Chapter 7 – [Side Story] A Mixed-Race Nun With Huge Breasts.
07. Mixed Race: The Past of a Big Breasted Nun
I am Kim Jian.
She is a mixed-race woman, one of which there are not many in Korea.
Although I didn’t tell anyone.
My mother is Brazilian and she died after being caught in a gang fight.
I followed her father back to Korea and sold me because I had no money. That’s how I entered the religious center of the Reverse Heaven Adventist Church..
I came to live at the Icheon City Religious Center of the Adventist Church..
Perhaps because of the mixture of Western genes, my body matured early.
So once a problem arose.
26 years old. This is a story from my undergraduate days.
It was while I was lying in the nurse’s room.
My homeroom professor came to me during lunch time to ask if I was okay.
There was no CCTV and no one there.
I said it was okay and avoided the professor’s direct gaze.
But sudden skinship.
He is holding my hand and confessing his love to me.
“J&A. From the moment I first saw you, I loved you.”
I was embarrassed.
Because a creature that had no feelings suddenly confesses its love.
I refused.
A professor who kneels down and confesses his love.
I told him to get out.
But this guy’s eyes turned and he suddenly tried to kiss me, and I hit him with a very strong spike-like kick.
Wow-
The professor’s eardrums exploded and he flew away.
I had never dreamed that something like this would happen, and even though I was in pain, I got up in a huff and approached my homeroom professor.
“Professor? “He’s not dead..?”
I was scared.
Tears welling up in my eyes.
When my hands start shaking…
The teacher frowned and opened his eyes.
“J&A..”
Dazed looking eyes.
“Yes… “Please speak.”
I put my ear to the sound of a small voice.
At that time, a hand suddenly strangled my neck and I couldn’t breathe.
“Kkuk..Kkk..Kkk”
The professor strangled me so hard that he knocked me to the floor in the nurse’s room.
“This..Fuckin’ bitch..I’ll get you pregnant today..Fucking bitch.”
I struggled.
“Kkuk..Kkk..Kkk”
And then I just started taking off the panties under my skirt.
“See through? What the fuck? You were a real bitch, weren’t you? “Oppa packed a lot in there today..”
Tuk-tuk-
“J&A! It’s the professor! “Is the door locked?”
The professor in charge of the nurse’s office has returned.
I tried to shout, but I was so choked up that I couldn’t answer.
I see a guy with a red face, probably embarrassed.
I took out the scissors that were in my skirt pocket and stuck them in my homeroom professor’s thigh.
“Aaaaah!”
I had no idea that something would happen today so I would use it like this.
Am I excited?
Screwdriver in my left pocket. There were scissors in the right pocket.
After leaving my homeroom professor’s office, I hid behind the desk in the nurse’s office.
And I screamed.
“Help me!” I got hit by a knife! On the knife! Ahhh!”
I screamed like crazy.
Actually, I should have opened the door as soon as I woke up, but this bastard was at the door so I couldn’t get close.
“You fucking bitch!”
At that time, the guy who was grabbing his thigh he started running like crazy.
“Save people!”
I kicked and screamed, and suddenly he flew away.
“Oh my gosh!”
Kuda Tangtang
He rolled on the floor a few times and fell down, foaming at the mouth, clutching his pants.
It was a heartbreaking kick.
I was able to open the door while holding my breath, and Professor Yang Ho and several other professors were standing outside the door.
“I reported it to the police..!”
My homeroom professor collapsed with foam at the mouth.
Everyone was dumbfounded, trying to figure out what was going on.
I explained the situation with tears in my eyes.
That’s how I was able to go to the hospital in the nurse professor’s car.
Perhaps because of this experience of almost being sexually assaulted, I became aware of my vulgar body and became more conservative.
Oh, of course, the homeroom professor ended up going to another department.
Without any major punishment.
I had no strength.
Before I knew it, it had become my fault.
That I was overly defensive.
The professor had a ruptured eardrum and a ruptured testicle, but I was fine.
Fuck you.
Because of the weak professor’s background, I was able to thoroughly experience the position of the weak once again.
*
Yes. I had particularly large breasts.
“If you have big breasts, you’re a bitch. “He must have a lot of water.”
Blatant sexual harassment behind the scenes.
Of course, I had a lot of water, but I wasn’t excited by those horny animals.
I started binge eating due to stress and I became increasingly fat.
As soon as I became a pig, my breasts got bigger and everyone started calling me a sow.
Still, in this Korean society, there are no longer people who want to sexually harass or rape me.
That’s how I was able to escape the explicit gaze of men.
However, the disdainful gaze that followed could not be helped.
I started living in an internet community.
