Chapter 129 – 129. Ia- Shub – Niggurath (2)

“It’s not over yet Clark.”

Was it then?

Quad deud deuk-!!!!

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The indescribable scream of a monster echoes around the surroundings.

There is light in the sky.

In the middle of the night, a huge window of light brightens the winter night and shines straight towards Nebula.

The archangels of light spread their wings.

Michaela, Gabriella.

Then, Adra Melech appears, and the initial skin-like appearance disappears, revealing a woman with golden hair and pure white eyes that appears to be Solias’ true form, with a huge halo shining above her head.

“Aaaaah!!! These damn angels!! “

Arm is cut off

Nebula’s arm is cut off, and at the same time, Michaela saves Aris.

The Daemon Sultan’s Chosen tried to stop them, but Solias regained her original power, albeit temporarily, and, offering her strength, began to wipe out these damned incarnations of chaos that had descended on the earth.

Without causing any harm to humans, it broke the ground and began burning all the tentacles that rose up.

It’s burning.

The tentacles are burning, and the corpses of the humans trapped within them are spitting out.

They are all human beings who are somehow twisted, bent, and defective, and they are writhing inside, sucking out their extremely fragile vitality.

They weren’t dead yet.

Even though they weren’t dead, they were trapped inside and were suffering at the same time.

“Save me…F…”

“It hurts…”

And Solias’ eyes turn towards them.

And she was shedding tears towards them.

To be honest, if I were to ask whether they have the right to complain of pain and ask for their lives, I don’t think so at all.

Why is it so unfair that people entrust themselves to these things to kill others and to beg others because they want to live?

Why is she sad when she sees these things?

Why do you ask for that and reap it?

“…I will not allow humans to suffer any longer. Dogs of the Demon Sultan, I will finish you all here today.”

“Oh, right- I don’t know about that, but you’re also sealed-…Huh?!”

Pachijik!!

And the spheres that poured out from Machina Sensei.

And before they head to Solias, Solias intercepts them. An octahedral structure that appears to have been once used by Solias, identical to Machina’s. All the spheres stopped as a result of the light waves pouring out from them, and the internal devices overheated and were destroyed.

Solias sees it and criticizes it mercilessly.

She too knows her engineering, manipulates her mechanisms, and hones her own skills to widely benefit her humanity.

Having temporarily unlocked her own power, she now mercilessly neutralized and criticized Machina’s techniques.

“It’s a crude result. I’ll admit that you’re capable of calling yourself a machine god named Machina, but there’s something you don’t know, and its destruction method is also a new development compared to the ones I made for humans. I hope you know.”

And it also affected the devices that were blocking Dick. The restraint device that was trying to keep Dick on his knees and lose his mind is also completely shattered by Solias’ light waves, and all the devices restraining his body are ripped out.

Kwaduk!!

Dick breaks the restraints with his purple eyes burning with anger.

The ax is swung, and Machina dodges it.

“You fucking bastards!!!“

Wow!!!

“Kuhhh?! This, you piece of shit – the invincible Shinigami… ㅁ…Kuhak!”

My body is torn apart. Dick’s punch and kick tore the fox mask’s abdomen. In particular, it starts tearing up the lower body, and at the same time, it starts ruthlessly tearing up the fat pot-bellied guy as well.

A Chosen called Charles,

He looks at Dick, who is going crazy with her anger, and tries to take advantage of her, so he takes out her knife and tries to kill Dick.

Is that damn dog leash hanging on the collar the problem?

Look at me… Look at me.

I keep hearing a voice recommending something to me.

And, there was someone who tried to dissuade my consciousness.

Solias, who was far away, spoke to me.

“Not yet, not yet Clark. You shouldn’t face that right now.”

I shake my head.

He desperately told me not to see it.

“Please. If you see that, the person you are now will disappear.”

Don’t ignore me…

Don’t ignore the day you’ve been hiding all this time…

I am you.

You are me-

We…

We must become one.

In a hopeless situation, a small gap emerged.

It feels like my thoughts are changing little by little.

It is often said that crazy people hear things that others cannot see or hear.

The difference between a crazy person and an enlightened person is just a piece of paper.

And as Solias said, I am not ready to face this yet.

I’m not ready to face it, I’m sure-

I will go back to the time when I ate my father.

It becomes a being that is busy running wild out of control and eating up enemies in front of it.

