Chapter 64 – Scars.

“Sssss.S?S??? Any? Any? Any?

It didn’t take long for moans to be heard from them as they were talking. Belka did not reject Usher. No, rather, it seemed to be begging him to want him. He hated Usher, whom she loved. She hated Belka, who loved Usher and not her. It was as if the girl’s love would go mad at the fact that the beautiful golden light was not directed at him. Still, he couldn’t help but watch it.

“Yes!”

The girl did not reject him any longer and she willingly spread her legs and opened that obscene door to accept his domination. Thought she would never feel it again, she was allowed inside the girl and she was tasting his cock dug in. His heated buttock was soaked in the girl’s honey water, and he moved in and out of the girl’s sweet-smelling cunt without any resistance.

“Hehe! Hehe!”

The girl’s moan of pleasure echoed through the carriage as the pussy swallowed and spit out his cock. It was her voice full of pleasure, without the pain or repulsion unlike when he forcibly raped her. The sticky sweat and juices were more pleasant than unpleasant.

“I’m sorry.”

I didn’t expect that the sight of a girl groaning beneath her would be so satisfying. It was a very different reaction, even if it was different from when she was forced to do it. Far from being fleeting in that lovely golden light, she added to it as she looked at him.

“Whoa, Rogi.”

Perhaps it was because the act had been around for a long time, even the expression of the crying girl was lovely, and it seemed to stir up his sexual desire more than calm it down. Eventually, when their movements reached their climax.

“Ahhh…! Ah!”

He ejaculated while killing her breath as much as possible, and the girl let out a louder cry than ever before and accepted his affection into her belly without any sense of resistance. Her eyes went white for an instant, and when vision returned to normal, he noticed a warm, gooey, unpleasant slime on his hands, and not far away a puddle of a distant liquid.

“Haha, Usher.”

The girl’s voice, which seemed distant, suddenly regained a sense of reality. Yes, it was all just his fantasy. Even if she tried to erase Usher’s existence and put herself in his place, it didn’t change the reality. He was still hiding under the dark bed where even the moonlight could not reach, watching their actions, and they repeated the action for a long time. And only when the act is over. I saw them whispering their affection for each other.

“I like you, Belka.”
“Yeah, I really like Usher too.”

My heart ached. When he looked at the girl, his heart, which was racing with excitement, hurt him so much. The moment they kissed, his heart felt like it would stop. Soon after, when Usher leaned against the girl’s arms and went to sleep. His heart was beating so violently that his chest ached. He didn’t know what the pain meant, but he didn’t want to feel it again. After watching them like that, Rogi saw it. Seeing Belka cry.

She cried so sadly that she even forgot that she was hiding and wanted to come and comfort her. The girl couldn’t even make a proper sound and cried and cried and fell asleep as if exhausted. Rogi, who watched the scene, got out from under the bed. Belka and Usher were asleep, looking disheveled with traces of their relationship. Even so, the figure of the girl holding Usher to her heart stood out. Again, her heart ached. It was painful enough to make me want to tear it off, but it was a pain I couldn’t throw away.

Even though I hated the pain I felt every time I saw her, I kept wanting to see her in my eyes. All he could do was carefully wipe the tear marks of the now asleep girl with his hand. When her soft skin lightly touched his fingers, the transparent tears hanging from the girl’s long, thin eyelashes moved to his fingers and formed them. With that, everything he could do was over, but lingering lingering gripped his ankle.

But time did not allow him to be with the girl any longer. The sound of other people’s footsteps came from outside the carriage. The carriage door creaked open slowly.

“Hey, are you going to sleep now?”
“I guess so.”

Then, the voices of a man and a woman with a look of bewilderment were heard. Their figures are revealed when they light a candle while searching somewhere on Juseom Juseom. They were none other than Donnar and Sif. It was by chance that they eavesdropped on the children’s affair. When you eat the unique stone-like food of this place grilled on a fire with pariah. Usher, frightened by the sight of it, went back to the carriage, and Belka followed him into the carriage as if it were natural, so an awkward silence fell between those who remained.

“Hey, what did I do wrong?”
“Oh, no. We’re good at that too.”
“Well, maybe I have bad memories of things that look similar to this one.”

Sif and Donar somehow excused themselves for the sake of the children to Faryar, who looked embarrassed. It was because I knew enough while accompanying them that they were not reckless.

“Is that so? This is a rare food, but I guess there was a cave-like place there too.”
“It looks like this is from a cave.”
“Oh, it’s like clams. They usually live in caves with salt water. We dug up mines and found out that they were good to eat.”

Fortunately, the dwarf called Faryar wasn’t so angular, so I was able to get over it.

“Then I’ll leave you alone, so stir-fry the sesame seeds!”

He blinked one eye and rose from his seat. It seemed that they noticed the ring they were wearing. Donnar and Sif saw him off with heated faces. The first thing that came to mind while grilling and eating was the children who had returned to the wagon.

