Chapter 458 – First Night (2)

“Master, are you sleeping?”

Naturally, I also started to feel a little nervous at Eunbyeol’s voice coming from outside the door.

I never thought that you would come to my room like this from the first day.

Still, there was no need to reject her who approached me first, so I conveyed to Eunbyeol that she hadn’t fallen asleep yet.

“No, not yet.”

“Well, if you don’t mind…”

“…”

“Now, would it be all right if I go in for a moment?”

“Okay, come in.”

“…”

After I answered, there was silence for a while, and then the door slowly opened outside.

And beyond that door was Eunbyul looking at me with a cautious expression on her face.

“What’s the matter? Is it because the bed is uncomfortable?”

“Oh, no… That’s not why…”

If that’s not the reason, then it must be the other reason.

I guessed a little by looking at the expected amount of points floating next to her face.

First of all, the first words that came out of Eunbyul’s mouth were answers that were a little different from her sexual desire.

“Sorry, sorry… I know I shouldn’t say this to my master, but…”

“I’ll judge whether it works or not, so just talk about it.”

“Oh, I don’t think I will be able to sleep alone tonight… That’s why I came to speak to you without shame.”

“Okay?”

“Yes yes…”

When he said he came to visit me because he couldn’t sleep alone, at first I thought he meant that he came to ask me for a favor because he couldn’t stand his sexual desire.

The reason why I couldn’t sleep from Eunbyeol’s mouth was a slightly more serious and heavy answer than I expected.

“When I close my eyes and lie down quietly, the scenery of that room keeps coming to my mind.”

“…”

“Now I know that I ran away from that dark room, but suddenly I can’t get out of my head that I am experiencing hallucinations of my own making to get out of phantom pain.”

“… I see.”

“Yeah, so I wanted to check it out. I wonder if the owner is well in the next room… Whether or not…”

Well, it’s not unusual for Eunbyeol, who had just been rescued, to be confused.

Just a few hours ago, Eunbyeol was locked up alone in that dark and cold solitary cell, not in this room.

It was an unavoidable phenomenon that he began to think that perhaps even the current situation in which he had escaped from that room was an illusion created by himself.

As I have not personally experienced her, I cannot fathom the fear and pain that her separation must have caused, so the only thing I can do for her is comfort and support.

“Bar, excuse me in the middle of the night, master. I’ll just go in…”

“Goodbye.”

“… Yes.”

“Close the door and come closer.”

“…”

Click. The door closed quietly with a loud voice.

And with a slightly nervous expression, Eunbyeol slowly approaches me.

When her body was close enough to be within range of me, I pulled one arm of Eunbyeol towards me at once.

“… !”

The maid embraced me with a surprised expression at my sudden action.

I brought my face closer to her half-tilted face on the bed.

The lips of the two naturally overlapped and started a quiet kiss without conversation.

-Cheup, tsueup.

“…”

– Little, little, little, little.

“…”

The kiss between the two suddenly started without any notice or even a conversation.

However, neither Eunbyeol nor I thought about giving my head away, and we quietly kissed for a long time.

In the process, we had time to reconfirm the feelings we had forgotten about for the first time in a long time.

-Cheep, tsueup…

“…”

-Jock, jock…

“…”

Even in a short amount of time, the two people’s lips repeatedly attached and separated several times.

And the two people’s tongues that do not fall out every time their lips are attached.

And the saliva, breath, and body temperature transmitted between the overlapping lips.

The deep kiss that shared every part of each other lasted for almost several minutes.

It was only after a long time had passed that counting the hours became meaningless before I was able to properly put my face away and face Eunbyeol’s expression.

“…”

“…”

A beautiful appearance that can’t be covered by the dim light that seeps in from outside.

It wasn’t just her beauty that the faint moonlight illuminated.

Immediately after the kiss, Eun-byeol showed every part of Eun-byeol, from her flushed face to her shy expression.

“Goodbye.”

“… Yes, master.”

“Does this moment still feel like a fantasy created by Eunbyeol?”

