Chapter 147 – Destiny.

How long must Helena have been washing his dick? She couldn’t seem to get used to the texture of the meat on her tongue and the fishy taste between them. Still, she kept his belongings, hoping that this moment would pass quickly. She sucked so hard that Jude looked a little thin when he pulled her cock out of Helena’s mouth.

“Kuh, isn’t she quite sincere about getting into the young lady’s cunt? Sounds like a lustful bitch.”

Helena was speechless at Jude’s words. Then she felt his gaze linger on her own body as well. This guy wasn’t enough with Belka, he wanted to covet Helena as well. When she gave up

“Helena!”

Outside her door came the faint voice of Donnar calling her. He didn’t seem to notice that she was in this room, but Jude clicked her tongue as if he thought he couldn’t hold her for long at the sound of her voice looking for Helena.

“Tsk, I can’t help it. I’ll have to finish it like this for today.”

She then put on the clothes she had roughly taken off and pulled over the robe Helena had hung up.

“Three days. Prepare to depart for Parz within three days.”

And after saying that, she disappeared. Leaving Belka and Helena unable to raise her body. After a moment of silence, the first thing Helena did was pick up her girl and put her on her bed.

“I’ll take care of the aftermath. I hope you rest.”
“Huh.”

Seeing Belka stare blankly at her and then vaguely reply, Helena made a promise. Yes, this was something that Donnar shouldn’t have found out. Helena, on the face of it, she is an alchemist and must be acquainted with the wizard Jude. She is, so she must have been able to buy favors. She straightened her undergarments and her maid’s uniform. Even so, she was still covered in muddy water from bringing the wizard. As she left her room, she saw her donar wandering around as if looking for her in the distance, and approached her.

“Helena!”
“Did you call?”
“It’s a surprise!”

He turns around in surprise when she calls him from behind.

“Sure. Where have you been? I couldn’t find it no matter how much I looked for it.”
“I’d like to ask you when you plan to change your tone. What did you call me for?”
“Is that going to happen naturally? Anyway, can you trust that wizard?”

For a moment, the truth about Jude stuck to her chin, but she had to hold on. Otherwise, her girl would sacrifice herself and her efforts to protect her Usher would be futile.

“Yes, magic and alchemy have a pretty close connection. It happened by chance.”

She still seemed to have a foul smell in her chest that had been covered in his seed and in her mouth that had held things in it.

“I see. Then you can trust me.”

Donard seemed to understand Helena’s words. In fact, he swallowed mixed feelings and announced the schedule that Jude had unilaterally notified.

“We have to leave in three days.”
“What? Isn’t that too fast?”

Though he was taken aback, Helena shook her head.

“We’re keeping the disease under control, but we don’t know how long the patient will last. It’s only right to leave as soon as possible.”

In fact, it was too sudden for her to see, but she couldn’t help it. Jude had already said he would be leaving in three days. Still, she didn’t mean Helena was lying. She managed to control the progress of her disease with the medicine she made, but the longer she was ill, the more the patient could not stand it. But it was more painful that she used it as an excuse.

“Even if we pass through the cloud region, we don’t know when we will reach Parz.”

After hearing her words, Donnar seemed to ponder, then opened her mouth.

“It’s a month.”
“What is that?”
“I know because I’ve been to Parz. It’s been a little over a month, but if you run on the Hilddis Beanie, it’ll be about that.”

His words reminded Helena that he was not from Lantua. He just thought he must be a foreign knight.

“Did you come across the Clouds?”
“Yes, my hometown is Paciphenia.”
“If it’s Paciphenia. What’s called the Knights Country?”

Helena had never heard of her. It is said that in the distant past, Lantua often interacted with countries beyond the cloud region. How on earth was that possible with the clouds in between? The reason is that until only 120 years ago, the Cloud Zone was located west of Lantua, not east. The same alchemist who was researching the Cloud Zone had published such research, and Helena knew about it.

The cathedrals that are sometimes abandoned or used as other buildings in the old estates of Lantua and the wide swampy area made of salt water that can be seen to the west prove it.

“That’s all a thing of the past.”

Watching Donar’s wry smile, Helena continued her words.

“What do you mean by that?”
“Even if we cross the cloud region, what about drinking water and food on the way to Parz? Three days is too tight.”

She closed her eyes pretending to think about his words and shook her head.

“Still, I can’t help it. I have to put the patient in a carriage and move it, but I don’t know what other variables there may be.”
“Then, there’s really nothing you can do about it.”

Helena just swallowed her burning insides.

“Then tomorrow I’ll go to the base for a while.”
“Is there anything to see?”
“Yes, there are a few things I didn’t bring with me.”

After her words, she turned away from Donar and returned to Belka. She knocks on her door after making sure no one is around, and upon entering the room, she sees the girl blankly staring at the ceiling. Nothing had changed from the state Helena laid her on her back, so she looked like a lifeless doll. The hazy golden light also encouraged such a girl’s appearance. Helena clenched her teeth and spoke to her.

“Do you want to take a bath?”
“Huh.”

They went back to Helena’s room. Because there were no tools and supplies to wash her body in her empty room. They undressed and entered the bathroom together. Helena struggled to swallow her resentment at the little red scars on her girl’s white skin, but as she started to take her bath, she saw Belka slump on the bathroom floor. Did something go wrong? Her girl looked up at her when she missed her.

