Chapter 12 – Like Family

12. Like family

Bullying at a religious protection facility in Ilcheon City.

I was bullied even at the department I attended.

I was going crazy because I was bullied in every environment, but my nun stopped me.

Thanks to you, I was able to avoid going crazy.

It’s probably because there’s an adult who can comfort you.

Nevertheless, I had a very hard time.

If the 4-year undergraduate education program at A wasn’t compulsory, I would have quit right away.

I submitted my application to a school with a B department that was a bit far away from the A department I attended previously.

Not long after entering Faculty B,

An article about abuse at religious centers appeared.

The person who caused this article to come out is a person named Areum.

Areum’s sister filed an internal complaint.

They insulted and ridiculed my older sister, who tried to reveal the true state of her religious order under her her convent her her her, by calling her a false informant and a false informant, and by her false cries and hypocritical answers.

Our environment was much better than other places, and if there were any shortcomings, they would be corrected.

Before we knew it, the articles began to be filled with the strengths of our religious center and the things that made it better than other religious centers.

Well, that’s right. There was definitely basic care.

Because there were good nuns.

As Woojin said, even if you go to the same place in the military, there will always be people who adapt well and people who can’t.

Some people may think good about that place, and some may think bad about that place.

Because everyone has different thoughts and is in different situations.

***

From my perspective, many nuns did not show affection and care for the thousand brothers and sisters.

Or maybe it was a bit harsher on me.

When I cried, Woojin patted me and said.

They are just women too.

These are people who have never been mothers.

It would have been necessary to prepare to gradually learn the role of a mother while taking care of the children.

After hearing these stories, I unconsciously began to sympathize with their situation.

Because they are not saints either.

Did you get stressed and angry easily?

So maybe he foolishly vented his feelings to his children?

However, as time passed, the wounds left deep in my heart did not easily disappear.

In order to suit the mood of the nuns, I pay close attention to them,

I pay close attention to the feelings of my brothers and sisters,

When I was in college, I paid a lot of attention to the kids I went with.

I thought that this is not how humans live.

Why is my life like this?

Why does everyone hate me?

It felt like I was cursed.

It seemed like it was designed so that everyone would hate me.

When the world goes crazy, I often act as I please.

Then yes. I got scaled even more, saying you have to be nice.

Maybe that’s why my life felt a little more lethargic.

As the day to go to Faculty B approached,

The fact that I was going to a new environment made me excited.

I wasn’t excited about making a new friend.

But, as fate would have it, my life at Undergraduate B went astray from the moment I entered school.

Maybe it’s because they look unconfident and helpless.

Or maybe it’s really because of some curse.

A god who hates me might have made it that way.

Did I commit a big sin in my past life?

Why is my life like this?

Why am I abandoned by everyone?

I want to be loved too.

Don’t you have the right to be happy?

When I was listening to a sad song alone with my emotions, I suddenly got a text message.

-Video doctor [Jian-ah. My brother is going to Ilcheon Religious Center on the weekend, so let’s go eat something delicious together.]

Woojin is staying in the dormitory.

-Sister [Jian. Anything difficult these days?]

Sister Rocket Nipple had to take care of many other children and became distant from me.

It has become increasingly difficult to find opportunities to meet alone with Sister Rocket Nipples.

Sister Rocket Nipples had her job clearly defined.

It was very difficult for me to find time.

Still, she used all kinds of tricks and received one-on-one training from a nun,

Around the time the other nuns started to feel a bit strange, I stopped taking supplementary classes.

And I was able to meet again with Sister Rocket Yudu for the purpose of providing psychotherapy counseling due to violence among undergraduate students.

Sister Yudu was truly as good as a doctor.

When I see the nun, my torn heart is sewn to some extent.

Unlike my first year in Department B, where I lived as if nothing really existed.

But she really started to break down in second grade.

The reason it’s easy. The reason why people say they are unlucky when they see me, etc.

I became the target of bullying by making excuses for trivial reasons.

So before I knew it, I was being assaulted in various places, including the back of the department and the bathroom.

When I was a freshman, I rationalized the undergrads’ pranks as a sign of intimacy.

These guys will be different.

It’s a lot of fun. It’s okay. No problem. Everything will pass well.

I laughed it off with a good-natured smile, but as time went on, the joke started to cross the line.

