Chapter 155 – I’m Doing This Because I’m an Adult

Because I feel dirty.
When team leader Han Jong-yoon came, he was thinking of repeating what he had just experienced.
It was then.

“Oh, welcome.”

The moment I met Han Jong-yoon, who had brought a peach iced tea drink, I forgot about it for a moment as I reflexively said hello.

“Hello.”

About 35 years old now?
Anyway, much older than me…….

So from my point of view, I’m a real adult, and from that person’s point of view, even if I became an adult at the age of 20, the difference is that I look like a baby.
Still, in this day and age, being 35 isn’t that old.

In fact, Han Jong-yoon has good skin, almost no wrinkles, and the body itself, which looks like he usually goes to the gym hard, is also great.

“Are you okay with iced tea?”
“Oh, yes, it’s okay.”

I heard various noises from Han Jong-yoon, who was sitting across from me.
What direction will today’s shoot go, how many clothes will I wear, and so on. Also, if you have any inconveniences or difficulties, please tell me at any time.

He’s so kind that, without even realizing it, I think he’s such a ridiculously nice person.
By the way…….

“Ah, but the filming was suddenly caught like this. Wasn’t there a model that was originally scheduled to do this shoot before me?”

I slightly brought out the introduction about Park Nam-hyun.
No, you can just talk about Park Nam-hyun right away. What should I do? It’s not a good thing, so I thought I’d say something like an adult in my own way.
The surprise was here.

“Oh, there was. But, Donghyun-ssi, you don’t have to worry about it. It was resolved quite amicably.”
“Ah…”

Han Jong-yoon was still wearing a kind smile.
He smiles like a very nice person.
Besides, what he said was such trustworthy words that if I didn’t know the circumstances, if he hadn’t been through something like that before, he would have been unconditionally relieved.
So it was a little creepy.

“…….”

You are a member of society, this is it.

Did you say that earlier?
Can a human do this? If you look at it, isn’t it a childish and dirty thing that even a child wouldn’t do? But now I think I know for sure.
Childish and dirty things that even a child wouldn’t do.
In a way, these were the things I did because I was not a child.

35 years old.
It’s not a small age.

You’ve had a lot more experience than me.
That’s why you can laugh like that and look around without any hesitation, so naturally.

“Please read the contract for advertising carefully and slowly sign or sign it.”
“Ah yes….”
“I’ll tell the person taking the camera when that’s all over, and he’ll help if he can. Oh, and if you have any problems, feel free to contact me.”
“Ah yes….”

…… Horrible in a different way.
For the first time, I felt that I didn’t want to age in a different way.

When you get older
As the years pass.

I wonder if I will be like that too.

“…….”

I am by no means a good person.
I thought it was kind of selfish. The ‘selfish thing’ I thought and the real selfish thing seemed to have a slightly different feel.
This was a separate issue from the physical strength he possessed.
I think I can understand why there were times in the past when beings with armed forces were tightly held by civil servants.

“Hurp.”

I was thirsty for no reason, so I sniffed an iced tea and stared blankly at the ceiling.
This is society
And this is part of corporate life.

I felt like I had a sneak peek at how tired the salaried workers living at the company are.
Well, it’s not like companies give you your salary for free.

It’s only natural to take out as much as you give.

[Advertising Agreement]

Honestly, what would I know if I read the contract? I don’t know anything else, but I heard that the community should be the most careful in the world when it comes to signing a contract.
I found a standard contract related to an advertising model on the Internet, compared it carefully, and stamped it.
Honestly, it’s a really painful process.

Do I really have to go through such a complicated procedure, but if I decided to do it anyway, I wonder if we shouldn’t go comfortably with each other.
Each of these processes will help with legal issues later if there is a problem.
Above all, this kind of contract itself exists to protect the people who sign the contract in a way. If this is not the case, there will be more scammers.

[Curious about why they cheat?]

I saw an article like that a long time ago.
Reminds me of a long time ago

[Scam is because it is easy to make money. If you make a fair effort, you can earn 100,000 won in 10 hours, and if you cheat, you can earn 1 million won in an hour.]
[That’s why, once you fall for that charm, even if you bring a prison, you’ll cheat again. I can’t forget that easy sweet taste. Rather than earning only 100,000 won by working hard, I am already addicted to earning 1 million won by making it easy.]
[That’s what a scammer’s psychology is. I don’t want to suffer, I want to make money easily.]

In a way, I wonder if the psychology of the strong who try to get what they want easily by oppressing and harassing the weak is similar.
Bastards who dare to make bread shuttles or what are commonly called wallets to extort money and run errands for themselves.
These bastards, who were always getting beaten up, would think it would be annoying to just throw out some trash and go to the store to buy bread. It must have been very annoying for the guys who only made others do it every time.

