Chapter 764 – Trauma (2)

“You abandoned me and ran away?”

Jeong Si-woo nodded his head with a confused look on his face at Su-yeon’s dry reaction.

“Yes… Haha. It’s funny, right? When my younger brother was in the most pain, I really couldn’t do anything. Just nothing. “I was too busy running away.”

In the forest, where sparks were flying above the bonfire, Siwoo stretched out his hands and closed his eyes tightly in indescribable psychological pain.

I still can’t forget what happened then. He was kidnapped and locked on a cargo ship, and all he could do was cry.

The one and only younger sister who was screaming and calling out to her… Even though she was locked in the lab, she couldn’t talk much.

This was because classified researchers and managed children according to their suitability.

Jeong Si-woo is the worst. Her younger sister is Choi Sang-gi.

Even though we are a family connected by blood, why is there such a difference?

Even when he was lucky enough to escape from the facility, Jeong Si-woo was just a weak kid.

“It’s okay to laugh. Even if he is an asshole who abandoned his family, I have nothing to say.”

At that time, I couldn’t do anything because I was afraid of adults.

I was afraid that the red needle that pierced my younger brother’s forearm might enter my body as well.

Like a fool, Jeong Si-woo was so shocked that he let go of the hand of his younger brother her, who was like half of his her life her his his.

“Still… If he’s alive. I definitely want to find it. “I want to say I’m sorry and ask for forgiveness.”

A voice full of regret trembles.

Suyeon silently stuffed dry food into her mouth and stared into the dark forest.

“I didn’t know you were an orphan. It’s not a bad thing. He seemed like a person who grew up properly under good parents.”

“I’m not that kind of person. Sister Sooyeon.”

“No, you are a better person than anyone I know. Different from me.”

Suyeon’s eyes, reflecting the fluttering flames, turned towards her earthworm crawling on the floor.

“Not long ago, I was a fool who pursued strict things.”

“… “Sister?”

“I almost lost my life because of my petty pride. “She wasn’t a noble sacrifice, she was just stubborn.”

She wandered around for a while, unable to take things for granted.

She lost her old friend, and her grandfather passed away a long time ago.

Su-yeon scoffed, saying that she was full of thoughts of wanting to prove something.

“Still.”

I took out the sword that was briefly placed on the floor.

The cold moonlight was beautifully streaming down the pure white sword body.

“Now that I know. I will do what I believe is right. Well, you’ve never been out of line.”

A different flow of mana was engraved in the hearts of Kim Soo-yeon and Jeong Si-woo.

An ideal magic circuit that can never be created naturally.

Sephiroth’s power to embody knowledge healed both of their injuries and aftereffects, and allowed them to retain their natural bodies.

The potential I thought had diminished… It feels like I’m back to my growing up days.

The natural talents of the two people blossomed again in difficult times.

“You have to become stronger. So I followed you. Not for your brother. To be honest, that’s the only purpose.”

The experiment performed on Jeong Si-woo and his younger sister was part of the heterogeneous power created by King Mokryeong’s awakening of power.

Knowledge that has only recently begun to bloom thanks to the support of the Cornus family.

Sephiroth was curious about this and asked Jeong Si-woo and Kim Soo-yeon to retrieve samples.

You can also find clues to your sister’s whereabouts there, so you kill two birds with one stone.

When I investigated Flower’s medicine, I also received Sephiroth’s promise to completely strengthen their dantian.

“… Is that a bit like that?”

Siwoo chuckled at Suyeon’s timid words.

“It’s changed a lot.”

“I think so too… Has it changed that much?”

“Before, it seemed like I was under some sort of obsession. Is it the good kid syndrome? I don’t know if it’s the same as that, but it’s similar.”

I want to appear good to others.

Okay. In addition, I always wanted to live in perfection.

Although she often teased the bright Saku that her hair was a flower garden. In fact, she said that she was the one who was more ideal than anyone else. Sooyeon giggled while biting into her beef jerky.

“Hehe, that’s right.”

Siwoo was momentarily entered by the beauty mixed with a gentle smile.

