Chapter 4 – Episode 4

He even burped heavily, and now he nods his head as if he were sleepy and his eyes are half-closed.

Eat, cheap, sleep.

Could it be a real animal? It was a suspicious sight.

“Harvey…”

But if you’re cute, you’ll be forgiven.
If nothing else, I had no choice but to admit that Miho’s appearance was a fraud. In particular, it was amazing that even those abnormally long ears only made Miho’s appearance stand out.
Most of the time, if a normal person has such long ears, it’s gross or doesn’t suit them.
As for Miho, those ears made her look cuter.

“Good. While asleep, she can go out for a while.”

Her impotence must have been cured immediately, I thought of putting her face back into the host bar that had kicked me out right away.
Although she was told never to come near her again.
That’s because I was useless, so I couldn’t help it, and if I became useful again, it was an adult’s world to change my face and accept it.
I also had enough generosity to just ignore it and move on.

Wow!

As if he had heard me this time, Miho cautiously tugged at my collar as hard as he could even in his drowsy state.

“… Where?”

To ask such a question with an expression like an abandoned mutt.
I answered carefully.

“Don’t worry too much, I’ll be right back. I’ll be there when I wake up.”
“Really?”
“Well, of course not. Even if you don’t have one, you’ll definitely be back soon, so don’t wander around or touch things and stay calm.”
“… Arseo.”

He hesitated for a moment, but then he calmly nodded, so it couldn’t be this nice.
Feeling better, I stroked Miho’s hair and lifted her up and hugged her. Then her ex took her to her bathroom to wash her off.

“Tongue.”
“Yes?”
“… Are you coming soon?”

Looking at Miho, who asked again, with a serious expression, I also shook my head seriously.

‘It’s just a place to go to ask if you can work or not. If they ask you to work right now, just refuse.’

After thinking about it, I confidently nodded my head.
No matter how much I thought about it, it would have been quick if I had been driving. Conversely, by the time Miho got up, it was clear that he would be holding at least one chicken, regardless of the outcome, good or bad.

‘He’s good enough for ramen, but he’s about to die. How would he react to chicken, which is Korea’s pride?’

I can’t help but laugh when I think of Miho, who will already be dancing with joy, holding two chicken legs and her eyes shining brightly.
Isn’t this why everyone raises a pet despite the inconvenience?

“Because it will come soon. You just sleep well and wait patiently.”
“Yeah, Araseo…”

Tak, click.
I took a new toothbrush from the cupboard for Miho, put some toothpaste on it, stood in front of the mirror, and brushed her teeth first.

“Have, habu… Wow…”
“Well?”

I saw Miho’s expression because he thought it was a little strange.

[Strong Mint]
[No. 1 toothpaste for intraoral solution]

‘It’s a bit too much for a child.’

I wondered why supermarkets and department stores were selling chocolate-flavored toothpaste for children at a higher price.
Was I like that when I was younger?

‘Come to think of it, I think I used to use strawberry flavored toothpaste until I graduated from elementary school.’

“Be patient. I’ll get you another toothpaste.”

Chica chica, chica chica.

Miho nodded steadily, not even understanding what I was saying.
Is it because they are close friends or because they are sleepy?
The current Miho was calm enough to feel that the first meeting was a lie.

“Because you are quiet.”
“Uh?”
“… A little, maybe cute.”
“Are you cute?”

What am I talking about now

I quickly shook my head and took off the rags Miho was wearing. And then I was surprised again. I felt it even when I was holding her in my arms, but Miho’s current condition was a mess to the point of revealing her bones to her.
Not only that, but there were also traces of bruises that were misaligned somewhere or weakly.

I knew it because I was the one who caused so many problems when I was young that I was beaten with a wooden bat by my dad and beaten countless times by my mom with a cane.
The traces on Miho’s body were evidence of the vicious beating.

If you think of the other person or put affection in them and hit them to lead them on the right path, these traces will not be left.

“… I need to buy some clothes too.”
“I’m fine…”

Feeding me delicious food, moving to a nice house, and dressing me in nice clothes.
So, isn’t that the best way to be a good parent?

‘Money, I must earn it. A lot of that too.’

If nothing else, Korea was the happiest country in the world if you had money. So if you make a lot of money, Miho will definitely like it, right?
Back then, I didn’t know if they would call me “Dad.”
Then, slowly, I will try to really treat Miho as a daughter. Anyway, so anyway, the two of us had no choice but to be together for at least 10 years.

Shoot it

“Coul, cooul…”

While I washed her hair and carefully washed Miho’s body, Miho fell asleep before he knew it.

[Huh, contrary to what it looks like, he’s quite skillful and kind.]

You still haven’t gone!
This bastard, I thought she must have gone because she was quiet, but she just kept quiet and watched.
It’s creepy.

“I know you washed the woman’s body her once or twice. There is something different about her being a child.”

I have a good face, but achieving the number 1 nomination rate at a popular host bar was not something that could be achieved without any effort.
It is basic to study a classical orchestra that I have never had a relationship with before, and I had to study all the things that guests might be interested in.
It was the same with English proverbs that I habitually check every day.
If there are women who like idiots, there are women who get excited because they find an intelligent man sexy.

