Chapter 1 – A College Student Being Cheated on by a High School Student

Sunny weather in March.
A time when everyone is inflated with anticipation and welcomes new changes.
I thought so too.

[Welcome to Cheonji College.]

Even if you ask people living all over the country, it would have been nice to have a community college where no one would know except for the current students.
No, I thought anything would be fine if I thought of the days when I had been doing bread shuttle for over 7 years.

However, the human mind is not necessarily like that.
If you expect a 1, actually expecting a 10 is a cunning mind.

In fact, even though it was a bread shuttle until high school, when I came to college, I knew how to date a girlfriend, drink with friends with similar hobbies, and enjoy the all-night life that I couldn’t enjoy when I was a minor.

By the way…….

“Hey, step on it some more!”
“OK!”

…… It seems that universities have their own level.

When I was in my third year of high school, the university I went to to visit here and there didn’t seem to have such a bloody atmosphere.
At least half of them seem to be from Iljin or Yangachi.

This suffocating discomfort of being naturally divided into each other’s classes that I felt even in high school.

「Booooong!」

Loud motorcycle exhaust sounds coming from here and there.
Is this really the university I imagined?
It was just the location of the school that had changed, to the point where I was worried that I would be making a bread shuttle debut as a senior in high school.

‘No, it’s already too late.’

Did you make a firm decision to change your life when you were a freshman at OT?
I overdid it for no reason and drank three glasses of soju by myself, and at the point when I was out in an instant because the fuse was blown, I might have already been taken by the students of the same department, Mechanical Engineering.

‘If I had known this would happen, I would have taught my father how to drink.’

No, I guess that was of no use.
Even though I was a freshman OT, if I think of my classmates who drank soju like water, I couldn’t overcome it by increasing the amount of drinking.

“Ha…”

Sunny and cool weather.
Compared to that, my expression was not bright.

Even in this school, in the Department of Mechanical Engineering, there were as many as two faces I didn’t want to meet.

“Hey, bread!”

Squash!

“Ugh!”

I was very nervous at the thought of seeing those awkward faces again, but he mercilessly slapped my arm.
My body stiffens even more at the voice of a woman who calls me bread.
The habit that had been inscribed for over three years could not be ignored.

I thought I was going crazy from the sting on my back, but I couldn’t even show it, so I carefully looked back.
There were two women who had dyed their hair almost as soon as they graduated from high school.

One is a plain brown, and the other is a yellow that stands out to anyone? Gold?
Anyway, that’s the color.
Of these two, the one with dyed brown hair was the woman I never wanted to see again, no bitch.

“Oh, hi…… Hye-rin.”
“Pu-hyang, hey! It was like that during OT too, wow, it’s nice to see you face to face like this even after graduating from high school!”

Slap, slap, slap!

Unlike Kim Hye-rin, who kept hitting my arm for good and smiling, I had to bite my lip.
Damn happy.
If it wasn’t for a real woman, I would have ripped that bitch’s thrush out…… There is no way

“Hey, Donghyun Kim. Don’t you why no answer? Does your expression look like that?”
“Uh, huh? I’m glad to see you too.”
“Is not it? Are you happy too? Even coming to the same university as us is not enough, so you came to the same department like this. Donghyun.”

Kim Hye-rin patted my cheek and smiled.

“Please take good care of me in college for two years.”
“Yeah, of course not.”

I really want to spank the dog.
Wouldn’t the money that this bitch stole from me go over at least 2 million won? No, to be honest, I gave it so often that it was more difficult to count.
Still, I thought that once I graduated from high school, there would be no more days when I would see this year’s face.
To come to the same university, the same department.

‘Oh, fuck. That’s why Dad and Mom usually told me to study hard.’

No, I have to say that I worked hard.
Even though it was half forced, I had no choice but to study instead of studying by doing the homework for the classmates.
I even knew that I had to go to a good university if I wanted to never get involved with these idiots again, to live like a human being, and later succeed and flatten these idiots’ noses.
The problem was that my brain was stupid enough to think that all the effort was meaningless.

‘Oh, sick man. Oh, sick bastard…… Why am I so stupid?’

If you worked so hard, you should have entered at least a reasonable 4-year program.
How can you be on the same level as the bitch who always enjoyed deviation?

‘So he must have lived doing bread shuttles.’

Ugh, just thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach.
I really felt like throwing up.
Still, I thought it wouldn’t be bad if there were only two Iljins bothering me. Besides, whatever it is, it has changed a bit since I turned 20.
Because it doesn’t bother me as violently as before.

“Hey, bread! We go first come in slowly I don’t want to show you and me going in together. Yumiya, let’s go.”
“Uh…”

Han Yu-mi, who dyed her hair blonde, glanced at me, then, indifferently, passed me by and walked into Building 3 with Kim Hye-rin.
I watched it blankly.
Like Kim Hye-rin said, I had to wait and go in.

“…….”

Even so, the eyes of Han Yu-mi, whom I saw a moment ago, continue to flicker in my head.
I would have thought you were fucking sick.
I must have thought that I shouldn’t live like that, thinking that I was pathetic, living like this even now as an adult after I turned 20.

“Gwangsoo, let’s go in!”
“Hey, it’s the first day of school today, so why don’t you go get a drink right away?”
“Dangpa go!”

