Chapter 610 – #123_The Melancholy of Deneb (5)

#610

One.
“So…. Are you saying that taste really exists?”

His face was so hot that even steam came out of his ears, and Lucy nodded heavily.
If Deneb had even a little interest in the taste of the shadows, the series of misunderstandings would have been summed up in one word, ‘I played SM’.

The misfortune here is that Deneb’s knowledge of sex is surprisingly poor.

Deneb did not understand from the very beginning that such tastes existed.
Rather, Lucy looked suspiciously at them by covering them up with ridiculous lies.

“Really? Isn’t it to judge Siwoo separately later, or to hide the fact that you were threatened by me?”
“Because it is….”

Even though it seems to have been explained to some extent, Deneb’s expression is nothing but awe.
Seeing him eating the foul-smelling surströmming with an ecstatic expression makes me wonder if he would have a face like that.

“So…. Can you feel sexual arousal from being dominated or being spanked? Really?”
“Deneb, why are you doing this to me?”

The sexual orientation that had been hidden for a lifetime was forced to come out.
Even the shame play of having to explain it in detail was too harsh for Lucy.
Count Yesod complains of injustice to the point of almost crying.

“Oh, sorry. I can’t believe it… Can I ask someone else to cross-validate?”
“Did I do something wrong?!”

In the end, Deneb’s suspicions were concluded by using the ‘Confession Poetry’ to verify.
Deneb bit the tip of her fingernails as if she was confused about her values ​​after confirming that there was not a single lie mixed in with her words.

Lucy, who had been sitting devastated, soon came to her senses.
Embarrassment is embarrassing, and issues to be discussed are issues to be addressed.

“Deneb.”
“Yes.”
“I consider Deneb a close friend of hers. But still, this one crossed the line.”

Yes.
The bedroom they had sex with today was Lucy’s.
It is a place that cannot be accidentally passed by unless one is determined and sneaks in.

Now it was Lucy’s turn to interrogate Deneb.
The thought that she had nothing more to lose served as an excellent channel for the embers of her quenching anger.

“It’s a misunderstanding, but thank you for worrying about me. But I need you to clarify this rudeness.”
“As I said, it was by chance….”
“Don’t lie. It’s not a place you’d come into by accident. Surely you’re not trying to get away with exposing my private parts like this, right?”

Siwoo wasn’t a blackmailer, Lucy Yesod was just a pervert beyond common sense.
Deneb was somewhat relieved at the ending, but as Lucy’s fierce questioning continued, her situation was grasped.

Deneb’s worries are completely in vain.

If the threats were true, they might have passed it by saying, “A witness who passed by solved the problem,” But at this point, it is necessary to clarify the cause of the peeking.

“Hey, that….”
“You’re not saying that it’s difficult to answer, right?”

Deneb thought at the sharp voice that showed Lucy’s disposition from the past.

The troubles that have been messing with Deneb’s head lately are her own, and she has never confided in or received advice from anyone.
Even to Albireo, who was no different than half, no, because it was Albireo, who was no different than half, he couldn’t confide in his worries.

But what about Lucy?
If she is like that she has her unique taste.
If she had maintained her friendship for a long time, she might listen to Deneb’s troubles without blaming him.

Moreover, even though it was unintentional, Deneb also had Lucy’s weakness, so it was unlikely that it would be disclosed to the outside world.

“I will also keep a secret….”
“You say that? If this fact is known to the outside world, I will be friends with Count Deneb!”

Lucy jumps up and slams the table.

“Mi, I’m sorry. It’s not like that, Countess Lucy, can you keep my secret?”
“… Like. Let’s move It looks like it will be long.”

2.
Lucy wouldn’t have stayed still if Deneb had tried to blurt out a lie or made an absurd excuse.

He may have even claimed compensation for mental damage.

However, it was shocking enough to completely blow away such anger when he said the words that he had difficulty coming out after spending a bottle of high-quality whiskey alone.

“To sum it up, Count Deneb…. Did he fall in love with Siwoo? So he followed?”
“Little girl! Not worth it! Just…. I just became conscious of it.”
“That or that….”
“That is that and this is this!”

Deneb’s euphemistic euphemism could be summed up in one word: “Your son-in-law looks like a man these days.”
Even if you went on a radio program that only dealt with stories that made your head dizzy, it was an issue that the host would swear at.

“For some reason…”

However, it is difficult to guess the cause of this only.

Of course, Shin Si-woo is a very handsome man and has a good body.
She is the only witch in the world, so her rarity must be amazing.