“… No.”

Of course.

It was because the deep kiss from just now clearly told me where I was and who the person in front of me was.

It would be difficult to even imagine that this moment was something made, at least until I went to sleep tonight.

The brain does not know the concept of negation.

No matter how much I told Eunbyeol, ‘Don’t think about what happened at her Geumhyang Group’s mansion,’ Eunbyeol would naturally have no choice but to think of her own situation of being kidnapped by her Geumhyang Group.

A little different shock therapy was needed to get the incident out of her head.

To leave a much more intense experience in her head so that everything she has been through in her gold country does not even have a chance to squeeze through.

This was the surest way to ‘make me forget’ something.

Of course, the kiss that was much deeper than usual for a long time was part of that.

Even so, there was still a possibility that this was not enough, so her country made her existence a little more firmly imprinted on the woman in front of her.

“Goodbye.”

“… Yes, master.”

“Who do you think I am in front of you?”

“… This is my master, Seongcheol Kim.”

“And what?”

“… Yes?”

“Is that all? In Eunbyeol’s opinion, am I just Eunbyeol’s temporary owner, Kim Seongcheol?”

“… !”

As soon as she understood what I was saying, Eunbyeol answered by shaking her head instead.

This was the most important moment.

Because I had to fill her mind full of all kinds of thoughts about me.

“Tell me more. Who I am.”

“… He is Doshi-hee’s lover, and he is a merciful master who shares that undeserved love with me.”

“Is that all?”

“He is a precious master who sincerely understands and respects Doshi-hee and me, and cannot be replaced by any other man.”

“And what?”

“… You are a grateful master who rescued me from endless despair where I thought I would never be able to escape again and promised to protect myself for me.”

The existence of ‘I’ that fills her head with every word and word modifier.

All of the bad memories from the Geumhyang group would have already been pushed away by the impression of me.

Still, if possible, I wanted to fill even the last void in her head with everything about me.

One more time, I made eye contact with Eunbyul and asked the last question.

“More than those objective facts, what does Eunbyeol think of me?”

“Yes yes?!”

“Do you simply think of me as a person who is fortunate that Eunbyeol and I have similar tastes? Or are you just feeling grateful to someone who saved you?”

“Oh, no… ! I’ve never had that thought before!”

“Then tell me. What does Eunbyeol think of me, and what kind of relationship do you want to have in the future?”

“…”

Eunbyeol, whose lips are licking, with a red face that stands out more than the moonlight in the middle of the night.

Her mouth began to open little by little with a thin courage.

“I-I…”

“…”

“Master… Ki, Seongcheol Kim… I love you…”

“…”

“Uh, I want to be with my master forever… I’m really looking forward to it… Even if my priority is relatively lower due to Doshi-hee, even if I lack charm compared to Ho or the owner’s other lovers…”

“…”

“It’s okay to occupy even a small space in the owner’s heart, so I’m thinking that I want to love the owner forever and be loved by the owner.”

Eun-byeol pours out all the emotions she has stored in her heart and even sheds tears.

Every word she said was infinitely enough to move my heart.

I naturally pulled Eunbyul’s body, which was already half leaning on my bed, into the bed.

“You said it well, Eunbyeol.”

“Lord, Master…”

“Did you say you couldn’t possibly sleep alone tonight?”

“Hey, it seems to be fine now. Thanks to Master’s care, I feel like my mind has stabilized a lot…”

“… If that’s the case, I’m glad.”

Maybe she thought it might be rude, but this time, Eunbyeol showed a cautious defensive attitude.

I grabbed one of her butt cheeks.

The body of the beautiful maid was naturally pushed completely into the bed.

“Unlike Eunbyul, I was completely awake.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I have nothing to apologize for. I didn’t mean to apologize.”

“…”

“But, you still have to take responsibility for waking up the master, right?”

Eun-byeol nodded cautiously after understanding the true meaning of my words to take responsibility at once.

As I expected, it seemed that tonight should be a little longer.