Chapter 15 – Stimulating Play

15. Stimulation play

My older brother studied at the Ilcheon City Religious Center and I went to take classes.

It was a time when I was going about my daily life as usual.

‘Hmm… I got a text message from that actor’

A few months later, my brother said he received a call from the man.

My brother asked while stroking me.

‘Jiya, are you going with me?’

Of course I answered yes.

The man did not come to Ilcheon Religious Center directly, but he sent a vehicle to pick us up.

Brothers and sisters were able to indirectly experience the king’s surasang that day as well.

This is because Mr. Cheolnam ordered a lot of expensive food and sent it to Ilcheon Religious Center.

It is said that you could taste a variety of dishes, like a high-end buffet.

Uncle Kang Cheol-nam was Santa to thousands of religious students, and she was that too.

It was impossible for anyone but Santa to give money to the thousands of religious students.

He was truly a chaebol man.

I thought it would be great for Jian to become that uncle’s son.

Of course, I will become Jian oppa’s wife.

Sometimes pocket money was given to the students of Ilcheon Religious Center.

200,000 won per person for older Ilcheon Religion Center students with graduation exams coming up.

The younger you were, the less you were paid.

It was a lot of money for us. Because I know better than anyone else that it is not easy to suddenly get free money.

I thought this man named Cheolnam was an extravagant person.

If you do the math, it was a really large amount.

‘Jian, I heard you said that we don’t have enough pocket money. Thank you!’

But the effect was that great.

Even if it was empty words, the other brothers and sisters expressed their true gratitude to Jian-i oppa.

It seemed like he even thought that he shouldn’t be picked on by Jian oppa.

If Jian is really adopted, he will become a chaebol.

Everyone was experiencing the tremendous power of Mr. Cheolnam’s money.

Everyone desperately wanted Mr. Cheolnam to take Jian oppa somewhere.

Because suddenly a gift comes.

This rich Santa man was nice to me too.

‘Thank you for being nice to Jian’

He smiled and took care of many things for me.

But that was all.

I could tell just by looking at his eyes.

That Jian is not interested in anyone else than her brother.

Other Ilcheon Religious Center friends also pretended to be interested, but I could see it in my eyes.

That there is no interest.

If it seems like I’m spending a lot of money because of that, am I just thinking crookedly?

As Jian continued to imagine following that uncle and becoming a chaebol, he came to imagine something like this.

Imagine marrying a woman who is better than me in everything!

I was annoyed and afraid that he would forget me and meet a prettier woman.

How can I not miss Jian oppa?

Am I perhaps being abandoned?

You won’t forget me, right?

*

You won’t forget me, right?

Even if my brother leaves the religious center, he will still come see me..?

I couldn’t show it because I was afraid that if I revealed my feelings, my brother would hate me.

After struggling so hard, it really started to hurt.

The fever was soaring.

My brother was really worried because it really hurt.

I asked quietly, thinking that this was the right time.

Oppa, you will always be by my side, right? Are you going to be with me for the rest of your life?

My brother held my hand tightly and asked why I was saying such an obvious thing.

The answer was, ‘Let’s leave the religious center together.’

If we leave the religious center together, will we become brother and sister?

Well, I thought that even though I couldn’t get married, I could stay by his side, so that wasn’t a bad thing.

So does that mean you and your brother are incestuous?

If my brother and I become brother and sister, are we close relatives?

If they’re not related by blood, they’re not close relatives?

But are they siblings?

I searched on the internet and it said they were similar incestuous relatives.

What is this?

What kind of bullshit is this?

Ah, I thought about it too much. My head hurts..

It’s hard. I turned off my phone and went to sleep.

He took care of me with his utmost sincerity.

They paid a lot of attention.

Heaven must have been moved by that sincerity, and my body gradually got better.

I also quietly asked the sisters as if it was just a passing comment, and I heard that one religious center rarely takes two people at the same time.

He must have known what I was thinking and said, ‘Don’t get your hopes up.’

I don’t have that kind of greed either! What do you know!

… I don’t think there will be any incest.

…

That’s what I thought.

It went against common sense to ask to adopt a woman I didn’t know and take her in just because a religious member said so.

Because adoption is not an easy decision.

Still, since the uncle was really rich, she thought, why not become the uncle’s daughter as well?

