Chapter 174 – Chapter 174

After that, I feel strange.

I don’t even know where it was… Among the pile of clothes I had put in a box in the corner of the studio, I took out the suit I had borrowed and bought for the first time as a host.

“Under…”

Looking at it now, the design can’t be this old-fashioned.
Besides, when I was 20 years old, I bought it like eating mustard while crying, complaining that it was really filthy expensive, but now that I think about it, a suit that costs 270,000 won including the top and bottom couldn’t be a luxury among luxury goods.
In the end, I remember wearing it for about a month, and when I received my next salary, I immediately changed to a golden brand suit worth 1.29 million won.

“What is that childish suit? Are your clothes right? Where did you get it from?”
“This is what I wore when I first started hosting.”
“Great… If you were wearing that outfit, I might not have nominated you.”
“Isn’t that enough?”

I grumbled and carefully put the suit on my body an hour before work. A little tight on the shoulders and a little tight on the waist.
Should we say the passage of time?
No, I realized that I have changed a lot compared to when I was 20 years old.

“Certainly, when I was in high school, no, when I was a teenager, I thought I didn’t gain weight. After the age of 20, I drank and exercised in earnest, so I must have gained weight.”

It seems that the person concerned when this was a teenager did not realize it well.
I just see an infinitely large adult, and I’m not aware that I’m an anchovy. Looking back now, it was an anchovy itself that was shorter and without flesh than it is now.

‘Wow, what did I do to Valentia?’

If you really don’t know, I guess it’s not for nothing that you say you’re brave.

Even though I was not in a position to choose between cold and hot meals when I left home at the age of 20 in the first place. In the midst of just wandering around, I think I heard that the host was making a lot of money at the moment when I was at a loss to get a part-time job, so I went to Valentia and challenged Gi-pyo Ahn.

Thinking about it now, it’s impossible, though.
Even if there was a high probability that you shouldn’t think otherwise, in the end, you learned the lesson that nothing is meaningless if you don’t even try.
It was far worse to assume that it wouldn’t work and not give up.
In fact, I, who had just run out of the house and had just become an adult, overcame that low probability and became a host without knowing anything and came all the way here.

The fact that my first job was at Valentia was a real godsend.

‘I know now, but the host industry is dirty, it’s dirty again.’

I learned a lot while working at Valentia.

That other host bars don’t operate as cleanly as we do. Furthermore, they forcibly put their hosts on a leash, such as debt or drugs, and exploit them without caring whether they suffer from health problems or, in the worst case, die.

‘If I had worked in a place like that, I might have been lying in a crippled state somewhere in an alley by now.’

Of course, Valentia, who is ranked first in the industry, did not have only good things.
Would you like to be hit with a 50,000 won tip?

Good at first
However, humans are animals that quickly get used to anything… No matter how good money is, there were moments when wise time came later, pride was broken, and mental illness came.
Usually, those people quietly disappear now, or retire like me.

I had a case that worked out well in many ways.

‘The real me back then was more helpless than now.’

It was only natural that I was lonely at the time.
Even good people like Jegal Seong-hoon and Ahn Gi-pyo didn’t want to get involved with me.
It wasn’t something that could be solved by getting older.

Then, sudden erectile dysfunction came to me, like a ‘punishment from heaven’.

“…”

It is only after the things that have been built up so far melt away like snow and collapse like a sand castle that you lose everything.
I could barely stand on the starting line of being human.
As if a bear ate garlic and became a human.

Really very little…
I just became a person who knew how to bow my back, bow my head, and admit my mistakes.
The attitude of people towards me has changed.

I don’t know why I was so stubborn in the past, thinking that this was just ignoring me.
Looking at it now, even if anyone can see it, it’s the wrong answer.
At that time, I was stubborn because it was the logical answer.

‘Even losing everything due to erectile dysfunction wasn’t enough.’

It wouldn’t have been possible to become an ‘adult’ like now. No, it was still hard for me to confidently say that I was an adult.
However, I was pretty sure of this.
That it is better than before And it was none other than my daughters who made me better than before.

“Hey, it’s time for dinner, where are you going?”
“Sister, Dad is going to work today. It’s your last day at work.”
“Five…”

When I first met her her Miho, I just wanted to use her god’s blessings her to bring her back to her her former glory her, out of a sense of reciprocity with her.
Perhaps in that state, these results would not have been created now.
You may have made another mistake and lost everything.

But, not only children learn by watching adults… Adults were also able to look back on their mistakes while looking at children.
At some point, the pure feelings I had lost were revived, and I was able to learn a lot through Miho.
In the meantime, as her Noa came in, she thought the burden would increase even more, but thanks to her Noa her, who was so dignified in her role her, I learned a lot while watching her.

“Miho, Noah. Come on.”
“Kyaaaaang!”
“Yes, Dad.”

