Chapter 274 – #75. Sequencing (4).

#75. Sequencing.

Hana Kang came out of the dormitory and was heading to the cafeteria to have breakfast.
In an instant, her mood deteriorated terribly.

During her survival, Hana Kang battled to save the dark elves from being raped by strangers.
Instead of freeing her Dark Elves, a man who was far stronger than her strength raped her.

After that, she wandered around wanting to find out her information about him.
However, she was strong and did not have the authority.
It was impossible for a new player who had just climbed to the first floor to find out information.
The academy was not an asshole.
Because of that, the only thing Kang Hana knew about him was her face.

‘What?’

She had apparently returned from breakfast and was preparing for her survival, but in a blink of an eye she was on her way back to the restaurant.

‘This time…’

Hana Kang naturally checked her time.
What kind of English is this…

‘Did I return to the past?’

She was wearing a wristwatch that also showed the date, which she checked was two days ago.

Survival never even started.
This was before she was raped by a man.

Hana Kang could not understand the current situation.
Why did she return to the past…

The senses are too vivid to think of it as a dream.
This is reality.
No other explanation needed.

‘It doesn’t matter anyway.’

You don’t have to know why.
Why she came to ‘regress’, she can’t quite figure out with her strong head.

The important thing is to know what will happen next.

She is raped by herself and her dark elves.
Although the Dark Elves were not a kind race, she couldn’t just watch them being trampled on by the strong.

‘I have to catch it somehow…’

Hana Kang acted as usual.
She ate and waited for the survival show to begin.
Today’s survival starts at 9 am.
She knew it, so she could prepare in advance.

Why hey hey hey-!

A siren sounds and her safe area is disengaged.
They swung their weapons at each other from all sides.

Hana Kang saved the people around her while she searched for the man.

‘Body… Light… !’

I returned to the past, but it was still light.
Except for the time zone, nothing seemed to have changed.

Hana Kang confirmed her own ‘information’.
She and she couldn’t hide her surprise.

‘Ability… Is it the same?’

Her ability level did not change from before ‘Return’.
She didn’t go back two days ago.

Hana Kang made her eyes shine.
She had more courage and strength than ever before.

But…

‘Doesn’t exist? Why?’

The man was nowhere to be seen.
Kang Hana could not understand.

* * *

I woke up in the bath.
Maybe it’s because I’m wet, my body trembles.
Although the desire to sit in the bath again is like a chimney.

I can’t sit down because of the oni and dragon.

“Get to know each other better.”

They called me something from behind, but I ignored it as much as possible.
West, West, West.
Kim Jin-woo, hey, Dad, papa.

Orihime of the West, and Aicilia of the arrogant titles.
The couple shuddered with the gibberish plague.

I left the two of them and got out of the hot spring bath.
I wiped off the water in the changing room.
And got dressed

It was only then that I was able to meet Dahee Yoo.

“… Where did you go and are you coming now?”
“For a moment… I had something to see.”
“Let’s talk.”
“Talk… ?”

As if it was unexpected, Yu Da-hee was taken aback.

“For what?”
“I wonder if we should talk about various things.”

I have a lot to say.
It’s like what happened before, and what to do after that.
There are matters to be discussed.

“Yeah, yes.”

Dahee Yoo looked at me like an elementary school student on the verge of being scolded.
If you’re going to be intimidated like this, I don’t know why you’re scolding me.

“Sit down.”

I went into a suitable ‘room’.
It was a room furnished for living.

He made Yu Da-hee sit in her chair and called for Titania.
She ordered them to bring something to drink by means of an oath of obedience.
Soon after, Titania came over to her with her refreshments.

“Here, Master.”
“Go now.”
“Yes.”

I put down the refreshments and the teacup and walked away.
I noticed that my cock was in no way in a position to get an erection.

“At that time, why did you do that?”

Every time something happened, I laughed and moved on.
I did something wrong, and I didn’t want to make things big.
I like Yoo Da-hee a lot, so that’s part of it.

I couldn’t understand this case.
What on earth did Dahee Yoo incite children to fight for and make me watch it?

There is no certainty.
But I felt a strong heart attack.
There is Yoo Da-hee behind this situation.

‘If I want to stop it, I can stop it.’

Just as Elena calms the fight with her overwhelming strength and flexible tolerance, Yoo Da-hee was also able to pull off the role.

“Why am I even angry?”
“That…”
“You know my expression. We’re not so shallow that we don’t even know that much. By the way…”

For a moment, I was genuinely angry.
I have no idea until now, but I wanted to correct it.

“There must have been something exciting about that situation. So I know it was. I understand.”
“…”
“But isn’t there such a thing as good?”

The word line is very funny.
When I take it out and use it in front of people, I feel a wall between me and the other person.

“Kim Jinwoo… !”
“Why is that?”

I can’t use mind reading.
Can’t read other people’s thoughts
That made my heart rush

‘What is he thinking?’

Yu Da-hee’s expression looked ambiguous.
It was hard to understand.
Did you cry?

As if the situation was serious,

“Sorry.”

Dahee Yoo apologized to me.
I’m not sure what I’m sorry about.

“Me too… I can’t control it well.”

Dahee Yoo carefully revealed her condition.
It was about tastes mixed in a mess.

I know from the beginning that S-ki is a lot.
Because Yoo Da-hee in the novel also often rode on top of men.
But it got twisted a lot.

“I know it’s wrong, but… I have to tell you now.”

Dahee Yoo continued.

“It wasn’t like this from the beginning. You know that. But this happened… When was the first start?”
“…”
“You’re another woman… Ever since I saw you making love with Elena. From then on, she felt a strange pleasure. Why? I don’t know.”
“…”
“No matter how much I think about it, I don’t know why. I’ve gotten used to it to some extent now, but at the time I hated myself.”

