Chapter 74 – Chapter 74

〈 Sunwoo Yerang’s point of view 〉

That she’s going to be a mother.
Maybe she thought it was too easy.

‘Because I have a lot of money…’

She thought there was nothing she couldn’t do.
Actually, she lived that way.

You could call it coincidence, you could call it skill, you could call it luck.
Ever since earning unimaginable money through her coins, Seonwoo Yerang has never experienced difficulties like difficulties in her life.
She could achieve anything she wanted to do.

The words that she was having a hard time in her life no longer fit, except for crying out of sorrow from being so hurt not too long ago.
Even now, if she connects with Kim Hyun-woo and has children, her life will become richer and more interesting.
I was swollen with anticipation that there would be no time to feel lonely now.

‘I couldn’t even sleep.’

As if she were a kindergartener looking forward to her first picnic, she had been waiting for today without sleep.
She makes a fuss about her from the morning, she goes to the makeup shop and gets a full make-up.

‘It was of no use.’

She didn’t even know why.
It’s just that the cute and slender girl whose silver hair suits her so well was already terrified from the moment she met him.
It wasn’t just the level of fear.

‘I thought I knew a little bit about what he was thinking.’

Fear, hatred, and resentment.
She understood, because she herself had shown that kind of look many times when she met her mother or her father.
In the first place, Seonwoo Yerang could not hate that child named Noah.

‘You have such sad-looking eyes, how could she hate you?’

It was just that she was so shocked that she couldn’t handle it.
In an instant, her hair turned pure white, and she only regretted herself for leaving the room alone after hearing Kim Hyun-woo’s words.

‘Let’s give up.’

It was still a long way off.
I didn’t even have the qualifications to be a mother, but why did she confidently push her face here saying she was good?
In the first place, isn’t there anything good about being a mother?
She can’t live freely doing what she wants to do now, and in the end she has to sacrifice her time for her children.
After thinking about it, she seemed much more comfortable and enjoying her life alone and having sex than being a mother after all.

“Sister, I’m sorry, but for today…”
“Yes…It’s okay.”

Hyunwoo, I’m sorry.
Not just today… Today will be the last

To be honest, I don’t have the confidence to be brave anymore than today. So, rather than having a relationship like this, we just enjoy sex… Let’s meet in such a relationship.
It is the moment when you mutter so much inwardly and wake up powerlessly.

「Fuck!」

In a world that felt so cold, Seonwu Yerang was moved by the warmth that suddenly approached her, and it seemed that she would shed tears.

So small, so delicate…
It was such a warm hand.

“Miho doesn’t hate Yerang. I like you.”
“…”
“Yerang is a small mother.”

It was at least a word thrown out by a child.
For Miho, he might have just spit out what he heard roughly, which didn’t have much meaning… It was like that.
However, that single word touches people’s hearts.
He shook the adult around.

“Side!”

“Thank you.”
“Kyaaaaang!”

Saved
If it had ended like this, the finish of what could have ended with a big wound shone brightly. Seeing Miho crying so cutely, I couldn’t help but feel that kind of greed.

‘He said he wanted to have a child.’

I thought Miho would be good, or the child I gave birth to myself would be good too.
Yes… Her own pussy was thumping and actively appealing.
So, I couldn’t give up here.

“See you next.”
“Yes!”

It was like a promise you made to yourself.
Never give up here, next time… No, let’s do our best so that she can continue to be Miho’s mother in the future.

[SU convenience store]

“With my daughter!”

“Come on…”

Seonwu Yerang didn’t even look at her label and just casually placed the alcohol and snacks she could get on the counter and handed out her card.

“Check please.”
“… Oh, now, wait a minute. All right.”

So she sat down at the table of her convenience store, holding her liquor and snacks that had been paid for in an instant, and as she drank, she recalled what Miho had said.

“Yerang is a poor mother.”

“Sick… What a good mother I am Me, she’s not even a mother yet. You stupid.”

However, I keep feeling that it is a better word than I thought.

“A good mother…”

Gulp, gulp!
Seonwoo Yeerang was cool with her canned beer mixed with soju, so she took out her phone as she drank.

[Sunwoo Yerang: Hey, you fucker. I won’t give up like this okay? Let’s see next time.]

She needed courage to say these stupid things directly to Kim Hyun-woo, and she got that courage through her alcoholism.
In times like this, a man who is sober is helpful.
However, if I become the mother of the real Miho and poor Noah… Let’s not drink alcohol at that time.

“I wonder how surprised the kids are when they see this. Gulp, gulp! Big… !”

Seonwu Yerang put down the empty beer can and quickly took out her phone and started searching.

[Search: A mask that can even change voice, and is not afraid of children]

And.
From top to bottom, every product that came up based on her search. She completed her order to her own address in 10 pieces.

“Let’s see who wins. Me and Seonwoo! Damn, the woman who climbed up here from the bottom! I’m not giving up here!”

The people around her looked at Seonwoo Yerang with strange eyes and whispered softly.
However, Seonwoo Yerang’s cry did not end there.

“Oh, really fucking! It’s unfair! She even thought about sex and came wearing match panties. What is this? Whoa, what a waste! It’s a waste! No, it’s unfair! Whoa… !”

In an instant, her people turned away from her.

