Chapter 246 – (H)Mixed Feelings (3)

[The number of masturbation has increased noticeably these days. In particular, the love juice flowed out much more than before. I was worried that there might be something wrong with my body, but I found out what I wanted.]

[Hunt 3 demons.]

[Monday is two days away. Shall we visit the garden…? Even now, there will be less and less room to intervene between him and his lovers.]

[No specifics]

[It’s Monday. From the garden, he greeted Yuri and Siu after they left for work, and after eating with the guild members, they trained. Did he go around the glass world and raise his stats? Both of them had a feeling that the speed was a little faster.]

[After training today, I called Siwoo separately and asked him to go out on patrol. Actually… I wanted to ask her out, but I didn’t have the courage, so we went around the department store together as an excuse to patrol. I said the clothes I wore that day were pretty… But it was embarrassing because my face was hot.]

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[Last night. I had a dream. I was wearing a beautiful pure white wedding dress, holding a bouquet in both hands, and in front of me, Siu, dressed in a neat suit, was holding out his hand to me. And from there… It seems like he’s even dreaming of a dog because of his motive who got married a while ago.]

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After that, it was a repetition of the same content.
The daily routine and the emotions I felt in that situation were briefly described, such as what kind of training I did and what kind of date I enjoyed taking him out on the excuse of patrol.

‘Looking at something like this…’

I guess what you like is right.

I even masturbated thinking of him every day and even wrote strange dreams.
It’s already been 8 times that I’ve been on a date with him on the excuse of patrol, and it was a good time for what I wrote in my diary.

‘Should I just tell you when I wake up?’

But what if I buy something by mistake?
Ga-young regretted the actions she had shown him.
And isn’t it a bit harsh to say that you seem to like them again after a few hours?

‘No, let’s say it anyway.’

Not only did she not want to continue dragging on this awkward atmosphere, Gayoung was impatient.
I could easily imagine what my relationship with him would be like if I got out of this land without any progress in this state.

‘As soon as possible.’

You have to see the match.

There are diaries that I have been writing for the past time.
If you show this to him, wouldn’t it be possible to gain sincerity in your words?

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It’s a bit difficult to say that I slept soundly.
I slept, but I couldn’t get a deep sleep.

And it took about an hour just to fall asleep.
Even though I was tired from not getting enough sleep, all kinds of thoughts were disturbing my sleep.

“Woke up?”

“Yes. How long have I slept by any chance?”

“Um… About four hours?”

“I see… Senior, would you like to sleep too? I will stay vigil.”

“Hey… Siwoo, there’s something I want to say.”

Gayoung looked me straight in the eyes and said in a serious voice.
I never thought this moment would come so soon.

“Yes. Please speak comfortably.”

“I was thinking about it while you were sleeping.”

Gayoung has been showing a hesitant appearance with her mouth moving.
I waited patiently for her words to follow her.

“To be honest, I couldn’t answer right away. I was too excited… Honestly, I thought I needed to think about it a little calmer.”

“Yes.”

I immediately tried using the Incubus Eye on Gayoung.

[Seo Ga-young]
[Likeability: 90]
[Excitement: 0]

Sensitivity increased slightly.
And the excitement level descended vertically from 100 to 0.

The 4 hours I fell asleep was by no means a short time.
I must have thought a lot, and that’s why I came to the sage time.

“Can you take a look at this?”

Then, as Gayoung handed me her cube watch that was strapped to her own wrist, she said.
When you turn on the power, what appears in the hologram is a notepad.
And what was written in that notepad was a diary.

“If you read everything from there, tell me.”

“Yes.”

It’s Gayoung’s diary.
In her game, you can only see her after finishing her wedding event.

I slowly read the diary she gave me.
Gayoung’s face flushed red and her head was lowered.

The first part of the diary was from the day the Mine Countermeasure Headquarters was declared.
The evaluation of me and what happened at the room cafe. Rape.
And what happened in the guild while I was gone. And taking me to work and going on a date under the pretext of patrol.

Among the words I said at that time, the things she felt were important were written down one by one, and the emotions that followed were also described, albeit slightly.

Also, I felt something like Gayoung’s diary: Mon, Tue, Wed.
In other words, the day I went to work, the contents of the diary increased rapidly, and the rest of the day it was almost empty.

Also, when it was written that I wanted to see her, I felt a tickling sensation around her chest.

“I read them all.”

And I handed the cube watch to Gayoung again.

“This is me…”

“Sister. Sorry. Are you upset because of me?”

I was sure when I looked at the diary.
At first, it may have been an interest that was dotted with sexual desire, but as time passed, the color gradually faded and was dyed in a different color.

It was my mistake to think that Gayoung might be mistaken.

She masturbated imagining me not because she liked the imaginary me, but because she wanted the whole me.

Gayoung wasn’t just bad at expressing her feelings, she was just afraid.
The anxiety that this time again will be the same as the last bundle.
The guilt that comes from the fact that he raped me mixed with it and transformed into fear, which bound Ga-young.