As if she had made up her mind to reveal everything, Dahee Yoo spat out.

“Being more harsh with you, harassing you, whatever…”
“…”
“If it’s normal, you have it. I’m not going to say I love the man who raped me.”

Dahee Yu held the teacup with both of her hands and wiggled her fingers.
A wriggling hand gesture, a downward gaze, a small, whispering voice…

“Because that is not normal. How could that be?”
“That’s… I understand.”
“It was the first time, and the first experience that should have been beautiful was terrible.”

Dahee Yoo laughed.

“But, even after experiencing such a thing, I can’t control my emotions as I please. I can’t control my feelings toward you. Do you know what it feels like?”
“…”
“I will tell you the extreme. I am there now Except for you, I can’t feel feelings for anyone else.”
“What is that…”
“Oh, there is an exception. You have feelings for the women you associate with. Should I call it jealousy?”
“Nonsense.”
“It doesn’t sound like nonsense. Can I eat that?”

Dahee Yoo pointed to the cookies in her bowl.
I pushed the refreshment bowl to Yu Da-hee.

“It was getting worse. Even when I see a cute child or a handsome man, I don’t think anything of it. Emotions are dry, it doesn’t feel like that.”
“…”
“At first it slowly disappeared. I thought it was just being indifferent, at that time. But at some point I felt this for sure. They say, “No, you can’t feel any emotion at all.”
“… Someday.”

Yu Da-hee shoved the cookie into her mouth and swallowed it down.
And she opened her mouth.

“When you told me the truth of this world.”
“…”

I couldn’t understand Yu Da-hee’s words.
Since I did not have perfect knowledge of her condition, problems that were difficult to understand poured in.

“So, you don’t feel any emotions right now?”
“It doesn’t feel like that. Looking at other people… It’s like looking at something. I don’t feel human.”

I’ve never heard it before.
It didn’t seem like Yu Da-hee was lying.
Rather, it was to the extent that it looked relieved, so I was shaking everything off.

“I thought about it in many ways. Do you know what the conclusion is? Shall I tell you?”
“Tell me.”
“I was hiding it until now. I can’t help but notice you first. If you don’t know, I don’t want to tell you something unpleasant…”

Yu Da-hee looked at me with worried eyes.
I don’t know what you’re trying to say or why you’re taking so much time.

“… You. Have you ever thought of something strange?”
“What?”
“All the girls around me… You’re acting like I can’t live without you.”
“…”

There was no such feeling.
Just like the female protagonist Dahee Yoo in the novel was surrounded by men.
No matter what I did, the women interpreted it as they felt comfortable and clung to it.

“So am I, so are they. Emotions and thoughts are one-sided. It doesn’t get complicated. It feels like I typed in a keyword…”
“…”
“Should I call it an absolute crush?”

Yu Da-hee stared at me.

“If there is a main character in this world, I would like to think that she would not have been treated like this. Just like you now.”
“…”
“Hero… Hehe, the main character.”

Dahee Yoo giggled and laughed.

“Ever since I was a masked man, I’ve been delusional about everything, and I’ve only been making hypotheses. I just remembered one thing this time.”
“What?”
“If you are a protagonist, you must have a role. Mission? That’s a bit extravagant. Anyway…”

Dahee Yu’s mouth opens.
Very slowly, slowly, and stopped.

“You have this world ──────────────.”
“… What?”

She asked again.
Because it doesn’t sound right.

“… Sorry.”
“Uh?”
“Me too… I can’t control it well.”

Dahee Yu muttered in a passive manner.
The appearance of confidently expressing opinions disappeared without a trace, and returned to the appearance before starting a full-fledged story.

“No no… Wait a minute. What did you just say?”
“Yes? What did you just say? Now I’m going to tell you…”

Yu Da-hee looked at me.
As if you don’t know anything
I can’t seem to remember any conversations we’ve had so far.

“…”

What happened?

‘… Are you new…’

Someone touched Yu Da-hee.
I felt uncomfortable with Dahee Yoo’s remarks, so I deleted the contents of the conversation.

“Kim Jinwoo… ? Are you angry? Sorry…”

Dahee Yu glanced at me and bit her mouth shut as if making up her mind.
The story has begun.
I said what I knew slowly.
It wasn’t much different from before.

The conclusions were no different.

“You have this world ──────────────.”
“What am I doing in this world?”

There is no way to find out the hypothesis that Dahee Yoo made.
‘God’ was blocking it.

Why?
Is this information I shouldn’t know?

I clenched my fists.
It was so absurd that my body trembled.

“Sorry.”

Dahee Yoo once again apologized.
I was being teased by someone.

If you don’t change the conversation topic, it will repeat until you do.

I closed my eyes and opened my mouth.

“But, even after experiencing such a thing, I can’t control my emotions as I please. I can’t control my feelings toward you. Do you know what it feels like?”
“Know. If you look at me, you’re lovable, and you want to hug me.”

I am the only one who can feel emotions.
So the water level was getting higher and higher.
Trying to pee, pissing me off, everything.

“There are things like that…”
“…”
“I want to comfort you when you’re having a hard time. I want to make them rely on me, and when I get annoyed or angry, I feel like I’ve been betrayed, but I get excited…”

The topic of conversation has changed.
Rather than brushing off what you know, in the direction of honestly expressing your feelings.

“I hate myself for this too. I want to give and receive love normally, but that is so difficult.”
“… Done. Because he told me honestly.”
“Woe is… ? Are you relieved?”
“Fury?”

It made her blush as she told her heart.
Seeing such Yu Da-hee, I felt an unknown anger.

“I wasn’t even angry in the first place.”
‘Fucking bastard…’

I want to see the face of God.