“Come to think of it, Usher’s face isn’t good. Maybe there’s something wrong?”
“Then why don’t you check it out?”

So, worried about Usher, they went looking for the carriage where they were staying and heard the call. Because of this, they couldn’t even get into the carriage and couldn’t do this or that, so they decided to finish their meal and returned to the carriage. Because of this, they couldn’t properly look at each other’s faces even during meals.

“…Kids these days are really fast.”
“I-I will.”

They knew it wasn’t normal, but they didn’t expect it to be a relationship where they were already doing that. The inside of the carriage was filled with the smell of a hot girl and a dirty, sticky air that made Donard and Sif blush as they entered the carriage.

“Then I’ll get some fresh air.”
“Yes.”

Concerned that the children might catch a cold, Donnar decided to go out and get some fresh air while Sif at least changed the girl’s clothes. Confirming that Sif hadn’t noticed, he motioned to In-young, who was hiding under the bed, and signaled to go out together. Then he quickly got out of the wagon, taking the boy who was approaching him as if he had no choice but to hesitate. The boy’s true identity was Rogi. Instead of questioning him, Donard held out a shabby scrap of cloth.

“Mister. This.”
“Just write.”

It’s a cloth I use to clean my armor, and I was going to throw it away anyway, but it should be enough to wipe off what was on my hands. The reason he found Rogi was because of his senses trained while working. Because of his job as a knight, battles were always a thing, and he had a lot of fights with the same person, so the boy hurriedly hid his presence. Even if it wasn’t so, if you saw a small pool of liquid under the bed, you would inevitably notice it.

Rogi had to hide under the bed at the sound of Donnar and Sif’s voices coming through the door. I held my breath and hoped they would get out of this carriage quickly. His hand, which said he was going to get some fresh air, was beckoning to him under the bed. He was neither accidental nor mistaken. He was aware that Rogi was here. When he caught Logie hiding from Donar. He felt like his heart was dropping. He did fight a little, but because few were as friendly to Rogi as he was.

He scolded him for being a trouble maker, but he was a person who cared and cared for him that much. Although he had trouble with the girl because of his advice, he couldn’t blame him because he knew it wasn’t his fault. Contemplating whether or not to ignore the signal, he decides to follow him before Sif finds out. Donar wouldn’t know it, but being caught by Sif was the worst. When he got out of the wagon like that, Rogi thought he was going to scold him. But what he held out was a shabby piece of cloth.

“…”

Why? Tears flowed. The boy’s whimpers carried the night wind, but Donnar stayed by his side without saying a word.

Donnar had no choice but to watch the boy’s back as he disappeared somewhere with languid steps. It was a connection that I only found out after joining the upper ranks, but is it because he was a troublemaker who played a lot of pranks with his overflowing energy? Of all the children of the guild, Rogi was the boy who stood out most distinctly in his memory.

“Somehow, I got caught wrongly by a bastard like Pan.”

It may be true that Rogi did something wrong, but Donnar couldn’t blame him unconditionally. After all, the reason the boy had to go through that was his fault for not noticing that Pan was bullying and bullying his loved ones. In addition, it left the boy’s first love as the worst result. How would Rogi feel about the girl he would have had a relationship with whispering affection under the bed, saying that he loved someone other than himself?

He did not dare to conclude. He just carefully guesses that he must have been sick and suffering. It was a night when an unknown grass insect cried sadly. Eventually, when the boy’s back was no longer visible, he knocked on the door to return to the carriage.

“Come on in.”

He heard Sif’s voice coming from inside the carriage, as if he had changed all of the girl’s clothes, so he opened the door and entered. Then he saw Sif welcoming him and a girl sleeping soundly in a child’s clothes that had been prepared as a spare. In the case of Usher, it’s okay because he’s a boy, but at least he covered him with a blanket. While changing the girl’s clothes, Sif must have changed hers as well. I glanced at it, and I couldn’t see the vague puddle that had pooled under the bed. At that, he scratched his head for nothing and sat down next to her bed as she sat on her.

“Did you get some fresh air?”
“Yeah what.”

Sif’s golden hair shone softly in the moonlight that streamed in through the window. Her emerald green eyes, which were green like grass, were also looking at him with a faint light.

“Is there anything else you want to tell me?”
“Oh, I don’t think there’s anything special.”

He felt a cold sweat running down his face and avoided her piercing gaze. I don’t know anything else, but I have loyalty. No matter how much I was caught, I couldn’t say it with his mouth. How long did the strange chase last, with Donard avoiding her gaze and Sif following him with her eyes? Sif was the first to open his mouth.

“How long are you going to wear that armor? Right now it’s just the two of us, right?”

Come to think of it, it was. In the case of the patients who were here, it was after they were moved to the building here with the help of the dwarves. The dwarves were so welcoming when they learned that Truss was a doctor and that he was thinking of settling down here, so they were willing to move the patients. Truss, who was being dragged along by the dwarves, panicked and asked him, Shalby, and Odur for help, but all they could do was raise their thumbs and wish them luck. Even now, the dwarves must be caught up late and drinking beer to their heart’s content. It was right after he took off his armor one by one.