“Is there any way to get this out…?”

Helena was soon to be found. As her Belka opened the fissure in herself with her hand, she saw a vague whitish liquid dripping down it. She said she had no proof that he had raped her girl. She hugged her, holding back all winter the feeling that she was about to spill out of her.

“I know how. So please wash your body in peace for now.”

So they washed themselves. I rinsed her mouth several times to get rid of the disgusting smell that seemed to stick to her mouth and not come off. Until night comes.

“Is it true that you and the children are leaving in three days?”

Helena, who went to his room to look after Usher, was confronted by Sif, who asked anxiously if she had heard from Donar. There was only one thing Helena could say.

“Yes.”
“It can’t be. Any other way.”

She shook her head. If there was another way, it would have been solved long ago. That was when she tried to get an altercation with Sif.

“Then can I take care of Usher in the meantime?”
“But that’s it.”

Helena thought it wouldn’t be good for her and tried to stop it.

“Maybe we won’t see each other for a long time. At least while we’re together, I want to take more care of him.”

When she heard that, she withdrew. She returned to her room and lay down on her bed. Originally, she would have sat at her desk to do research or find a cure for her illness, but today she had no reason or desire to do so, so she looked at her desk for a while and then only looked at the ceiling. It was around the time when she couldn’t sleep and was only listening to the sound of rain. Suddenly Belka came to mind. After that, it was the impulse of a moment when she got herself up from her bed and headed for Belka’s room.

“Are you okay, Helena?”

And when I knocked on her door and opened her door, what she could see was a red girl who couldn’t sleep even though it was late at night. As if she hadn’t expected Helena to come, her golden eyes were full of bewilderment and water as she looked at her.

“You haven’t slept yet.”

Helena approached her and sat down beside her, ignoring the sign of the rain running down her girl’s cheek. And since she doesn’t say anything, the sound of rain still fills the space between them. How much time has passed? Belka was the first to speak.

“…You know. Why does Helena love me?”
“Are you curious?”
“Huh.”

Helena looked at each other, facing the girl’s golden light. She was afraid to tell the truth, but she decided to tell it anyway.

“The first thing I noticed was that you resembled Sasha.”
“If it’s Sasha. Mea’s?”
“You knew.”

She laughed bitterly.

“That’s why I kept looking at you. I wanted to see you. Looking at you, I kept looking at you. Then like this…”

Helena reached out and took her girl’s hand.

“I wanted to face her and hold her hand.”

That was all.

“I might be mistaken that I’m in love with her just because you resemble her. Isn’t it really pathetic?”

Even when she heard that she was offended, she had nothing to say. Even if she was rejected by Belka, she couldn’t help it, she thought.

“I’m not sorry. Thank you for loving me.”
“…Isn’t I strange?”

I saw Belka shaking her head. Then the girl reached out and touched her cheek.

“It’s not strange. I’m sorry. I couldn’t reciprocate Helena’s feelings.”
“That’s sad.”
“Yeah, so will I.”

Alas, I was really in love with you. This time, her love was a one-sided love. Still, Helena couldn’t give up her desire to protect her.

“Can I hug you just once?”
“Huh.”

Helena hugged Belka. She really was a small and delicate girl. She just thought she could be happy with this. As she held her in her arms, she became greedy again.

“Is it okay if we sleep together like this?”

Seeing the girl nod her head, Helena closed her eyes. In this way, they forgot the anxious night for a while and fell asleep in the warmth of each other’s arms.

“Are you really going to leave in three days, no, in two days?”
“Yes, because you have to do that.”

Next day. Belka and Helena have been busy since early morning. Because Helena had to stop by the headquarters to get the things she hadn’t packed yet.

“But I never thought I would really have to go by boat.

Donar, who came out to see them off, admired the fields of Lantua, which had become a sea of ​​water before he knew it. She was a familiar sight to Helena, but she must have been an unfamiliar sight to him. The boatman standing on the boat gave her a good laugh.

“It’s common in Lantua.”
“Come to think of it, are you a green dwarf?”

The boatman, whose entire body was wrapped in old cloth, looked like an ordinary dwarf on the outside, but at first glance the bridge of his nose was green.

“Oops, lower your voice. At this time or when are you guys going to watch iron war?”

Donard looked at him and held out his pocket.

“Take it here.”
“Eh, what is this?”

Seeing the inside of the pocket, he looked at Donard in amazement.

“It’s the fare.”
“But the fare is at most 2 iron coins.”
“I just mean a favor, so please accept it.”

He looked at Donard and stuffed his pockets.

“But is it really okay without an escort?”

It seemed that Donnar was uneasy about going to the main territory alone. Helena knew his heart and showed him a dagger in her hand and a large bag slung on her back.

“Yes, I should be able to handle most of it by myself.”
“That’s right.”

Unless you’re a monster like a wizard. She swallowed the words and hurried the boatman.

“Let’s go now.”
“Heheuk, I understand!”

The boatman was startled and horrified at the sight of the flashing dagger, but grabbed the oars hanging from the back of the boat and started rowing.