Chapter 81 – Galaxy (1)

“Ouch…… I can’t.”

Sweat flows like rain all over the body. It was the first time I was this tired after leveling up.

He threw his sword away and lay down on the floor. A rustle, the sound of soil crumbling with the raised senses, the sound of ants crawling, the touch of sweat dripping down the skin and the smell of weeds growing on the ground, captured a lot of information.

‘It went well in the dungeon…….’

The dungeon was a senseless hell where not a single ray of light entered. A space of nothingness where neither light nor sound can be felt.

In a space where ordinary people feel terrible fear, I realized that the object is one and awakened my sixth sense.

…… No, I only knew one line.

‘Was the light this hot?’

When I came out of the dungeon, all of them scattered as if what I realized was a dream. I tried to imitate it, but I couldn’t even chin.

Reality was so stimulating. The sun, high in the sky, was shining all day long, and after the sun had set, the moonlight and starlight shone.

An innumerable amount of creatures chirping, wriggling, and stimulating me.

I couldn’t achieve the Myungkyung index and the unity of the water and the water. I knew very well why.

‘There are too many stimuli…….’

If a famous swordsman had heard of it, he would have yelled at you not to blame others for your lack of training, but what can you do, this is the reality.

‘It’s fortunate that it’s a different world without smartphones…… If it was Earth, you would have felt the radio waves flying around, right?’

If so, I would probably have been unable to even carry out my daily life due to radio sensitivity. Let alone the sixth sense, even the five senses must have become insensitive to too many stimuli.

‘Again…… Enter the dungeon?’

No, you won’t get enlightenment if you do. I had that intuition. If a once-forgotten realization could be obtained in the same way, it should be called an attendance check reward rather than an epiphany.

“How can I…….”
“I, Dojin-ah…….”
“—Uh, Eunha. Why?”
“This…”

While I was thinking about it, Eunha appeared with a basket. The basket contained water and a towel.

“Yeah, do it while wiping your sweat…… It’s not good if sweat gets into the wound….”

“Are your wounds all healed? Aram fixed it.”

“Well, just in case you don’t know….”

“…… Yes, what thank you.”

She gets her towel handed to her, and she immediately throws off her top of her. As soon as I took off the top that was soaked in sweat, a cool breeze immediately blew.

Wiping the perspiration away with her cold, wet towel was indescribably refreshing.

‘Ah…… Right.’

And then I realized that Eunha was next to me and turned my head. But she acted casually even while looking at my naked body her.

Come to think of it, she was always like that. No matter what happens, don’t panic, don’t show your emotions.

‘Isn’t this the true view index? ….’

How can it be like that? As I gazed at Eunha, she looked at me the same way as if she had something to say.

“It’s Eunha.”

“Yes why…?”

“How can I be like you?”

“…… Like me?”

“Uh, always calm, not reacting too much to anything else…….”

“I am not that kind of person.”

Eunha lowered her head and said so. The color of her face was not very good. I’m getting thinner like someone who ate something bad.

“I, I…… Do-jin is not as great a person as you think.”

“Okay? When I saw it, it was amazing.”

“No…… It’s just, it’s just hiding. Yes… It’s my specialty to do nothing….”

Specially, I gazed at the galaxy. Her self-esteem she seemed to be non-existent, and she still had her head down, not having any confidence in herself.

Even though she came to this world, her trauma that was embedded in her was not removed from her.

‘Come to think of it….’

Eunha’s ability and her was pain immunity. In other words, it meant that I had suffered so much that getting out of pain would be traumatic. How could such a thing be possible?

I read her thoughts slowly. Then, slightly startled, she averted her eyes.

‘…… What is this?’

——Die, die, die, die, die, die.

Her mind her was filled with self-loathing.

* * *

When Do-jin returned to her room, she felt a little nauseous as she recalled the thought of Eun-ha, whom she had seen earlier. It was a thought so deep that emotions could be determined beyond her text her.

‘Since when did Eunha do that?’

She didn’t know it because she didn’t show off. At least, I don’t think it was like that in the past.

Do-jin remembered the last time she read Eun-ha’s thoughts of her. …… It’s been so long I can’t even remember.

‘If you ask Aram… Do you know?’

Aram was still sharing the same room as Eunha. It wasn’t because she didn’t have a room, it was because Eunha couldn’t sleep alone.

While Seoyoon came to visit at any time, it was for that reason that Aram did not visit very often.

Realizing that fact, Do-jin went straight to A-ram’s room. Fortunately, she couldn’t see the galaxy, perhaps because she had gone for a bath.

“Dojin? What brings you here…….”

“I have something to tell you about the galaxy… Wait, are you okay?”

“…… I’ll go to your room. Wait a minute.”

Not long after Dojin waited in her room her, Aram appeared. She even brought her glasses to her, which Aram didn’t normally wear, and was wearing them.

