Chapter 435 – 435. Wolves and Pagans
Koo Goo Goo.
As I walked further into the room where Garia was enshrined, the open door naturally closed and I was left alone in the dark.
For a moment, the eyes of the goddesses were blocked. I was really alone. Anxiety crept in. It felt like being put to some kind of test.
Unknown ominousness emanates from beyond that darkness. I tried to pierce the darkness by activating the rapidly deformed vision.
“Turn it off..!!”
All the blood vessels in his eyes burst and bloody tears poured out.
He seemed to be scolding me for daring to see the wounded goddess himself. I turned it off because I couldn’t maintain the skill any longer. Paimon quickly healed both of my eyes with his flesh filling up.
Luckily, Paimon and Zerakiel didn’t bounce off. Of course, neither of them were open-mouthed.
[I encountered the ancient god ‘Garia’!]
Maybe it’s because I haven’t completely become a demon belonging to Manmajeon yet, but nothing other than the notification window that I’ve encountered has not popped up.
‘It hurts terribly.’
I rubbed my eyes lightly and stared at the goddess’s twinkling eyes in the dark.
Most of the gods I had encountered up until this point were demons belonging to Manmajeon, and they had a crush on me. Thanks to that, I was able to face them without much trouble, but the person I came to meet now is a bit different.
Wounded and weakened, extremely sensitive, and had no liking for me.
No, maybe he hates me.
After living peacefully in Mangwijeon, her late daughter became the wife of a hero belonging to Manmajeon, and she almost died herself.
Furthermore, since all of his other children were slaughtered, he could have turned the arrows of his rage against me.
I raised my magic attribute in advance. To resist the opponent’s aura. Then, from the other side of the darkness, a huge figure wriggled.
[What are you..]
A low-pitched sound that hits the eardrum.
It was the voice of an unknown gender, just a sick monster. My body shakes just by listening to it. As expected, unrefined divinity is so dangerous.
“My name is Jojun Jang, Master of the Blue Moon.”
[Why did you come to see me? Did you come to mock me?]
“Please. I just came to see you.”
Evil spirits are friendly with me, so I can just talk to them comfortably, but Garia is more polite.
He’s a god who will be on our side now, and he’s Harin’s direct protector, so it’s better to score points in advance.
[Kuheouk… Keuhum. I heard that you informed me of my crisis.]
“Yes.”
[Do you want a reward? That’s why it came.]
“Not really, I don’t really want anything from you.”
To be honest, it is true that I wanted soybean paste, but after witnessing the wriggling in person, I changed my mind a bit. Actually, I didn’t know it was this bad.
Even his voice was full of water. Were you crying?
Well, after losing everything from the main base to his children, and even himself, he is in a state where he is on the verge of dying.
That’s why, in such a weakened state, he must have been crying alone in this dark room for dozens of days.
[Is it. Right. I’m sorry for taking something from me. Haha. How did I come to this.]
Garia, who distorted and understood my words, blamed herself again and tried to hide into the darkness.
It’s completely ruined. If I left this alone, I felt like I was going to get stuck in here forever and get sick and die.
So let’s get it out. Before becoming a hikikomori.
“Don’t keep saying such sad things.”
[Are you trying to manipulate even my emotions? Are you saying it’s hard to hear?]
“Yes. It’s hard to hear. And how you look now. To be honest, it’s so ugly that it’s hard to see.”
[What?]
Just said it like it is. It was so ugly that it was hard to see.
Wow, I couldn’t help it because I looked so depressed. The more you comfort him, the deeper he will fall into the world.
So I thought it would be better to tell the truth as it is. I thought that Garia, whom I had heard about, would rather want a sharp whip rather than warm consolation.
‘I mean, don’t fall like this. Get up and get to work in times of depression. Even I, a mortal, groan to die, but why is God overthrown? Stand up again! Work!’
This was my true intention. Right now, you and I are all overworked and we are going to die, but seeing a room in a cozy place like this, crying in sorrow, made me sick to my stomach.
If you are really sad, you should stand up.
The target of revenge is alive and breathing, but where is the time to squeeze it out?
If you truly truly hate and rage against your enemies, at least sharpen your toenails.
I was hoping for you to vent your hatred on me. There is no need for a God who has given up.
“I heard from Harin that you… Were more confident and strong. He was not a defeated, wounded, embittered, and mean-spirited mortal.”
[…
“Or do you want to be comforted by me?”
As soon as I finished my words, life gushed out from Garia. The breath filled with unclean energy disturbs my senses.
