Chapter 743 – A Marble, but Not a Marble (3)
Beads.
A girl who lived as a parasite on a dogwood sapling and was also exploited by Engahero.
He was a wooden person who was designed to be unable to even feel questions about life because he was implanted with various emotions.
-Open your eyes.
-Yes. Mr. Engahero. What should I do today?
Robot.
It was a life like a cold machine.
-That’s right, I’m a nameless tree… It was rescued by you from the compost bin.
-Right, then what should I do?
-Listen to Engahero’s orders.
Gul, who grew up in Flower’s Cradle since childhood, planned his life step by step based on the information he received from Engahero.
-Are you saying we should find a new king? As prophesied?
-Yes.
-All right. Until then, I will conquer dungeons to increase my strength and live by helping children in the slums.
-Do whatever you want.
But even if it was an artificial consciousness, did the human mind exist?
Gusul, who spent time with children, gradually began to become more human.
-… Really. Stop, take your turn. Because there is a lot of bread. If you don’t have enough, I’ll give you mine, so please stand in line. Got it?
The mechanical girl went through the process of growing and developing.
He got the good name Gusul from the children in the slums.
After coming to Korea, he graduated from a private school and began looking for someone qualified to inherit the king’s power.
-Guseul~!
-Huh?
-Do you want to go to karaoke? You know, the last time I went on a school field trip. I heard you sing well. How about it?
-… Umm. Hehe. Is that so?
It is better to be more energetic and well-rounded. Because there was someone I would meet someday.
Living according to one’s own design and developing a personality that suited it was a kind of self-brainwashing.
The reason I do this is, of course, for the sake of the mission. It was amazing that it didn’t become distorted even after receiving a large amount of information over a long period of time.
However, perhaps it is because it has been exposed to the world’s environment for too long.
The beads also contained the error that Engahero was wary of.
-Ah. It’s annoying.
Error.
She has her own self.
I was able to think for myself, feel disapproval when things went wrong, empathize with what other people did, and even get angry.
Her only mission was to make sure that her own principles of action were not ruined. She would listen to her friends’ concerns with sincerity and offer her own solutions.
Kindly, as if caring for children in the slums.
-Bead cadets have a lot of service time. At this rate, it would be worth targeting El Academy as well. Did you get a good score?
-Uh… I didn’t really have that thought in mind. Do you have that much time?
-It’s already 200 hours. Are they all daycare centers?
-Oh~? Phew, I kind of like kids.
Help others.
People came closer to the kindness that had sprouted.
I was born to be used, but little by little I changed.
The reason why Azalea shared her concerns or shared time with Gusul. This was because the image of her beads she was very clean.
-… Why are they so naive?
Of course, Gusul herself was mistaken in thinking that she had intentionally created the image.
That’s a story only she knows.
The same was true for Lee Si-heon.
She was able to quickly start talking when she was prodded, and she remained under surveillance.
A lot of things happened in many ways, but we built up a bond by staying together in the same faction. We have developed a relationship that can be considered a close friend in our own way.
If you like it… I like it.
But her feelings were never romantic.
-Guseul unni… Do you like Master?
-Huh? Huh? What are you talking about? He suddenly said.
-For some reason, the gaze is always directed towards Master.
Therefore. That’s it.
Do you feel like a kindergarten teacher looking at a troublemaker kid who doesn’t know where to go?
Gusul had been seeing Lee Si-heon for a long time, and the disheveled appearance of Lee Si-heon was imprinted on her head.
Siheon fell to the bottom once, and there were many times when he was truly sad.
-… What can I say? I think I like taking care of it. Siheon is the same.
-Sister, Master?
-It’s not like that now, but it was like that in the past.
When she hugged herself and soothed Siheon, who was naked and without a thread, the beads began to cry. She felt a similar emotion as when she was caring for a child in an orphanage.
So she could be sure that it was absolutely not love.
Even if you play well, my friend. Feels like a very close friend.
In fact, Gusul had a good connection with Siheon.
She started out as her mission, but her consciousness and ego began to cross the line. She had given her heart to the point where it seemed like she didn’t want to betray.
