Chapter 338 – 338. I Do It Alone as a Sex Addict (8)

※ Hatred: Hardcore (self-torture)

· This is an episode with a rather brutal depiction.

· The elderly, pregnant women, or readers who are not good at cruel scenes, please be careful when watching.

· There is a summary of #1 in the author’s review, so for those who skipped that scene, scroll down to the bottom to see the contents of scene #1 🙂

– One –

Beat, beat, beat, beat.

Estrus trudged weakly across the stone floor.

The inside of the cave makes her footsteps echo even louder.

Unlike usual, Estrus does not walk silently.

Stumble.

Every step she takes,

Tick, drop, drop.
Patter, thump, thump.

Sticky mucus drips.

Spots are stained

The stain was bright red.

“Queue, turn off…”

Turtle, turd.
Dump.

She sits down casually

She is,

Whoops.
Tok, tok, tok.

She throws the things she was holding in her hands to the floor.

Branches and long pieces of stone are poured onto the floor.

Perhaps it’s because the pain subsided as he sat down on the floor, but his expression, which had been frowning, felt a little more comfortable.

“Yes…?”

Swoop.

What had not come to her eyes because of her pain, then came to her eyes.

What she found was traces of burnt firewood left carelessly neglected.

Her expression is strangely distorted, as if she were laughing or crying.

“It was here…”

Squeak.

Mumbling her incomprehensible words, she lies down on the floor.

Although she laid her body down, she was not as coquettish as usual, nor was she coquettish.

Because her naked body was full of furrows dug with her fingernails, her naked body was reminiscent of cracked pottery on the verge of breaking.

“Turn it off, uh…”

Burrrr

She groans and twitches as the pain rushes through her as she changes her position.

Anyone could visually confirm that her mind was as precarious as her body.

From her cheeks to her neck, chest, stomach, thighs, and arms, she used her fingernails as tools to inflict sadistic corporal punishment on herself.

Was it because it was a place where the stigma of being a prostitute was engraved?

She didn’t damage the tattoo on her forehead at all.

If that were true, it was clear that she was struggling and struggling in the depths of her self-destructive psyche.

“Hee, hee, hee…”

I didn’t know what was so funny, but she was smirking her silly laugh.

Even though she lay there naked and defenseless, if anyone saw her now, no one would find her attractive.

Her blurred eyes, her limp gestures, her skin ragged from nicks and tears, her fingernails snapped and snapped from digging through her own flesh, her hair torn and tangled.

To all eyes, she was seen only as a victim of torture or abuse.

“A prize for a good child~”

Swoop.

She spreads her legs wide.

Her large and small lewd lips and the clitoris that gave off a dainty presence completely disappeared between her crotch.

It was all so mangled that even a trace was hard to see.

“For the bad boy~”

Swoop.
Tup.
That pole.

She picks up a long, sharply broken pebble.

Her shadowy eyes shine with madness and joy.

“Punish!”

Poo-wook.

Estrus thrusts the pebbles in her hand into her pussy.

Her eyes widen as if they would tear.

Grinding it out,

“Turn it off…!”

Aww.

Bite your lips

Maybe even her tongue.

Rumble.

Blood flows down from the two holes above and below.

Her eyes glow with madness

Tup.
That pole.

Pick up another stone.

“Punish!”

Woowook!
Each and every
Rumble.

Love juice and blood are pouring out together.

I never knew what she was getting pleasure from, but she was pursuing her own pleasure through her self-torture.

Tup.
Swoop.

“Hey,hee hee…!”

She picks up a branch

It was an ugly tree branch with sharp thorns.

She does it,

Pooh, fujijik.

“Turn off, turn off…Hee hee…!”

Pushing her own ass.

Jiggly, supportive.
Rumble.

The flesh is torn, the muscles split.

Blood bursts.

Distort her face.

“Keuh, turn it off…!”

Hard!
Rumble.

Grit it

Blood runs down her teeth.

She has a vein on her forehead.

The wounds, which stopped the bleeding for a very short time, were densely engraved all over her body,

That’s right, yup!
Push shoot, pull!