Weeeee

I dried Miho’s blond hair with a weak wind from the dryer, but it was so soft and shiny that I wondered if it was real hair.
After drying her hair like that, I put a T-shirt on her and lay her down on a 100,000 won mattress.
She wiggles her fists on her own and sleeps well.

“Mmm.”

I looked down at the scene, and then quietly took the car key. No matter how much I thought about it, it was clear that he would come back before he woke up.
Yes, it will.

“…”

Kik, thump.
I quietly left the house.

* * *

Boo-woong, kiik.

Coming to work via a familiar road, I parked my chair and took a deep breath quietly. Coming back to the job from which I was kicked out took more courage than I thought.
My face heats up for no reason, fearing that someone I already know will find me.

[Valentia Host Bar]

Current time 5:30.
To be honest, it wasn’t time for the host bar to open in earnest, but Valentia’s signboard was still shining luxuriously.
One of the reasons this host bar is so popular is that it is open 24 hours a day.

That’s why women who were hotter meant that they could come here at any time, play with the man they liked, and then enjoy the taste of their favorite cock together, regardless of time.

Why isn’t there such a thing
Unlike men, women sometimes have magical days. Someone wakes up with an unusually high sexual desire that day, and that day I want to have sex right away.

At that time, this was the place to visit or contact.
Unlike ordinary men, it was irrelevant to say that the techniques of the men working at the host bar were virtually guaranteed.

‘Honestly, I wasn’t good at technique.’

I did the basics though, but to be honest, sex was more about the size and thickness of the cock rather than technique.
It wasn’t that my pride was reaching the sky for nothing. I was proud of my erect penis.

‘Yeah fuck. I’m not having erectile dysfunction now. It’s in the state of recovering something that can be said to be the glory of the past.’

After struggling to regain my confidence, I confidently walked towards the entrance of the host bar.

Chuck!

“Uh huh, can we stop there?”

Then a familiar face blocked my way.
It was one of the gatekeepers guarding the main gate in front of the host, a security guard, a security guard, and a cleaner who sorted out the so-called commotion.

“Oh, who is this? Isn’t that the pride of our host bar, Kim Hyeon-woo? The guy who always wears branded items around his neck he has become quite shabby. After being kicked out of the host bar, the earnings must have been poor? Even if I sold them only, I thought I would be able to eat well and live well.”
“…”

My face got hot for no reason, so I kept my mouth shut.
Even before I came here, I made up my mind to answer confidently, but when I heard such words in front of my face, I couldn’t easily move my mouth.

‘Yes, I lived like a dog.’

That’s right.
I made a lot of money as a host with the number 1 nomination rate, and I actually collected that money diligently. Or, if he had wisely disposed of the luxury goods he received from women, he might still have plenty of room.

However, for me, who always looked good, the fall of life that came with sudden erectile dysfunction was a reality that was difficult to accept.
I threw so many irrational numbers to deny him.

I tried to gamble in Kangwon Land and ended up ruined even more, and then I spent too much money to boast that I was healthy and that I couldn’t drink cheap alcohol.
Even when I think about it, I think it was the typical appearance of a guy who is just living his life.

I would never do that if I looked at it from just one step away, but when I was in that situation, I was insane.

‘… Should I just go back?’

I’m ashamed to turn around
I heard countless times that I came here for no reason. However, he soon recalled the reason why he came back to this place even after accepting the shame.

First of all, this shop is the best in the host bar industry.
In fact, you can legally do a second car.
Whether it’s about STD prevention or pregnancy, you won’t find anywhere better than this host bar.
Whatever it is, most of the people I have a relationship with are using this host bar.

In the so-called host bar industry, Valentia was the largest among conglomerates.

“Five…”
“Five?”
“It’s been a while, Park Eui-ri hyung-nim!”
“… Uh?”

The shame was fleeting.

Once I mustered up the courage to open my mouth, my mouth, which had been locked like a padlock a while ago, opened as if it were a lie.

“I’m really sorry that I was so arrogant when I was young before.”

Suddenly, I lowered my back and head.
If you knew it would be like this, would you have done a little better in the past?

Haha… Look at this bastard?”

A person bowed down to their waist to apologize, but I was sad that it was a bit too much to show such a reaction, but I understood it a little.
Because I sowed it.

Of course, the difference in income between Park Eui-ri, the gatekeeper, and me, who ranked first in the nomination rate, was bound to be the difference between heaven and earth.
At that time, I was drunk on luxury goods, drunk on my popularity, and really looked down on people.
That’s why I did a lot of bad things to Park Eui-ri.

“Do you think I will forgive you if the bastard comes to apologize and wipes his mouth his? Turn it off right now If you really don’t want to be beaten to dust on a rainy day.”
“…”

Back!

The thought of wanting to run away from this place right away filled my head with the threat of Park Eui-ri, who stood on the edge.
In the midst of that, Miho’s face came to mind really suddenly.

“Drink! One more…”

At that moment, I don’t even know why.

“It’s cool, so hit me until you feel better!”

I had to say that without even realizing it.
At the same time, Park Eui-ri’s eyes widened.