It is said that her heart quivered and her face flushed at every word I thought was no big deal (to borrow an entry in the diary).

She also saw firsthand the aspects of her that she had been told about by Ayeong, and she gradually felt a liking for them.
Sexual desire was second.

“Ah, no… Rather, I was wrong…”

And Gayoung said in a small voice.

If I had known it was like this from the beginning, I would have accepted her sooner.
Ayeong also agreed, and in fact other lovers are not skeptical about my increasing number of lovers.

And sisterhood?
The ethics of the original world only interfered.
I have no particular reason to kangill.

I can only be sure now.
And the emotions I felt while looking at Gayoung were no longer anxiety and complex emotions.
Only loveliness remains.

However, before starting this relationship, there is a fact that I must confess to Ga-young.

“Sister, I have something to tell you.”

“Yeah, it’s okay, so tell me comfortably.”

And Ga-young answered, looking at me with strong-willed eyes as if she would accept any answer.

I raised the demon on top of my hand.
Mana stopped her movement, but Magi moved normally.

“That, that’s…”

“I think of myself as a human…But first of all, I am an incubus.”

“What…?”

Gayoung’s eyes widened.
Her mouth hung open, and she seemed unable to accept the sudden reality.

“I had no intention of cheating.”

I just didn’t say anything because I didn’t ask.

“What, what… Then… Uh… Do you know Ah-young and the other girls?”

“Yes, everyone knows and they all treat me like a human being. Actually… I just suddenly changed my race name on the stat window to Incubus one day…”

“Ah…”

Ga-young’s fiancé was Ma-in.
And he hid it.

Until the beginning of her relationship with Ga-young, she couldn’t help but keep this fact hidden.

Silence passed.
For me, revealing that I am an incubus was tantamount to showing my trust.

Demons and demons are the common enemies of mankind.
If it were known that I was an incubus, I would be killed straight away.

“Is it okay if you tell me? What if I tell you about this?”

“I like you too.”

“I’m sorry…”

Gayoung swallowed her saliva.

“And from now on, you can’t hide such an important fact from the person who will be in a romantic relationship, not a boss or subordinate relationship. Of course… I can’t help it if you’ve changed your mind after hearing my story now…”

Of course it’s a lie.
I was sure
Gayoung said that she would accept this fact.

“Then can I ask you a few questions?”

“Yes, I will answer everything honestly.”

“Have you ever hurt a human?”

“There is only one. There was one guy who sexually harassed Ah-yeong, and he beat him until he was about to die.”

“What…? What’s that bastard’s name?”

“I was expelled from Gnome Garden and came back as a Mine. And I killed it, so don’t worry.”

If I knew that he would reappear like that and harm Laysha and Ayoung, I would have killed him long ago.
Of course, I don’t know if I would have the guts to kill him when he wasn’t a demon yet.

“Okay? Well done… Hmmmm, first of all, I want to blow that fact to Ayoung later, is it okay?”

“Of course.”

“Then… Have you ever done anything illegal like destroying a building?”

“During the last invasion of Jeju Island, a building was destroyed during a battle with demons. Other than that, of course, nothing.”

But it’s not legally my fault.
Who would take the job of a hunter if they were to be charged for damages because the building was destroyed in the process of subduing the rampaging demons?

“Then… I may be rude, but… I was beaten by my ex-fiance once.”

“Yes, please feel free to ask me anything.”

“Are you going to betray me by any chance?”

“My dream is to wipe out all the demons later and live peacefully with my lovers.”

It was sincere.

“Really?”

“Of course.”

Her da replied, confidently facing her gaze towards me to give her her trust.

There was silence for a while, and Gayoung opened her mouth.

“It doesn’t matter what race you are. You were originally human, and you intend to live as a human from now on.”

“Yes.”

“So… Ah, take care of me in the future…?”

And Gayoung looked up at me with her eyes twinkling with light, she said.
I wish you well.

What should I answer here?
Shall I ask you well too?

So it doesn’t seem too out of place.

I decided to show it with my own actions rather than lame words.

“Ah… Siwoo…? Town…!”

I immediately grabbed her arm and pulled her into her arms, then kissed her and kissed her.

Ga-young opened her eyes wide in embarrassment and kept her mouth shut, and I licked her soft lips with the tip of my tongue and gently stroked her back as I hugged her, asking her to open it soon.

She felt the bra hook in her hand.

“Um… Umm…”

After a while, Ga-young’s body slowly began to lose strength, and she closed her eyes.

Slowly, without missing the moment when the gap between her lips opened, he put his tongue in her mouth.

“Huh… Um… Ha-am… Um…”

Is it because of embarrassment?
The tongue, which had been active the other day, had hardened and did not budge.

Still, he brushed her cheeks and gently moved her tongue to help her slowly relax.

“Hmm…”

Then Gayoung’s tongue, which started to move slowly, and my tongue were slightly intertwined, and I continued to kiss her in that state.

“Ha-am… Chung… Uhm… Side… Haum…”

When she opened her mouth, the transparent thread stretched and snapped.

“Sister.”

“Yeah… Good.”