“Clarke, if you disappear, who will I talk to, who will I have to live with-“

A desperate cry is heard.

The question arises as to why Solias is doing this.

And the beast inside me begins to cry mournfully.

Don’t ignore me.

Are you ignoring me like that woman?

I look at my fingertips.

And I look at my reflection on the tip of Elizabeth and Gawain’s sword, who are blocking me.

It’s distorted.

On that sharp blade-

Everything about me is distorted.

The contact with them, the anger I felt, and the unknown feelings I had toward the birth mother who gave birth to me.

And the disciple being captured and the internal injuries caused by the clash between those with great power.

And now that his life is at risk…

I face the beast inside me.

It tells you not to look at it.

Solias hopes I don’t wake it.

I also don’t want to become that kind of monster.

Perhaps-

As this monster said.

This monster is me.

I am this monster.

If my humanity is a humanity that protrudes outward, then this may be the person I was hiding from my father who wanted to protect.

Little by little, memories from my childhood come to mind.

It was so painful and difficult, and I was mentally dying.

Was that when I started beating up the bastards who were harassing me in earnest?

Things my father said to me.

And that became my humanity, and I hid the original self that was now before my eyes. Hiding the innocent young monster, I faced my humanity.

Okay.

I am this young beast before my eyes, and the person called ‘Clarke’ is there to protect that beast.

Humanity.

I have protected the existence before my eyes.

And-

The little animal was talking to me.

You want to save it.

Everyone, I want to save you.

Me too, I want to save you too.

Only you-

Only you are not the real you.

…

Yes, I guess so.

Don’t ignore me…

I am not the one who will be protected by you forever.

I, too, will fight.

…

It is the whining of a young child. We haven’t grown up yet to merge into the world. How we should grow and how we should grow.

And I think back to the things that happened subconsciously at that time.

Ah-

…

Dad… Dad?

Dad…?

Why…Why me?

Delicious stuff-

I thought-

Dad, why-

…Ah…

Ah-…

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Memories of the beast crying that the world itself would fall apart flow in.

There was a being approaching me.

Dick.

He puts on a wolf mask and beats me.

The beast enters, and my personality, humanity-protection system awakens again.

I am its protective personality.

And at the same time, I am also ■■■■■.

And [Me] Who is also Clark

-Stop sleeping and wake up, Geumtaeyang.

Dick said that and beat [Me] Up.

And I was divided into the beast in front of me named ████ and the [Humanity] Called Clark.

Although it was the nature of a beast, it was also me, and with the defense personality system of █████, the establishment of my humanity was established through the education of my father and Dick.

Separation of the two.

And then the two meet, and one of them has to disappear.

I can’t handle this, and ■■■■■ also wants to embrace me completely.

We both need to be one, and if we stay divided like we are now, we’ll become prey to all kinds of bastards.

It was a seed, and the two of us were divided within it, unable to become one.

Those who try to force it to bloom.

The enemies before my eyes, who stimulate my emotions and stimulate the beast, hope that ████’s humanity will disappear.

May chaos reign in the world.

So, they are just mere beasts.

It just exists, it becomes a living disaster, it becomes a beast that can only be manipulated.

Dick wants me to live as the person I want to be.

How do you want to live?

All-

All together.

We all want to live together. I don’t want you to disappear from here… I don’t.

Is it.

If so, please lend me your strength. Because I will definitely wake you up. Because I will find you.

■■■■■ Alone should not appear.

And Clark shouldn’t be the only one to appear.

Clark too, ███████

Both must come together.

And with that, I feel my brain becoming more enlightened.

And I was able to call my sister’s name, which I had wanted to call so much.

His sister had hoped for it so much, and in this current situation of heavy widowhood – Solias doesn’t seem to be able to hold on for long either, his power is gradually decreasing, and Dick can’t continue this dog fight alone for long.

Nia, Shogus, and Lucy can’t get in between them yet.

All Anna can do is hold on.

Please, find me Clark.

…

■■■■■… Wait.

Because I will definitely wake you up.

Because I will become strong enough to accept you.

At this level-

You can accept your sister.

So-

Definitely win, survive.

The phenomenon of my mind collapsing and being shattered several times already continued in my head.

In order not to destroy the humanity of [Clarke], ████ Began to carefully reassemble my mind, changing its capacity and the consciousness in my head.

And finally it was over and-

My sister, who sensed my change, approaches me.

“Clarke…!”

