Chapter 75 – Later Story – Sera (2)
After running away like that, I regretted it every day. I just need to say one word. After that, I had several opportunities, and I learned where the two of them lived, but I couldn’t speak to the end. Just looking at the happy daily life of the two, like today, I eventually avoided the seat.
If you think about it, it’s not that difficult. You just have to talk nonsense like an idiot as you normally would, and just lay it out with useless stories. Oh that’s right. I knew it would. Congratulations. You should have let me know in advance. But it’s a bit sudden. Haha. Luca is good Because I got our pretty Ellie as my bride.
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Ellie is good
After all, by taking Luca.
“Ah…”
The moment I thought of it, I felt a mad disgust for myself. Occupy Luca. What are you talking about. It sounds like the two of us were fighting some kind of war. It’s not like that at all. From the beginning, the outcome was decided.
I liked it even though I knew it.
“Ugh…”
Hurt by my own thoughts, I stood up. Even today, I couldn’t bring out the simple words of congratulations to the two of them on their wedding, so I returned home alone and brooded over my sense of self-doubt. If you had cleared the words left in your heart, you might be laughing with them now.
But why am I suffering like an idiot for not being able to tell you that one word?
“Ha…”
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What are the two of you doing now?
Another useless thought crept into my head. I have always tended to delusion that I would be hurt at times like this. Still, I couldn’t stop. What are the two of you doing now? What did the two of us do during the few days they disappeared?
Suddenly, the image of Luka I saw today came to mind. Luca’s changed figure, clearly visible through her untied shirt. I saw it for the first time today, but Ellie must have seen it from before. Also very close. As we touch each other’s bodies like today.
“…Ah.”
It felt like my heart was being torn apart. But I just couldn’t stop. I brushed her hair with her own hands, just as Luca did with her Ellie today. Maybe warmer than this It will feel firmer and firmer than this.
Does Luca do that to Ellie every day? Did she caress her cheeks with her palms, stroke her hair, maybe even kiss her lips?
“Ah… Ugh…”
Unfortunately, there was no end to my imagination, and once the delusion started, it ran like crazy. The two of them must live in the same house. They wake up in the same bed, live in the same space, and when night comes, they will hold their hands tightly and fall asleep at the same time.
No, maybe even more.
“Ahhh…”
Before I knew it, concrete scenes, not simple assumptions, were popping up in my head. Luca and Ellie come home drenched in sweat after working all day like today. Naturally, the two of them would wash their bodies together, scan each other’s body with their eyes, and eventually raise their hands to stroke each other. Once the heat has risen, the two people hug each other without knowing how to stop, and in the end… In the end…
“Ah… Ah…”
Was the air in the room so cold? I missed someone’s touch, I missed someone else’s body temperature, so I stroked my body with my own hands. I was caressing the skin behind the thin clothes, and when I imagined Luca’s hand sweeping down Ellie’s body, I also pushed her hand toward a deep place.
“Ah… Ah…”
Suddenly, the moment my fingers touched my bulging chest, a moan leaked out without my knowledge. A sense of shame and contempt surged at the same time, but at the same time, an unknown feeling ran down his spine.
“Ha…Ah…”
Even as she was embarrassed by her first experience, her delusion continued. Luca’s palm, which was sweeping over Ellie’s soft skin, passed over her tender thighs and headed for the most sensitive part of the woman’s body. Ellie lets her moan through her slightly bitten lips as she hugs Luca’s firm body and kisses her all over the place. Okay. The body she saw today. On the very body where hot sweat flowed.
“Hehe…Ah…”
In her moment, her mind went giddy, and as her body became weak, she unknowingly slammed her body into the wall. Then, as if it was a mistake, her fingertips also touched my sensitive area. It’s a place I’ve never touched except when washing. It was hotter than ever, clinging to my already sweaty fingers.
“Ah… Ah… Ugh…”
Now, the two lie in bed together and covet each other’s bodies more actively. Ellie’s heated legs wrap around Luca’s body like vines, and the kiss marks left here and there glow red in the dim darkness. And just like I do now, Luca’s fingers dig into Ellie’s. A soggy, hot yet soft touch bites her finger, and Luca moves her hand very slowly.
“Ah…Huh…Aha…”
Suddenly something thick passed between my fingers. I instinctively stabbed myself without even knowing what it was. I’ve never done it, but it reminded me clearly that I’m doing bad things right now. Sense of immorality. An inexplicable sensation crawled through my body.