I threw the eraser powder, and the book in my locker disappeared.

There was one time when I was so angry that I rebelled, but that day, the gathering was done as a group.

There was also an incident where they let him run away, saying they were playing tag, and then caught him and beat him up.

I wandered around looking for a place to hide like a herbivore being hunted.

Even lunch was scary.

Everyone eats together, but I have to eat alone.

I was busy looking for men who had no friends.

But those bastards also tried to avoid me.

Fuck hair-.

Haha.

Even at Ilcheon Religious Center, I can’t afford to eat well.

The library in my undergraduate school was my only friend.

A place that embraces me.

No one could bother me there.

It was a place where I was respected.

When I thought this wasn’t right, I dropped out of the mid-career undergraduate program.

Sister Rocket had a lot of conversations with me, so she just hugged me.

To others, she was a very temperamental woman, but when she was alone, she was a saint.

I decided.

I decided to marry Sister Rocket.

If it weren’t for this woman, there would be no other woman who would like me.

I must make her my woman.

From then on, I actively asked Woojin.

How to make a woman mine.

Woojin laughed and said that it would be easy to seduce a woman if you put your mind to it.

He told me to exercise.

Exercise is the only way to survive.

We must become strong.

He said he had to become a man.

A true male.

From that day on, I started to think seriously about becoming stronger.

*

I didn’t really like Woojin showing his weak side in front of his brother.

He was also the same man.

But how did Woojin know my heart?

He said as he gave me beer.

“Drink. Listen while drinking.”

I tentatively accepted the beer.

It was the first time.

Beer.

K-Why are you drinking this?

However, the coolness of the beer that Woojin gave me seemed to slightly wash away the deep wounds in my heart.

“Jian. “The reason you’re being bullied right now is just because you’re so damn kind and soft-hearted.”

“In order to avoid being bullied, you must first have the ability to bully the other person and have the ability to execute. Politics or something. Violence or something. Either an argument or something. In any way.”

“Or maybe you look scary or have a really nice body that would be intimidating, but you’re short and petite.

You look like a cute puppy. So, everyone touches without hesitation.”

“It’s not a puppy…” ” ” “

Woojin said while ruffling my hair.

“Fuck. Department? What is that? Good thing I quit! Cool, right? Don’t worry about those idiots.

Forget. And instead of quitting school, I studied hard. Don’t be a dick like me.

Can’t you see that your life is going downhill because you don’t study? Haha.

Daughters have a miserable life. My brother needs to come to his senses now and start dating a girl… “

Then he began to tell his story his.

He said he was bullied a lot and that there were a lot of kids like that wherever he went.

They say there are just a lot of hyena-like guys who wander around looking for kids who smell like weaklings.

He comforted me.

As I listened to Woojin’s words, tears formed in his eyes.

I couldn’t stop crying.

My eyes were like the sky.

A sky with rain.

Was I drunk on beer or was I drunk on the early morning air? Woojin, the daughter-in-law and authority on porn, cried and hugged her older brother.

Woojin opened his arms and hugged me.

I realized that this daughter’s arms were also warm in their own way.

A man’s arms can be this warm too.

It was the first time in my life. What was held by the man.

If I had a father, wouldn’t he be like this?

I didn’t know because my dad wasn’t there, but if I had to guess, I thought it might feel a little like this.

Woojin was my father and Sister Rocket was my mother.

A family that is connected even though it is not related by blood.

They don’t know if I think this way, but before I know it, they have become the biggest part of my life.

They seemed like they would stay by my side for the rest of my life, but as if fate would not allow them, the opportunity to leave came.

Woojin passed his final undergraduate degree.

Of course, it was one of the lowest level among the final departments.

However, the fact that I passed was surprising in itself.

I was really surprised because it was Woojin, who I thought would work nearby.

However, since he had to give his blessing, Woojin gave his brother a deep hug and said goodbye.

“Brother. Thank you. My brother was my first friend. It was so fun and enjoyable so far. Thank you for being nice to me.”

“I told you. You are my brother’s soulmate. Why are you so depressed? I’ll get back to you. You exercise hard. My brother will check later. My brother sets out on a journey to become a real female master!”

Leaving behind bold aspirations, the daughter left for another city far away.

Not long after, another news came as if it were lightning.