Chapter 150 – 150. Journey Again (1)

-3 minutes before Dick Johnson grabbed Merlin by the collar-

He’s crazy.

I had to see this as truly crazy.

And the ambition of Niyog-Sotep, who tried to eat it, and Nyarlathotep, who tried to grab it and shake it. And even the Demon Sultan’s Chosen behind him.

And Merlin stuck out her tongue as she looked at her Clarke, who was now burning her own body.

Since this is a long-awaited relationship, will it ease the pain? She tried to make her dream and throw the pain into her dream, but she was cruelly rejected.

He said that this pain, this sadness, and this anger were all his own.

And he had infinite anger and a sense of struggle against the existence of other stars that tried to control and shake him, and the same was true for other Elder Gods.

He was literally a young man with a burning sense of struggle.

Arthur was like this in the past too.

Now that he has been killed by Mordred, his kingdom has also been transformed into something completely different and strange.

She was perfect as a country, but it was not at all what she wanted to see, so she left Camelot without regret.

Merlin could feel her heart warming as he watched her young blood lash out, carving her pain into her own body.

Couldn’t she have been born sooner?

That thought suddenly occurred to me.

How great it would have been if Arthur had been like this.

Arthur, who had grown older and had more things to protect, became immersed in her inertia, and ended up accepting suggestions he should not have received from the gods in order to protect Gawain and his nephew.

Wouldn’t she have probably told Clark not to talk nonsense and immediately kicked those gods out?

Of course, as you know, Arthur is human.

Clark is a star, and the most powerful prince among them.

He is the successor created in this world by Demon Sultan.

It’s funny to think that he fucked Nyarlathotep without even being fully grown yet. What’s more, you make dust fly around there, ignite it, and make it explode.

Black salt.

Of course, it was just a flame that changed color, but it was actually loaded onto firearms that people in another world often use.

Well, among the things brought by the people of another world, the transferees, there was also the concept of loading bullets with magical power and shooting them. The strong used it to launch annoying attacks, but the Knights of the Round Table were still stronger than them.

Ever since I found out that Gareth and Gawain had died, I trained myself into an almost trancelike state. In the past, Jijibae was confident in his stamina and skills to the point where he could spar with his brother for more than an hour even in the middle of the day, but now he has become a knight who goes around killing numerous Frisian knights in the land of Frisia.

As I was thinking about such things, a man wearing a wolf mask sensed his presence and broke through this space to reveal himself, grabbing me by the collar and lifting me up.

Ah, as expected.

I knew it would be like this.

I think I was so upset that I was caught watching Marcus and showed him a nightmare to get out.

Of course, after that, Clark said, of course.

“If you’re going to hit her enough, just hit her and let her go. I have a lot of questions to ask her.”

“Do you think I have a reason not to kill this bitch?“

“I need it now.”

“…Tsk.“

I need it for myself now.

If I didn’t need it, I wouldn’t have gotten it.

Merlin said to Clark who was holding him.

“…Clarke, this is too much. Such a pretty woman is being grabbed by the collar and you’re not helping.”

“If she does something worthy of being beaten, she deserves to be beaten. And she doesn’t care whether it’s a child, a woman, or an old man.”

“We are in a country under the rule of law, is that so?”

“Do you know why civilized people are ruder than barbarians? It’s because they don’t get hit or break their heads when they do rude things.”

If you do something worthy of a beating, you should be beaten. That’s a good thing. But society does not allow that. So, naturally, most bad people either fail to correct their habits from an early age or use the shield of women.

Of course, it cannot block the blades of truly crazy people.

In her opinion, Clark was one of those crazy people, no, one of those crazy beings.

Can you say I’m crazy?

In the first place, he was not a human being but a being from the stars.

Marcus’ blood is flowing, but that’s only part of it.

In the end, Clark would gradually become less human under the concept of [Star existence].

Looking at this being, which bizarrely has the instincts of humanity and a star being, I wonder what the Demon Sultan really wanted to create.

