Chapter 5 – Elixir of Incubus

In my mind, I wanted to hypnotize the goblin. Then it would be a very simple thing to do.
However, the chances of failure were higher than the chances of success.
But having experienced it once, can I calmly deal with it the second time?

No, it was even more frightening, so it was obvious that he would freeze on the spot.
Then you will meet the same ending.

“Fuck…….”

Unknowingly, I groped all over my body.
Even now, the feeling of being stabbed with a dagger, from the goblin biting off the flesh on my wrist, seems to still remain vividly.
I get goosebumps and break out in a cold sweat.
That’s why the power of hypnosis was needed even more.

“I’m not scared, I’m not scared…… Not scary at all. I’m cold, I’m cold…….”

I wonder if this really hypnotizes me.

[Consumes 1 mana to try to hypnotize himself.]

Please please…….

[Teeling!]
[Succeeded in hypnotizing.]
[I will not be agitated for 10 minutes from now.]

Uh?

Pounding… Pounding… Pounding.

My heart, which had been beating just a moment ago, returned to its usual rhythm.
No, I feel more stable than usual.

“…….”

Emotions did not move as violently as before.
How should I express this?
Feeling like the whole machine stopped because a problem suddenly occurred in a cogwheel that was running fine?

Sure thing.

“Enter the dungeon.”

Now I wasn’t afraid of goblins at all.
Rather, I don’t have much time left, but I’m feeling pathetic to myself, wondering why I’ve been procrastinating all this time.

[Enter the dungeon.]
[♥♥ ]

There was no need to confirm that there were two lives.
Same situation as before.
The door closes, and a goblin walks in from the other side.

There is no reason to be embarrassed about something that has already happened to you.

[I am not agitated under any circumstances.]

It feels like being a robot.
I looked at the goblin facing me with cold eyes.

-Kit… Key it….

The reaction from the beginning was different from before.
Even when they first entered the dungeon, goblins had some fears, but they didn’t express it openly.

Oh, I see.

“…….”

Because I am not agitated at all.
Conversely, since he was facing himself with casual eyes and a nonchalant attitude, the other side was intimidated this time.

Then…….

“Aren’t you coming? If you don’t come, I’m going.”

-Kei… Kyaaaaa!

Deliberately provoked
One method is for me to rush, but I wanted to create the same situation as before. Because that’s the surest way.

‘I can clearly see it this time.’

I just lowered my hand moderately and was in a good position to wield a dagger at any time.
Because the goblin is much shorter than me.
I could see everything from above to see what he was doing.

At the same time, I realized why the goblin desperately bit my right wrist on the first try.

‘Yes, it was a weapon. I was wary of weapons…….’

Suddenly, I felt how big the difference was between having and not having a weapon.
In fact, as soon as I dropped the weapon, he had tenaciously reached for his dagger and killed me with it.

“I know everything.”

—Kit?!

The way to win was simple, as long as I knew that his eye was on my right wrist, a dagger to be exact.

─Kieek!

After grabbing the guy’s neck with his left hand and lifting it up lightly.

「Pu-wook!」

With the dagger in my right hand, I pierce the guy’s heart.

—Keeit, kiteit…… Kirruk….

Even if it’s the first stabbing dagger.
Maybe it was because the goblin’s skin was so soft and at the same time it was small. The dagger pierced the boy’s heart very gently.

The goblin, whose heart had been stabbed, began to breathe heavily as purple blood gushed from its mouth, and within 10 seconds it sagged and died.

“But just in case you don’t know.”

I thought of taking the dagger out of the goblin’s heart again and slicing through its corpse.
Just like he did to me.

It wasn’t for revenge.
To make sure he was dead or pretended to be dead.

However, there was no need for that.

[Teeling!]
[The dungeon has been cleared.]
[3 Bronze Coins are given as a reward.]

[You have cleared the dungeon for the first time.]
[5 Bronze Coins and 1 Gold Coin are given as compensation.]

The system was telling me the goblin was dead.

「Koo-gu-gu-gu-goo! Awesome!」

He gave me confidence by opening the door of the closed dungeon.

“…….”

I casually threw the goblin’s corpse and went back the way I came in.
And…….

[Hypnosis is canceled.]

“Ah…?”

…… My heart started beating again.

“Ugh, aaaaa!”

An unbearable shock began to come at once, and I passed out on the spot.
Fluff-.

*

“Oooh, ooh, ooh!”

How stunned I was.
Scared to wake up, I ran to the bathroom before I was relieved to have returned to my own room, not the waiting room.

「Food deuddeuk, splash.」

I don’t know how much I vomited.
Later, when there was really nothing to vomit, it was also confirmed that yellow gastric juice came out.

“Haha…….”

I leaned against the toilet and let out tears as I slurped my stinky drool.
As the body temperature dropped, the limbs trembled.