However, her repulsion was easily eliminated just by Enga Hero directly turning off her consciousness.
It was the moment when the bead, the artificial consciousness, became distant from its connection with her body.
‘… It was fun. It was fun.’
It was sad and painful that everyone started to distance themselves overnight, but it wasn’t so much that I couldn’t understand it.
Gusul understood her situation as much as Lee Si-heon and Enga Hero.
‘The cute ebony, the World Tree, but like a child, Mary, the World Tree of Patience, whom I had a little fun talking to.’
Dongtan Mom’s World Tree of Growth, and Chakjeong Mom’s World Tree of Healing.
‘It didn’t matter, but… Hong Yeon can now talk openly.’
The castle in the kingdom where I spent the night while traveling around the world with Lee Si-heon was like a comfortable home.
‘Now, it’s time to rest.’
Although it was impossible for her to erase all her means of attacking her in one day. She gave all the help she could.
Gusul, who had organized her life her, decided to close her eyes her while organizing her memories her. Clearly, her consciousness would have been erased from the world.
-Flash!
She should have done that.
The first thing that came into her sight was Lee Si-heon, who had fallen asleep.
‘What.’
She thought she was going to die, but when she opened her eyes, she was naked and hugging Lee Si-heon?
‘Did you really put it on a corpse?’
If it’s Lee Si-heon, I can’t help but think that she deserves it.
She actually did nothing to increase her power, so it was a very reasonable suspicion from her bead’s point of view of her.
‘My body is cold… Did he die and then come back to life?’
Gusul checked his condition.
The heartbeat was so faint that I could barely hear it, and my arms and legs didn’t have the strength they used to.
Right before I solidified my very personal thoughts about Lee Si-heon’s atrocities.
-Sleep.
In Gusul’s mind, memories of everything that had happened so far passed by in an instant.
-… It’s over.
-What?
-This is the compost bin. No one can escape… It is the edge of the dimension. Me and you too. I’ll die soon… It will happen.
The fight started right after the betrayal.
As she expected, Gusul, who had no ego, was defeated by Lee Si-heon.
However, due to Engahero’s trap, he jumped into the compost bin without sparing himself.
-I am not that kind of tree. And why are you pulling my cheek?
Now, the owner of this body has met Siheon alone.
‘…’
Not an artificial ritual, but a real dogwood tree discarded in a compost bin.
Shared memories accelerated more and more. The memories that followed made Gusul’s face look evil.
-Are you saying that I am pretty?
Pretty declaration.
-I am pretty. I know it’s not easy to be recognized by the strongest man in the world. I am pretty.
He makes a V-shape with both hands and shows off his unusual charm.
‘… Uh. No. ‘Huh?’
Did I do it?
No, that’s not exactly what I did… In the eyes of the bead, the primordial bead looked exactly like itself.
It was awkward at first, but the time they spent together became longer. After enjoying plenty of promiscuous sex, they kiss and make love.
Gusul’s mind went wild at the sight of such affection that it was hard to think of it as obligatory sex.
-Siheon, I would like to receive a prize. When you go to bed tonight, please hug me until morning.
A serious ghost who grabs your arm and strangles you.
‘Fuck, no.’
-Did you cry?
-Siheon, I didn’t cry.
-I cried. No, was that so disappointing?
-I didn’t cry. I didn’t cry. Don’t insist.
This is.
It’s a lie.
‘… No. That can’t be me. It’s not really me, but it’s still not this.’
I? To Siheon? Are you asking for something while dragging your feet?
In the memories I had until now, the situation was completely opposite.
In order to heal Lee Si-heon, who is mentally broken, she takes on the role of a plaything and comforts Lee Si-heon forever with her insensitive female body.
That was the role of the beads.
But this. It’s hard to endure.
Each time a memory passed by, Gusul’s expression changed moment by moment.
-If I’m with Siheon. My heart is beating fast.
Beginning.
-Now your nipples take care of themselves even if you don’t touch them?
-… I do not know. I don’t know.
Expansion.
-You’re right. I am a cute tree. I hope to hug you tighter quickly.
Crisis.
