Chapter 187 – 187. Sex Addict’s End (4)

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“Have you calmed down now?”

“Yes, yes…”

Monohorn lay in the arms of Estrus, and lay with her in the cleft of the rock.

Mono Horn was sniffing with her head buried in her chest, and Estrus was quietly brushing or patting his back.

She looked like she was putting a big baby to sleep.

“Really~ Monohorn, are you still that afraid of me~?”

“… Yes, yes…”

As if it wasn’t a lie, and as if he had reached an infantile regression, his voice, as he answered in an incoherent manner, showed clear traces of fear.

Monohorn even, she just mumbled with her head buried in her chest, not even raising her head.

She felt a bit frustrated.

“Whoa~”

She let out a long sigh,

Tup.
Swoop.

“Uh, uh…?”

She cups both of his cheeks with her hands, and she twists his head upward to force his gaze.

Monohorn’s eyes trembled anxiously.

“Monohon~”

“Yes, yes, sister.”

“Call me Estrus~”

“Eh, Sister Estrus.”

“No, just Estrus~”

“Eh, eh, eh, Estrus.”

“Okay~♡”

Swoop, Swoop.

She smiles and strokes Monohorn’s head.

Mono Horn makes her blush.

“You don’t like having sex with me?”

Startle.

Monohorn’s face hardened.

He seemed terrified again.

“Oh, no… That…”

Monohorn murmured something.

Estrus calmly and patiently waits for what he has to say next.

“…”

But it didn’t work.

Quick.

A vein rises on her forehead.

Estrus’ arms tightened up.

“Ah, ahh…! Ahhh, it hurts!”

“Sorry…”

Estrus loosens his grip.

After looking at his face for a while,

Prison.

Hold him by the neck and hold him to his chest.

“Could you be honest~? I’m having a bit, no, I’m having a hard time right now~”

Startle.

“…”

Something flashed through his mind, and Monohorn’s body stiffened.

He raises his head and looks at Estrus’ face.

However, all he could see was Estrus’ slender neck and slim jawline.

“Uh, um… With my older sister,”

“Estrus~”

“Geez, really?”

“Yeah~♡”

Monohorn’s face flushed red.

“Eh, there’s no way you don’t like having sex with Estrus…”

“Really~?”

Estrus lowers her head and meets Mono Horn’s eyes.

Her eyes were slightly red and bloodshot.

“Without a single lie, it’s so ecstatic. It really feels like I’m floating in space. Just ramming Estrus’s ass with her cock, and I’m like, ‘Whoa, it’s all about anal sex!’ And then, in the midst of oops, the cock screamed, ‘Push shoot, fu shoot! It’s like I’m going to do it.”

Estrus smiled softly.

Monohorn deliberately answered her question the way she liked.

Feeling his sincere heart, Estrus was able to relieve his regret.

“But why did you just do that?”

“Hee, heehee…!”

The mono horn shudders.

The fear he had just felt had resurfaced.

Pat, pat.

Estrus held him in her heart and comforted him for a while.

As time passed, his tremors gradually subsided.

“Really, what are you so afraid of?”

“…”

“Huh~?”

Evil, evil.

Estrus gently caresses his back.

Mono Horn cautiously lifts her head and meets her eyes.

“That… If the rules of the community break down while having sex with Estrus, I’m afraid I’ll lose my place, and if that happens, I’ll be separated from everyone, I’m so scared…”

Warak.

Estrus silently hugged him.

Her expression looked complicated.

Mono Horn hugged her, but she realized right away that she wouldn’t come over him.

He took courage and decided to make his intentions clear.

“Estrus.”

“Eh~?”

“Having sex with Estrus when everyone is together is beyond words. Yes. If anyone asks, I can confidently say it’s just as good as having sex with Maman alone.”

“…Really~?”

“Yes.”

Swoop, Swoop.

Mono Horn reaches out to her and strokes her hair.

Her Mono Horn fingers burrow through her auburn hair.

As he raised her hand,

Saralak, Saralak.

At his fingertips, the waves containing the dark sunset scatter beautifully.

“I’ll be sure. Having sex with Estrus, no, just being able to be together is so good. Every time I realize that we’re sharing every moment together, it’s really heartbreakingly happy.”

Hwaaak.

The setting sun also sets on Estrus’ face.

As if she was shy, she lowered her eyes.

Her long eyelashes quiver.