Happen all at once

Crack and burst

“Turn off, turn off…”

The energy of life that filled her body gradually leaked out along with the blood.

The blood gradually fades from her skin.

Fishy Fishy!
Squeeze.

“Ahhh…”

As if to replenish the lost blood, the reddishness is replaced by pouring blood on the skin.

It seemed like a direct reproduction of the worst method among self-destructive makeup styles.

“Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha…”

She catches her breath

The panting did not stop, but it was infinitely calm.

“Hee, hee hee…”

What makes her happy is that she smiles, showing her red teeth.

It was painful, and it was also pitiful.

It was as if he was yearning for her life, as if he was looking beyond death.

But one thing was certain: she had no intention of stopping her self-destruction.

Flash

In an instant she lit up her eyes,

Hee hee!”

Let out a laugh full of madness

At the same time, play her hands like beams of light,

Shashashashak!
Whoop, whoop, whoop, whoop, whoop!
That pole, that pole, gagagak!
Puffy, puffy, puffy puff!

“Kkeiik…!”

She inserts tree branches and stone fragments into her pussy and ass.

As if the pain was not small, her thighs and lower abdomen spasmed repeatedly.

Parrrr!

“Turn off, turn off, turn off…!”

She trembles her fingertips,

The extreme, the extreme!
Whoops!

“Kiyaaaaagh!”

She finally succeeds in sticking all the junk she has picked up into her pussy and anus.

Because of her so much pain, it seemed that if she stopped even for a moment, she would never achieve her goal.

So she started playing with both of her hands without stopping.

Whoops, whoops.

Reach her left hand under her thigh.

Reach her right hand between her crotch.

Tup, pu-wook.
Zuzie.

With her left hand, she grasped the branch of a banyan tree with its head sticking out of her anus.

“Quit…”

Tup.
That pole.

With her right hand, she grabs a sharp piece of stone with its head sticking out of her pussy.

Her palms had long since been raged to the point where they were harder to break,

Whoops, whoops!
That pole, Ujijik.
Hard.
Rumble.

“Turn it off…!”

From where did that strength come from?

She grabbed it,

Poojjik!
Pooh!

“Kyaaaaa!”

She pushed them vigorously deep into her own body.

A geyser burst between her crotches.

If there was a difference from a normal geyser, the color of the hot spring water was too red, and at the same time, shredded pieces of meat floated around.

Other than that, the fact that the hot spring water bursting out was hot, that it gave off a fishy, ​​musty smell, and even that someone was using it for soaking was the same.

Push, push, push, push!
Push, push, push, push!
Poof, poo, poo, poo!

Gritting her teeth, she alone completes her self-destruction.

It was desperate.

Lonely at the same time

– 2 –

Early moning,

Tup, poof!

Benison wakes from her slumber in cold sweats.

It’s been less than two hours since I fell asleep while hunting priests all night, but I wake up in a hurry without anyone waking me up.

Soggy.

Focus your eyes blankly.

As soon as you focus

Swoop.

Look down at your own hands and feet.

With his sensitive senses, he examines his own body.

There is nothing wrong.

However, even though no problem occurred, a heavy pain stabbed in his chest.

“Uh, uh…”

He frowned at the displeasure that was difficult to describe in writing.

As he groaned, unable to contain his displeasure,

Swoop.

“Benison…? Why did you wake up after not sleeping anymore…?”

Sensing his presence, Demosi opens her eyes.

Rubbing her eyes, she sprang up and looked at Benison,

“…What’s going on, Benison?”

She suddenly comes to her senses.

It was because Benison, who was always not bright enough to make an innocent expression, was frowning so badly that it frightened the viewer.

“This is strange, Demoshi Nunna… Just, my heart hurts, I feel bad…”

“…!”

Hearing his words, Demosi’s complexion turned pale.

It was because, after being rescued from being captured by the Imperial Army, the story she had heard from Octopoda seemed very similar to Benison’s feelings now.

“Direction! Direction! Where do you feel like going?!”

“Boo, North…”

Hearing Demosi’s urgent voice,

Squeak.

