Chapter 231 – Penance.

“You’re leaving already.”

Priyazen watched Usher and Krikaliev stand in front of the village, ready to leave. Like a dream overnight, the sky quickly brightened and was talking about morning.

“It’s not going as planned already.”
“Because it’s so heartless.”

Around them were ten mermaids with ropes around their shoulders and waists to lead them as they had promised.

“Ugh, can’t you teach me more? There’s a mountain of things I don’t know yet.”
“Right! You can stay with us.”
“Are you kids? You taught me everything that could be taught.”

In addition to that, the mermaids who came out of town to see them off were looking at them, unable to hide their regrets, but Priyazen knew that they couldn’t change the minds of Usher and Krikaliev. Because I know that even if I forcefully hold on to it, I will only live with hatred. But suddenly, I saw Usher glancing around as if looking for someone. It seemed like he knew who he was looking for, but Priyazen kept her mouth shut and only took the back view of them leaving in her mind.

“I’m a little surprised. I thought you would take me there yourself.”
“That’s what Priyazen is.”

She laughed bitterly at Luboshi’s sorrowful voice coming from behind her.

“It’s just, it’s hard to face someone who’s been rejected.”
“Does Priyazen too?”

As if to her surprise, at her words, Priyazen glanced at her as if she was being ridiculous.

“What did you think of me?”
“Because Priyazen always looked relaxed and cool.”
“Puha! What is that?”

She laughed at Luboshi’s words. It was quite pleasant that she, who had thought of her like her younger brother, was looking at herself that way. It took a while to fill the parting with her laughter. Maybe because I laughed so much, I felt the tears come out.

“…Priyazen.”
“Ah, it’s nothing. It’s just a surprise. I thought you were really pretty.”

Her pink hair, the color of Lubosi, her red eyes that seemed to contain the color of her commercial car, and her pale pink scales were very beautiful even for mermaids to see. So maybe most of the mermaids thought her confession would be successful. Priyazen had the same idea. At first glance, Luboshi, who had been watching from behind Luboshi, could be seen. On the day her Krikaliev came, Priyazen beckoned to see her who had been punished for violating her rules.

“Priyazen?”
“Because I’m fine. Take care of Luboshi.”

Eventually, Luka, who came to her side, looked at her with her worried gaze, but at the request of her Priyazen, she held her Luboshi’s hand as if she couldn’t help it. Her Luboshi also looked at her anxiously, but Priyazen watched the backs of the departing people, wiping away her tears from her laughter.

“Ah, even though you can look back a bit.”

Mermaids love but cannot be loved.

It was a story that Priyazen had been told by her mother since she was very young, having lost her mother early. When asked why, the answer from her mothers was that it was just like that, so if you understand it that way, it’s enough. After that she couldn’t even ask about him. Because she knew instinctively in their mood that she shouldn’t ask anymore. In this way, Priyazen became one of the many mermaids who swim far to hunt for her while being taught by them.

There was another thing for such a mermaid. If they found a human man while hunting, they would bring him to their village to receive his seed. I didn’t know why. It was all she learned and did. However, it was very rare for men to be brought here because it was not a street where humans often traveled. Even if other mermaids were indeed brought in, it was of course the first mermaids to relate to him, and then the older mermaids.

It was very rare that she could see a man’s figure, since there was no order for Priyazen, who was young. One day she was like that. On that day, the mermaids were especially noisy. Priyazen couldn’t understand why they were doing this, but she soon found out. Because her mothers who took care of her called her priyazen. And all she could see there was a newborn mermaid. That’s why she thought it was a fuss. She said that children were precious to mermaids.

“From now on, you must take care of this child.”
“Yes, great mother.”

Priyazen said that she could see that her biological mother had died while this child was being born. Because it was the same for her. She did not know why she was entrusted with Priyazen rather than one of many mothers, but she nevertheless raised her child herself, learning from her mothers how to raise them. It was difficult for her to take care of the crying children day after night and take care of them one by one, but she did not give up on Priyazen. It was so strange and enjoyable for her to see her mermaid, who was much smaller than herself, grow as if she would catch up with her.

“Priyazen, why are the other mermaids different from me?”

The child who was able to speak her own words before she knew it was also asked like that. That’s because she had something different from Priyazen as well as other mermaids.

“It’s because you’re a man.”
“What is a man?”
“He said he’ll teach you that later.”
“You don’t know what your sister is either?”
“I’ll ask the mothers later.”

All Priyazen could say was to repeat what she had heard from her mothers. Her mothers always wondered how Priyazen’s child behaved and talked, and she had to tell them about her child every day. Then it was the day she was washing her body with the child. That day was a little different than usual. Because what was only in her child is starting to swell. She had already been told that she should tell her mothers about such things, so she did and I could see them very happy.

From that day on, the meals given to her child became more special. Dvayakas so large that Priyazen could not lift them were sent from time to time, and mothers demanded more. On days when Priyazen was busy fulfilling their demands, the mothers’ requests suddenly disappeared and he was called to them.

“It seems that the time has come to receive the seed.”

She was there and she heard the story. There was a commotion everywhere. The eldest mother shouted as words such as “Who should go first” Were heard from everywhere.

