Chapter 879 – Wiki’s Thoughts

Everyone knows that Wiki’s father’s love is extreme.

If the behavior goes beyond simple jealousy and obscures the essence, creates misunderstandings, and begins to mislead the situation, it would be difficult to call it simple foolishness.

“Are you going to scold me again?”

Jealousy, mainly seen in children, is common.

The problem is that the state of the wiki has gone beyond the bounds of common sense.

Alba, who brought the rebellious Wiki to her secluded place, stood her daughter in front of her and stared at her with a scared expression without answering.

“… “Why aren’t you talking?”

“Wiki.”

“What’s the problem?”

At least Wiki’s attitude, which he listened to his parents, was gradually heading towards a period of rebellion.

Is it because they grow quickly, or is it because the child’s unique, raw ego is beginning to express itself through contact with the outside world?

If it was the former, it would be fortunate, but if it was the latter, there was a problem.

Because it meant that Wiki was unable to control his desires and was trying to control the world around him.

Self-centered thinking is an unavoidable child phenomenon, but it was not a wiki. Wiki, who is well versed in humanities, human nature, brain science, and the psychology of others, was able to sufficiently control his own reason.

This was none other than Alba’s decision. She taught Wiki to behave like that.
There is no doubt that Wiki will be able to think like the surrounding adults right away.

However, not all adults act wisely and rationally.

What distinguishes a minor from an adult is simply the number of years the cell has divided.

It was just a tacit agreement to classify people by age, like drawing lines on a map.

Wiki is thinking like an adult, but the thinking is that of an adult who has gone astray.

Regardless of one’s situation, status, or conditions, Lee Si-heon considers himself to be something he should have and acts accordingly.

“Are you saying you don’t know what the problem is? Wiki.”

“Yes.”

Wiki held his head upright and shouted loudly at Alba for the first time.

I like my dad.

It may sound cute, but in reality, it is the same as saying that they are going to steal her father from her mother.

This is ridiculous. Soybean flour is also oily water!

Is it normal for Shiva, of course, to see everyone from her father’s lover to his student as romantic enemies and keep them in check? The obsession that had recently grown rapidly was so out of line that he even disobeyed the requests of his father, whom he adored.

No. Should I say it is out of line?

Wiki thought that there was nothing as correct and linear as his current method.

“What’s the problem? Are you trying to fool your dad? Did I attack my sister first? “Isn’t controlling a situation to get what you want something everyone does?”

The little queen, her face covered in the wind blowing through Alba’s skirt, muttered in a cold voice.

“I think again. Wiki. “Because I don’t even understand what I’m doing wrong.”

“I can say without a doubt that I am better than my mother. “I know very well how the world is going right now.”

“…”

The blood in her brain was boiling, and in contrast, Alba’s face became cold.

“Living things are inherently selfish. Mom and me too. Mom, do you know what’s different? Why does she keep holding me to different standards? “I lied to my father, hugged him, and gave birth on a day I didn’t plan on!”

Wiki responded with clear and accurate pronunciation.

“I said I love you dad. Then why is Cheondo lying in the hospital room right now? Did she apologize for leaving her so sad? If her mother had believed in the arbitrary standards of goodness created by her foolish brats, her father might have been stigmatized. She didn’t need to suffer that much.”

Although there were errors in both skin and wavelength, from the beginning Wiki thought that there was no perfect idea in the emotions of living things.

“My mom brought it all on herself. I don’t know? Even if you know the truth about the crown, do not let this situation repeat itself, for the ‘origin’! “For the sake of the greater good, I let my father get hurt and dragged him into this.”

It is a living thing because it defies logic.

There is no being that lives without emotions, and living things follow their intentions and dreams.

“Dad, do you think anything will be different? Aside from manipulated fates, how many times have you attacked others because of your immediate sexual desires? Wasn’t that the kind of person he was supposed to be? I’ve only slipped up like that once or twice! We also have to stop ignoring it.”

Reproduction, love, self-satisfaction.

Since I had messed up my part-time job once, I couldn’t deny Wiki’s words.

“What about other people? My sister also betrayed us because of her father and drove a stake through her heart. What about that person, Lee Se-young? How many innocent people died while running Crow? Do you think he felt guilty about every single one of those things?”

“Wiki.”

“What’s different? “The only person I think has the most dignity is Jin Dal-rae, the person who got rid of the pain on her own, but even that person was once blinded by revenge?”

“Stop.”

“It’s all the same. “Everyone lives only doing what is good for them.”

A hostile look appeared in Wiki’s eyes.

“What can’t be done? Can you look at this situation, but not that situation? Anyone else? After all the work had already been done, are you going to pretend that you realized the truth and that you fought because of each other’s beliefs? Do you think I’m cursing my dad, mom, or someone else?”

This is what the wiki wanted to say.

“Not at all. Rather, I am positive about everyone. Because that’s what people are. Because living things balance things out and take what they like while fighting against contradictions. I have no desire to discipline others. Regardless of whether I deserve it or not, there is no one in this world who can speak about it with pride.”

Justice is not heartless. Without good and evil, the current state of affairs would not have emerged.