“That’s why I’m so afraid that the trust of the community, the foundation that connects us, will collapse because we break the rules. It’s going to be impossible. I don’t like that.”

“Ah…”

“So, Estrus.”

“Uh, uh…”

“Can’t we have sex with Estrus, not now, when everyone is together?”

“…”

Estrus closes her eyes tightly.

Her lips tremble

Mono Horn wondered if she had made a mistake or not. She chewed on what she said.

‘Uh, uh… She didn’t say anything wrong…’

And in the end, she has a hunch that she is facing the worst, not him.

‘Also… Is that the case again…’

Mono Horn bites her lip.

She opens her eyes

Estrus’ eyes looking at him were even more bloodshot than before.

She looked like she was about to burst into tears.

In Monohorn’s eyes, it was the first time she looked as dangerous as she is today.

“Monohon…”

The drowsiness drained from Estrus’ tone.

She is serious

She will be so serious, and also desperate, that she cannot pretend to be relaxed.

It would have been inevitable.

“Estrus. No way… Seriously, is that what I thought right?”

She nods her head cautiously.

Only then did Monohon understand why she had come to visit him right after reading Margarita.

She would have needed reassurance as herself.

“You helped Jose and Margarita for nothing.”

“…”

“Yes?”

“… There’s no price. I’ve received a lot of help, so I’m giving back as much as I’ve received.”

Gulp.

“…”

Estrus swallows her dry saliva.

She was uncharacteristically nervous.

It was because, looking back on how helpful she had been to Mono Horn and how much she had given him, she judged that she hadn’t been particularly helpful or given anything to him.

Rather, only the things that were mean to him pass through her mind.

Even today, I unintentionally made him tremble with anxiety.

Upon realizing that, impatience begins to fill her heart.

That’s why she chose to spit out an excuse quickly.

“That, so… I’m really sorry that I tried to forcefully attack you. I didn’t know that you, Monohon, would think that much. Usually, we all make love while having sex together, so of course I like it, and I know how to agree, “

“Stop.”

“Sigh…!”

She swallows in vain and shrinks her body.

She had to tremble in fear that a fire command would fall from Monohorn’s mouth.

In fact, she was even more afraid of being turned away from him.

Sararak.
Tuk-tuk, tuk-tuk.

But Mono Horn neither yelled at her nor criticized her.

Mono Horn hugged her and gave her a gentle pat on the back.

“Haaa…”

She lets out a sigh of relief and relaxes her body.

“You don’t have to apologize. You don’t have to make excuses. Now I understand what Estrus was thinking. It was just because I was scared for nothing, now I think I know why Estrus did it. I’m really fine now.”

“Huh…”

“And there is no need to worry that I will ignore the difficulties of Estrus. I believe that I am still alive thanks to Estrus and all the members of the community who supported me. I think it is a debt that must be repaid at any time. I did, but this opportunity has come. So don’t be anxious, okay?”

“Uh, uh, uh, uh…”

In the end, Estrus bursts into tears.

Her keen senses were due to her insight into the fact that the Mono Horn was never false.

She didn’t want Monohorn to see her crying, so she buried her head deep into his shoulder.

“…Estrus. Since when did that happen?”

“At that time… Right after I reached the 6th level…”

Ha…

Monohorn let out a long sigh.

He had to try desperately to suppress the rising anger, imagining tearing the goddess to pieces over 20 times in his mind.

“Is it a simple illusion, or is it possible that it is nervousness caused by anxiety?”

“Hehe. You know. I’m Estrus.”

“Sir…”

Koo Woo-wook.

Her mono horn gives her more strength and hugs her.

Pound, pound, pound, pound.

Estrus felt like her heart would melt at the force of this young man.

The reason he came to Monohorn, not Benison, was largely due to his trustworthy side, which he could rely on more in times of crisis.

Even though Benison was a year older than Monohorn, Estrus felt that Monohorn was much more mature than Benison.

“What about the others?”

“You are the first.”

“Hmm… Is it okay for me to like this? That means that Estrus trusts and relies on me, doesn’t it?”

“Whoops.”

Jjoong.

Estrus kisses the nape of Monohorn’s neck.

From the point where her lips touched, goosebumps from pleasure spread all over Monohorn’s neck in an instant.

He felt in real time that being trusted by someone gave him a greater pleasure than he had ever imagined.

Parr.

Monohorn trembles.

However, it soon catches his heart.