… Look like a pervert
… A pervert, a pervert. First time I saw what happened was that it was a celebrity. Not worth the looks

* * *

「Teeling!」

[Sunwoo Yerang: Hey, you fucker. I won’t give up like this okay? Let’s see next time.]

Looking at the text message from my sister, I could barely smile with a deep sense of relief.
She was a good person, to the point where I really wondered if I was this lucky.

“Under…”

She was such a good girl that she didn’t fit in with a bastard like me at all.
At the same time, I realized all over again how grateful this kind of person is to others. Have I ever made someone feel grateful like Seonwoo Yerang?

‘It’s far, far away.’

There were still too many things missing.

‘Really, it’s an asshole itself.’

Why am I really like this?
The thing is, I’ve never done a proper preparation before a problem happened.
Because it was so lacking.
The reason people always study and learn a lot is to prepare for such a situation and to deal with it appropriately.
But, what did I just do?

Nothing… I couldn’t really lift a finger properly.
Even though there was someone who was more hurt than me right next to me, all I could do was pat Noah on the back while lamenting.

Because of this, because of this… I chose a path like a host, and I still can’t get away from it.
Seriously, he was worse than Miho, who was much more immature than me, so I wonder if he is helping me.

‘Can you still call me daddy?’

It was then.
Seeing me like this, Miho and Noah hugged me tight and whispered to me in a voice full of sadness.

“Tonnu, are you crying?”
“Dad, I’m sorry… Noah, it’s all Noah’s fault. Noah, I’m a child who shouldn’t be alive…”

At that moment, my vision became blurry without my knowledge, and my eyes turned sour.
Tears flowed down without a chance to hold back, and even if I didn’t want to show them, I hugged them tightly.

「Jurreuk!」

“Oh, don’t cry… Guys, why am I crying over something like this… It’s okay.”

To be honest, rather than the kids comforting me and Noah blaming himself to the point of cruelty.
I couldn’t bear to feel sorry that I had created this situation.

Once again, being someone’s parent.
It was as if he realized how heavy and heavy the task and responsibility it is to become a guardian of children who cannot grow up without someone’s protection.

“Don’t cry, tongue! Whoa, don’t cry… If your tongue cries, Miho will cry too… Aaaaang!”
“Sorry, Dad. I’m sorry! Noah, Noah is a bad boy.”
“Because it is not! I’m not crying, ah, I’m not… !Hehe, don’t cry. Why am I crying I’m not a man who cries over things like this, until you guys grow up… Until you guys grow up with dignity…”

Oh shit
I don’t know why the water keeps dripping from my eyes. I’m worried that someone will curse at me for making a fuss.
Damn you, bitch…

‘I’ve never thought of regretting the past.’

I felt like I knew why, when I became an adult, when time passed, humans had no choice but to regret the past.
Looking back, there are so many things that are lacking and regrettable.
It became a regret.

I wondered if I could have done better.

“Haaaaagh!”
“Aaaaang!”
“Sorry, sorry… I’m really sorry, Dad. Sorry…”

How ugly did the three of them make it?
We put an ice cube on each of our swollen eyes, regained our composure, and quietly opened our mouths.

“Noah.”
“Sniff, yes, Dad.”

I didn’t know that it might be too harsh on a child who even passed out.
I didn’t know if it would be right to spend a little more time, see the opportunity and ask.

But, because it’s good anyway.

It may be too late, but I wanted to hear from Noah some of the scars she had. Miho also has a big scar, but in Noah’s case, she looked more dangerous and sick than that.

‘It’s necessary.’

No, it was something I had to do.

Even if only to overcome the trauma, to regain her confidence in her, and to become a great adult with Noah’s unique charm in her.
It was something she would have to face often in the future.
I’m just scared… I was just dodging.

“Can you tell me a little bit about what happened?”
“Wow, aren’t you mad? No, Noah said she wanted to have her mother her, yup, but Noah, No, Noah… Her dad kicked her out her mom who barely got her her. Wasn’t she mad at Noah? You can hit me, Dad…”
“… !”

Also, she almost cried.
Yeah, to be honest, I was so surprised… There might have been some anger in that feeling.
Because, at best, she called her Sunwoo Yerang, but she caused her too much trouble.
But it was never out of anger at Noah.

It was angry with me.
What kind of madman is mad at this poor poor kid. If there was a bastard like that, I should have broken his wrist his right away.

“No, absolutely not. There are parents in the world who some crazy guy beats their daughters. Such babies are not even parents. For such a kid…”
“It’s a bastard!”

Yes, you talked well today.

“Yeah, fuck… Such an asshole isn’t a parent, it’s just an asshole. Okay? Try it. Fuck!”
“Sir, fuck!”
“Young.”
“Young!”
“Fuck you bastard!”
“Fuck you bastard!”
“In the future, if someone says something strange to you or makes you angry, I will throw this out unconditionally. Understand?”
“Yes, Dad!”

Only then did Noah put on an expression of relief somewhere.
I said while stroking Noah’s head.

“Your sister is fine too, so don’t worry too much. Instead, let’s send one message later with Dad. I’m sorry.”
“Yes, Dad.”
“So, can you tell me now?”

At my question, Noah nodded her head slightly.
And he literally told me the story of the ‘fuck bitch’, and I had to belatedly surprised to see blood flowing from my palms after hearing only a part of it, not the whole thing.

It was the first time in my life that I had clenched my fists this tightly.