Being selfish, calculating, and the altruistic desire to help others are all part of the principles formed over the course of the world.

However, it was not created by someone’s will.

The creature that tries to stray and escape from there is also a piece of the many results.

I know Wiki.

Everyone knew it.

I didn’t want to laugh at anyone’s contradictions. There is no need to understand others.

Cheadle says that if we all live like that, a heartless world will strike.

These guys’ behavior is always arbitrary. They praise nature, which was created over eons of time, as uncontrollable, and arrogantly claim that all phenomena can be understood through a single example.

“Mom, don’t be hypocritical.”

Wiki’s eyes turned blue.

“To get to the root and repair the world so that there is no war or wounds. Even the kids won’t think like that, Mom.”

“…”

“Am I a tool for that mother’s dream? Are you saying I should become the machine god of this world? Like a strict Bible that people like to teach others, or a childish fantasy novel written by obvious people? Great. You can make a judgment about anything. As to which value is more important, new objective indicators are always established, and it is not difficult to figure out.”

A deep desire.

In fact, it was hard to even say it was big.

“I only want my dad.”

“I say this knowing how dangerous my current thoughts are-“

“Yes. I know. Mom told me. The very next day after I was born. “When she hasn’t had a single breast.”

Wiki spread both hands. It was like a baby bear crying, but the sound that came out of his mouth was nothing short of bloody.

“I don’t want to be normal, I want to be with my dad. What if something goes wrong? I love my dad? I’m going to make my dad’s dream come true. Furthermore, I will make your dreams come true too. Of course, my mom too. Only.”

Around the time when an extremely detached sigh came out of Alba’s mouth.

“… “Because I should be the person who likes my dad the most, and the person he should like the most.”

Let’s do it.

A strong friction sound rang out from Wiki’s cheek.

“…”

Silence came. Wiki, whose eyes were shaking, crumpled his face in shock.
Fortunately, no physical resistance occurred from Wiki’s body, but Alba’s anger was flowing out strongly regardless.

“That’s right. Wiki. “I thought wrong.”

“… ?”

“Everyone has their own circumstances. It’s just as you said. It’s not that Si-heon is the best, and I just did it because I liked that person.”

Alba laughed. It was a completely different line of education from what she had taught before.

“So, to intercept something. You also need to know that there are things that get in the way.”

“…”

“There’s also a way to compromise. And the fact that if you’re not careful, you might lose everything. “There are stakes in the balance.”

“…”

“You’re all right, Wiki. Do you think he will agree to everything? “Is it possible to be forgiven?”

“… “She is no different from her mother.”

“Don’t be arrogant. Wiki. “You have to distinguish between being honest and being stupid.”

“Stupid? Me?”

Alba interrupted her and quietly glared at Wiki. Wiki, whose thoughts were interrupted as if he had been hit by her cold water, narrowed his eyes, crossed his arms, and bit his lip.

Persuasion with a different direction worked well for Wiki.

This also meant that the mother-daughter relationship could not help but descend into an uncontrollable competitive structure.

“… Mom, I’m jealous of you. Because I really think I can and will do it. “They are so scared that they instinctively block me.”

“You may think as you please. But Wiki, let me tell you this. “I love Wiki as much as he does.”

“Do you know how absurd what mom asked me to do is?”

The silent Alba suddenly grabbed her skirt and dropped her to her knees on the dirt floor.

Wicky widened his eyes. Dust stuck to Alba’s knees, and then Alba took off his hat and grabbed Wiki’s wrist, who was standing there with his white hair fluttering.

The weakened appearance of her mother, who had always been authoritative and emphasized her duties as much as her rights.

“… Sorry. Wiki.”

A word of no benefit.

No. If you look closely, this was clearly Alba’s calculated action.

Since emotions are also an important criterion for judgment, Wiki took the lead in the competition with his mother that he had been hoping for.

“…”

The problem is what’s inside…

He said he didn’t feel it from his mother.

This may also be the brain’s action to avoid the immediate situation. If Alba had been another woman or Shiva, she would have thought so and scoffed.

But the opponent is Alba, a former wise man.

As the person who taught Wiki, she was a woman who naturally understood how Wiki would react to her showing such unfamiliar feelings.

For Wiki, a child with a lot of thoughts, this is something that makes his heart tremble.

“Please, forgive me.”

“Mom… Why are you saying that? “Mom isn’t the only person like that.”

Wiki’s expression falls. His face was full of embarrassment and sadness.

Tears fall on the sand. It was undoubtedly an unadorned, overflowing expression of emotion.

“Do you think I would feel sorry if I did this?”

“I’m sorry.”

Alba’s earnest request, crying sadly.

Please, don’t destroy the warm world around us.

Those were truly selfish words, and it seemed like he was admitting his own hypocrisy. He was like a rat who denied the notion of a former wise man as perceived by those around him.

But that’s why Wiki’s agitation is growing.

Because these were words that destroyed Alba’s dreams and life, as well as her primary purpose.

“Hey, wake up. Mom. First. Yes… ?”

Wiki’s eyes returned to black, and she timidly hugged her mother’s face.

Alba’s crying face was strongly engraved in Wiki’s mind.

Why?

The pain in my chest tormented Wiki.