I heard that there is also an employee at that house. Should I tell him that I want to work at his house when I get out of here?

I have to talk to Jian oppa first.

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Playing with bullying.

Culture that exists everywhere.

A culture that does not disappear even if it tries to disappear.

When I feel like there’s really no one on my side in the world,

I could only breathe if I was alone and daydreaming or concentrating while reading a book.

Reality was hell.

If I had been a little more mature, I might have jumped out of the apartment.

I would have kept jumping until I ran out of breath.

The symptoms of escapism from reality were very severe.

Others thought I was just a quiet, book-loving religious student.

I wasn’t quiet because I liked quiet.

It is learned.

I was forced to be quiet and I made it that way.

I don’t know when it started, but my masturbation may have gotten worse because of that environment.

It’s perfect for escaping reality.

I don’t remember much, but I think I’ve done it a lot in the past.

Because there wasn’t a single thing in this world that made me feel good.

But then Woojin met his brother

Meeting Sister Rocket.

I gradually began to escape from reality.

However, after accidentally experiencing genital stimulation.

I experienced something called pleasure.

Babies did stimulating play like sucking their fingers.

Genital stimulation.

I became addicted to this.

This was another way to treat my wounds.

Even without Woojin and the nun.

*

How to soothe this loneliness.

Is Jia already doing it?

If you don’t know, I wanted to share something good.

I wanted to make Jia feel good.

Something that can make you feel good,

Can comfort all pain.

I wanted to become a man who could heal all wounds.

How will Jia react?

As I imagined this and that, my heart started to get excited.

As always, I sat on the bench and read a book and waited until Jia finished class.

Then, as soon as Zia saw me from far away, she came running.

“Oppaaa-!”

I smiled and waved my hands wildly.

“Jia, let’s take a walk. “To a place without people”

I said with a solemn smile.

“Um..Yeah!”

Jia thought for a moment and then she answered.

Jia’s cheeks her were slightly heated.

“Hmm…It’s a bit like that here. Should we go to the mountain behind our school?”

I held Jia’s hand and started walking.

Toward a place where there are no people.

So we started walking holding hands towards the mountain behind us.

As I was walking, glancing at her pretty face, Gia told me a little story about what had happened today.

I was very happy that Zia told her story like this.

Because it means that you truly believe and trust me.

I also slowly told Zia what happened today.

I tried to dramatize the story as much as possible because I was afraid that Jia wouldn’t find it interesting.

While we were chatting, we arrived at the mountain behind.

There was a public restroom up there next to the exercise equipment that grandfathers often used.

I’m trying to go there.

There were no people at this time, so it was perfect to go with Jia.

Jia suddenly started talking about a woman.

It was about Aram’s sister.

She said her sister she thought she was really pretty and she asked her brother if he thought she was too.

Thanks to Woojin hyung, we got to talk and we became a bit closer, but she wasn’t interested because she knew she never even looked at me before.

I told Jia that I thought she was ugly, but she said you were much prettier.

Perhaps because it was the correct answer, Jia was very happy and wrapped her arms around me tightly.

Arrived in front of the bathroom.

This is a multipurpose restroom.

When you press the button, the door opens.

Multi-purpose restroom. To put it simply, it is a space created for mothers with children to enter.

I quickly checked to see if anyone was inside and looked around.

There was none.

I know I shouldn’t do this, but I was a bit in a hurry.

Strangely, my heart was pounding and I was impatient.

Jiying-

Jia looked like she knew why she came to this place.

I resumed the light skinship I often did with her Gia.

“Jia. “Stay still.”

“..Yes”

“Close your eyes”

Zia looked at me with her big, pretty eyes and then closed her eyes.

It was like a doll princess in Sleeping Beauty.

I started stroking Gia while looking at her face.

Jia’s breathing begins to become heavy.

“What do you think?”

“Um..Um..Good”

“Really? “How much?”

“I don’t know… “

And I tickled Zia a little more.

“Hey! Haha, it tickles”

Jia smiled broadly and her body trembled.

“I have to close my eyes.”

“It tickles… “

Gia closed her eyes again.

I put my hand behind Jia’s top and smoothed her back.

It was warm and hot.

The skin was like silk.

“Pretty. Seo Ji-ah.”

Jia’s face turned red again.

Gia slowly opened her eyes and started stroking her hands on her forearms and her breasts.

“Do you like it too?”