-Does Siheon like me? If you don’t like it, you won’t repeat such a bothersome thing.
-All right! Siheon likes me.
-I want to be with Siheon for the rest of my life, without risk.
Climax.
-But Siheon, I really love Siheon. To the point where Siheon’s happiness is more important than my own. So, can I hug you one more time?
And, an explosion.
“Uh, uh…”
Gusul, who was holding the blanket tightly, couldn’t bear it and shouted.
“Aaaaah! Ah… ! Ahhh!”
Even if it’s not you, it’s the same face and the same body.
The owner of this body was truly romantically in love with Lee Si-heon’s trickery.
That doesn’t matter, but why do they even whisper such words of love with the same face?
I couldn’t understand why they kept changing the language of flowers and trying to flirt.
-Finch, flinch.
-Phut! Bang!
I couldn’t bear it anymore and kicked the blanket.
My face became hot due to my heavy breathing.
‘No no…’ ‘. No!!’
When I kicked, the blanket tore so lightly that the cotton just popped out.
What can I say about the strange feeling in my body? I didn’t really like it because it felt like my senses were expanded. Gusul was half crying, covering his ears and trembling.
A bead that denies itself as if it has collapsed in the world.
Did I make too much of a fuss?
As Lee Si-heon tossed and turned, Gooseul was so startled that he wrapped himself in a blanket and hid himself.
Soon Siheon woke up.
“After… Gusul.”
As her own name was called, her bead felt her ears burning.
The man’s voice is sweet even though it is clearly not a memory of his own experience.
“Oh right. Sorry. He decided not to call me by that name.”
No, that bead is correct.
At least that’s the case for now, and I hope I don’t touch it.
Let’s wrap ourselves tightly like a chrysalis. He seemed to have noticed that something was wrong, and his voice his rose.
“Hey. Gusul, take off the blanket.”
‘… Crazy, crazy!’
Knock knock. The hand that was beating becomes stronger and soon comes to the point where the blanket is taken away.
Shame and embarrassment that I have never experienced in my life.
But if things continue like this, neither porridge nor rice will work. Gusul, who tried to find as much stability as possible, spoke with tears in his eyes.
“… Stop. Stop. Don’t shake it. Because I understand.”
I remove the blanket and look at Lee Si-heon’s face.
The eyes sparkled like a romance comic book, and my mouth watered.
“… Ah, crazy.”
Fucked.
I felt like I was going crazy because I was so embarrassed.
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“So.”
“… So what’s the point… “I don’t know either.”
It’s good that Gusul’s consciousness has returned, but the whereabouts of her original Gusul she has been lost.
“Anyway. I’m not. Know? It’s not me. Your majesty. You know? If you don’t know, it’s true.”
“How many times do you say you understand?”
Her red beads still covered her chest, and she pursed her lips.
“… Really. “I’m going to cry.”
“Why are you crying? “He was the one who gave in.”
“Oh, I don’t know. Look at the sheep and sleep. “I don’t know.”
It’s embarrassing.
I grabbed the shoulder of Gusul, who was holding the blanket, and pulled him towards me.
Of course, the beads that I hug my body as a habit. The face he still looked upset, but it was a process we were all too familiar with.
“… Do you still want to do it at this point?”
“I’m not doing it. Let’s organize this slowly. “Aren’t you hearing voices from inside?”
When I think, it is my heart.
Put your hands between your armpits and raise your fingers toward your nipples. For some reason, my nipples were standing up.
‘… Is it because our bodies are interconnected? Has your frigidity improved?’
Still, a bead is a bead.
I massaged my soft breasts, lightly bounced my nipples, and waited for an answer.
-Burrr.
However. No reply.
“… Ugh, black… Ugh…”
A face holding onto one’s chest and holding one’s breath while holding back pleasure.
Gooseul rubbed his tongue and closed his eyes tightly, squeezing my thighs with a confused look.
“For a moment… Stop. Really stop… Hehe!… !?”
Flinch!
A large bouncing body pushes my body and tries to move away.
When I removed the blanket, my cute nipples rose like never before.
The dark pink nipples, coated with salty sweat, stood up high as if they would disappear just by touching them.