.”

“No…”

“So now I’m going to send you off dressed up very nicely. I’ll have to remove all the unnecessary parts. Actually, it doesn’t matter if I send you off with all your limbs torn off. They’ll remodel you the way they want. To be precise, they’ll make you do it. That’s it.” One hundred years. You will suffer for exactly the length of time you took away from those children.”

I approached him And he stared into his only eye.

“It’s a hundred years, but to be precise, it’ll be your whole life. You’ll be fucked there for the rest of your life, Bobby. Then you’ll die.”

“No no…”

“And I’ll go find you at the end. So, I won’t let you die until then. I don’t know if I’ll have a tongue left to pray for help even then. I really want to hear that.”

“Lu… Luca…”

“Then, let’s start by pulling out your fucking cock head.”

“No!!!”

He floundered with his one and only hand and went mad. The long period of suffering he was about to face had only just begun, and he screamed at his throat. He didn’t seem to need to stop. Sooner or later, I would get tired of myself and fall off.

“No! Please Luca! I beg you like this! I will beg you like this!”

A desperate voice pierced the sky. It was the same noise he made when he was picking the throat of a pig in his hometown. The sound of screaming despite knowing the destiny. A scream in denial as he watched his own life being torn apart. Even though Bobby knew that he could no longer change the future, he howled and screamed madly.

“Luca!!! Luca please!!!”

“Late.”

“Please! Luca! Listen to me! Listen to me!”

My hand was already gripping his balls. A not-so-pleasant sensation squeezed his palms. I deliberately pulled it very slowly.

“Aaaaa! Please! Luca-sama! I beg you like this!

“Shut up Bobby.”

“Please!

I squeezed the two grains hard, hoping he would shut up. But his screams only got worse.

“Aaaaagh! Please! Luca!”

Crunchy… Crunchy…

The sound of flesh being torn echoed faintly. Bobby must have heard the sound as well, tearing at his hair and screaming madly. It sounded like scraping blood from one’s own throat with a pitchfork.

…

For some reason, I felt as if I had heard these sounds before.

No, it’s not because of the mood.

This isn’t the first time Barbie’s balls have been ripped out.

As always, scenes from the past spilled out from the depths of the shadows. Memories that covered me like a veil choked my breath and dug deep into my brain. Suddenly, I felt my whole body go numb.

…No.

I barely shook my head to dispel the scene that appeared in front of me. Now was not the time for this.

“Luca!!! Luca!!!”

Bobby was letting out his last scream. I shook off the creeping feeling of déjà vu and gave strength to his hand.

“Ahhhhh! Ahhhhho! Please let me say a word! One word!”

Don’t want to hear It would be a meaningless end anyway.

I took one last careful grip on his balls and pulled very hard. At that moment, Bobby screamed with all his might, literally, until every one of his bones shriveled.

“Ellie is alive!!!”

At that moment, I stopped holding my hand.

The hand that had been determined not to stop stopped.

A hand that was hardened into stone.

A hand covered in crumbled sand.

The hand covered in his and their blood.

The hand that will someday hang itself.

All stopped at the same time.

“Ellie’s alive… She’s alive…”

The man in front of me said so. He was weeping incessantly.

“…”

“No…I’m not lying…It’s true…”

Guess what I said He eagerly shook his head and murmured.

“I even roughly figured out the identity of the curse. It was the language of the damn demons. It’s not perfect, but I figured it out, Luca…”

“…”

“Maybe you’ve already solved it. Or maybe you’re still trying to solve it. I don’t know. You’ll have to ask Leo about that. I… I’ll go with you. Huh? So please…”

…

What is hope It’s like a weed.

No matter how much you trample it, it will grow back.

Even if you pull out the roots and burn the ground, someday they will be blown away by the spring breeze. Then, it hides in the ground and waits for the right time, and when the summer sun rises, it kicks off the ground and rises like an explosion.

I have tried to crush the hope left in the hearts of others. But what you really need to sort out is your own heart.
The hardened heart cracks. Hope sprouts.

“What? What Luca?”

He asks me again I raise my head and ask.

“…”

“What is the identity of the curse? I’ll tell you… I’ll tell you… That’s…”

Ellie. Theta. Artani. Verum. Erengeti. Ruta.

The man spat out the word she had repeated over and over again. Soon, the shadow he was trying to shake off penetrated deep into his body. And the meaning of the spell that determined the fate of all of us was revealed.