Chapter 33 – Chapter 33

Luxury is not luxury for nothing.
It’s different for each person, but when I wear that expensive item on my body, I feel like I’ve become a luxury item for some reason, and I like that feeling that it shines more than usual.
Also, watches, cars, shoes that any man would be interested in… Some may be electronics, but I couldn’t help but be attracted to the charm.

‘It would have been okay if I offered 100 million in cash.’

Conversely, seeing a 100 million dollar watch right in front of my eyes shakes my heart. How good would it feel to wear the watch in front of you right now on your wrist? What does it feel like?

The watch shimmered and shone as it reflected the light, as if it were a jewel.
It was actually full of jewels.

Honestly, I wanted to have it.
I wanted to have it like crazy. That watch was my own, and I felt like bragging that it was mine in front of others.

That is what human desire is.
It was a very greedy and terrifying temptation.

In the face of a proposal that can easily obtain such a great reward, a pathetic human like me is weak and shakes violently like a lantern in front of the wind.

“Only until morning! It’s already dawn now, dawn! Can’t that? Just lay next to me for a few hours and spend some time together, and if you feel like it, have some light sex. If you do that, you can have it, so what are you hesitating about?”
“…”
“If you say it feels good, you don’t hate having sex with me. Am I ugly to be honest? Are you out of shape? I do not have money? Someone wants to have a woman even if they give me money, but this is not enough? What are you talking about! Someone is waiting at home!”

It was word for word.
A luxury watch worth close to 100 million in just a few hours.

No matter where you go, how many times in your life will you find an opportunity like this? No, I didn’t know that he would never come back.
If you think about it with common sense, Miho might understand and forgive you.

It was even more absurd that Seonwoo Yeerang had lost her pride and refused to pay her bribes.
But, but it is.

“I’m sorry, sister.”
“10 billion! Or give me even 10 billion? I’m the one who can give you that much! I have enough of it that I can’t use it all, even if I try to use it for the rest of my life from now on. I’ll give! Then I’ll give it to you, you motherfucker! I’ll give you 10 billion…”
“It’s not like that, sister. I honestly know that it’s a real asshole, and I know that any smart person would accept my sister’s proposal.”

Right.

If I study well, and have a bit of a foxy side… In a way, if I hadn’t felt any guilt about using others like I did in the past, I would have accepted Seonwoo Yerang’s offer her.

Then I’ll give her only the time she wants, and I’ll turn her back and forget what happened today very lightly.
I was that kind of person.
However, after meeting Miho, things changed a bit. No, I wanted to believe that I had changed, and I was thinking of working harder than I am now to change.
Because even a bastard like me wanted to be a ‘good parent’ in front of such a pitiful and pitiful child.

“A gift from my sister here, and money. If I receive anything, I think something very important will be shaken.”
“Do not be ridiculous…Don’t be funny…”
“I, too, never dreamed that I would say such a thing. But now, a gift that cannot be exchanged even if you give 10 million won to the house… A treasure awaits me.”
“You are the host. A host who has to give you even a star in the sky if you pay this much…”
“I don’t think I’m going to do very well in the host industry anymore?”

It is true that a luxury watch shines, and it is true that you are attracted to it.
Some might call it a lie, but to me, Miho came to me with a much cuter and brighter light.
This is the moment when I, having struggled to organize my mind, is about to enter the shower room with a bitter smile.

“Get married! Let’s get married!”
“… Uh?”

I looked at him with an expression wondering if he committed it out of anger or if it was a joke.
Seonwoo Yerang was really begging desperately.

“Marry me! Then you don’t have to do this kind of host anymore. You don’t even have to accept other girls as guests! It’s okay if we don’t live together forever. Get a divorce I’ll give you a generous amount of alimony. Let’s live with me for 5 years, no, 3 years. Huh? Just don’t get windy. Then I’ll do anything you want…”

At this point, it was a bit scary.
Was Seonwoo Yerang this kind of personality?

‘Actually, Yeerang noona is the number one wife.’

He has a lot of money, he’s big, he has a lot in common with me… In addition, even before marriage, he brought up the story of divorce and even said that he would give alimony.
I really had nothing to lose, and it was more luck than winning the lottery 10 times in a row.

‘Today, I guess what day it really is.’

Wouldn’t it be the day when all the luck that will never happen again in my life came together?
Seriously, if it wasn’t for Miho, I would want to pretend to be fooled by any proposal.
However, I had Miho.
That was the reality.

‘Maybe I’ll need a mother someday.’

But, not now.
The current Miho couldn’t easily talk to anyone except me. On the contrary, I was feeling afraid.
I didn’t know how much more damage was hidden in her.
In this situation, I did not know what kind of shock the child would receive if I suddenly took Seonwoo Yerang as a mother.
I couldn’t see that much.

‘Ah, I’m seriously into it too.’

Is this how it feels?
Maybe Seonwooye and I are feeling this way too.
My world now revolves around that child, Miho Kim. Thoughts and hearts centered on that child.

“Sister.”
“You bastard, can’t you just say yes? Is it that hard? Where am I lacking? What am I lacking!”
“… Thanks.”

I didn’t even go to the shower with a thank you that didn’t suit me, and I picked up my clothes right away.
After Seonwoo Yerang went into the shower room in this state and passed the time, he could not make any suggestions or tricks after Seonwoo Yerang.
Not washing after sex can be a bit embarrassing, but it wasn’t impossible either.

“I’ll go.”

This time, I couldn’t even ask for a nomination next time.
In a way, the relationship with Seonwoo Yerang could have been the last one today. No, it was highly likely.

