Chapter 64 – Trauma (4)

It was worth it.

“Kyaaaaah!”
“I love you!”
“Sse-tooth- take my money!”

Early moning. The front of the concert hall was full of people.
The owner of the restaurant.
A blacksmith who runs a forge.
From wizards who studied magic in the Mage Tower to those precious high-level adventurers.

Her song spread throughout the city, which meant everyone in the city heard her singing.

And her songs had spiritual power. Cheat ability to heal and enchant listeners.

‘I feel bad…… !’

As Kahi prepared for the performance in the waiting room inside the concert hall, she shuddered at the cheers that came from outside.

It wasn’t tension or fear. Joy. My body trembled with joy. From toe to head, is this what an orgasm is?

Ecstasy covered her body her, and she focused on feeling the pleasure in a cold sweat.

Da-hee, who came in to tell her the time of her performance, was startled to see her dripping in cold sweat.

“Gahee! It’s okay!?”
“…… It’s okay.”
“I’m sweating like this…”
“How much time do you have left?”
“Uh, about 30 minutes….”
“I need to go to the bathroom for a while.”

Kahi passed Dahee and headed to the bathroom. She closed the lid of the toilet bowl full of cleansing slime, sat on top of it, and slowly lowered her panties.

Wow, a long thread was connected. I didn’t even touch it, but it was wet. Tsk, she clicked her tongue and wiped her pussy with the silk next to her.

Throwing the silk in her trash can, she went to her sink and washed her hands. The water spouted by the water spirit was cleaner and cooler than tap water purified with chlorine.

‘You can do it.’

Her heart was throbbing and throbbing. The tip at the tip snapped off and brushed against my clothes, sending a current through my waist whenever I moved.

When she went back to her waiting room, Dahee and Aram were waiting for her in her waiting room her.

“… What happened?”
“I came because Dahee said you were sick… It’s ok?”
“It’s okay.”
“But in case you don’t know, shall we treat you once?”
“Even if it’s okay.”

Cure this mood? That was more difficult than for a gambling addict to quit gambling. Already addicted to her attention her, she vowed never to forget this feeling.

“Isn’t it about time?”
“Yes.”
“Whoa… Let’s go.”

Kahi moved her feet slowly and headed towards the stage. On her stage her, accompanists hired by Dojin and Deokgu were waiting for her.

The moment she steps on her stage, hundreds of thousands of spectators who have been waiting for her cheer her up at the same time.

The hall began to tremble with only the sound. Kahi felt pleasure in her trembling body her and slowly picked up the microphone.

[Nice to meet you! Everyone!]

For a moment, silence flows inside the concert hall. She hated this silence. Because she felt like she was going back to those days when she wasn’t popular.

[Then, the first song! Let’s call! Save me!]

Dung-dung, the instruments of the accompanists start to sound at the same time. In a different world without electric guitars or drums, traditional musical instruments that sounded similar, which she had barely found, played the accompaniment of songs she knew well.

She just put her lyrics in there.

* * *

Every time the lyrics come out, people who don’t even know the meaning start to hum along with the song.

Dojin watched her behind the stage and appreciated her singing.
Then, she remembered Kahi, who had come to visit her late at night.

-I have no qualifications.

With a slight flush on her face, she preached about her trauma.
It was a long, long story.

I didn’t even debut because I had no talent and high self-esteem.
I said that I would become an idol in a different world, not because it was a dream.
This is the reality she chose because she was sure that in this world, she would be able to show off her best skills.

──It’s not a star that shines beautifully, it’s a mirror that reflects the ugly reality. I….

Do-jin, who heard her story, hugged her lightly.
She then asked.

Is the reason you dreamed of becoming an idol in real life is because of reality?

Looking at her crying and shaking her head, Do-jin whispered that it was okay. After encouraging her to cheer up, I sent her back to her room and worked hard to help her achieve her dream.

‘It’s a good call.’

Did she say that she did not become an idol because she lacked talent, and her singing voice was no different from her celestial harmony.

In Do-jin’s view, what prevented her from making her debut was not her talent, but her self-confidence.

Every time they heard the song coming out of her mouth, the people who listened to the song collapsed on their foreheads one by one, or even passed out.

For the people of this world, who have only heard slow hymns and heroic tales, it was a shocking culture shock to the point of fainting.

It was a 21st century idol song that was said to have no further development.

And.
The last accompaniment ends.

Until people realize that the song is over, 0.5 seconds of silence flows, and cheers amplified by the length of silence fill the concert hall.

Looking at her bright expression, Do-jin realized that she had blown away all her trauma from not being able to debut.

She did too. What could she not be called herself?

At that time, Kahi, who looked at Dojin behind the stage, slowly opened her mouth.

[Woah, hey.]
“…… ?”

The show is over. When Do-jin, not understanding her message, tilted her head, Ka-hee, who finished her performance, came backstage and asked him.