“What’s up, Demosi? Um?”

Jose wakes up.

But Demosh had no time to explain everything to him.

“Estrus might be in danger, Bennison!”

“Eh, s, truss…?”

“…!”

Jose only heard that, and immediately took notice of the situation.

It is because both Monohondo and Octopoda experienced a situation where their spouse was in danger and told him how they felt at the time.

“Benison! Bring up the status window!”

“Yes, status window!”

Benison finally realized the situation and hurriedly called up the status window.

He looked at the status window,

================== Status window ==================
▶ Name: Benison Honeywet
▶ Gender: Male
▶ Participation number: 20
▶ Total affection: 6
▶ Ability Phase: 6 (Deer’s Heart)
▶ Number of survivors: 34
▶ Message from the Goddess: Your spouse fell into critical conditions [Body Damage], [Excessive Bleeding], And [Anemia]!
==========================================

“Hey! Estrus!”

Face turns white

Jose and Demosi’s expressions hardened beyond words.

“Aaaaa! Please transfer me!”

Woo woo woo!

Benison didn’t think twice.

As soon as I confirmed the situation, I immediately transferred to Estrus in accordance with Article 7, Paragraph 5 of the Rules.

I do not think that I can use it only once during the entire participation period, including the waiting period, or that I will go after investigating the situation a little more.

Benison was a man who always pursued only the highest value for Estrus as the most important value, so nothing else mattered in the current situation where Estrus was in danger.

Extremely blindly, flying to Estrus’ side was the only answer he could choose.

“Looks like something’s up over there. Should we go back immediately, José?”

“Um…”

Jose hardens his expression.

Continue to worry

But the answer doesn’t come easily.

“I think it would be best for the two of us to continue our business until we hear word from Margarita. Benison says there is a way to get there right away, but won’t it take us a while to get back? I don’t know, but since only Estrus is dangerous, I don’t think it’s a problem from dealing with the Imperial Army.”

“Then… Maybe it’s Estrus’s mental problem…”

Jose nods.

His expression was somber.

It was because the couple had similar problems, and they were in the process of overcoming them, so it was not like everyone else.

“It’s too soon to conclude, but the possibility is very high. Besides, isn’t everyone but me a beginner in war? The act of participating in a war itself should not be a small amount of pressure, but killing people just because three days is a long way off is never mind. There is no benefit to her. Besides, the chronic obsessive madness that comes from developing a higher phase must also have a big impact on her.”

“As expected… I am of the same opinion.”

Demosh nods, hardening her heart.

The more times like this, the more they promise that they have to be centered without being rash.

“Then, since there is no Benison, let’s change the method a little. With Jose, I will climb on the scaffolding, and I will cover everything around us with tentacles. In the veil of mimicry, Jose attacks the priests. Without Benison, We don’t have to travel separately, do we?”

“Let’s do it. I think it might be safer for both of us that way.”

While the two woke up, they held a strategy meeting in preparation for the night’s hunting.

It was as if they firmly believed that the goddesses would surely grant their wishes if they were faithful to their work.

Their common wish, of course, was for everyone to reunite safely.

– 3 –

“Eh, s,”

“Hey… We… Come on, honey… Here we come…”

Benison couldn’t bear to call her name.

It was because he was speechless for a moment after seeing her miserable appearance.

“Hee, hee…”

Her pussy and ass were wide open, like those of a woman giving birth.

Of course, it was because the hole, which should have been tightly closed, was wide open, with pebbles and twigs embedded in it.

Jureuk.

There, the half-hardened blood was flowing in lumps.

Her eyes were all red, as if all the thread veins in her eyeballs had burst due to the excruciating pain.

Even the blood flowed from the eyeball, drawing traces of tears.

A clot of blood that had hardened and turned brown and fresh blood dripped down her body.

The word “Blood man” Was very fitting.

Looking down at her,

Rattle rattle.

Benison trembles.

Tears welled up in his eyes.