“Ugh, ugh.”

Just thinking about it gives me goosebumps.
I was in a situation where I had to die.
Even goblins were monsters.

Nevertheless, the feeling of tearing the skin and flesh and piercing the heart remained vivid in my hand.
Even the feeling of being hacked to death by him!

“Fuck, what is this…… What is this?”

I thought that my mentality wasn’t that weak.
That is why, despite being bullied for well over five years, I believed that I had come all the way to college without thinking about suicide.
I did, but no.
If you look at the main characters in the novel, you can kill goblins with just one finger and laugh casually.
I thought so too.
Like the main characters in novels and movies, I knew how to kill goblins casually and laughhaha.
I did…….

‘Kee it, kite it…… Kirruk….’

I still remember the look on his face as he died.
That face that doesn’t want to die.
That strong will to live somehow.
The small body that struggled while being held by my left hand and the eyes of the terrible beast that glared at me resentfully.

Haha…Haha!”

People say that when people go crazy, they laugh.
It was real.
But, what was scarier was not that.

[You currently have 8 Bronze Coins and 1 Gold Coin.]
[Do you want to use it?]

Compensation…….
It is a reward.

Goblin.
The reward for killing that life was in my hands.
Fuck it, it gives me goosebumps

Even in the midst of this, it’s good to get a reward.
Also, what kind of items will come out here, will the ability level rise?
And I was looking forward to how much I could change through the ‘Elixir of Incubus’, which I hadn’t used before.

[Clear. Huge reward.]

“The devil is playing with me…… Hehe.”

Even though it was so shocking that I wondered if it would be a lifelong trauma, and I wondered if I could think properly.

“Whoa.”

Before I knew it, I regained my composure and faced the mirror.

“You look so damn ugly. Even to me, it looks like a bitch.”

Even if it’s not full of pimples, the face is all over the place.
Angular face shape.
Eyes, nose, mouth…… Even to the ears.

It was an ugly face with nowhere to look. Do I really need a long explanation?
I’m ugly.

Know.
Women sometimes say that men are mistaken, but unexpectedly, really ugly guys like me knew that they were ugly.
So I couldn’t even hit it.

Even if a human like me tried, I knew for sure what the outcome would be.
But, you can change this.

Just one ‘item’.
Using one item changes everything.

It is said that in a world where looks are superstitious, you can live on for the rest of your life just by being pretty and handsome.
Can you get that chance?

“You can even sell your soul to the devil.”

I said cautiously with a somewhat eerie smile.

“Use the Elixir of the Incubus.”

[Do you want to use the Elixir of Incubus?]

“Yes, I use it!”

I was annoyed without even realizing it.
Probably because this incubus elixir was an item obtained through my death. It was an item picked up with a gold coin.
If it wasn’t this item, but something a little more useful, I might not have been so shocked to kill the goblin for the tutorial.
That’s why I thought I’d be angry if this item wasn’t worth the gold coin.
By the way…….

[Use the Elixir of Incubus.]

…… It was a bit of a worry.

「Wood ​​Deuk!」
「Jurreuk!」

The bones of the face were twisted here and there, useless flesh melted away, and the positions of the eyes, nose, and mouth began to change little by little.

“Word… Not even this is me… What?”

There, a handsome idol comparable to Cha Geum-woo, who is rumored to be the most handsome, was looking at the mirror with a bewildered expression.
It was such a handsome face that I wondered if the expression “John-Jal” Was there for me.
If I go to my parents with this face right now, won’t I be kicked out?

Haha… Crazy, fuck! Crazy!!”

I think I know why Narcissus of Greek mythology fell in love with his reflection his in the water and lived only seeing his reflection his in the river Styx even after he died.

“Wow…”

The face has changed
It just feels like the quality of life has changed. Even though I haven’t shown this to anyone yet.

Confidence just soars.
With a face like this, at least he wouldn’t get screamed at or cursed at when he talked to a woman on the street.

Is this really a human face?

“…….”

It’s not even plastic surgery.
He played with his nose, mouth, and here and there at random, but it didn’t matter.

However, if there’s something a little disappointing…….

“Really, only the face has changed.”

The stature was still small.
My height was 167.3 cm. This has been a complex since middle school. Some people say that he grows tall even after he goes to the army, but judging from the fact that he has n’t grown in height since middle school, his growth plates his have already been closed.

“Ha, 167 is a bit too much for this face.”

Even if it was at least 5 cm taller…….
No, I think it would be perfect if it was just 178 to 180.

“Even with a face like this, she’s smaller than Han Yumi.”

I feel a bit more confident now.
Yumi Han.
I wanted to seduce her.

More bluntly, she wanted to have sex with her.

“It might be possible.”

Because…….

[Currently, you have 8 bronze coins and 1 gold coin.]
[Do you want to use it?]

Shin still had 9 coins left.