Chapter 313 – 313. Interlude, and a Comma (4)

– One –

One late night, the lion’s cradle.

A tidy bedroom with silence.

‘Bailey, Buchanan, Lagavulin, Zakapa, Morgan, Lochnaga, Pampero, Cassick, Gordon, Dalwini. Bailey, Buchanan, Lagavulin, Zakapa, Morgan, Lochnaga, Pampero, Kasik, Gordon, Dalwini.’

There, Canin sits on the bed, muttering to herself through her blank eyes.

It was well past midnight, but outside the window it was not bright, as bright as daytime.

The full moon, even all three moons, were in full bloom and scattered moonlight from the mid-heaven, so the late-night sky was not bright enough to overflow.

‘I will definitely survive… I will never think of wanting to die again…’

He was offering prayers for the dead.

At the same time, he recalls the events of the day.

The villagers rushing towards them in a fit of madness, and the suicide bombings they carry out.

In the meantime, 100 imperial soldiers, 20 imperial task force members, and 20 imperial intelligence agents died to protect themselves.

A total of 140 people died that day.

No, including those who tried to kill themselves, maybe 10,000 lives might have been lost.

Among them, only ten of whom Kanin knows by name.

‘I’ll remember… No… I will remember you… You gave your lives to create an opportunity for Ko to survive, so even if the forced life is only suffering, Ko has no choice but to live only out of a sense of duty… That should be the attitude of a monarch…’

That’s what makes Canin so painful.

But Canin simply concluded that it was better to suffer and suffer from guilt than to struggle in terror and frantically engage in escapism.

He only reluctantly chose to use his guilt as an escape route to drive away the fear, with Clarence desperately holding him from collapsing.

It was never what he hoped for.

What he longs for most is

‘Eins, Zwei, Dry, that person. Eins, Zwei, Dry, and that… I want to kill… Please…’

It was to extinguish the source of fear.

By doing so, he did not want to escape, but only wanted to overcome it confidently.

But when Canin spoke those words, his first and most loyal subject touched him on the shoulder, saying that someday he would definitely do it.

In other words, Canin did not lose sight of the meaning of impossibility in her exuberance.

No, I couldn’t.

Even after hearing her words, Canin was convinced that she already knew what was behind her.

‘Knowing who it is, but hiding it from me…’

He was smart enough to get a good grasp of the line-to-line context hidden in the language of grown-ups.

Maybe it’s a cursed talent.

In his narrow world, which is largely confined to the palace of the crown prince, no matter how much he may say that he lives under the thorough protection of everyone around him, it is because of his talent that it is degraded to be incomplete.

No matter how thoroughly he was protected, it was almost irresistible to block it completely because Canin himself caught the malice towards him only in the context of the lines.

Like that, Canin was slowly suffocating from the curse of his own talent.

‘It is clear that there is a person who is powerful, who can’t help even the imperial family, and who is burdensome to deal with even His Majesty. There are only two people who can do that in this vast empire. Hwangsuk and the Duke of Whiskey… However, due to a chronic illness, Hwang-suk is not able to move, and she is uncomfortable even speaking her voice. Then, there is only one left…’

Cain’s face turns pale.

It was because he realized on his own why Clarence’s extensive reading was mixed with disapproval.

But as she repeats the names of the 10 people who died for her sake, she soon relents.

‘It must have been decided that it was impossible yet… Maybe, she will never be able to do it…’

She is frustrated at the same time.

For Canin, who still had no power, no real authority, the wall of reality seemed too high.

It was sad.

“But, I will never, never choose death by my own hand. Please watch over me from the side of the goddess.”

Letting her voice out of her mouth, chanting her own vows.

However, it was unclear whether it was solid.

– 2 –

“Why why…”

Sararak.
Woo woo woo woo.
Hot.

Godiva pulls out her own hair with her pale face.

Finely trimmed wavy bobbed hair is crumpled into a mess.

Some hairs were pulled out, but she had no time to worry about it.

“Why, on earth, why, whoa, doesn’t menstruate…?”

Her question was misleading.

She already knew very well what the cause was and the result.

She just didn’t want to admit it.

“Everything, everything, I’ve been ejaculating outside the vagina…”

Since she had accumulated her knowledge through countless books of culture in order to fit in with the upper class of the Empire, she could never have known that it was an imperfect method of birth control.

The reason she did things like her old ignorant commoners was because she wanted to deny the reality she faced.

“Pi, I’m tired, no, I’m sure it’s because I’m stressed! It’s not like I’ve never had this before in my life. Yes, that’s right. I haven’t done it for more than three months at the longest. This must be just menstrual irregularities. Ho, ho, ho, ho …”

She forced her grin with her face mixed with fear and rejection.

She seemed to know very well that it was just a nonsense delusion.

“Sir, Mr…”

Chuck, chock.
Chee Hee Hee.
Whoops.

She lights a Western cigar.