[Hard to see? Do you want to be comforted? You guys are really crazy Since this is the center of ten thousand demons, are you flirting around?]
“Yes. What are you going to do?”
[Dare!!!!]
Shin’s scream threw his body backwards. Not only the clothes he was wearing, but even his skin were torn and blood was pouring out.
It’s the new clothes I wore for the first time today, but I’ll never wear them again.
“Kuheouk…”
Blood drips from your mouth. I didn’t think to stop. I don’t really care about these injuries. I won’t die unless my throat is cut off.
“It looks like I just heard about it from Harin. Kuhuk.”
[You bastard…]
The space grew hotter and hotter.
In an instant, my left arm fell off. The right arm is cut off one after another. And when he recognized it, both of his legs were cut off and he fell to the floor.
The pain surged, but this level of pain couldn’t drive me crazy anymore.
It is a body that has been rolled a lot. It wasn’t that he had developed a tolerance for pain, but his mental strength had hardened enough to chew and swallow this much pain.
“This look suits you much better than sitting down and crying.”
I smiled and spoke to the huge wolf looking down at me.
Then, Garia, who had been staring at me as if seeing something awkward, gradually reduced her body size.
The huge wolf, which seemed to be 7 meters tall, gradually shrunk to a size similar to that of a normal wolf.
“What are you?”
Soon she asked, placing one foot on my chest, where only her head and torso remained. She voiced it herself.
It wasn’t psychotic. This meant respecting me as an individual, transcending the insurmountable relationship between god and mortal.
“If you ask me what… The incarnation of victory?”
“…”
Hehe, that’s a joke. I am just an apostle of evil spirits.”
“…Is that all?”
“Yes. It’s just a girl’s favorite apostle. That’s me I am dreaming of having a baby and living a little more peacefully. Although the circumstances do not follow.”
“…”
After hearing her say that she wanted to have a baby and live in peace, Garia lowered her head and licked my cheek. It was a slightly opened look.
“Do you have dreams like that too?”
“Yes.”
“I thought of you as just a madman mad at slaughter. You, too, were a person who lived a normal dream.”
“Yes?”
“Is it. Haha… I lived with the same dream as you.”
Garia descended from me. Then, here and there, she took my scattered limbs and put them back on me.
The swelling flesh restored her limbs, which had been ripped off. Then, Garia came to me, who was sitting down, and took me in my arms, which was cross-legged.
I felt like I could find some comfort in my words. I gently stroked her hair. She was very soft It was hair that had not lost its beauty even though it had been stained with her blood.
“I lost most of my children. I lost my place to return to. I was betrayed by those I trusted…”
“…”
“I thought it was over. But he came to rescue me from an unexpected place. I couldn’t believe it. Even though I was in the position of being rescued, I couldn’t even say thank you.”
“…”
Garia calmly conveyed her thoughts and feelings while being stroked by me.
She did not give birth herself, but she said that all the people she had taken as children and devoted herself to writing had died, and that she had lost the plains she had cultivated to live with her family all her life.
She was also betrayed by the gods she believed in, she said. I tasted despair for the first time in my life when she was beaten in the back of the head and driven to the brink of death.
She, who always ran in her vanguard without fear of her death, was terribly betrayed.
Then she abruptly stopped her words. She seemed unable to say anything more.
I guess now is my chance.
I hugged Garia a little tighter.
“Garia. I will not betray you.”
“…”
“I will not betray my woman.”
From a certain moment, Garia was held in my arms in the form of a woman.
The figure of a woman with white hair and blue eyes. Even the wolf’s slightly curled ears and a dispirited-looking tail.
She was so beautiful, and she was crying and whispering to me in her arms with a sweet voice that tickled my ears. She was comforted I stroked her back.
“You… Are you really not betraying me? Said to be the apostle of ten thousand horses. Can I believe that?”
“Yes. It’s not a lie.”
“…”
Naked, she came more deeply into my arms.
Like me, her clothes were all ripped, and she was wearing nothing.
We shared each other’s body temperature without speaking. The voice of the goddess who had been weeping earlier was filled with a sense of stability.
Originally, when you’re mentally weak, if you comfort me with all your heart, it’s a law that will come over nine out of ten times.
Soon, their lips overlapped.
At that moment, I felt the eyes of evil spirits glaring at me.
‘Ugh! Pretending not to see! You were watching everything..!’
Chills ran down my spine, but I couldn’t stop there. Garia, who was already on fire, coveted me with her eyes closed, so pushing her away now would hurt her again. Do not do that.
‘Yeah, it’s all to supplement the manpower of Manmajeon.’
So will everyone forgive me?