Rose of Sharon’s face is not tense and stiff.

This was why the grandfather had so many pictures of her granddaughter smiling.

“I’m sorry for being so selfish, I hope you find your sister. This is real.”

“Thank you.”

Jeong Si-woo folded his hands and prayed to God.

I don’t know how long I have endured for this moment.

I felt an indelible sense of guilt every moment I lived in a rich land, received a quality education, and ate beautifully prepared food.

Even as I was gradually getting stronger, I didn’t know what kind of environment my younger brother was in.

In a moment of ecstasy, her younger brother could be persecuted for reasons unknown to her, and she never knew her when her life she would be in danger.

Everything is trauma.

Siwoo, holding on to his rotting insides his, nauseated and held his chest.

“Town… Turn it off.”

“Are you okay?!”

“Yes. Yes… “This is the first time other than the World Tree and Isabella that I have told anyone about the details of the situation.”

The environment in the laboratory was terrible.

Pain continued every day, and children from the lowest class often fell asleep next to dirty excrement.

There was no help from anyone in the first place.

Because we humans have no protection even if we are alive.

Moreover, among the children who were orphans, there were children who belonged to publicly established orphanages, but even if they were kidnapped and disappeared from the list, no one investigated the issue carefully or created controversy.

Even the people who kidnap the human child are flowers.

“… Those who fought for humans. Cruelly taking advantage of people from a weaker class. “It’s ridiculous.”

Si-woo laughed at Su-yeon’s bitter reaction.

Perhaps Siwoo had already accepted that part for a long time, but he didn’t say anything more.

“… “What is your name?”

“Yes?”

“Your brother’s name.”

Sooyeon quickly changed the subject, but Siwoo’s reaction was sour.

He seemed unable to answer. He frowned and covered his mouth with his hand.

“I don’t remember.”

“What?”

All I know is the face and voice of that time.

Even finding this memory took a very long time.

“I don’t remember anything at all. My name too. “My younger brother’s name too.”

“No, wait a minute, I have your name. Jeong Si-woo-“

“Yes. That’s my name.”

Siwoo raised his head and there was saliva and a little gastric juice on the corner of his mouth.

Perhaps because the taste was quite bitter and disgusting, Siwoo, who was having a hard time breathing, took out a canteen and took a long gulp of water.

Then, he put down the canteen and said.

“It was a name given to me by my father after I lost my younger brother.”

“Father… ?”

“Yes. “He was a good person who accepted me, a person who had barely escaped from the facility and was on the brink of death.”

The person who accepted Jeong Si-woo, who lost his memory and was broken … He was a middle-aged man.

He wanders after losing his wife and children to a colleague who betrayed him. The person who died helping Siwoo.

The reason why a boy who could have taken a wrong turn was able to grow up correctly.

“Jeong Ho-moon.”

Siwoo’s eyes flashed red as he uttered that name.

* * * * * * * * * * *

It was possible to get to the destination in just half a day, but the important thing was neither distance nor time.

Just before going through difficult times, it was the teacher’s role to give the student a push so that he or she could make up his or her mind.

‘There’s not much I can do.’

My teacher, I think of the heavenly capital.

Master believed in me and waited for me until the end, even when his life was at stake.

Even if I slip, I will die.

Instead of saying a word to urge me, he would say kind words after thinking about it to ease my burden.

“Where is the meat?”

“I’m here, Master.”

Everyone wants to be a good teacher.

As I was thinking about it myself, I felt like I was starting to resemble the capital of heaven.

When I think about it, my method was very similar to the way the capital was transferred.

The thing about barging into a room and sleeping with someone… Wasn’t it an imitation of the method of relocating the capital?

‘I was forced into a small dorm room and slept in the same bed.’

The clothes are already dangerous.

I forced myself to sleep while smelling the sweet scent of an unfamiliar woman.

I don’t know how difficult it was for my lower body to constantly react to the smell of Master’s flesh.

Come to think of it. If Cheondo and I just changed genders, wouldn’t we be exactly like this now?