“Donnar.”

As soon as Donnar took off all his armor, Sif came close to him. Through her thin fabric, I could vividly feel the texture and shape of her soft and voluptuous breasts pressing against his flesh and changing shape. Besides, Donnar laughed bitterly when he noticed that Sif’s private part was damp when he took his hand. Now that she looked at him, her emerald eyes contained a subtle heat.

“Did you mean this from the beginning?”
“No. Well, how to say. I don’t know how to think the kids did that.”

At Donar’s words, Sif did not let go of his hand and body even though her face blushed in embarrassment. He couldn’t help but respond to her appearance. I moved my fingers that had touched Sif’s wet but warm private places and ran through her cracks.

“Sigh!”

Then she immediately lets out an excited moan. Her place was already moist enough that even if his fairly thick fingers dug into it, she could swallow it without any resistance. The children sleeping in the bed next to him were a little worried, but Sif’s aggressive behavior made Donar no longer have time to care about them. The time of pleasure that started again was a little more relaxed and slow. Sif danced on top of Donar who was lying on the bed.

“Haa! Haagh!”

She swallowed his upright object in a wet, secret crack, moving her up and down, twisting her waist little by little, like a dance. Her breasts, which swayed beautifully along with the dance, caught his gaze and did not let go. As her actions gradually speed up, he eventually confides his seed inside her.

“Huhhhhh!”

Watching Sif’s back bend, Donnar stood up and buried his face in her chest, which had been bothering her all along.

“Do, Donar?”

She called his name in embarrassment, but it was only after he and she repeated similar actions several times that it ended. When it was all over, Sif rested her head on his arm, staring at Donnar at the ceiling.

“Donard, what are you thinking?”
“It all feels like a dream.”

The end of such a long journey and the fact that you are by my side. The evening, which would have already ended if it was the same as usual, was still going on as the number of people increased and many people were drunk with the atmosphere. The atmosphere coming from outside made it even more lacking in reality. At his words, Sif smiled and kissed his cheek.

“Do you think you know that this is not a dream anymore?”
“Sif, you.”

Hearing the resounding sound, probably because the carriage was empty, he cupped her cheek with one hand.

“Whoa, are you feeling ashamed because you did something more just now?”
“No.”

As if his excuses didn’t work, Sif’s laughter stopped after a while. There was something that came to Donard’s mind as he tried to hide his heated face in the dark.

“By the way, Sif.”
“Yes?”
“I asked the kids to live together, but you asked to live too. Is there a reason?”

The reason Donnar asked Usher and Belka to live together, at least for a little while, was because he was worried about them. Because this world is too harsh for unstained children to live in. It was almost impulsive, so I didn’t have time to discuss it with Sif, who was living with me, but she remembered that she, like Donnar, had told them to live together. Then Sif, who had been silent for a moment, opened her mouth as if muttering.

“Is it because of responsibility…? No matter how intimidated I was, I let them get involved.”

He wanted to say something at Sif’s self-reproach, but she opened her mouth first.

“I’m fine. He’s already forgiven me.”

Where she looked with her bitter eyes, there was a red girl who was making small breathing noises. Feeling her surprise and gratitude that her girl comforted her more than he did, Sif continued.

“Still, I was so sorry and thankful that I wanted to help those children somehow.”

She said she had only heard the suggestion he had made to the children at the time.

“Then Donar, what made him think that way?”
“That’s what you mean…”

He paused, not knowing what to say. To him, girls were strange children from the first impression. They were children who seemed to have come out of nowhere with their precious horses from the middle of the wilderness, where they couldn’t last a day without their wagon and Hildisbine. One of the children, Belka, who woke up later, was even more strange. Acting as if he had never set foot in the world as if he would always disappear, appearing to watch rather than intervene among people.

Even if it was just a coincidence, when we were talking, more than that seemed to stand out even more. Is the reaction one beat slow? As if the emotions were unfamiliar, it seemed that he was reacting after checking whether it was correct to react like this. It was as if the doll was mimicking human behavior. Still, it was her actions based on her goodwill toward others and her immeasurable, distant affection that only revealed itself when she faced Usher, that made her unable to consider the girl a doll.

How can she say that she loves her so innocently? She was a girl who seemed to be untainted by anything, so her eyes naturally went to her. Especially in front of Usher, the girl who lacked emotions as if she were copying others, when she smiled with her true heart, she seemed to be unforgettable even for the rest of her life. What should I say about it

“…If we ever have a child, I’d like it to be a girl.”

If Sif had a child, he wanted a daughter like that. If only I could do that, I would protect that smile for the rest of my life.

“What are you talking about all of a sudden!”

Sif smacked his chest with his hand, turning his face red.