Because I know very well that it is not the time to be buried in such feelings.

“Has it just started recently? It’s not serious yet, is it?”

“Huh.”

“What exactly are the symptoms?”

“… I want to kill them. Everyone else except Benison…”

“Oh my god…”

Monohorn’s face hardened seriously.

Estrus buried her head in the nape of Mono Horn’s neck, but she watched his face go pale.

Guilt stains her face.

But Monohorn did not run away from her.

It is because she caught a possibility in her remarks.

“Every time, do you have an unbearably strong urge?”

“No. Not yet, I think it’s still tolerable.”

“Do you… Do you want to kill me too?”

Monohorn asks her carefully.

Estrus felt Monohorn’s body tense.

“No. That’s why I came to you.”

She answered the truth without delay, so as not to disturb him.

Yes.

She went to Monohorn not simply because he was trustworthy, or because she expected him to come up with a suitable solution.

Most importantly, I didn’t have the urge to kill him.

“Why can I be an exception to that urge?”

Monohorn wanted her to pay more attention to it.

Because she had a hunch that knowing the reason for her exception was a fundamental clue to solving this problem.

“Really~? Why is that~? Hehe~☆”

Estrus pretends to be relaxed again.

She seemed to want to hide her true feelings for some reason.

No.

For Mono Horn, rather than trying to hide her true feelings, it seemed that she was somehow embarrassed.

Squeak.
Rumbling.

Monohorn’s hand runs down her back.

Rattling.

Estrus trembled, digging deeper into his arms.

The nape of her neck reflected in Monohorn’s eyes, contrary to her languid and relaxed voice, had been so red that it couldn’t be redder from earlier.

It was clear that her face had the same glow.

Back.

“Ah, ah…!”

Monohorn grips her hips tightly.

Because her skirt was rolled up, and because she usually didn’t wear underwear, unless it was a lascivious one, she could feel the smooth, bare skin in Mono Horn’s hand.

“Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha…!”

She gasps for her panting breath.

“Estrus.”

“Haha, uh, uh, haha, haha…!”

Her breathing becomes more rapid.

A shrieking sound escaped from her mouth.

“Do you like me that much?”

Shiver.
Gurgling, gurgling.

Estrus cries up and down at the same time.

“Like Benison?”

Wow.
Crying.

She vomits sorrow upward and fear downward.

“So, you don’t want to ostracize or kill me as much as I do, even if other people don’t know?”

Purrrr.

Is it because the body is expelling harmful substances?

Or was it because he asked someone to understand?

She expresses the great joy she feels by the trembling of her body.

No, maybe it’s a desperate cry for help.

“Otherwise,”

Squeak.
Swoop.

Monohorn’s right hand slides down her hipbone.

At the same time, his left hand gently caresses Estrus’ right cheek.

“To the extent that loving me as much as Mr. Benison should be my breakthrough.”

Iron puck.
Swoop.

Mono Horn wipes her tears with her hands.

Latitude.

Below too.

“Was it that desperate?”

Wickedness.
Prick, prick.

Monohorn clogs her tear ducts.

“Hauuuuu…!”

Rumble.
Squeeze.

His attempts are met with half success.

“Answer me, Estrus.”

Estrus lifts her head.

She faces Monohorn.

Her gaze and Monohorn’s gaze intersect.

Her eyes tremble

No.

Her whole body trembles

“Uh, uhm… I love you, Monohorn…”

She struggled to open her mouth.

She was shaking so badly that it was pitiful to even hear her voice.

“I want to live… Heh, heh… I don’t want to die…”

Even half of his success was temporary.

He must be terribly incompetent at making someone stop crying.

“Huh, I don’t want to kill you… I don’t want to break up with you, suck!”

Come on.
Churrup.

The two people’s mouths meet.

Their tongues intertwine.

Monohorn wondered whether she had loved herself as much as Bennison from the start, or whether she had come to love herself as much as Benison, seeking continuity in her life, to which she gave up seeking her answer. .

It was because I realized that such problems were literally only a very minor part that had no effect on their survival.

Squeak, squeak.

Monohorn’s hand brushes over her body.

“Paha!”

Their mouths fall for a moment.

Sararak.
Fluff.

The only piece of cloth on her body bids her farewell.

“Huh!”

Churup, chuup!
Whoop whoop!

Their mouths meet again.

Monohorn plunged into the infinitely hot sea.