“Wait, what’s the answer?”
“…… What?”
“What are you talking about— uh, annoying!”

She screamed and went into the locker room. Do-jin couldn’t understand why she was angry.

* * *

The night the performance ended, Do-jin woke up to the dazzling moon that had risen that day. She thought she wouldn’t be able to sleep at this point, so she went for a walk.

Even if she was walking, she was going around the manor gardens. Something she never dreamed of when she was on Earth or when she lived in an inn.

The cool morning air passed through his lungs. Do-jin took a deep breath in the clean air that he could not smell on Earth and headed to the backyard.

─♬

There were already passengers there. Kahi was singing along the pond at the mansion. Dojin blinked her eyes as she saw her singing her song.

‘… What is that?’

Small spirits were flying around her. She was incredible. In the yard that the elf who goes in and out of the dungeon with Dojin can’t handle the spirit….

As her dojin slowly approached, she stopped her song, started by the sound of her rustling her. The spirits disappeared as soon as the song ended, and she did not even know that her song had the power to summon spirits.

“…… What’s up this morning?”
“You don’t say respectful words anymore?”
“Hmph, at that time it was before debut. Am I a superstar now? You said that the relationship between the power and the power has changed.”
“Oi, then do I have to use respect?”
“… Do whatever you feel like.”

She said and started to comb her hair. Do-jin smiled slightly at that reaction and took a seat on the bench next to her.

As soon as Do-jin sat down on her chair, Ka-hee lifted her hips and moved away slightly.

“That, so? What’s going on?”
“I can’t sleep. You?”
“Me too, I can’t sleep.”

Sneaking, she lifted her head and looked up at the night sky. The moon, so bright that it was hard to believe it was her reality her, stimulated her eyes her.

Just like the unrealistically large moon, what happened today was real, so it was hard to believe.

That was the reason why she couldn’t sleep. The afterglow of the performance was still there.

“How does it feel to have achieved your dream?”

Sneaking, Kahi glanced sideways at Dojin. It’s a dream, yes. She herself became an idol. A superstar with millions of fans.

It’s something I’ve longed for, and it’s something I’ve been dreaming of every single day.
However, if you ask if that’s good.

“… So-so.”
“Is it just like that?”
“Yes. How can I say it, it feels similar to when I took the CSAT?”
“Did you take the SAT?”
“… So you haven’t seen it?”

It meant lighthearted. Yes, do it She has the trauma of being an idol to the extent that she has the ability to sing well.

Rather than being overjoyed as if flying in the sky because her dream had come true, she must have been calm because she could finally be comforted.

You won’t feel it.

“It.”
“Yes?”
“The last thing you said. What does it mean?”

Asking that here? Kahi looked at Dojin while feeling her heart beating. My throat is cracked and my lips are dry.

Gulp, she forced her saliva to swallow. Only then did the voice function properly.

“That, so… Literally.”
“What?”
“Literally!”

Back, thanks to her screaming her Gahee, Dojin covered her ears and stepped back from her. She asked again.

“… No, I was asking what that meant.”
“… What?”
“Woah… What did you say What does that mean?”
“No, wait. You… Don’t you know what that means?”
“I don’t know.”

Kahi glared at Dojin with a ridiculous expression. It was a TV drama, song lyrics, and so many words, so I thought there was no way I didn’t know.

Unfortunately for her, however, Dojin did not have time to leisurely listen to music or watch TV. Because if she had had time for that, she would have slept.

“Ha… I like this man.”
“A man like this? What am i
“It’s okay, it’s okay.”

Fluffy, Kahi stood up while brushing the dust off her pajamas. Then, she slowly turned her head and pointed a finger at Dojin.

“You did that to me then.”

Reminds me of old memories. The time when I spoke gossip in front of myself.

“All idols are prostitutes who want to succeed by selling their bodies.”

“Ah… It did. I was sorry then.”

“Hey, is it too late to apologize now? …… Superstars are the opposite. Advertisers want you to accept their ads, even if it means selling your body.”

“Okay? That’s great.”

“I am a superstar now! Understand? A superstar!”

“Yeah, congratulations?”

Whether he was listening or not, Kahi looked at Dojin. Has it been said that hatred is also interest, and interest is love?

I couldn’t hate it anymore.

“I won’t forget that. Understand? … Because I will never forget you.”

“Even if you’re sorry.”

“… I am going to bed.”

After that, she went back to her room. Do-jin looked at her as she returned to her room her, then turned her head and looked at her pond.

Splash, the fish responding to the voices of the two were jumping around.

‘I’ve grown up.’

To Do-jin, she seemed to have completely shaken off her trauma. It could have been because her trauma wasn’t a big deal in the first place, or it could have been because she had great mental resilience.

Importantly, she did it. She managed to get rid of my trauma. If so, you can do it yourself.

Somehow, defeating ghosts that are only memories would be easier than succeeding as an idol in another world.