Chapter 279 – 279. Spread, Scatter, Leave (2)
I was worried as I moved away from the abandoned hospital and teleported to somewhere on the black market.
About why you have to be in fear every time you go to the black market.
‘Why should I be scared in the black market?’
Just thinking about it, yes. At first, I was ignorant and afraid of bastards, but now is there any reason why I should be afraid of these rotten bastards?
After all, all these bastards are from Manma.
The time to blindly fear the Yi tribe has already passed. Now that we have to fight even with monsters worse than bastards, we can’t live in the fear of that time forever. It is said that the time has come to cure bipedal phobia. Free from fear, you must rule and rule them.
‘That’s right. The Manma War is back. The three lords of disaster have all awakened… I am their apostle. There is no reason why I have to bend over to those two-legged bugs that will eat them. Rather, they should be afraid of me..’
Yes, it was a simple story indeed. I didn’t have to be afraid of the Yi people anymore. They don’t have a good place to go, so they’re black market or low-class people who wander around, but I’m different.
I just visit this place briefly for the purpose of shopping. It is said that the body can survive without the black market. I have a hometown to return to, and unlike them, I have a lot of coins to rot. If you listen to the amount of coins Keker earns in a day, it’s sure to be so many that the cubs of this tribe will burst into flames and serve me as their master.
‘Yeah right. I’m not a place to be feared by bastards of the Yi tribe.’
When I thought so, the events from before flashed back and came to my mind again.
Me spread out on the floor and the Yi tribes who laughed at me.
From the guy who drool over my severed arm to the bastards who tried to catch me and sell me.
Everyone deserves to die I dared to scorn me. The moment the skill returns, I have no choice but to kill them all…
Skill… Yes, that’s the problem.
‘In the end, you have to rely on your skills.. It’s not my strength.. It has to be limited to the authority granted by the system..’
As I couldn’t use the skill this time, I found a hint to use the skill without it. Once I get out of the black market, I need to start training so that I can fight without real skills.
No matter how much evil spirits like and prefer me… I can’t be swayed forever. Leaning on their love and being swayed as they please may be the shortcut that leads me to ruin. That’s also true, because the perspectives of the evil gods and mine are very different, even if they are different.
Even if it’s normal for the gods, it’s not like that at all to me. In the first place, the standards of mortals and immortals are different. It must be unavoidable
And most of all, as the eyes of the evil spirits disappeared, a little independence was born. While under their protection, it was difficult to think of anything other than unconditional loyalty. It’s a little different now that their eyes have disappeared all at once.
Yes. The end of childhood has come. Now i’m a teenager I can’t play with them forever. The time has come to rebel.
In order to do that, I must become truly strong myself so that I will no longer be swayed by evil spirits.
So that I can prove myself So, even if I don’t have any skills, I should try to make everyone call me the owner of Manma.
Moreover, I must find a way to become a god. In fact, I had no interest in that path at all. I just tried to live by fighting as the evil spirits led me.
But now she realized that if she did, she would be dragged helplessly forever. Above all, she realized that the way to remain as an apostle forever was the wrong way to rape evil spirits.
‘I can’t always be eaten arbitrarily.’
A man who is only being manipulated without subjectivity is not popular. He must forge his own path.
“Coke..”
Continuing my thoughts, I arrived at an abandoned amusement park where the Festival of Sorrows was held. My destination is not here. I have to go to the drug dealer’s shop.
First of all, I kept pressing the button on the pager to call Cheshire, but judging from the fact that there was no response, it was clear that it was a crisis situation.
I ran to the clown’s circus at the end of the amusement park. If you go there, you will be able to teleport to another place. The only way out of this bizarre amusement park is to find a slave dealer’s shop.
Actually, this is the first time I’m going to the slave dealer alone without Cheshire… But I’m sure you can do it.
‘But this… It’s impossible to leave within 4 hours..’
I checked my watch and saw that there were only 40 minutes left before the black market closed. In this situation, it is impossible to escape during the day. There is no estimate at all. I’ll probably have to wait on the black market until it reopens next week.
I unintentionally wasted my time on this. It’s all because of that weird bastard. If I hadn’t met that bastard at the drug dealer’s shop, I could have already bought everything, spent some time with Cheshire, and walked out.