“You, it’s so, so hard… We, you… I miss you so much…”

“Heh, heh… Heh, don’t tell me. Beh, Benison somehow,”

“If you do this, heuuu, you will… Straight away… Nahan, Te… Will come running, that…”

She missed Bennison madly, even taking the chance of her only one transfer.

She wanted to feel his warmth and lean into his arms.

Although she faded a lot as she grew up on the street, going against her kind and tender nature and brutally killing people was no different from mental torture to her.

“Heh, you should have said it if it was difficult… If this happens, Estrus… Estrus might die…”

“Heh, hee hee… I’m sorry… I’m a fool…

Estrus smiles with a pale complexion.

The aura of her death gradually hangs over her.

“Estrus is an idiot…”

“That’s right… We… Babe… Since I’m stupid… I’m a stupid couple… Hee…”

“Heh, heh heh…”

Even Benison laughs while crying.

Dump.

I sit down next to Estrus.

Squeak.

Lie down right next to her.

Sararak.
Prison.

She hugs her affectionately.

Cold.

Through her coldness, she realizes that her life and her own life are about to end.

Is it because she knows she can close her eyes at the same perfect time as hers?

Facing her death, she is calmer than she vaguely thought.

“I love you… Benison loves Estrus very, very much…”

“Me, me too… Come on, Ki… Love…”

In order to be with her in her last moments, Benison tries to look at her with her brightest face as much as she can.

Except for the fact that her tears don’t stop flowing, a handsome man who seems to have been drawn in her painting smiles brightly at her.

“Honey… Happiness…?”

“Yes… Benison, Benison is…”

It was a will for each other and a solemn ceremony to announce the end of their lives.

At this moment, they were feeling each other’s hearts so desperately, but they still struggled to spit it out.

The last thing they can leave in the world is because they only had one word for each other.

One suppresses crying, the other suppresses death.

“But, even so… Being able to live with Estrus all this time, and being able to die together with Estrus, Benison is happy.”

Before they reach the end of their lives,

– Who wants to die, you idiots!

“Quaang!”

“Uhh…”

Margarita interrupts it.

As her whispers ripped through their eardrums, they were so frightened that they even forgot that they were dying.

“M, Maga,”

– Come out of the cave entrance and head north!

“Yes, ouch, yes?!”

Benison bites off the rest of her tongue, so startled.

I open my eyes wide and look at Estrus and empty space alternately.

– What are you blankly doing! If you both don’t want to die, run until your lungs are ripped! Ada is with you too!

“Iiik!”

Benison bites it.

Tup, Tup!

She cherishes Estrus, but hugs her very tightly.

Her heart skips a beat at the fact that her body is cold.

When he tries to accept her death, it feels like nothing, but when he sees the hope of life, her coldness stimulates Benison’s anxiety to no end.

Shasha shak!
Awesome love!
Kwak Kwah Kwah Kwah Kwah Kwak!

Benison kicks her in the foot.

The floor of the cave bursts out.

Woo woo woo!

When you leave the entrance of the cave, you will see a pond in front of you.

It is not worth the time to bypass it.

It runs on the surface of the pond.

“Kuaaaaa!”

Chump chump chump!

If Monohorn had seen it, he would have clapped seals, saying that it is the Tengpyeongdosu (登萍渡水) from Muhyeopji.

“Chaaaaap!”

The fact that this was the pond where Margarita had fallen while molesting Monohorn was not a concern to Bennison.

The only thing that mattered was that his comrades were within range of his detection.

“Nunna! Estrus! You fool! You can’t die!”

He was shocked to see Estrus dying, so he didn’t perceive it at all, but now they are clearly captured by Benison’s five senses.

Margarita and Ada, suffering from motion sickness, fly in, scattering vomit in a swinging basket.

In order to bring them to Estrus in time, Ur Mama was squeezing this ability of hers, pouring blood from her nose.

They weren’t too far away.

Aaaaa!

Benison became a ray of light.

“I can live! Benison will save me!”

Strength returns to Estrus’ eyes.

It was because her senses also captured the struggles of her colleagues.

“Turn it off…!”

She vowed not to die today.

That moment,

Woo woo woo woo!

There was light