Chapter 94 – Zombie Parade
It felt so good.
The joy did not leave the whole time following the girl. The girl was like a lucky blue bird. It was so much fun that I sang along the entire walk. If you ask what song she sang, of course she can confidently say that she sang Teacher Seol Woon-do’s compass.
“I’ll listen, just point me in the direction.”
I even took the girl in my arms as a princess. I don’t know if it’s because I couldn’t eat and grew up, but it was so light. She says she’ll give you 10 silver, but she can’t do anything. She’s my master now.
The fact that he stole my money, and the fact that he hid behind the robbers and ordered me to kill him, all had no value in front of the amount of 10 silver. It was a world where money was everything.
The money was stolen, but returned by ship.
He said kill him, but he didn’t actually kill him.
If so, it is as if the girl is not at fault.
Seeing such a pretty-looking girl working hard to live, of course, as an adult, she can’t help but feel good about it. I want to help, I want to support. So it can be forgiven.
“Isn’t it hard to live in a place like this?”
She asked as she walked.
“Oh, oppa. You don’t have to do this… Uh, hey. I want you to drop me off… I won’t run away…”
“Come to think of it, what’s your name? A pseudonym is fine, so let me know. I don’t know what to call you, hey.”
“Yes? I want you to come down…”
“By the way, you are very light. What kind of person is not a feather and so light?
“Are you listening to me?”
“Still, it’s really nice to see him living upright. It’s really hard for us from barbarians to live. You’re better than me.”
“Brother, please answer anything you want…? You’re not trying to kill me, are you? I’ll give you all the money, too?”
“Kids these days are lazy. They don’t know grace and don’t know how to apologize. Compared to that, you can really be said to be a child full of concepts.”
“…Oh, brother?”
“Cancer is not like that. Originally, the world is about helping people. Just as I helped you, you help me too.”
“…Huh, huh.”
“Ten silver, ten ten ten silver. Ten! Silver! Bur!
Unable to stop the impulse of joy, I kicked off the ground and ran. Shouts of joy broke out. He wanted to reach where the girl had hidden her money as quickly as possible.
Come to think of it, wouldn’t Cloudy be starving alone in the room? I wasted so much time. Running like that, I arrived at the place I instructed.
“Would you like me to drop you off at this point?”
I dropped the girl off. The girl was trembling for some reason, but when I saw her, she was terrified, as if she had seen something frightening. What the hell is going on? As far as I can remember, the only memory I had was a compliment.
Oh, that’s it.
You might have been frightened when you saw me using people earlier.
I unintentionally did something sorry.
“Whoa, whoa… Whoa…”
“Are you okay? Are you okay? Can you walk?”
Worried that he was shaking so much, I asked kindly and measured his temperature by placing my hand on his forehead. Of course, I couldn’t measure the heat with that kind of action. My hand isn’t even a thermometer, so how could I know?
I can’t understand English.
“Ah, I’ll guide you… Please follow me…”
“Okay!”
The place the girl guided was a box-shaped shack tucked into a corner at the edge of a slum. When it rains, it gets wet all the way to the inside. It’s better than just being homeless.
“Please come in…”
The girl who entered first said.
I put my hand on the handle of the knife and went in alert.
ㅡ Kikkiik.
There was no ventilation inside and it was full of dust.
Just when I thought about coughing,
ㅡCollock, Coke!
Someone stole a player.
I saw an old woman lying there.
“…Hey, is it Lina? Cough, Cough! Lina, who’s here?”
“Ha, grandma, be quiet for a second!”
The girl put her grandmother back on her feet as she tried to stand up. Are the two of you living together in such a fucking place? If it were me, even if I died and woke up, I couldn’t live with her grandmother in a place like this.
“Is that your grandmother?”
“…Yes.”
Her grandmother her was coughing protractedly. Looking at it, he was wearing an eyepatch, and it seemed like he was doing it today and tomorrow in many ways. She asked something out of curiosity.
“No way… Are you supporting me?”
“…Yes.”
“Alone?”
“…Right.”
The girl called Lina said with a broken smile.
It was a forced laugh that only those who were tired of a barren life could make.
Is it.
Is it like that
“I’m sorry, brother. I stole money to pay for her grandmother’s medicine. I’ll give it all back, I’ll give you all the money I’ve saved so far… Ha, can you forgive me just once…?”
The girl was alone in a place like this, risking her own life for her grandmother her, leading her young body her and doing her work her.
“Is Grandma very sick?”
“… She’ll be gone soon. Maybe… But she’s the one who raised me, so she just couldn’t give up.”
She pickpockets and sometimes sells her body her as well. She risked her life to earn money for her grandmother, who did not know when she would die.
“No matter what… I wanted to save him.”
Said the girl.
“If I die, Grandma… No, forget it. Oppa. I was wrong. That’s why it shouldn’t be…”
“…”
“I’m glad my brother is a good person.”
It felt like her heart would break.
Ever since I came to this world, I have lived my life forgetting the human mind. However, the girl did not forget the heart of a person even though she lived under conditions similar to mine.
“I see.”
It was a very important value.
“Where’s the money?”
She was impatient because she had to get the money anyway.
Surely, if he had hit Gura now, it would be her grandmother her, Go Nabal, and he would have to kill them all. I never wanted to see anything like that. Would I want to kill such a poor child and a sick old woman? If you do, you won’t be able to sleep well.
“…”
The girl brought a small box stuck in her corner of her.
“Here it is.”
Inside the box were copper coins and silver coins.