“Did you wait?”

“No, just come in.”

“Yes….”

Aram, who entered the room, put on his glasses her and paid attention to Dojin.

“I’m not here to do it now, so I shouldn’t think like that?”

As she said that, her heart fluttered. Do-jin didn’t know if A-ram was trying to seduce him, or if she meant it.

But she didn’t read her mind her and sat with her astride her bed. Sitting on her bed, she exhaled deeply and looked at Dojin.

“Therefore…? How far do you know?”

“…… How far?”

“How much do you know about the galaxy?”

Dojin talked about what I knew. She says she’s timid, her self-esteem is running low, and she’s even about to die.

Considering that she had already experienced leveling up, it wasn’t just depression. She had a chronic mental illness that could not be easily cured.

After hearing what Dojin said, Aram slowly spoke about what she knew.

“…… Do you remember that I shared a room with Eunha at the beginning when I fell to another world?”

“Uh. I don’t remember…”

It’s been almost half a year, but it was an unforgettable memory. At that time, I didn’t have any money, so I sold everything I had, including smartphones and padding, and even that money wasn’t enough, so two or three people shared a room.

At that time, Aram recalled how she behaved while sharing a room with Eunha.

“At that time, the galaxy body… It was full of scars.”

“…… Are you covered with scars?”

“Yes.”

“It’s because we fought in the dungeon… No, at that time, Seoyoon wiped it all away, so we didn’t get a single scratch.”

Dojin also remembered what happened at that time. In front of Seoyoon, who had awakened to her abilities of her, the goblin was a weak monster. To the extent that it is impossible to even scratch their bodies….

Naturally, the smallest and weakest of them all didn’t even get a chance to fight. There was no reason to get hurt. And that’s what it means.

“Have you been abused?”

“…… Okay.”

Do-jin spit it out easily, but in fact, child abuse is a serious crime in modern society. If it were the United States, parents would immediately lose parental rights and be put in prison.

Even considering that Eunha was a woman, the possibility of sexual abuse existed.

“No way…”

“No, that won’t be it. I don’t have any knowledge about that, and I checked when we were taking a bath together, but there was no sign of being hurt.”

“…… I’m glad.”

Do-jin, who was sincerely relieved by her, drew her anger with the reaction. Did I abuse my child to the point of not suffering? Dojin’s father did something similar, but at least he had a good reason.

“The galaxy…… He already has a big wound in his heart.”

“…… Is there any way to cure it?”

“Do-jin, you know…… No.”

In fact, Dojin also failed to cure Aram’s depression. What she recovered was the power of her level up her, not the power of her her Dojin her.

Considering that Eunha had already gone through leveling up once, it meant that her mental illness was no longer at a stage that could be cured.

“…… She said the galaxy was about to die.”

“How did you know that? Did Eunha say it with her own mouth her?”

“…… That, with my ability.”

“Your ability? Isn’t your ability to handle a sword well?”

“Yeah, as her level she went up, she got a new ability. With the ability to read the dark thoughts of the fighting opponent.”

It was a lie. But I couldn’t tell the truth. It was a completely different matter from revealing my abilities to Deokgu.

Fortunately, Aram did not doubt his words of her. Well, it was already the yard where other children proved that abilities could evolve.

“…… Eunha thought so.”
“Uh.”
“…… Right now, the galaxy is washing itself.”

At that moment, a thought passed through both of them. Suicide. If the galaxy had the ability to not suffer, she could die quietly as if she were euthanasia.

Dojin ran straight to the bathroom. She slammed the bathroom door open and ran into the tub. Eun-ha, who was lost in thought in the bath, turned her head to look at Do-jin and covered herself in surprise.

“Do, Dojin?”

“It’s okay!?”

Dojin ran straight to her and pulled her arm her. As she was intent on covering her breasts, she had her hand her taken away.

Fortunately, she had no cuts to her wrists. When Do-jin, relieved, sighed, her Eun-ha opened her mouth as if she was ashamed.

“…… Me, Dojin? Will you please leave…?”

“Oh, uh, yes. Sorry.”

After apologizing and going outside, Aram arrived. She gasped for breath and asked Do-jin.

“What about the galaxy!?”

“I’m washing inside.”

“Are you okay!?”

“It’s okay. Nothing happened.”

In fact, nothing happened. Do-jin recalled the naked body of the galaxy he had seen in her bathtub.

‘That wound…….’

There were some wounds that wouldn’t come out in a day or two. I saw the scars that were born when I was young and increased as I grew up…….

Everything Aram said was true. The galaxy has been abused. Thus, she became such a character.

‘To solve that.’

Is there any way? Unfortunately, psychiatry is not very developed in this world. With the elementary school-level psychology that Do-jin knew, it was obvious that she would not be able to heal her wounds her…….

‘What should I do?’

Dojin pondered for a while. Overnight…….