“Under…”

I’ve never been a person who likes humans that much.
What should I say?
Strangely, life improves, and the more you get to know people, the more likely you are to develop an aversion to humans.

“It’s too overreacting.”

Honestly, there are more good people than bad people in this world.
I thought this was a very negative point of view.

Let’s look at it positively.
The world is so beautiful, but living with such a negative gaze was only my loss.

…… Has it been 5 minutes since you thought that?

“Look at the camera properly. Why is the pose like that! Ha, fuck! Are you asking me to take this newbie and produce usable results? Team leader Han is too good, really! Can’t do that either? The one who even signed a contract to be a model?”

Ah…… Want to kill

It was already the worst since I signed the contract, came down to the studio on the 3rd floor, and started filming in earnest.
The moment you enter, the atmosphere of the day is standing.
She is a woman with long straight hair and sharp eyes who dominates the atmosphere among them.
Jeong Geum-young.
She had sensed that this person was openly hostile to me.

And as the female employee told me earlier, this person is the girlfriend of Park Nam-hyun, whose role her as a model was stolen from me.
The problem is that team leader Han Jong-yoon doesn’t know that fact.

“…….”

But I believed
Human power with reason.

To be honest, the contract has already ended, and the model was directly selected by a person with a higher rank than himself.
I won’t mess with my work with personal feelings.

No matter how much it was my boyfriend’s problem, my older sister would not be so immature and childish that her age would be the same.
It’s common for people like film directors, who I’ve only seen in dramas, to take out their anger on actors because it only happens in works.
By the way…….

“Why did you pick a guy that is so short? Do you think you’re good if your body proportions are good?”

Fuck you, for real.
To the point where I’m going to look for it.

I feel like my hair is falling out, and the stress is going to really drive me crazy, like gray hair will grow in an instant.
I’m clearly realizing right now that it’s much better to squeeze the face.
In the world, violence with the mouth may be more painful than violence with the fist.

Team leader Han Jong-yoon told me.
Certainly, models must have good body proportions.

However, as the average height of Koreans is less than 180, sometimes even short models can have a great effect.
Above all, I chose my face because it was a face that would appeal to both men and women.

There’s no way I couldn’t hear that.
No, even if you didn’t hear it, it’s even more amazing that the team leader can openly say shit like that to a model he chose.
Furthermore, I feel a bit sad about the people who keep their mouths shut even though that woman is so hysterical.

‘Is it like this?’

Is corporate life like this?

“Hey, look at that kid’s face. Can’t even act facial expressions? Isn’t that the basis of the model? Is that all about poses? Even if I tell them what pose I want, they don’t understand. That’s Why I don’t write newbies. What kind of new company is this? What on earth did the team leader believe in and chose that?”

Crazy bitch, really.

“If you’re going to do it that way, just get out of here. It would be much better to grab someone passing by on the street than a bastard like you.”

It can’t be explicit, it’s childish.
But my mood was beyond the real worst, running even worse. To be honest, I was more annoyed at this moment than when I was bullied by Kim Hye-rin for 5 years.

Why?
At least Kim Hye-rin did not give me a taste of ‘regret’.

No, it may be unfair to do bread shuttle in the first place. I mean, she didn’t give a damn about me.
But what about that year?

I was doing my best by using my own ‘acting’ skills and using the tips of models I had seen before coming here.
However, without even noticing my efforts.
He’s just wearing sunglasses that he’s a bastard who fucked his boyfriend and is blaming me with ignorance. No, well, if I’m really bad, I understand.
But to be honest, it was okay enough to look at it from an objective point of view, apart from my subjective point of view.

In fact, isn’t it okay for people who are touching the lights or this and that in the middle?
…… I can tell just by looking at him being rejected after asking cautiously.

“No, you can’t even do that! I told you to hold your posture!”

Furthermore, it is not a proper point or advice.
It’s just nagging to trample on the dignity of human beings themselves. Do people in society live enduring it even after hearing this?
If it were me, I would have gone crazy already.

It’s unfair.
Even if I put up with everything else, I can’t stand the unfair things. However, since there is already an amount agreed to through the contract, I am considering it to some extent.

‘Ah, it’s like this.’

I have no choice but to endure it because I get paid.
In fact, if I had been doing this job because I had no ability and because I had a really good-looking face, I would have endured it and returned home with my body and mind in tatters, sipping a drink.

‘Still, I earned 5 million won in one day.’
‘Every life is like that.’

…… He may have given comfort that was not worth a damn.
But not me.

“Excuse me! Knight Geumyoung Jeong!”
“Under? What? Get off if you have any complaints. Don’t try hard with your skills that you don’t have. I will tell you well above.”

I said, looking at Jeong Geum-young, who smiled a little even though she was angry, as if she finally got what she wanted.

“Let’s talk separately. I’d like to hear more about what I’m lacking. Just the two of you.”
“Ha, good. Follow.”