“Huhhhhh…”
In the meantime, the act of the two reached a climax and met eyes to share a kiss once again. I watched the scene endlessly, feeling a surge of pleasure from below. Luca. The only person who always made my heart suffer since I was a child. The boy who couldn’t even confess because he was never honest.
He is coming He approaches with a completely different appearance, exuding the energy of a man. Even as he gently caresses his body with his hands, he approaches with affection and love. Just like that, an image is reflected in his eyes.
Not me Ellie’s figure.
“Ah…Aaaaa…!”
At that moment, thick liquid spurted out of my body and soaked the cold room. I let out a groan that sounded like weeping and spewed out the mysterious liquid while lying on the floor shaking my back. It’s not that much, but I stared at it incessantly as it dripped down my thighs as I steamed up the faint steam.
“Ahhh…”
The scenery in my head was shattered in an instant, stabbing my heart again. After the lingering aftertaste of pleasure that remained was scattered in the air, only emptiness came.
“Ah…”
I sighed in vain and stood up from my seat. The hot liquid between his tired legs was cooling down with sweat. As I looked at it, I slowly raised my head.
And I met my eyes in the mirror.
My reflection through my scattered hair was a mess. In addition, she had an expression mixed with guilt and joy, making her look like a crazy woman. I was giving myself such a bad reputation that I suddenly noticed my long hair.
Why did I start growing my hair in the first place? When I was young, I sometimes cut it and even tied it with a string. But from a certain moment on, I stubbornly let my hair loose. Why was it?
In fact, there was only one reason I could think of.
Ellie.
If I do that, I’m afraid I’ll look a little like you.
If you do…
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“Ugh…!”
At that moment, I looked around and impulsively picked up the scissors. The scissors, which had not been maintained for a long time, seemed to be difficult to do their job as the blades became dull. But I picked it up and picked up a handful of the back of my head.
And started cutting wildly.
Tuduk. Took. Tuduk.
In the rough scissoring, strands of hair fell apart. Some fell to the floor, some ended up in the mouth. But I didn’t care about that and continued cutting my hair. I hope that way I can get rid of my thoughts. If I do that, I wonder if I can shake off all these feelings.
If you do.
I hope my ugly self will get better.
His waist-length hair was now shaking around his shoulders. I grabbed the remaining hair and raised the scissors to cut off even that. And I looked in the mirror again.
But there was still a reflection of my ugly side.
“Ah…Hah…”
Just like the previous masturbation, the impulsive scissoring ended in vain.
“Ah…”
I dropped the scissors, which had become a mess of hair, on the floor. My heart broke with the sound of a bang. What the hell is this doing?
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I am.
Why are you like this
It was all over with just one word. Just one word to say congratulations. I was so angry at myself for struggling like this because I couldn’t do that.
Why me. Is it an emo?
Slowly, the strength in the legs loosened. I just sat down in my seat. No tears were shed. I didn’t even feel like crying.
I just wanted to stay like this.
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Thump thump thump
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Thump thump thump
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Thump thump thump
…Who the hell is that?
Thump thump thump
Someone kept knocking on the door. If there is no answer like this, he could have quit, but the mysterious guest knocked on the door persistently.
Thump thump thump
Who the hell are you doing this? I was unbearably bored. Are you the mayor? Since he was a needlessly quick-witted old man, he would come home from time to time with a variety of side dishes to comfort me. It’s not like you’re worrying about anything strange. Really annoying
Thump thump thump
Under…
Eventually, I jumped up from my seat and walked towards the door. I had no intention of cleaning up the mess. I just wanted to show this and kick it out.
Thump thump thump
It’s really annoying.
I made my way toward the door, groaning loudly on purpose. The opponent didn’t knock on the door anymore, probably feeling the presence. I put on a cold expression as much as I could, then grabbed the doorknob and opened my mouth.
“Please leave me alone…”
But that one word didn’t come to an end. The cold expression on his hardened expression gradually loosened.
I just blankly stared at the opponent standing in front of the door.
“Hmm…”
A few strands of red hair that hadn’t fallen from my head were scattered. The other person scratched his head and smiled softly as always.
“Hello Sarah.”
“Ah…”
I was so shocked that I couldn’t open my mouth. Why didn’t I think this person would come to my house? I swallowed those thoughts in my mind and finally called his name.
“Ellie…”