“Quiet! Putting aside the other order, the first one has already been decided. Priyazen.”

The eldest mother called her by name.

“Now that you have reached your age, you are qualified. Receive the child’s seed.”

Priyazen didn’t know what it meant. Why does she say she deserves her? She couldn’t understand the jealousy and envy of the other mermaids, but she was soon taught what to do by her mother.

“Sss, hehe. Priyazen.”
“Oop, tsueup. Huum.”

The first thing she did was lightly bite and suck on his cock, which she didn’t have. It was a strange feeling that was soft and hard, but it tasted salty and fishy. There was nothing to eat, and it was not like sucking on one’s own body, but the feeling of sucking, as if one were tasting someone else’s body, was certainly strange and exciting.

“I’m weird, I think I’m going to pee.”
“Chu-eup, pu-hu. He said you can just wrap it to me.”
“Ugh! But. Ugh!”

But as Priyazen kept biting and sucking on his cock, it twitched and brushed something off her, filling her mouth with a fishy, ​​mushy, strange taste. That was the seed the mothers were talking about. She then swallowed it as she taught her, and opened the fissure in herself with her hand and showed him. Involuntarily, I felt that the sticky liquid spilled out and the heated space was wet. There has been no delay since then. Because she’s already been taught how to do it.

“Whoa, ah! Priyazen, what is this?”
“Yeah! Heh! I don’t know, I can.”

But that strange feeling was not taught. All I was told was to swallow his stuff under me and rock it to my heart’s content and enjoy the feeling. Her sense of alienation squeezed into her inner self, into the empty space she didn’t even know existed, stroking and stimulating her sensitive inner skin, and the feeling of her hitting her head made her unable to stop. Jjubjjjubjul, the sound of squealing between them instigated them even more.

“Yeah! Ah! Euhhh!”

With a strange voice that came out of nowhere, they continued to shake their waists while connecting from above and below each other, unaware of the passage of time.

“Huh!”

They became one with the sensation of something hot escaping from the object warming their belly. You didn’t know that it would be the last for each other. After that day, Priyazen couldn’t see him. Even when she asked her mother, they didn’t answer, and she searched for him every day, but she couldn’t find him as she should.

“Ugh, the boy born this time couldn’t stand it and died.”
“What a pity! He was a male mermaid who was born not too long ago. I couldn’t even do it.”

I still don’t know if it was fortunate that I was able to overhear the story of the same mermaids one day. Like she doesn’t know his name.

“I really was a good-looking doll.”

By the time I knew everything was wrong, it was already irreversible. For unknown reasons, mothers are often sick or dying from being caught by monsters. There was no mermaid older than Priyazen. Men became increasingly difficult to meet, and the frequency of having children decreased. Seeing the number of mermaids getting smaller and smaller, Priyazen said. Now we need to change our ways.

“What are you talking about? Let’s get rid of everything our mothers taught us?”

However, it was met with an unexpected backlash. I’ve only heard why you talk about such strange things. Come to think of it, I could have just heard that. Mothers said to bear as many male seeds as possible. To follow the human way now is to ignore their words. It was already natural for mermaids to bring in a man and ruthlessly pluck it out. The teachings of the mothers remained even after they disappeared.

“Because you are relaxed, you can say that!”

Also, her envy towards her was still there. It was rare for a mermaid to be born a male, and to bear his seed was a special thing even for mermaids. And she had no mermaids like her or younger who had relations with him. A special feeling that she didn’t even want tightened her throat. To Priyazen, the terrible thing he had done unwittingly was special to them. She gave up on changing her mermaids. She lived the days when Priyazen became a mermaid again. Luboshi brought a man.

Lu Bo-si was especially young and timid among them, so she was taken aback. Because she never thought she would bring a man, not anyone else. Then, as usual, he saw the mermaids competing for the order, and Priyazen used his strength to decide the order next to Luboshi. She’s good. She’s her turn. She was what Krikaliev had been looking for. She remembered what had happened with him for five days.

“At first I thought you were the legendary Vargazzet.”
“That guy is a harpy.”
“Cook-Cook, so I knew it wasn’t me. But it was just as amazing. Could it be magic?”
“It was just a punch.”
“…Are you human?”

I’d be lying if I said he wasn’t scary, but I enjoyed talking to him. Because in front of him, I was able to be a Priyazen, not a mermaid. When she comes to her senses, it seems that she has been looking for him all along, using the excuse of getting Luboshi to meet with Usher. That’s because he gave her a chance by teaching her mermaids that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t change them.

“I really don’t know why.”

Priyazen thought his heart was so shallow that he had become like this in only 5 days of his life.

“Why, do you regret turning down?”

As Usher was riding on top of a horse pulled by mermaids, he was glancing back when Krikaliev, who was being dragged behind him holding onto the raft, asked.

“It’s not like that.”

Still, rejecting one person’s sincerity is. The fact that I ended up giving sadness was heavier and more difficult than I thought.

“Then shouldn’t you be more confident? If not, can you sincerely accept her heart?”
“No.”
“Then just look ahead. It’s them who will be miserable if you give room for pointless sympathy.”
“…Yes.”

Knowing that she had a long way to go, Usher decided to cut off her hesitation.