Chapter 25 – Daegalmama

25. Daegalmama

“…”

Do I really have to erase the nun?

It’s been over three months since we haven’t seen each other.

The nun is currently in a place called Yeokcheonsi.

She was ordered to transfer her personnel to the convent of nuns.

It is said that she began serving at the Ilcheon Religious Center attached there,

Can’t I go there?

Yeokcheon-si and Ilcheon-si are far yet close.

Because Yeokcheon City is an island.

After the nun left, she seemed to be tired of my long text scrawling about her life, lamenting her situation, and began to chew on it.

As the response slowed down, feelings of suspicion began to bloom.

A nun shouldn’t do this to me.

A sense of betrayal came to me for no reason.

The nun left me.

Because I whine so much.

Because, as the nun said, I am not manly.

He liked me, but it was difficult for him to accept me.

It was a burden having the nun next to me.

So it must have gone somewhere else.

At a time when my head was filled with doubts and delusions, such as that the nun had run away from me,

Jiying- With a vibration sound

A cell phone notification appeared.

[Seo Ji-ah – There is a new message. ]

“…!”

There were three messages from Jia.

I wasn’t supposed to come at this time.

I can’t contact Jia anywhere she goes because they take away all her cell phones.

I could only use my phone again when I got off school.

It felt like my heart just started to beat due to unexpected excitement.

The only friend of the opposite sex who is my companion,

Jia is the one who fills the empty space in the heart.

Talking with Jia was always fun.

She leaned against the wall and opened the chat room on her cell phone.

[Jia: Oppa, what are you doing?]

[Jia: I finished eating. Budae stew came out today! It was delicious.]

[Jia: Did you enjoy your meal? ]

[Me: Yes. But I don’t think it tastes good without you.]

[Jia:hee hee. You say you can’t do it without me?]

[Me: That’s right. Come on. But you didn’t submit your phone today?]

[Jia: No, I’m planning to leave early today!]

[ Me: Huh? Why? What’s going on?]

[Jia: I miss my brother so much that I’m going to leave school early]

[Me: hahawow]

[Jia: hahaWhere should I watch it?]

[ Me: Would you like to sit on the park bench we often see next to the school? I will go there]

Although I was pessimistic about my situation, I definitely had women’s clothes.

Do I have no men’s clothes and a lot of women’s clothes?

It made no sense that a girl who was as pretty as a doll but cold to other men would only smile at me, a gloomy person who had no friends and played alone.

Normally, I would have been sitting in the library watching webtoons or web novels, but I couldn’t do that today.

I jumped up and quickly ran out.

I entered the living room.

I took out the things that were stuck in the locker and went into the bathroom.

After washing and wiping my face with cleansing foam, I applied a generous amount of moisturizing cream and a shallow layer of sunscreen.

It seemed a little better than before.

It feels like my features, which used to be very assertive, have calmed down.

I put a little bit of the wax I had previously taken out and opened on my thumb and spread it on my palm.

And then, as usual, I slowly and delicately started touching my hair.

I tried it a few times as taught in the last video, but it wasn’t easy, so I set it up in the style that I found successful.

When you’re in a hurry, it’s best to do what you always do.

I washed my hands, took out clean clothes that I rarely wore, and put them on.

There weren’t many clothes, so the kids took turns wearing them, but I didn’t have anyone to do that.

But it was the same for Jia.

It was another advantage of meeting friends without friends.

There is little to be aware of.

There is a lot of consensus.

And there is significantly less need to worry about other people of the opposite sex.

I liked that.

I wore the clothes the nun bought for me.

That’s it.

***

I am currently in the counseling room.

Religious center counseling room.

“Hohohoho!”

Looking at me with a disapproving expression,

The nun in charge of Ilcheon Religious Center who is in her mid-20s.

Because of its large head, it is called Daegalmama.

Dalkak-

I can hear the mouse sound.

“Jian really doesn’t listen. She looked like a good brother, but is she a bad brother? Undergraduate students must go to college properly! I can’t believe I won’t go to the C department, which is the most important time! What does that mean! Hmm.. Even when you were in the A department, there were many days of absence without permission?”

I guess I’m browsing the files that contain what I’ve done so far.

I was holding my small hand tightly.

The nagging sound that follows.

“Everything involves trials and suffering. There are many painful trials, right? “Such trials mean that our Heaven loves Jian very much.”

Ah-.

This is proof that I am loved.