On the must-kill list, a gramek or whatever bastard was on the list.
First of all, Nick, the undisputed number one, and Paimon were next. Lamech is taking Paimon’s place.
[Ah. Can you hear me? My child..]
As I was running hard to find the circus venue while thinking such nonsensical thoughts, I heard the voice of Indy Cron.
[A while ago, he cut off our connection, so now we can get in touch…]
She smirked and tried to lie to me.
I shook my head as I ran. You have already seen through the tricks of the evil spirits. Don’t be fooled.
“I know everything. Indy Cron.”
[Yes? Oh, you know.]
“You purposely withdrew the authority. You already know It must have been to fix my brain. Isn’t it?”
[Now, wait… Wait. Withdrawal of authority… What is that…]
Even the evil spirits have a trembling voice. The embarrassed indicron’s voice trembled slightly.
“I have already figured out everything. I know everything. Indy Cron… Did you disapprove of me that much? Did you think that I would be conceited and let my guard down? Great. Great. I mean it’s all good. But… If Cheshire dies in this incident…”
[Wait, wait…! This, this is so..]
“It’s done, Indicron-nim. I trusted you that you didn’t believe me. Because I knew it well this time. If you really wanted to put me to the test… Yes. You have succeeded. I felt extreme anxiety and fear. Because of that, I realized that I was too dependent on the gods. I won’t be off guard any longer. To the enemies.. To the evil gods.”
[Ah, no.. I didn’t know you had to suffer so much…]
“No. No heartache It doesn’t even matter. Being an apostle is such a hardship.”
[Don’t say that..! I only have you..! Please… Don’t be self-deprecating… My child…]
“My child… Haha..!!! Indy Cron… Actually, I’m even feeling grateful to you for giving me this opportunity. Thanks to you, I will go again. You won’t give me a chance to stop. How would you like to relax? And thanks to that, I also have a new goal.”
[A new, new goal…]
“I… I’m trying to get out of your arms a little bit. From the skirt of the evil god. Isn’t it? I don’t know when you’ll abandon me, but you can’t be wrapped up in the width of your skirt forever, can you?”
[No! It’s not like that…!]
“I am stupid. I was deliberately misunderstanding. I’m just an accessory that can be changed at any time. I believed that he would always love me, so I foolishly relied on God.”
[No.. That’s not what I mean..! That, yes..! Sorry! Huh? I was wrong.. Please.. Don’t do that..]
An indicron who is embarrassed by his gibberish and tries to make excuses to me. The image of God, who always wanted the despair of others, was in despair… It was a little bit exciting. Also, the saying that sadists have no pain tolerance is true.
To be honest with her, she felt sorry for her. She must have been trying to teach me the feelings of a parent who cares about her child. But I think her way is a bit wrong.
What if I was really in danger? What if I had been slaughtered by those bastards earlier? Moreover, if Cheshire is already dead.
Then, even then, would I have been able to welcome Indicron as my master? Could she have been loyal to her?
No By then it’s already too late. He must have been hurt enough to not know if he would be burned into a pantheon.
So now I need to say something tingly. I don’t know what the end will be if an apostle or something dares to challenge God… But I do know.
That right now they are only me.
I know I’m not in a situation where I can afford to pack another pocket. So I tried to pamper myself a little. If I did get angry, I would have apologized immediately for being presumptuous and kept my mouth shut, but…
‘This works so much better than I thought… Indichron cares about me this much… I like it…”
Indicron was stumped on me. What am I supposed to hang on to like this? How to say.. It is very heartbreaking. That means I’ve been working hard.
Also, such an enthusiastic response from the indicrons stimulated a sadistic desire in my heart. Thanks to that, she had torturing her even more severely for no reason.
Also, I must become a god. No other reason. Most of the people who want to become gods in novels and other stories try to kill the gods… I don’t want to become a god for such trivial reasons…
‘Eat the indicron..’
That was the only thought. The idea of becoming a god and raping a god. That idea. Could this be the true villain? Yes, this is the path I must walk.
I have absolutely no interest in saving the world or saving mankind, or something grand and plausible. I only thought of becoming a god to eat God.
I don’t know how shameless, naked, and enterprising this goal is.
So, the enthusiasm was welling up.