As Seonwoo Yerang, I tried to capture me by all means, but it failed. It was as if the host, who had to satisfy the guests, trampled on the pride of the guests.
I was even a VVIP customer of this store.

‘If I do well, I might really get fired this time.’

She was really pretty and a good older sister.
It was very disappointing to have the relationship cut off like this.

Nonetheless.

“Taxi!”
“Where should I take you?”
“Please go to Giyeon-dong! Quickly.”
“Yes, I understand. Please fasten your seat belt.”
“Please.”

Grab a taxi and get closer to the one-room studio, which is much smaller than the room where Seonwoo Ye-rang and I mixed in, and the interior is not soundproof.

Could it be that they are waiting for me at the door?
Or maybe he was actually sleeping soundly without me, as if it was just lip service.
You might wake up because of me.

‘I’ll have to wash the dishes when I get home.’

Thinking about this and that, I walked back to the studio at a terrifyingly fast pace after getting out of the taxi and pressed the password for the door lock.

「Beep beep beep beep, Tirori!」

With a click, the door opened and what I saw in front of me was, valuable of course, a ‘gift’ that shined far more than a 100 million dollar watch.
Right in front of the front door, in front of the bathroom door, there was Miho, who was sitting leaning back in an ‘B’ position, tightly closing her eyes because it was uncomfortable.
With both hands, he tightly grips his smartphone her, which allows him to contact me at any time.

“…”

The moment I saw it, I almost burst into tears without realizing it.
There were some things that made me more emotional because I drank a little, but I think I would have been moved to tears even if it wasn’t for that.

It was a moment in which I had no regrets about the decisions I had made earlier.
To see such a small and weak child waiting for me like this was a valuable feeling that cannot be expressed in any words.

“Ugh, no tongue… Are you here?”
“Why are you doing this here? Didn’t you sleep at all after all?”
“… Whoa, I slept a little bit. Still, I saw that ground ball in Unstoppable. If you say something like this to a person who has come to work, they really hate it.”

I thought it was a good idea to show the cartoon.
And to some extent, I thought it was just a fictional story mixed with exaggeration…

“That’s right. It’s great.”
“Hehe, really?”
“Let’s go in. Now you have to lie down and sleep.”
“Haam, Miho, but you’re a little awake. I think I could eat a whole chicken…”
“Then shall we order one?”
“Oh oh! Kazuah~”

That’s the moment when you’re about to close the door with a stupid smile.

「Boom, rattle!」

Suddenly, another hand holding the front door appeared, and an unexpected voice came to my ears.

“Whoa, whoa… What is he Girls?”

Startled, I look at the front door.
There, Seonwoo Yerang, who had rushed in, was holding onto the entrance of the studio, sweating and out of breath.

* * *

〈 The point of abduction, the days of Seonwoo Yerang〉

After the first day, Seonwoo Yerang, who went to visit on the second day and was rejected, thought it was rather good.

“Huh, I must be crazy. What are you doing?”

When I wake up, or when time passes, I thought it would be quiet soon.
Women sometimes have a magical day when their emotions are out of control. He thought he was like that too.
I didn’t calculate the exact date of my menstruation, but it was vaguely similar.

“…”

But the next day, unlike usual, she had to spend a day where she couldn’t concentrate at all.
The time I spent with Kim Hyun-woo kept coming up in my head.
I even had to lie down with an eyepatch on to force myself to sleep, and I even dreamed of playing games with him.
It was a very vivid dream.

「Sister, you are so cool! So pretty!”

It was a dream in which she praised herself, buried her face in her chest, and even had sex at the end.
When I opened my eyes, the area between my legs was very wet.

“Shoot!”

I thought while taking a shower and putting wet underwear in the washing machine.
Why am I so attracted to him?

‘Does sex feel so good?’

That wasn’t wrong either.
After Kim Hyun-woo returned to the host again, the sex he enjoyed after a long time was so good that it couldn’t be compared to anything he had ever experienced.
The expression “Crazy” Came out on its own.
But it wasn’t just that.

It’s just, what should I say after a long time… It was very comfortable and enjoyable. I didn’t get this feeling from Kim Hyun-woo in the past, but what can I say… A lot has changed. There was no other way to express it other than that.

As I thought about Kim Hyun-woo, I read the article titled ’20 ways to make a man feel good’ in detail.
Also, when the right time came, I was able to find myself visiting a makeup shop inadvertently, getting a full make-up, and heading to Valentia.
In fact, I didn’t know if I could get a stable nomination for Kim Hyeon-woo if I just contacted Ahn Ki-pyo, the manager of the store. Few people would nominate Kim Hyeon-woo, who had just returned, so for the time being, he could be on his own.

‘Would you be surprised if I suddenly visit again?’

Perhaps, Kim Hyun-woo might have wanted to see a surprised face.
But what surprised him was himself.

“You didn’t come today, did you?”
“Yes…”

Did I give you too much money? Some of the hosts run to the casino as soon as they have money.
Maybe Kim Hyeon-woo went to Kangwon Land and wasted money by now?
Or maybe he was mixing his body with a woman who was prettier and had a better body than him.

“Is it today?”
“Sorry.”

Even after that, Seonwoo Yerang visited Valentia every single day, hoping to see who he would win. At that time, there were countless hosts who tried to cling to him, but there was no way that there was anyone who liked Seonwoo Yerang.
Because I came to see Kim Hyun-woo in the first place!

In the meantime, I was angry when I saw him sitting at a table with another woman drinking alcohol, even though Gi-pyo Ahn must have noticed him to some extent after he went to work at Valentia.

At the same time, it was both good and enjoyable.

When I quietly put my hand on my chest, I saw that my heart was beating differently than usual.