As she sucked it long, her cheeks dented.

With her tousled hair, her bulging eyes, and the sunken cheeks, her face reminded me of a deaf person or a drug addict.

Woo woo…
Kellook, Koluk!

She lets out a long puff of smoke.

Both of her cheeks, which had been hollowed out, are back to normal, but she doesn’t feel that her appearance has improved at all.

Rather, she swallowed excessively of her smoke, and her throat, which was coughing in her throat, and her eyes were red and bloodshot, making her look even more unsightly.

“It won’t be… Then, it shouldn’t be. It’s a body that has vowed not to conceive unless it’s from His Majesty’s seed.

Hard.

As she gnashing her teeth, he vents her anger.

She recalls in her mind the Regal Hound, which had been watching over her for the past few months in the name of her own secretary.

They had seen each other’s naked bodies over a hundred times, his genitals had come in and out of hers tens of thousands of times, and had covered each other’s bodily fluids over hundreds of times.

Even though sometimes he asked her to cum in her pleas, but she never allowed it.

He was always allowed to cum outside the vagina, and if he even showed any sign of ejaculation, she always extracted his semen with her mouth.

Even as he mingled with her flesh, he had always treated her as a slave, exploiting her semen.

So she doesn’t even know his name.

No, I didn’t even think about knowing.

“개새끼… 병신새끼… 씨팔새끼…”

As she mutters her swear words, she constantly vomits her resentment for her not being in her place.

But reality doesn’t change.

“It’s all like fuck…”

Iron pudduck.

She buries her face on her desk.

A soundless sob leaks out, and her shoulders shake from time to time.

She was getting tired

“Huh… I don’t even have time to go for an abortion…”

Concerned about the power vacuum caused by the second expedition, the empire was keen on recruiting new recruits.

Even within the Imperial Army, the treatment of new recruits was drastically improved to the extent that it was considered unusual.

For the time being, all recruits worth a few riders were promised tax cuts for them and their immediate families.

In addition, it was announced that the consolation money for the war dead would also be greatly increased, and that the pension would also be significantly increased when the body was discharged or retired in good health.

Not to mention the increase in salary.

Because of that, young people were constantly visiting recruiting stations across the empire.

“It’s so hard… It’s so hard I think I’m going to die…”

However, no matter how much the treatment is improved, the inheritance tax reduction policy according to the presence or absence of children is still valid.

That’s why, just because the first expedition was finished, Godiva’s work did not diminish.

“Some idiots threw all those hundreds of thousands of soldiers away… Heuuuuu!”

She finally let out a sad cry.

Her job she was in charge of, the situation she was in, and maybe even her fetus growing inside her, all of it was putting too much pressure on her that she couldn’t bear.

She thought she would die from choking her breath.

Just then,

Smart smart

He hears someone knocking on her office door.

“…!”

Awesome!
Sigh.

As she vents her anger at someone who might be beyond her door, she stares at her door with her piercing eyes.

She didn’t even ask her to come in,

Click.
Squeak.
Jerk, jerk.

A man enters.

He was Regal’s hound, her secretary, her watcher, and at the same time, another trigger that made her struggle.

Looking at his smiling face, her expression grew even more stern.

“It’s me. Alone what…”

Surprisingly, he was talking to Godiva.

He deliberately looks into Godiva’s eyes.

Even so, he doesn’t show a particularly intimidated look.

“What? Did you cry?”

“…”

It was because he thought that the psychological distance between her and each other was rapidly diluted because they were actively talking with her body without taking a day off from her, even while she was menstruating, dripping with her menstrual blood.

Not only was he wrong, but she also never pointed out that he had stopped talking, and she was just busy clinging to the other person’s warmth to forget each other’s hardships.

Even though it was only a physical relationship, it was definitely enough to see it as a branch of affection.

“I’ll listen, tell me.”

His words are complete, but there may be one more that he has left out.

He didn’t say it out of her mouth, but after listening to her troubles, he suggested comforting her with his body.

As always.

“… Go away.”

“Huh…?”

But her answer was cold.

Even just yesterday, she gave him a kind look and whispered her affectionate words to him.

Of course, like now, on a late night when all work is over, only in private, just the two of us.

Because of that, he couldn’t understand her attitude, which suddenly changed to the same coldness as before in just one day.

“Is something going on? Did you deal with the truth around evening?”

“I told you to turn it off.”

“No, darling. I don’t think I can do anything to help or comfort you. Say something.”

“Joy.”

She snorts her nose violently.

She crosses her arms and turns her head completely away from him.

However, more than when he came in, it seemed that his anger had been released somehow.

It seemed that a lot of his displeasure had gone away at the affectionate title of ‘baby’ he spoke in a caring tone.

She maintained her cool demeanor when he came, but it was evident that his presence, or perhaps the warmth he shared with her, was a great comfort to her.