“Can you truly love God if you only receive grace, mercy, and blessings? You will become a bad person who does not know the grace of heaven! Circumstances given by God during trials. As I go through these pains, I can think that God loves me a lot. For heroes, hardships and trials are even greater. It means that our Jian will become an even bigger person. The reason it’s so hard is because I’m truly the chosen one. “You have to think like this.”

Sister Daegal gave her sermon by splashing her spit.

My ears hurt.

“The pain is so great that you feel like you’re going to die? All the other nuns also experience this pain all the time. Wouldn’t it be difficult for us too? Life is a series of pain and trials. Make people whole with grace, mercy, and compassion alone! You can’t do it. You want to go to heaven, right? Recognize and accept this love of Heaven. The moment you understand God’s will, you will realize that the work He has done for us is truly lovely.”

Daegalmama’s love for Heaven was still the same.

“Then I don’t want to be a big person. I don’t have that kind of greed! I don’t need God’s expectations from me.”

Suddenly, Daegalmama’s Daegalma shouted loudly.

“Gaaaaal!”

Daegalmama’s shouting.

I started and took a step back.

Was this the kind of sudden accident you see on the news?

Oh, I’m surprised, why are you screaming!

Of course, I only complained internally.

A witch like that!

It would be perfect if only the letter ‘dae’ were added in front of the shouting..

When I listen to that ‘Gal’, it’s like Daaeaeae-! I couldn’t bear the thought of wanting to criticize him.

“I don’t want to go… “

What interrupted the conversation was Mama Daegal’s angry yelling.

“Would it be better to go first and then talk? If you avoid doing what you need to do, there is nothing you can do. You have to overcome the tasks and tasks given to you. “You are praying well to Heaven every time, right?”

“Yes..I’m doing well.”

It’s a lie.

“It is a sin to complain or complain, distort God’s will, and then lose faith. Crime. It’s a shortcut to hell! Be very careful!”

“I think I have been called by heaven and pray to heaven even though I am afraid and fearful. Praying comes first. It is the best weapon to defeat enemies and overcome crises!”

The nun, who had a frown on her face as if she saw my dark and gloomy face, began to look for someone else than Heaven.

“I can’t do that. Do you know who is on the leadership team in their mid-20s?”

Mama Daegal took a deep breath, her expression hardened, and she took out an old cell phone she had put in her pocket.

It was effective.

“Ah..”

I bit my lip tightly.

This was the reason why Mama Daegal was scary.

If I am punished by being in solitary confinement and praying and praising for 6 hours with the leader, I will be killed by the designated leader.

Because of me, we have to constantly shout praise and prayers of thanks.

If you don’t do it, you have to leave Ilcheon Religious Center.

But it wasn’t easy to get out.

The police come looking for them and stop people from leaving.

Ultimately, it is the origin.

It is understandable that Aram’s sister expressed to reporters that she wanted to escape.

That’s how Aram’s older sister moved to Ilcheon Religious Center.

That difficult change of affiliation!

Aram’s older sister did it.

In this way, my older sister left the religious center belonging to the Adventist Church in Yeokcheon and went to a religious center belonging to another religious group.

But it finally came back after a few years.

They say they’re all the same.

There is no utopia in any religious center.

That was the conclusion.

That is why we must endure this absurdity.

To avoid the real violence that everyone is talking about.

There is no such thing as compassion and understanding.

They say that Heaven loves strong brothers and sisters who overcome trials and pain.

The suffering that comes even more because of the lack of praise and prayer!

Even though most of the pain is actually caused by the nuns and older brothers and sisters.

“Nun..”

Sister Daegal doesn’t even pretend to listen.

Leadership was an effective way to control children.

Indirect harassment that does not damage their public image.

Blow your nose without touching it.

The older brothers and older sisters in the leading group were especially bullies and scoundrels.

Life is going downhill anyway, so let’s enjoy it.

The nuns remained ignorant of the affairs within the religious center conducted by the leaders.

Since things above are rotten, the nuns below also solve the problem in the same way.

Even Sister Rocket used that method.

When I see brothers and sisters who take their own words for granted, I am afraid and when I call my immediate senior brothers and sisters, it is a direct response.

Mama Daegal staring blankly at the screen.

I picked up the glasses I had left on the desk and put them back on.

I stare at that figure blankly.

Sister Daegal glances at me.

“Hmm… This..Gwang..In.. The number..”