Chapter 121 – #27

#119

One.
Why do happy moments pass so quickly?
Time passed without a chance to hold on to it like sand flowing through the cracks of my hands.

Wake up every day and have breakfast together.
Amelia’s cooking wasn’t very good.
Amelia knew that too, so she mainly made food that brought out the original taste of the ingredients rather than performing grandiose tricks.
Fried eggs, bacon, sausage and bread.

After breakfast like that, I packed my lunch and went out somewhere until lunchtime.
Because I decided to do one special thing every day.

On some days, she took an easel, canvas, and pencils, and they sat together on a hill in an unmaintained, sprawling barley field, painting together.
On some days, she plays the violin and gives concerts for Siu-man.
On other days she would fish or swim together in a nearby lake.

Climb up on the roof and lie down side by side to look up at the stars,
Stepping on the bed sheets in a basin full of foam while washing them vigorously,
Occasionally, we bought ingredients and made an apple pie together in the oven in the annex.

All the warm days that Amelia received from her teacher were shared with Siu.
Every day was such a precious and shining moment.

“Miss Amelia.”
“Yes?”
“You are dazed today.”
“I was thinking about something else for a while.”

Amelia shook her head and looked at her Siu.
He was sitting at a table working out formulas that were much more difficult than before.
Now Amelia couldn’t read properly without his explanation.

I don’t know if it was another witch’s magnetic magic, but the magic he was researching had a strong independent color.
What’s more, after he lost his emotions once, it feels like the colors have deepened.

“It’s okay if you’re not by my side. Now I can do it myself.”
“No. Still, sometimes there are places where it gets clogged.”

Siwoo’s voice grew thicker.
More than half of his vial was empty, and he took on the form of a young man whose puberty was over.
He still looks a bit young, but as the day goes by, he looks more like the Siwoo that Amelia knew.

“If you’re tired, it’s okay to go to bed first.”
“No, I am a witch. I’m not that tired.”
“But lately, you’ve been sleeping tight.”
“I must have gotten used to it. But you don’t have to sleep either.”

Amelia, who had not slept for a week at the shortest or for several months at the longest, had become a witch with a consistent sleep pattern before she knew it.

“Isn’t it because you’re lonely without me?”

It’s been quite a while since Amelia and Siu stopped sleeping in the same bed.
It was because Siwoo, who grew up quickly day by day, first felt like a man and refused to sleep with him.
Siwoo pretends to be calm, but he asks as if he is ashamed of himself.
He seemed to regret a little for even bringing this up.

“Maybe?”
“Ah.”

Amelia’s words that make Siwoo even more embarrassed.
The words came out as if they were flowing without passing through the filtering of the brain.
Siwoo opened his mouth in a daze, and Amelia stared at his face.

Now, the adjective “Like a child” Is an awkward appearance.
The little boy has grown up like this before he knew it.

In reality, we’ve only been together for about a month, but it feels like we’ve been together for a very long time, perhaps because I’ve watched them grow from the side when they were young.
If it’s such a happy time, there’s nothing strange if a year feels like a day.

“I’m sorry. It was a joke.”
“Did Siwoo do the same? I was joking too.”

Amelia smiled briskly as she leaned her head on her desk, and Siu turned her head away, cupping her hand under her chin.
A cough came out.
Perhaps because so many memories are reconstructed with a dense density, to Siwoo, each day really felt like a year.
If you just close your eyes and wake up, your body, mind, and memory have changed.

Therefore, the intimacy and affection that Siwoo felt for Amelia, who stayed by his side all day, was not just for a month.
Just as Amelia raised her little Siu, she is sometimes a mother, sometimes a sister, sometimes a teacher, and sometimes…

“Siw.”

Digging through Siwoo’s thoughts, Amelia suddenly nodded.
Amelia, now smaller than Siu, held a vial with less than half left in her hand.
Every night, Amelia gave Shiu her medicine.

I had a wish that these days would continue.
Of course, there was also the desire to run away and avoid it.

But this was Amelia’s duty and responsibility.
Seeing Siwoo recovering safely, he felt relieved and at the same time felt a sense of sadness as if he was being burned by ashes.
Siwoo took the potion from the spoon and drank it calmly, unaware of Amelia’s speed.

“I can drink this much by myself.”
“I want to do it.”

Siu quietly put the spoon Amelia had given her in her mouth and passed the medicine.
For some reason, Amelia watched with her sad eyes.

“Don’t push yourself too late. I’ll go in.”
“Yes, Miss Amelia.”

As she stared at his face more, Amelia, who was about to drop her seat in her heart as if her tears were about to spill, stopped on the spot.
Seeing Siwoo grow up strong, he revived the lingering feelings he thought he had given up on.

He knows in his head
Don’t say
You shouldn’t say this.
It is cowardly, petty, and despicable.

However, the nervousness and desperation that I had built up one by one while watching the happy time come to an end came out of my lips without my knowledge.

“Siwoo, there is something I want to say.”
“Yes?”

Amelia stood obliquely next to the desk where Siwoo was studying.
Did she notice that her voice was different from usual?
Siu looked back at Amelia with a look of nervousness.
Her sorrowful eyes seem to pierce her heart.

She was sad
Seeing Amelia’s gloomy face makes Siwoo’s heart throb.
I thought that her expression didn’t suit her, that her smiling face suited her better.

“I am listening.”

Siwoo is very considerate of Amelia, who does not speak to her for a long time.
Amelia’s beautiful eyes were already full of tears.

“Later….”