‘… Hmm. ‘No.’

Ebony is not frivolous like me.

I also don’t wear clothes with the lower part sticking out.

There is nothing particularly irritating about the priest-priest relationship. Above all, in my opinion, Ebondan was born with a perfect personality.

“Master, here are carrots and potatoes.”

“Thank you.”

After lunch, I run a few more kilometers. She started camping in search of a place where there was no sign of her.

The suyubokki I ate during the day was insanely delicious, but the end of the camping trip was not instant food, but home-cooked food.

“It’s something I ate a lot when I didn’t even know the basics of fighting yet.”

“It’s curry.”

“Uh-huh, it’s not just curry.”

When you sprinkle commercial curry powder on it, a delicious smell comes out.

Because marbles and other people’s dexterity in the kingdom are a bit good. Every time, I only ate luxurious curry that you would get at a specialty restaurant.

Why isn’t that there? Such curries that you eat with yogurt sprinkled on top and bread dipped in.

“It’s garam masalani chili powder, so you don’t need to use that?”

“But the curry that Gusul made was delicious.”

It’s delicious.

I also have to admit it.

Why is a child who couldn’t even feel emotions until recently become so good at cooking?

After learning little by little, he quickly came up with a taste that was even better than the food of a 5-star hotel chef, which his father, a member of the National Assembly, used to call.

“But you can’t beat the taste.”

“?”

-Bubble bubble.

Stir well so that the curry powder does not clump up, and the homemade curry with meat is completed.

Soul food made with a generous serving of carrots or potatoes cut into chunks.

On a chilly fall night like this, I had no idea how delicious curry would be while looking at the sky.

“Now, take a bite.”

I put a generous amount of curry on freshly cooked rice and placed it in Eobdan’s hand.

“Oh. “Master, please eat first.”

“Don’t be polite, Seup. Quickly!”

“… Ah. “Then please excuse me, Master.”

Ebony, who read the sincerity in my eyes, took a bite of curry rice while sweating.

Look.

The taste of a rustic curry with rich meat so crunchy that it’s difficult to move your jaw.

“Hmm… Ugh!”

The corner of Ebony’s mouth her, which was pursing its lips her, twitched in happiness.

I knew it would be like this. They say I know what food tastes like because I have a good appetite recently.

“Hehe, it’s delicious, right?”

The ebony, started by my smile, stopped chewing and slightly turned his head as if he was embarrassed.

“It’s delicious.”

“Eat as much as you want, and I won’t let a drop of water get on your hands during this trip.”

You are blessed.

Here you can understand how great a position it is to be Lee Si-heon’s premium disciple.

I unpacked the food, tore up the old paper that I had properly packed, and placed it on the ebony spoon.

“Master, please eat too.”

“Seup!”

In response to my harsh response, I reluctantly took a bite of kimchi.

“!”

The angelic ebony was at a loss and was delighted with the taste.

It was so delicious that the quiet ebony stamped his feet in love.

This is the taste of my father.

“The taste of your father?”

“There is a saying like that. “I remember my dad’s cooking a lot later.”

Ebony is like my daughter.

As he said that and smiled happily, Ebony took another bite of food and muttered quietly.

“Father… ?”

“You can think of me as dad.”

Ebony shook his head timidly.

“Master is Master.”

“… “It looks like a sword.”

This is a bit disappointing.

Still, it is much more responsive and my complexity looks better than during the day.

It took a moment to show my disappointment. As I smiled and stroked her head, the ebony with a complicated expression carefully lifted the spoon and held it out to me.

“This time, Master… Make sure to eat it.”

Definitely.

When I put the rice that Ebondan offered me into my mouth and chewed it, I felt the taste just as I had imagined.

I think the food tastes even better because it is given by a disciple.

I can’t do it because it’s tantalizing.

Let’s scoop up my share of curry and eat it hungrily. Only then did the relieved ebony begin to eat the food eagerly.

No nightmares tonight, only happy memories.

After the meal is over. After a short tea break, we snuggled together and fell asleep.