Chapter 94 – How to Persuade Your Lover (1)
After Seong Tae-kyung goes back to her house, Kang Eun-young’s house.
Haha, ha, ha….”
After sending him away, who appears like the wind, stirs up his shady feelings, and disappears like dew.
Kang Eun-young could hardly control her own heart, which started beating fast.
It seemed like only yesterday that she was a little child, apparently only taller than her own thigh.
How the hell did she grow up without even realizing it?
It was the moment when, from her parents’ point of view, the illusion that their children were children no matter how old they grew up was broken.
Even though she hadn’t been there before, sometimes she felt awkward whenever she faced her son, who was too grown up.
Today’s Seong Tae-kyung felt like she was facing someone else in her situation.
As soon as she recognized him as a man and not a son, her feelings were constantly confused.
Her height, which had grown so far, was far beyond her 170cm height.
Broad shoulders, firmer chest, thicker forearms and larger palms.
I don’t know if it was intentional or not, but even the touch of a heavy object subtly felt near her thigh.
Kang Eun-young’s face naturally turned red as she recalled each and every element of him that he felt momentarily when he hugged her.
“Haa, this, this bookstore….”
Does it make sense to feel sexual desire for a child who is only half your age?
No matter how attractive he was objectively, she felt it was a sin to feel that way towards him.
Besides, why did her personality suddenly change like that?
Until a few years ago, when she tried to comfort him by hugging him, he shyly pulled away once or twice.
Today, without the slightest hesitation, of course, he was hugging himself, and he was gently rubbing his butt with one hand.
Unless you’re an idiot, it’s not hard to figure out that he acted so sly on purpose.
That’s why Kang Eun-young became quite confused by every single element she encountered.
The child whom I regarded as a son and thought of as a son has grown up to be as big as I am before I knew it.
It would be a lie if I said that I hadn’t felt rational feelings for him even once during the 10 years of raising him as if he were my child.
As each year passed, the more she saw her growing taller and stronger body, the more Kang Eun-young unknowingly thought of her ex-husband, who died a long time ago, every time she saw him.
After he graduated from high school, that feeling got even worse.
Each time, she sinks deep into her loathing of herself.
It was not enough to be her daughter’s lover, and it was a story that made no sense to feel lust for a boy she remembered from her childhood.
Especially when he showed such feelings outwardly, it was obvious from inside the slime that his party, Seong Tae-kyung and his daughter Kang Hye-eun, would despise him.
She deliberately forced her emotions under her face.
The only thing I love is the dead person, deliberately recalling the old past more and more.
The excuse that he would only have one loved one in his lifetime was the most effective way to escape from the vague feelings he had.
After thinking that, he was able to suppress his feelings for Seong Tae-kyung for a while.
It was also a story that was ‘for a while’.
Due to the words and actions he gave to her today, she finally realized it.
She realized that she still had rational feelings for him and was just suppressing them as a trivial excuse.
‘My husband must have had a wide back and muscles like mine.’
‘The fact that his original job was a male hunter, and it seems that he had many similarities with me in many ways.’
She knew that the reason she first felt rational feelings for Seong Tae-kyung was because she had already considered him similar to her husband from the bottom of her heart.
Even with the body of a man, he is trying hard to become a hunter somehow.
As they grow, their height, muscles, and body shapes become more and more similar.
As soon as I recalled that he had grown up enough to say that they looked alike except for their face.
Kang Eun-young was caught up in the most confusing wave of emotions of her entire life.
Besides, what was the attitude he showed toward himself today?
‘Because I’m worried that Eun-yeong, not her mother, treats her body like that.’
‘I wanted to be able to repay you even a little for the kindness you have raised me up until now.’
It was as if he said that if he wanted to, he would mix as much as he wanted, and the sight of him broke the hard barriers that had been erected in her mind ever so slightly.
More than 20 years after her last sexual relationship, her body was already aroused without her knowledge.
Every time she remembered Seong Tae-gyeong’s face, Kang Eun-young’s body kept flinching and bouncing.
‘From now on, I will call you sister. I’ll go back, Eun-young sister.’
“Huh… !!”
How long had it been since she heard the title of ‘Eunyoung’s older sister’?
Seeing him spitting out the same words as her husband, who had just returned, was instantly immersed in the feeling that he and her husband might be the same person.
The abnormal feelings I had towards him also ran out of control.
“Son, son…. Don’t think weird….”
Even though both of her children were not related by blood, she felt proud that she raised both of her children as a single mother.
It was a moment when she thought that it would be okay to take a break now.
Seong Tae-kyung’s actions to confuse herself were enough to throw her body and mind into chaos.
Although today I somehow succeeded in sending him back.
If that child, who is like a child, continues the same temptation tomorrow, will I be able to shake it off?
Maybe the day after tomorrow, or even the next day.
When he sincerely hugs himself and says he loves him, can I deny this feeling?
Even though that thought entered Kang Eun-young’s head for the moment, she tried hard to ignore her own feelings as she remembered her one and only daughter.
As her mother, she knew better than anyone the feelings her own daughter had for him from a young age.
As her parental duty, she couldn’t interfere with her daughter’s love business.
How hard she’s been trying not to let her hear that she’s a child raised without her father.
After her judgment, made for her one pleasure, she didn’t think she could bear the guilt she felt for her two children.
Kang Eun-young decided to repress this emotion that had been exposed outside of her moment.
To suppress forever, forever.
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After somehow succeeding in bringing out the emotions of ‘Sister Eun-young,’ I immediately returned home and called Esilla.
Because I felt that I needed to be verified by someone to see if the actions I was taking were in the right direction.
In the past, I wouldn’t have the material to judge whether I was doing it right or not, but now I have an SI I can talk about everything openly.
I directly asked Esilla who had called me about what I had done to Eun-young noona.
‘Esilla, am I doing well right now?’
「Judging by the increase in the expected acquisition points of S-rank Hunter Kang Eun-young, it is assumed that the master’s plan is going in a good direction.」
It wasn’t a definite answer, but I managed to get a positive answer back.
Her words alone made me feel like I was given some justification for what I was doing.
Of course, even if it seems to be working out right now, there is still work to be done.
Kang Hye-eun, who is in the same position as my current lover.
I don’t know about others, but I had to explain this situation to Hye-eun at least.
The thought that I still had a long way to go made my head quite complicated.
Of course, there might be a way to keep it a secret only from Hye-eun and have sex with Eun-young noona out of her sight….
“Warning. This act carries considerable risks.”
‘I know that too.’
No matter how much I am, I can’t be a great person enough to do such garbage.
Some people may find it absurd that I lean my moral standards when I am mixed with several women even though I already have a lover.
Even so, I only move according to the standards I set.
In particular, the relationship with Eun-young noona this time was the beginning of a long way beyond the moral line I had set.
In order to somehow bring this act back towards its baseline, I had to act as best I could in the direction of asking her for forgiveness.
Because that was the least conscience I could show Hyeeun.
“… By now, they must be fighting in the dungeon.”
Considering the time we leave after hunting, it should be around 5:00 in the afternoon.
If I send a text message or a KakaoTalk message now, they will probably read it in the evening.
Let her tell her all about her today.
How my awakening ability works, and that it’s not limited to swordsmanship.
Even when it comes to the description of the urgent task or the conditions under which it comes to mind.
And because it came to her mother, I had no choice but to have sex with Eun-young.
She probably wouldn’t understand unless I explained everything I could say.
This time was the time to reveal everything about me to Hye-eun.