They are mechanical engineering students.
Did everyone already exchange phone numbers, get acquainted with faces, and build friendships when they were freshmen? Just looking at each other from the back, they greet each other and go wild.
But, why…… No one talks to me

‘Still, at least one person is worth talking to.’

Shouldn’t there be at least one person from Bread Shuttle who is on the same level as me?
It’s embarrassing, fuck.

‘Well, there were a few people who couldn’t even study during the bread shuttle.’

At least, if I was the closest to them while being bullied by the Iljins, I wonder if I would have developed my own personal skills.
Even though I was still an adult, I was an asshole who hadn’t changed since I was in high school.

“There are five minutes left. I have to go in.”

I was wondering if anyone could talk to me.
University, in a way, felt much more unfamiliar and barriers than high school.
Oh, is it because I’m not wearing a school uniform?

Anyways, how are you?
At the very front of the classroom where no one was paying attention, the seat next to me was empty, so I put up my bag and waited for the lecture to end quickly.

“Today is the start of class, so I will finish early.”
“Oh yea! Thank you professor! I’m cheap!”
“From next time, we will start the lecture right away, so make sure to buy the books that we gave you in advance.”
“Yes Yes! Hey, are you going to have a nap?”

There was no place for me in each of the groups that had already been completed. To be honest, even the meanest kids didn’t seem to have any intention of joining me.

At least, the only sources of comfort were the hyungs who had retaken classes, had a job, or had served in the military.
Are they alone too?
However, when I see him meeting up with his friends his on the first floor as soon as the lecture is over, I don’t think that’s the case again.

‘Ha, fuck. Should I just go to the army and come back?’

After two years of military service, Kim Hye-rin, who doesn’t want to look ugly, would have already graduated, and since she went to the military anyway, she’ll be confident even if she’s alone.
In the first place, I didn’t know if I would come back after fixing this rotten state of mind in the army.
If you go there, even an idiot like me learns social life thoroughly.

‘No.’

The army benefited as late as possible.
Obviously, I could tell just by looking at the fact that my military service, which had been 1 year and 9 months when I was a freshman in high school, had shrunk to 1 year and 6 months.
If you continue like this for 10 more years, it might be reduced to 1 year at all.

“Hey! Let’s take the shuttle!”
“OK!”

Everyone was excited because it was the opening day, but I was the only one who wasn’t excited.

Since it’s the first day of class, the guys come with their hair styled.
The women come dressed up beautifully again.
I really envied those guys who gathered together and chatted hahahoho, enjoying the true campus life.

‘If I decorate… If I had invested time in decorating it, would I have been among those guys?’

I muttered that to myself and smiled when I saw myself in the mirror hanging at the shuttle bus stop.
He is 165 cm tall and has freckles and pimples.
There’s no way I could fit in among those guys just because I look dwarfed by wearing a checkered heating jacket and dressing up a bit.

In the first place, it may have been bad from the start.

At least if you’re taller.
At least if the body was good.
At least if you had a good head.

What can I do when I am not born with anything?
I’m an asshole who walks even a distance of more than 30 minutes just to listen to the song because it’s uncomfortable for nothing when I see people crowding into the shuttle.

‘It’s okay, it’s okay. Singing is the only drug allowed in the country. Besides, you can think of it as exercising. Also, anyway, since I’m in college, I won’t be bullied like I was in high school. In fact, Hyerin passed away quietly as well.’

How long did he walk with bean sprouts in his ears while masturbating as usual?

“Hey!”

Flinch!
It was almost like an automatic reflex.
If someone shouts ‘Hey!’ As if someone is arguing, my body flinches on the spot without even realizing it.

‘Couldn’t he have called me?’

I try to ignore it and continue walking, but I shout once more.

“Hey! There, check south. Come to work.”
“…….”

Unknowingly, I glanced to the side.
What is this?
Four reindeer cubs dressed in school uniforms from a nearby high school were gesturing to me while smoking cigarettes.

“Yeah, aren’t you fucking coming? Shall we go?”
“Haha, hey, don’t be like that. Dude, I was afraid of dogs. Hey there bro! We don’t have money to buy cigarettes right now. Can’t you just give me some money to buy cigarettes? I’m an adult, so I don’t think I’ll have any money.”

I was crying.
Even high school students like that are going through the scam you thought you graduated from again?

…… In my head, I even imagined killing them by stepping on them.

In reality, all I could think of was running away from this place with a quick pace.

‘Let’s run away, run away!’

However, I failed to achieve my goal and was captured.
Seeing that I was trying to run away, these bastards must have thought it was more of a dick, so they rushed over and put a shoulder strap on me.

‘Fuck…… !’

Rattle.
I felt so ashamed and humiliated that I felt fear even though I was surrounded by younger high school students.

‘Let’s fight even if it means getting beaten up behind!’

…… If I could actually practice that, I wouldn’t have done bread shuttle when I was in high school.

“Uh, how much…….”
“Oh, you don’t need much. Just give me 50,000 won.”

My fists clenched involuntarily as I saw myself accepting it without incident at such a natural request.
However, there was me who secretly counted out five 10,000 won bills and handed them over.

It was then.
A new voice came in.

“Hey there. Did you turn?”

Including me, who wanted someone to confirm, the kids who were trying to extort money from me also widened their eyes at the same time.
Who is that woman?