Chapter 242 – #68. Wish(1).

#68. Wish.

The novel was serialized for 10 years.
There is no one who reads it, and there has never been a pause.
While publishing as many as 1,500 episodes.

That was so amazing

I could feel the tenacity and the unknown will from the artist.
I wrote and posted it like inertia, and it seemed that I wanted someone to read it.

However, the response from readers was lukewarm.

There were no readers who were relaxed enough to readily grab the ignorant text of 1,500 pages.
In addition, the number of views for the recently published episodes is zero.
Even if it’s a fun article, I can’t get my hands on it.
No one will read

So, naturally, I was interested.
Are you digging and writing?
It was such a curiosity.
With what kind of confidence do I not do it all year round?
I was curious and couldn’t stand it.

Time is overflowing, so I started reading the novel from then on.
That’s the story of middle school.

The main story is the female protagonist Dahee Yoo climbing the ‘Tower of Struggle’, but the sub-episodes were more fun than that.
As she met many men and got entangled with them, Da-hee Yoo, who gradually learned various tastes, was very attractive.

However, the main story wasn’t boring.
The vividly drawn description as if you had experienced it yourself was immersive enough to make you forget your current life.

I can’t read something this interesting by myself.

I’ve been recommending it here and there.
They told me to read this novel and spread it like evangelism.
However, the number of views did not increase.
It was still a novel that I read alone.

Time passed.
No matter where I was or what I was doing, the novels kept coming up.
Even if the day was difficult, even if it was a pleasant day, even if there were sad things, the novel with 0 views greeted me.

It has become an indispensable novel in my life.
Climbing the ‘Tower of Struggle’ with Dahee Yoo and doing various things, I became attached to it.
I realized that only when I saw the last letter of completion.
The day before discharge…

What happened to Dahee Yoo in the novel?
I was so curious about that.

‘I wanted to read it.’

I hope the end is happy.
It was a wish I hadn’t hoped for.

“What are you?”

He met Yu Da-hee’s eyes.
Clearly sparkling eyes were demanding the truth from me.

The truth here is the explanation of my existence.
It is the answer to the question, Is it a special existence with power beyond regression?

Yu Da-hee’s reasoning tightened my body.
It was a guess that could be considered perfect.

Something more than a regressor.
If there is such a person, the one that suits him the most is Jinwoo Kim.

Even if it seems unfounded, you can’t find fault with it.
It is right to give praise for drawing conclusions based on intuition.
Come to think of it, it wasn’t even a lack of evidence.

First, it follows Yu Da-hee’s own return to death.
That alone is not unusual.
While other players don’t understand regression itself, I was the first to talk about regression.

Second, the power of my semen.
To the extent that the self-consciousness of my sophomore year of middle school was devastated, I have too much power in myself.
If you feed semen, you remember the previous rounds, and if you get pregnant with sperm, you start to return.

From a regressor’s point of view, wouldn’t it seem like an unusual guy?
Dahee Yoo thought of me as a more special person than herself.
Not only Yoo Da-hee, but also other conditions told me that I was a special being.

The reader, the only reader of this novel.
Only the author and I know the existence of this world.

‘It’s because I’m an idiot, if I’d made up my mind and ate Yu Da-hee…’

You may not have heard of it until now.
If she had learned camouflage skills and learned how to use magic, and raped her while creating an alibi…
The regressor would have gone mad first.

However, I swung my dick without using my brain.
As a result, he was driven to the brink of being caught by Dahee Yoo.

‘Excuses…’

I try hard to roll my hair, which I don’t usually wear.
I was worried about what to say to Dahee Yoo, who was already convinced that I was a special existence.

“Don’t try to lie. Please tell me the truth…”

Dahee Yu pulled my hand.
It wasn’t balls, but they held hands tightly.

Thin, fine fingers twitch.
There was no soft touch, no sexual desire at all.

Should I tell you the truth?
This world is in a novel, and you are the female protagonist in a novel.

If you make a choice here, there is no turning back.

The world created by the writer, the world maintained by the reader, that is the truth.
Even if it is a main character, it is eventually moved by the author.
It’s horrifying to even imagine that my free will is actually controlled by someone else’s fingers.

‘… Still…’

It is said that the place where I am now is in a novel, but it is definitely reality.
My senses and thoughts lead to my will.
The same goes for Dahee Yoo.

A lot has changed because of me.
The original story of the novel was ruined, and Yoo Da-hee’s human relationship was ruined.
Yoo Da-hee, who should have met many men and grown up, is showing pure love only for me.

If this world is the world in the original novel, I shouldn’t exist.

‘Wouldn’t it matter if I said it was a novel?’

It’s reality
I just fell into a novel, but this feeling that I feel is definitely real.
This situation itself is not fiction.

‘This story was a novel, and I was the only reader who read it…’

Let’s tell the truth.
The moment I fell into this novel, the novel ceased to be a novel.
It has become a reality in which people live and breathe.

‘Okay, it’s not bad.’

Once you tell what you are hiding, the overall development will speed up.
Because you don’t have to hide what you know, you can quickly break through to the 10th floor by leading the regressor Dahee Yu.

‘If you break through… ?’

After that, I don’t know either.
Because I didn’t read the epilogue, I was kidnapped before the epilogue came up, so I don’t know what Dahee Yoo in the novel asked for.

I met eyes with Yu Da-hee.
Power enters Yu Da-hee’s hand.
Yu Da-hee felt that he was about to say something.

“No matter what I say, can you handle it?”
“… Yes… !”
“Yes…”

I inhaled.
Even if you decide to tell the truth, let’s sprinkle some rice so that Yoo Da-hee is less shocked…

* * *

Dahee Yoo focused on Jinwoo Kim’s lips.
Her slightly parted lips with a dazed expression made her look sexy for some reason, but she didn’t show it on the outside.
It wasn’t that kind of atmosphere, he knew best.