Of course I’m curious, but let’s leave it out this time.

If he finds out, it’s clear that the Demon Sultan will chase him to the end of hell and try to destroy him.

-That’s a smart idea, because he’s managing Clark’s every move to the point where he’d hit me in the back even in my dreams.

Mortus briefly materializes and answers Merlin, and Merlin nods his head.

He looked exhausted after burning his body just a moment ago, and as soon as he remembered the existence of those who fucked him, he immediately burst out in anger like that.

And although that evil smile did not suit a hero, his temperament as a hero shined even brighter.

Even if he pretends not to, he is a hero who understands people’s hearts and responds to them simply by not refusing the request of a dying fallen angel to save his son. It’s about following one’s heart rather than grandiose things like chivalry and all, but that’s why it’s worth watching.

In most cases like this, people are so temperamental that they will destroy even large cities if they don’t like them.

By his side, women like Shub Nigguras who just want him to move as he wishes, spiders who have been confirmed to be star beings, that dragon of whom he has strong suspicions, a Kikimora maid who has become a member of the star beings, and a human form. Shogus.

There were also those who held on to him strongly, such as Elizabeth, his colleague right next to him. A story about Elizabeth, who was a fellow comrade and whom Clark tried to save while most followed his will.

Since he had already collected all the information he could find while coming here, he also knew that Clark had been walking the ascetic path to save Elizabeth, without even caring about magic circuits. I think the process is good.

During the journey, Lancelot lost sight of him, and Arthur died.

Well, it’s a prank on God that the king of Camelot, whom he put so much effort into creating, died so easily, but at the same time, it proves that Clark’s fate was more powerful than Arthur’s fate.

Of course, since Merlin was known as a wizard, I had no intention of passing it off as just that.

Right now, he knows that Clark is the only one who can stop the tricks the Elder Gods are playing on the world, so he asks for their cooperation, but what happens next?

Well, what happens next looks more interesting, so let’s stop for now.

After all, watching someone else get fucked is the most enjoyable thing.

Whether it is a god or a human being.

“…”

Phew-

…

First, take a deep breath.

And now, I hold my eyebrows as I look at these two women in front of me.

Eris.

The devil’s child.

And the devil’s successor.

Carnetia Black Hand.

The commander of the closest bodyguard of the Demon King’s heir. Even Luffy should be involved here, but I’m not so harsh as to immediately punish a guy who just got possessed by a god and is completely ruined.

Aside from being very tired, these two aren’t really hurt.

And then I take a look at Gawain, who is exhausted and hurt here and there in his room, and then I look at these two bitches kneeling down in the main hall of the dorm.

Besides them, Elizabeth, her older sister, Anna, and Carol. The rest are on standby above to protect the injured and those in need of treatment, and Dick is down here to prepare for any emergency that may arise.

“…”

Honestly, I don’t know why I’m here, but Dick said he would watch, and he’s a guy who moves around as he pleases, so I guess it was nice.

Because now I have to deal with the two bitches in front of me.

“…Yes, sir. Did you find what you were looking for? Heir to the Demon King?”

“Even if you don’t say it in such a sarcastic way, I understand everything.”

“…”

I still can’t come to my senses.

Then, I lifted the gun in my hand, which was still loaded with six rounds of black flame, and fired it right next to those two.

Although the large-scale explosive power has been reduced, the person who hits it can still be sent to the underworld for sure.

Taaaaang!!!

The black flames burn, the warhead crashes into the floor, fragments of the floor, and grenades shoot out towards them. Fortunately for the two, the black flame died down before it could reach them, and the next target was aimed at their heads.

It’s my first time shooting, but I think I know roughly how to shoot.

The first shot was easy because the two were so large.

The pistol shooting is surprisingly good.

I need to use this as my main weapon, but I only have 6 rounds left. The problem is where to source this ammunition.

It’s a .45ACP bullet.

It is said that this is the type of ammunition that Dick used in the past. Should I learn about shooting from Dick in the future?