To ‘Middle N Fogyu Queen Bee’.
My size was N cup at the time.
Before I gained weight, I was an H cup, but after gaining weight, I became an N cup.
All the stress started fighting with other people in the community over criticism of the Middle N Pogyu Queen Bee.
Meanwhile,
News came that her older sister, who had left the religious center, had committed suicide.
After bringing the funeral, I came to my senses.
I began to think about the studies that she often emphasized to me.
“G&A, we really have to study hard.
Of course, since G&E is so pretty, should she be a model or a celebrity? Haha.
Still, smart celebrities are more likely to become popular, so you have to study.”
She was an older sister with a pretty smile.
“Study… I have to study.”
I lifted my heavy body and started studying.
I didn’t lose weight at all and started gaining more little by little.
I have to study. Otherwise, it won’t work.
I was afraid of life outside the religious center.
So I started studying hard and my grades went up.
While others were dating, I quietly studied alone.
Perhaps because I lived abroad when I was very young, I was strong in language.
English. English was easy.
So I got a perfect score on the TOEIC test I had prepared.
I was slowly preparing well for the graduation exam, step by step.
“Okay..Just keep doing it like this..Don’t give up.”
Because it is true that you can only change your life by going to a good place.
Otherwise, you can’t change your life.
I believed that.
That’s how I studied.
“I can do it.”
While making a promise.
The nuns also liked me a lot because I studied hard.
“Our G&E listens well and is very pretty.”
And then the long-awaited test day came.
The day everyone goes to take the exam.
Graduation exam.
After getting everything ready, I went to sleep.
And the next morning.
When sunlight starts to come in through the small window,
I was already awake.
I was awake for a while.
I came to my senses because I needed to pee.
It was very wet down there now.
It must be a dream..?
Um…
Hmm…
Hmm… Haha.
I am.
Dream.
Kkugo.
There was.
This is a dream.
Why.
Why?
Why!
Why!!
Why!!!
Is your body not moving?
A single tear flowed from my closed eye.
The tears that flowed would not stop.
It wet my cheeks,
I wet the blanket.
My mouth couldn’t open and my tongue was stiff.
‘I did it wrong.’
‘I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’ll work hard from now on. I’m really sorry. From now on, I will live while serving. I’m really sorry for not believing in God. Heaven. Sorry. I want to move. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I’m sorry… I’m sorry. Sorry. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry again. Sorry. I’m really sorry. I’m sorry, you bitch! AA AA AA!. Sorry… Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I’m really sorry. Sorry, sorry. Sorry. Please help me… I’m sorry. Please help me… I’m sorry. Please help me. Please help me… Please help me… Please help me… Please help me… Please help me… I’m so sorry for not believing in God. Heaven. Please save me.. Please save me.. Please save me.. Please save me.. Just give me one chance. Help me. I’ll do well. Sorry. Please..Me..’
I wonder if my blood vessels burst. I couldn’t stop crying..
My friends and younger siblings started shaking me as if I had woken up.
“Sister! Sister! It’s late!”
I couldn’t open my eyes or move.
My friends also hit me.
“Hey! Ann! Wake up!”
Tak-
The lights turned on and my friends and younger siblings saw my face.
“Uh… Sister!!!!!”
“Uh… ?”
“Call the nun!”
I was taken to the emergency room and diagnosed with an incurable disease.
I knew I was sick
This was a curse from God.
A disease that causes the entire body to stiffen.
Accumulation of calcium due to overproduction of calcium turns the body into stone.
It was a terrible curse.
My age is twenty-nine, the morning of the graduation exam.
My body hasn’t moved since then.
He was almost in a vegetative state.
Have you ever failed to wipe away your own tears?
In the past, I have passed by people who were physically challenged without helping them.
Even though it was a situation where help was needed.
Someone will help.
Not me.
Why me?
I am already an abandoned and difficult person.
It’s right that people who are happier than me should help.
I am a person who needs help.
I thought so.
But now I have become a person who really needs someone’s help.
What should I do now?
That’s how I became terminally ill.
*
Gwaik-
The door opened and someone came.
A profound yet pleasant voice.
“Are you Mr. Kim J&C?”
When I turned my eyes, there was a ‘monk’ I had never seen before, wearing a monk’s attire.
It wasn’t a nun.
Looking at his attire, he seemed to be a monk working at a monastery affiliated with Reverse Genius.
“If you get hit, please blink.”
The nose his was sharp and the lips contained kindness.
He looked middle-aged or older. I couldn’t make a judgment because I couldn’t see anything else than the mouth his.
Blink-
The absurd sound you hear at that time.
“Do you really want to move?”