It was evident that even if she hadn’t built her mental affections, her affections built up by her simple body would pose no problem to her getting that level of comfort.

Her expression, which had been completely frozen, also melted away.

She pouts her lips and opens her mouth.

“I… I think I’m pregnant.”

“What, what…?”

He stutters with a look of bewilderment.

The moment her eyebrows were about to rise,

“Honey. What do you want me to do?”

“…”

He quickly opens his mouth.

Godiva bites her lip with her hard face.

For a moment she stares at his face.

However, it was clear that rather than genuine anger, it contained a slight sadness at his embarrassment and a slightly darker tone of complaint.

“Of course I have to delete it. I have no intention of raising a kid.”

When she blurts out her answer, he doesn’t hesitate to nod her head.

They had physical intercourse on a daily basis, and it was natural for him to learn of her eccentricities, in which she often sought her emperor.

So he saw through to the fact that the word ‘not the royal family’ was hidden in front of the word she spat out.

However, it was none of his business, so he did not show it.

It was because he was clearly aware that she was not his real lover anyway, and that she was not in a serious relationship anyway.

After thinking for a moment, he opens his mouth cautiously.

“I’ll respect your choice. I can’t force you.”

“Okay.”

The fact that he didn’t force her to give birth even made her look a little relieved.

At the same time, she looked very satisfied.

If he didn’t cooperate, and if he didn’t arrange a gynecologist or surgeon and a mid-level healer to perform the abortion, she could do nothing but pray that her baby would be aborted spontaneously.

It was only natural for her to feel relieved, as she was able to put all those worries to rest.

“You don’t need to bring in a very skilled or reputable doctor or healer. It’s not a very difficult procedure anyway, and it’s hard to deal with those who are too conspicuous to keep their mouths shut. You know that without saying it, honey?”

“Yes. I can handle that much on my own.”

Jerk, jerk.

He approaches Godiva.

She looks up at him with her eyes filled with strange anticipation.

Swoop.
Squeak.
Sarah, Sarah.

He straightens her messy hair.

She was angry like a poisoned cat,

“Haha…”

It melts away as soon as he touches it.

Anger, worry, sighs, frustration, and even her stress from it, the moment her genitals meet with him, she puts all her worries away in a corner of her heart.

It was the result of her mastery over and over again of her self-brainwashing and controlling her emotions to become so.

Because if she didn’t, she would really die from her stress.

“I… Was really scared…”

“Really? I told you earlier, why did you do that?”

“I thought it wouldn’t be, but… But…”

Sararak.
Width.

She leans into his arms

He casually wraps his arms around her head and shoulders.

“Heuuuuuhuuuuu0uuuuuhhhhh. It smells good…”

Burying her face, she inhales his body odor.

Quietly, quietly, over and over again, calming her mind.

The hard muscles felt through the clothes, the stimulating male body odor, and most of all, the warmth.

All of that calms her heart.

On the contrary,

Gurgling, gurgling.

The spaces between her legs are damp.

Only the body is gradually starting to get excited.

Thump, thump, thump.
Thump, thump, thump.

Both him and her, her heartbeat gradually accelerated.

As if it were natural, their breathing gradually became quicker.

“Self.”

“Huh.”

“I’ll arrange for a specialist and a healer to operate by next week.”

“Yeah. Thank you.”

Is it because he feels protected?

Or is it because they feel cared for?

Her voice was full of her snort.

“Until then, can I cum inside you?”

Thump thump thump.
Doo-kung-du-kung-du-kung-du-kung.

Their hearts start to beat faster.

Just by feeling it, he was sure of what her answer would be.

“Ugh… Instead…”

She twists her body shyly and flicks the tail of her horse.

He snorts at her and looks down at her wet eyes.

Of course, it was only soaked in anticipation of the pleasure that would come sooner or later.

“Rape me like a beast…”

“Okay.”

Immediately after he answered

Ted deuk.
Boo Woo Woo!
Chii profit!

He tore off her clothes and left her naked.

Neatly dressed skirts and blouses quickly turn into similarly bulky trash.

“Quaaaaah!”

She reflexively screamed at his sudden action, but

Patter.
Rumble.

The bush between her crotch was overflowing with love juice.

It was evident that she, too, was very excited.

“Today I will fuck you until you beg for help.”

“Heeik…!”

“No, no. It would be a pity if it ended like that.”

“Oh, no, tomorrow’s schedule is…”

Her voice trembles pitifully.

But her eyes were shining brightly.

“What do I mean? I’m not going to stop until he passes out, no, even after he passes out, until he fills his cunt with my cum. Do you understand?”

“Ha, ha ha…♡”

Profit.

She leans back in her chair, spreading her crotch.

Place her hands behind her thighs and pull her labia open, opening her vaginal opening.

Her vaginal opening, as if begging him to come in, was constantly gaping, and it was glistening with her love juices.

He gradually gets closer to her.

Overlap

That’s how they became one body tonight.