I counted it slowly. It was exactly 10 silver and 9 copper.
“Heh,hehe…”
Seeing the money immediately made me feel better.
“Yes, yes, I’ll forgive you! Live kindly from now on!”
I promised to get all the money I had, so I put all the 10 silver and 9 copper into my pocket. The heavy pockets made my heart race. Excited, I tousled the girl’s hair.
“Huh? Dude, you look so pretty, do you have to do pickpocketing? No matter how much we are half-blooded barbarians, there’s always a hole to survive. In the first place, even your grandmother wouldn’t like you making money like that.”
“…”
“I’ll give you advice, avoid guys who look ferocious. No, it’s not just me. Always be careful. And you don’t just use vulgar words like that. Dude, do you think it makes sense? Treat your body a little more.”
Feeling good about receiving the money, I decided to give the girl a good word. The girl seemed to be moved by my words, she listened to me without saying a word. Judging from the way her body her trembled, it seemed that she was quite moved.
“Then be well.”
It was clear that her lungs would rot in a place like this, so she came out immediately.
The air outside was refreshing.
Maybe it was because I did something good, it seemed like the world was welcoming me.
It feels good to do good things like today.
The girl who was supporting the sick old woman was saved because I showed her mercy to her.
Getting 10 silver was a kind of bonus.
Even if she went earlier, she was on the verge of losing 5 silver and going crazy, but since she distributed her good deeds like this, she rather earned 5 silver more.
It was like a sample of good luck and evil that even a familiar old story could not rub against.
“I know. This is really good. This is really. Heh heh heh heh heh…”
Laughter came out.
She was not out to make money, but in just a few hours she had 5 silver and 14 coppers in her hands. It looked like it would fly away at any moment.
Although her hands were wet with blood… Well, that’s fine.
This is the price of human blood that can never be exchanged for anything.
I got out of the slums with such light steps.
Fucking dog town, never coming back.
“Oh right.”
Come to think of it, I had to buy something to eat before going back to my accommodation. I must have made some money, so let’s try a little extravagance.
I bought groceries while humming her. To commemorate today’s harvest, we filter beer and buy wine. She Cloudy likes to drink. He bought enough to eat until tomorrow morning and went back to his lodgings.
ㅡ…! …!
As he reached the front of the room, he heard a faint sound. It was fortunate that the building was well soundproofed. I opened the door.
“Haah, ha ha, aang! Ka, cort! Why are you so late…!
“Oh my gosh.”
Cloudy, who had completely soaked his bed, was rolling over him naked. Could it be that you’ve been waiting all this time alone? No, how many hours has it been?
Shocked, I dropped the basket and sat down.
“Hauuu… Kat? That blood…?”
“Blood? Ah.”
Casual clothes were covered in blood. It is the blood that splatters when the robbers are killed. Well, it turned out like this. Wash first…
“Haha…”
Cloudy, whose eyes suddenly lit up, started approaching me. For some reason, even her hair was wavy, shining like an amethyst.
That’s right, fuck! My sister loved this!
“Take it off.”
“Aaaaagh!!”
In an instant, I was stripped of my clothes and thrown onto the bed. She rode on top of me like a beast and she pulled out my soul. Vision was blurry.
***
After the intense love affair, it was already dark outside. Claudy, lying next to me, ran her fingers through the scars on my chest her.
“So, what happened?”
“I went out to buy food and met a pickpocket.”
“Meet?”
“I killed them all and earned 5 silver.”
“Huh, good job, good job.”
Unlike Claudy, who kissed me on the cheek and complimented me, I felt rather bland. I told her about her feelings of her without filtering.
“…They killed people these days, what should I say? Should I say that the hesitation has completely disappeared… It’s just that the situation is the situation, so I killed people impulsively, but I don’t feel any resistance … I also said I’m not good at explaining it, but I’m sure it doesn’t feel good.”
The leaderns, the true masters of America and the ruthless primitives, believe that there is a triangle of conscience in their hearts.
The triangle rotates every time you do something against your conscience, stabbing your heart. However, as the triangle rotates, the vertices wear out as it rotates.
When the worn-out triangle finally becomes a circle, the person becomes a true monster who no longer feels any remorse.
It is said that the monster, which has become a bloodless existence, becomes the strongest warrior of the tribe and reigns as a butcher on the battlefield.
Maybe I have become that kind of person.
Could it be that all the triangles of my conscience have worn out while rolling around in a different world and killing monsters and people?
“Umm… What should I say, this… So how was it when you killed someone?”
Cloudy said calmly.
“To be honest, it was a little… Good. I felt like a bit crazy, but after stabbing the knife, I felt a sense of satisfaction? A sense of accomplishment?
“Yeah, that’s what you were thinking about.”
Cloudy, who was lying next to me, grabbed my head and turned me around.
There was her with her steadfast expression.
“Kat, if you like it, that’s it.”
“That’s… That?”
“Yes. Actually, what does anyone else have to do with it? You have to kill, and when that happens, you have no choice but to do it. That goes for the other person too. After all, people can’t survive without killing something.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes. That’s right. So you don’t have to worry too much about killing people. As Hel-Khan says, killing is the fate of a warrior. All such worries are useless.”
Having said that, Claudy hugged me as if trying to put me in her chest her.
I don’t know, but my heart felt soft.
“Murder is never a bad thing. So don’t worry about that. Let’s go to sleep in peace?”
These days, Cloudy’s bullshit is starting to feel right.
I fell asleep because I was tired.