“It’s Dahee.”
“…”

Kim Jin-woo told Yoo Da-hee the truth.
I didn’t want to lie anymore.
I thought that the praise for Yoo Da-hee, who had found out this far, would not be deceiving any more.

“… !”

Dahee Yoo listened intently to what Jinwoo said.
And his eyes started to tremble.

“Ah, lies…”
“Really.”

This world was a novel.
Yu Da-hee herself is the main character of the novel, and Kim Jin-woo was a complete reader.

The day the novel was completed was the day before Kim Jin-woo was discharged, and the next day, Kim Jin-woo was summoned to the Tower of Struggle.

Can not believe it.
However, everything fit snugly.

The affection Kim Jin-woo sent to him he didn’t know why, the fact that he knew the tastes he didn’t even know, the fact that he was friendly like they’d known each other for several years…
Being so confident in the unknown space of the ‘Tower of Struggle’, feeling like you were secretly trying to give an answer…

“This, this world is a novel, and I, I am the female protagonist… ?”

Kim Jin-woo did not deny it.
He only nodded slowly, refusing to answer.

‘Ah…’

Dizzy.
I thought I’d say something similar to a regressor at best.
I never thought I would throw something so heavy.

What should I do?
Dahee Yoo worked hard on the thought circuit that did not connect.
She started to roll her brain that seemed to have stopped.

The guard’s protection was telling him that Kim Jin-woo’s words were the truth.
Kim Jin-woo told him the truth as he wished.
The one who has to deal with the heavy truth is Yoo Da-hee herself.

“…”

Dahee Yoo was still holding Kim Jinwoo’s hand.
In the sense of asking to tell the truth that is being hidden, hands eagerly joined.
Those two hands held onto Yu Da-hee’s spirit.

‘In the end, nothing changes.’

What if this world was a novel?
Rather, because it is a novel, I was able to understand and move on.
The ‘Tower of Struggle’ itself is an absurd space.
What about regression?

Dahee Yu gave up on thinking.

‘You are breathing like this. I’m moving on my own will.’

When I found out, I was relieved.
The secret Kim Jin-woo was hiding from him was bigger than he thought, and his heart felt relieved.

And interest in Kim Jin-woo grew.

“… Is this all fiction?”
“Yes.”
“Am I the female lead?”
“Yes.”
“Then, the diary I saw because of the challenge room… ?”
“I must have read everything. Men too… All familiar names.”

I didn’t ask what kind of familiar names they were.
Because what was written in that diary was naked sex.

“That’s a bit unpleasant.”

These are men who do not know who they are.
There is a record of his sexual relations with such men.
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t offended.

“… I, you are the first.”
“Know.”
“You know it’s all fiction, right?”
“I know.”

Yu Da-hee held Kim Jin-woo’s hand tightly.
It just tickled my stomach and I couldn’t let it go.

Kim Jin-woo also accepted her hand.
Her fingers intertwined, interlaced gently.
It was a more embarrassing, embarrassing handshake than usual.
However, Dahee Yoo did not reject the touch.

‘…’

Years and years, she read novels in which she was the main character.
It’s just a novel, but she was constantly watching from behind.

“Kim Jinwoo…”

Something was bubbling.
It was difficult to look at Kim Jin-woo because I was out of breath.

Lovely.
Looking at Kim Jin-woo, I can’t think of anything else.
It seemed that his emotions were felt more strongly than the oath of mana.

There was a hint of his past in his calm voice.
Jogonjogon, when you talk about your past…
He said his story, a novel in which he was the main character, was helpful.
I was so happy.

To the extent that I am grateful that this world is a novel.

Cheer-.
‘Uh… What…’

In an instant, a creepy scene passed through Yu Da-hee’s mind.
The picture I enjoyed drawing was ruined in an instant.
The future that Dahee Yoo wanted and hoped for was shattered.

“Then… Wait a minute…”
“Why?”

Yu Da-hee’s limbs trembled.
It is unexpected.

Neither the fact that this world is a novel nor that Kim Jin-woo is a novel reader could shake Yoo Da-hee’s spirit.
But…

“The world you live in and the world I live in… That’s on a different level.”
“…”

It’s a terrible ending.
The wish to return to the original dimension with Jin-woo, to return everyone to their original place, turned into the worst wish for Yu Da-hee.

“Nana…”
“Ah…”

Power goes into Yu Da-hee’s hands.
As if she would not let go of her relationship with Kim Jin-woo, Da-hee Yoo gave her strength.

Jinwoo Kim panicked and tried to shake off his hand.
The pain was beyond imagination, and I couldn’t bear it.

“This is not… No…”

I was short of breath.

Kim Jin-woo and Al Kong Dal-kong lived happily…
I was hoping for an ending called
It became impossible
Because he has his own world.

Because my world is just a novel.

“Woo-wook… !”

Dahee Yoo jumped out of her seat and stood up.
I couldn’t possibly be here.

Weak thoughts and selfish hearts raged from within.
A disgusting desire to hold on to Kim Jin-woo rose up.

There is his world, in the novel…

“Yoo Da-hee!”

Kim Jin-woo called Yoo Da-hee.
I was unable to respond to the sudden movement.
In the first place, at the level of Kim Jin-woo, he couldn’t catch Yoo Da-hee.

‘Ah… Ah… !’

Dahee Yu gritted it.
It was difficult to understand why this happened.
Leaving behind Kim Jin-woo, who called her anxiously, Da-hee Yoo hurriedly left the ‘room’.
Right now, I needed time to think.