I lightly lifted the two children running towards me and kissed them.

“You are my treasure.”

It wasn’t empty talk.
As the saying goes, having a child changes the subject of life.

At some point, it became natural for my life to revolve around these children.
The diet and the schedule for going out to play.
If anything, I wanted to cater to these children.

Not for these kids, but for me.

“Hee hee, tickling.”
“Hehe…”

After playing with the kids for a while, the time to really go to work came. I could drive, but today I felt like taking the bus even more.
I wanted to engrave the way to work in Valentia properly in my eyes so that I would not forget it for at least a week.

“Later, Nayoung will take my car and pick it up, so drink. Don’t take it off until a day like today.”
“Okay, sister. Thanks.”
“Thank you…”

Seonwoo Yerang touched my collar again, which she didn’t have to touch, and kissed her on the lips.
It was clear that she wanted to do this.

“Go.”
“I will be back.”
“… !”

Sometimes I like it when you do it in half words like this.
Seeing this kind of thing really makes people’s hearts cunning. Should I say that it’s no fun if you go back just the way you want?

「Tirori, clap!」

I cautiously stepped out the front door.
Today, the sun feels warmer than usual.

Today, I am graduating from host.
Back to normal people

* * *

[Valentia]

It was a sign that I thought I would see for the rest of my life, but now it’s already unfamiliar.
Just because I graduated doesn’t mean that the fact that I worked here disappears. After graduating, he no longer belonged to Valentia, so it seemed inevitable that he would become a little unfamiliar.
By the way…

[Hyunwoo Kim, the pride of Valentia, is graduating today.]
[Congratulations for coming.]

Don’t use it for commercial purposes until someone else graduates.

“Mistress, it is not good to go quietly.”

Judging by the brush marks on the banner, it must have been at least a few days since it was hung.

“You should have come sooner if you feel unfair, bastard. It’s not some kind of late sergeant, it only shows its face on the last day. It upsets people.”
“I’ve been busy, in many ways.”
“Well, I will do just that.”

Even if Park Eui-ri, who knows my situation, nods like this, it seems that other hosts will not just go over.
But if you think about the last Valentia Day, when you set the mood with the military discipline, it should be fine.

“Go in.”
“I’m having a hard time, bro.”
“Yes, man. Next time I will definitely buy some alcohol, when will you buy it? I think I know why the most common lie that Koreans tell is, “Let’s have a meal next time.”
“Cool, da, I’ll sing for real next time. Now that I graduate, I have some time.”

I don’t know anything else, but I definitely wanted to give Park Eui-ri a taste of two or three opportunities for hunting. When the time comes, I thought it wouldn’t be bad to entrust the children to my older sister and have a few sit-ins together with Park Eui-ri while walking around the university streets.

‘Ah, but with that face, I’m 24 years old… Ha ha, but there must be something.’

There are so many different people in this world.
As there are various tastes.

There must have been a woman who liked even a bear tearing people apart. To be honest, from a man’s point of view, Park Eui-ri was the most handsome man ever.

His height is lightly over 190, and his whole body is full of muscles.
If you wear a summer T-shirt, which can be called a man’s romance, the sleeves are full because of his forearm muscles. He was an absolute security guard who not only had muscles, but also protected various martial arts and martial arts licenses.

However, it was the greatest bear of all time, so if I were a woman, I would have been a little scared.
However, knowing what a kind and gentle bear he is, he was sure to have a good relationship if he made it a chance.

It’s my job to make that happen again.

“Hyung, I really don’t want to open up. I’ll let you make a girlfriend in one room.”
“Hey hey hey! I’ve never had a girlfriend…”
“Because I don’t have one, I need to get to know you more. No, I didn’t even date a woman until I was that age and what did I do? The reason God put it under my brother was to put it on. I didn’t leave it to rot.”
“You fucking bastard! Who doesn’t want to write…”
“Hyung, don’t you want to date a girlfriend? Wouldn’t the enjoyment of life be different with or without a girlfriend?”
“Congratulations on graduating, Hyunwoo. I will wait!”

Looking at this, Park Eui-ri is also very simple.
Seeing that, I think I need to be more picky about introducing women. I need to put them on as innocent and kind-looking kids as possible.

While muttering to myself, I opened the door to Valentia’s hall.
And, I couldn’t help but open my eyes.

[Today’s protagonist Kim Hyeon-woo, like a man, like a big man, loudly! Will he be responsible for today’s alcohol bill!]
[Yes or No!]

As I was scared to enter, I was dumbfounded as I looked at the options in front of me.
It’s like these lambs.
However, I still haven’t been able to completely get off this bullying tee.

“Today I shoot!”

As soon as I shouted, the champagne exploded on either side of me.
I think it’s wrong to leave quietly.