But who is Deneb?
She is an orthodox witch who has a godlike personality and has never paid attention to men all her life.
Even Lucy, the master of vulgar language, said, ‘That’s a bit….’ Means that he is not the kind of person who should pay attention to a decadent relationship.

“… May I ask what happened?”
“Ah, I am so resentful. I was rather happy when I didn’t know anything….”

Deneb dripped beads of tears.
In the meantime, he carefully confides to Lucy the problem of having suffered from an inner illness alone.

“At first it was just for verification.”
“What kind of verification?”
“That is….”

Deneb’s recollections continued to make Lucy’s jaw open.

Her first experience was left behind.
It was to check in advance whether it would affect the apprentice witch or something.

Until then, it is said that there was no heart in a relationship between a man and a woman.

The origin of the problem is the kidnapping of a fish tank that Lucy is familiar with.
Deneb entered into a relationship with Shiu in order to replenish her magical powers.

Of course, she didn’t bother to ask for a reciprocating motion in order to copy her magic, she said that at first, she just had sex in a way that ejaculated straight after insertion.

“However…. I’m exhausted. He was trustworthy and the desire to lean on him kept growing. I happened to…. Because I made my own request….”

And with the brakes broken, sloppy sexual intercourse.

Afterwards, Deneb escaped alone with Siwoo’s sacrifice, not his own.

After that, Lucy stared at Deneb as he worked out how much he was anxious and suffering day by day when Siwoo went missing.

A gloomy atmosphere, like a confessional.
However, there are things that can’t be covered even with tearful voices and a somber atmosphere of struggling with guilt.

A girl suffering from fever of first love.
The fresh love that Lucy reflected when she first knew her love and looked in the mirror a long time ago.

It was the most powerful magic in the world and a curse at the same time.

“I have no face seeing twins. It’s not long in life, and it’s so pitiful to see you getting caught up in men’s issues, but I just can’t give up….”

The voice of Deneb, who finally confessed all his troubles and sins, was hushed up.

It’s clumsy because it’s the first time, and it’s difficult to handle because it’s the first time.
It’s the first time, so it’s scary, and it’s the first time, so it’s a love that can’t be controlled.

In the midst of that, the person you fell in love with was your son-in-law.
It is bound to be unstable and dangerous, just like getting a license and heading straight to the Autobahn.

How could they easily point fingers at the relationship as forbidden?
Besides, Deneb is Lucy’s friend for now.
Originally, the arm is bent inward.

Lucy forgot the shame she had suffered because of Deneb’s misunderstanding and wiped the back of her hand.

“I’m sorry. I must have been too drunk. Weren’t you too careless?”
“I don’t care. How can a person’s heart go as it pleases?”
“I hate myself so much. However…. I can’t stop. I don’t know how to stop.”

As if the dam that had accumulated in Lucy’s comfort had burst, Deneb, who was hugged by her, cried and lamented for a long time.

3.
“… Sniff.”

Deneb wipes away his tears by patting his swollen eyes with a handkerchief after crying for a long time.
Breathing was a bit rough, but somehow it seemed refreshing.
It was only natural that he had squeezed out his troubles like pus.

“What should I do?”

Eventually, Deneb’s question caused Lucy’s pupils to vibrate.

I thought it would be enough to listen to my concerns, but did I ask for a solution?

Dating counseling also has levels.
It was not easy even for Lucy to give advice on this super-difficulty forbidden love.

What the hell am I supposed to answer here?

“Also…. Should I give up?”
“I-I’m fine….”
“I know. How will I look in the Count’s eyes…. It must be a pitiful, stupid bitch.”

Seeing Deneb exuding an aura of self-loathing, Lucy blurted out the words.
To say that there is a clear plan, these words came out as an unconditional reflex.

“First of all, how about being honest?”
“Honestly?”
“Yes, just like you told me, confiding in Siwoo….”

Under normal circumstances, this is good advice.
However, this is not simply unrequited love that cannot convey the heart.
As a result of honest conversation, if Siu and Deneb are connected, it is the birth of a bean flour genealogy.

“I can’t either….”
“Then, at least consult with your sister….”
“If my sister finds out about this, she will try to kill me. I can’t talk to her sister even if her mouth is torn.”

In the end, it means you can’t do this or that.
That must be why the wise Deneb suffered so much.

Lucy clicked her tongue inside her and suddenly remembered something.
It could not be a fundamental solution to the incurable disease of love sickness, but it was a potion that could have the effect of symptomatic treatment.

“Deneb.”
“Yes.”
“Don’t misunderstand me, will you listen?”

But can I really recommend this?
Wouldn’t that rather complicate the situation?

Pushing concerns to the side of his mind, Lucy said what she had just thought of.