Amelia swallowed her cry once and said to Siu.
Which she decided never to put in her mouth,
Selfish words for fleeting comfort.

“Even if I get my memories back later… Can you… Forgive me?”
“……..”

Seeing Amelia look so shabby and weak unlike her usual appearance, Siu stretched out her arm and wiped away her tears with the sleeve of her shirt.

“Amelia-sama…”

Amelia felt the urge to run into his open arms.
I want to tell everyone what I did wrong and how sorry I am and cling to it.
I want to beg

I want to cry that I am so sorry, that I regret it so much, that I never abandon it.
I want to beg, beg, ask for forgiveness.

But Amelia managed to keep her impious impulses at bay.
I feel Siwoo’s thick hand patting my back.

“I don’t know what Mistress Amelia did to me. So I don’t think I can give her a guarantee.”

Despite his fragile and selfish appearance, his sweet voice rang close to my ears, and tears started to burst out like lies.

“Heh… Ugh..Hehe…”

Siwoo kindly strokes Amelia’s head, which shakes his shoulder and wets Siwoo’s shoulder.

“But I will forgive you. Even if I can’t do it right now, I’ll try. Because Amelia-sama is the most precious person to me right now.”

Siu waited for Amelia to calm down.
He grabbed her by the shoulder and moved a little away to see her face.
Amelia’s well-groomed face is in front of Si-Woo’s nose, a mess with her tears.

The environment they grew up in, their way of thinking, and their positions were different, but at this moment, they had the same thoughts.
Say I want to kiss you

No matter who said it first, their lips parted.
His soft, soft lips overlapped and wrapped around Amelia’s waist and nape as if hugging her.
While hesitantly looking for a place to go, Amelia’s hand pulled Siu’s shirt as if clinging to it.
Like he doesn’t want to let go.
Like I want to stay like this forever.

Amelia’s body trembled as if the sharp tongue poking out between her lips and entered her mouth.
Seeing that she seemed to be trying to run away, Siu tightly gripped her slender waist to keep her from escaping.

Amelia felt the touch of her kiss as if she were walking in a dream.
Crisp yet soft, pliable and sticky at the same time.

Learned from master
You said a kiss is a sign between two people.
A ‘I believe in you’ sign.
A sign that says, “I allow you more than ever before.”

Shin Si-woo believes in Amelia.
Amelia wants to allow Siwoo to do more than this.
I don’t know anything else, but I could know and feel that much.

Amelia clings to Siwoo exchanging saliva and breath.
The sound of breathing slowly getting hotter filled the small room.
Even in Amelia’s hand clinging to her collar, there was a sense of unspoken sorrow.

Siwoo’s hand, which had been supporting her waist, grabbed Amelia’s buttocks.
Her opposite hand, which had been tucked into the nape of her neck, lifts up her nightgown like a curtain and grabs her soft bare chest.

Siwoo doesn’t know how to treat a woman.
He is only dealing with Amelia, driven by instinct.
Amelia, too, did not resist Siu, who was groping her own body.
As if she was really willing to give herself away, she sucked his tongue even more carefully and gasped for breath.

The two did not stop kissing and walked towards the bed as naturally as waltzing.
Gradually, Amelia’s leg, which was stepping backwards, caught on the bed and fell backwards.

Haha…”
“Ha….”

Her lips fell on the chaff, and Siu looked down at Amelia, calming her quivering heart.
Scattered across the bed, her hair shining like gold dust, her cheeks flushed red.
The nightgown lifted by Siu’s hand exposed her white, smooth belly and part of her breasts.

Amelia didn’t even cover her body.
She didn’t even tidy up her dress.
She just looks up at Siu, gasping for breath as if waiting for her disposal…

Siu swallowed his saliva.
Si-Woo’s feelings Amelia is a benefactor who has taken care of Si-Woo and showered her affection on her for nearly ten years.
She knows she shouldn’t, but she sees the beautiful Amelia, and she can’t guarantee that she’s never thought of her with the opposite sex.

Rather, it was the opposite.
She said that she wanted to be closer to her, to have a deeper relationship than this ambiguous one.
She thought a lot.

And this atmosphere was a natural flow even for Siwoo, who knew nothing about it.
Such a flow that she can be one with her and be in a deeper relationship with her.

“……”
“……”

Even if we officially dated, the relationship was 3 years later, I always thought that way.
Because that is the behavior of a modest and cultured lady.

But when his tongue digs between his lips.
As his brawny hands cup his chest and prop up his hips.
Lying on his bed like this, catching his blazing stares.
I want to allow
He wants to open the door to a world he has never experienced before.

Siwoo swallowed his saliva and leaned over her body as if crawling over her.
Amelia closed her eyes and turned her head away.
Then, as if determined, he carefully pushed Siwoo’s cheek with the palm of his hand as he was about to bite her neck.

“No… Siwoo, you can’t do this…”
“Ah….”

Shi-woo, who was intoxicated by her aura and tried to intoxicate her, also wakes up from her dream, and her sanity returns.
As she cooled rapidly, as if she had been splashed with cold water on her hot air, Amelia, raising her body, straightened her tousled dress.
She said in a hoarse voice.

“I’m also hoping for what Siwoo wants…”

As if running away, Amelia passed Siu and grabbed her doorknob.
Amelia’s back, with her back to Siwoo, looked very small and shabby.

“But… I don’t deserve… I don’t deserve this…”
“What are you entitled to…”
“Sorry.”

After her apology to put everything back in place, Amelia went back to her room.