“Please step aside, young lady. You have no part in this…”

“I call your name here in the name of Clark Dawn Bringer. Mother of a thousand black lambs, mother of baby goats, mother black sheep – Mistress of darkness deeper and darker than the abyss – I, your brother, your flesh and blood – your husband calls… “

“…!!!”

“Mudaguchi!!! Damn it!! Kill that Geumtaeyang guy right now…!!”

“Where are you going, you scum? You should play with me. It is the moment when Geumtaeyang properly awakens.“

Dick grabs the fox mask and the dog mask.

Charles also stops in place, as if caught by something.

Nebula urgently calls him.

“What are you doing!! Right now, right now, shut that thing up!!! If you make me call that!!“

“If you call it, the ‘awakening’ that the Demon Sultan truly desires will occur. Nebula.”

“You-“

So a division occurs between them, and Dick holds on to the fox and the dog.

The wolf grabs them by the neck with teeth and claws, buying time for me.

And, only then did my sister come towards me with expectant eyes.

“…I, here, the mother of the black sheep. Master of deep darkness – I call upon the name of the Black Sheep, be my strength, Shub-Niggurath.“

“As you wish.“

And my sister’s original form is visible.

True form.

Countless eyes are watching me.

Eyes, numerous mouths, and the resounding bleating of sheep greet me.

Welcome, father.

Welcome, Dad.

Nug and Yev are visible.

The sight of those two greets me –

I accept them as is.

Even the head that seemed about to break adapted to the pain and accepted all of the information as it was from Shub-Niggurath.

My sister’s real name.

The humanity that lived under the name of Mira Dawn Bringer had already become one with Shub Nigguras, and my older sister had always looked for me and wanted me to be called by that name.

And then the moment came.

My will is ready to accept my sister-

Finally accepted.

Even after the injection of information that had raped his brain as if it would break it is over, the humanity of [Clarke] Does not collapse, and the helpless cries of the beast that accepted it and supported it resound.

Don’t collapse.

Let’s keep it here together.

So, thanks to this beast that supported my spirit and said that I would fight alongside him, I was able to call Shub Nigguras.

“Forever, stay with me. Sister.“

“…Yes! Of course.“

I was moved for a moment.

I accepted my sister’s existence, and by sympathizing with her, I also recovered some of her strength.

His humanity survived, he accepted the gigantic being called Shub Nigguras, and his sister also began to mutate as soon as her name was called.

And that too for just a moment.

My sister’s eyes were shining more golden than before, and she stood next to me, brimming with strength.

Although I no longer had the strength to fight or stand, I lent the power of Mortus to my sister who would lend me strength to wipe out the cultists creeping out from afar again.

And I shout.

Call her name in your head.

Praise her name highly, and she will help me.

“Here I… Shub-Niggurath, here I chant your name. Save everyone. Wipe out my enemies, until they all run away. I’m shouting here Ia- Shub-Niggurath!!!!“

Long live Shub Nigurath.

And I called my sister’s name.

I shouted loudly.

Ask for help.

Help me here, here.

Please save everyone.

“Yes, I will.“

That’s what my sister answered.

At the same time, Nebula’s hand extended its tentacles towards me.

And as soon as my sister stepped forward, Nug and Yev changed their arms into blades and blocked my sister and me.

“Mom, Dad, are you okay!?”

“Uh, uhuhuhuh, uhuhuhuh…”

And- Solias was confronting Nebula.

Solias seemed to be running out of strength and was gradually being pushed back by Nebula.

I haven’t even recovered my strength properly in the first place, so why am I hanging out here?

It’s not even funny.

Nebula’s cursed words are addressed to Solias.

“…Did 10,000 years of death by Nodens dare prevent my son’s awakening? It’s because of you bitch!!! If only you hadn’t wasted so much time!!! “

“…Neither you nor I have achieved our goals.”

Solias sat down in his seat with a tired voice.

Michaela, Gabriella, and Adramelech, who had achieved their goal of rescuing Aris, were fighting desperately, cutting down the tentacles that kept attacking them.

And a smile appears on my sister’s lips.

I was already on the verge of fainting and gave my sister my last command.

Protect the people here, my colleagues and my family from those damn monsters.

I literally fainted.

I no longer had the strength to maintain my senses, my body was a mess, and I was extremely exhausted.

I was in a situation where I had to protect Elizabeth and Gawain, but I was already so exhausted that it was no longer possible.