Well, there must be a way about this.

Oh, and there are 5 shots left with this one.

…Write.

Where should I get these bullets?

“…!?”

“Don’t think about getting into a fucking fight for no reason. I’m in a really dirty mood right now, and this is the second time I’ve seen my comrades in such tatters. And you are one of the reasons for that, and I don’t want to kill you as much as possible right now. “Keep in mind that I created this place. I’m telling you, if it weren’t for Weidi, I would have killed you as soon as I saw you.”

“…”

Take a deep breath again.

The reason why, even though I am quite tired and irritated right now, I am maintaining my senses and talking quietly to them.

I’ll say it again, I was putting up with their stupid behavior because of Weedy.

I was thoroughly prepared because I didn’t know what would happen, and I saw that the life support device [Life Saver] I gave to Gawain was also shattered, so it seemed like he fought really fiercely, and I know that Gawain was never meant to die protecting things like this.

Despite this, it is shocking to see that they still want to fight rather than reflect.

“I would have said we would leave when time was up, but tell me what the price is for your selfish actions. From your own words.”

“…”

Are you saying you will exercise your right to remain silent?

“…What do we do with deserters who do not follow military rules and leave the camp? Shall we talk about that?”

“What are you trying to do?”

“You know what happens when people like us are shit. If you don’t keep talking, I’m going to kill you here, one by one, from now on.”

“You’re crazy, you- you’re going to kill me here?!”

“If you do something that deserves death, shouldn’t you die? Oh, don’t worry. I won’t kill you. From now on, if you refuse to answer or rebel, I will kill your guards here one by one. As a final act of mercy, I will not throw you to the lambs.”

It really is the last mercy. Even if you die, if you say that your soul is torn apart by those things, what could be more terrible than that? Apart from that, even though I tear down all these bitches who did shitty things one by one, I still feel bad, but despite this, they still don’t know the situation they are in, and Carnetia still doesn’t help me even when all of her subordinates are on the verge of dying. He was casting threats.

They even forgot who the real person should be threatening.

“Do you think the Demon King will forgive you even after doing something like this, Geumtaeyang?”

“I think so. Even if I get angry out loud, you don’t have the right to keep your mouth open. Now, who sent Anna, Carnesia, and Gawain to divide the forces and rescue you from that monster’s den? Carnesia “Who gave me the equipment to find my blood relatives and let you guys go find it? It’s me! It’s Geumtaeyang.”

Now, I can’t say I’m Geumtaeyang, but my skin is as pale as my father’s, but that’s okay for now.

Anyway, tanning your skin is enough.

Well, putting all that nonsense aside, I tried to save them by choosing the worst option of splitting my troops in two, and the result was as shameless as it is now.

How much patience do I have to endure?

“…But fuck, if you’re still acting like this without knowing what you did wrong, why did I have to spare you? And about Gawain getting beaten up so much and making way for you…I What do you think when you say you really have the right to be angry?”

No matter how angry I get, I have nothing more to say if these people come out in such a blatant manner. And of course, if you do something stupid, you have to be punished.

“Now, answer me. From now on, if you refuse to answer, you will really die one by one.”

“…”

“Now, you guys crawl in on your own and tell me with your own mouth what the results were.”

“…A trap was waiting for us, and as our strength gradually deprived us, we were cornered in the enemy’s lair without being able to respond properly.”

“I know. Why do you think it happened like that?”

“I do not know.”

“No, you know. You know, but you just don’t want to admit it.”

I know it, but the reason I don’t say it is simple. Because I don’t want to admit that I was right at least there. And you probably didn’t want to let it out.

But, I have no intention of just letting this go.

“Even I, who went in properly prepared, had trouble with unexpected things. How did you feel? How does it feel to go in without properly preparing and get ripped off?”

And Eris raised her eyes and spoke about it as if she was angry.

When I saw him, he was less scolded. If you still have the strength to resist each and every thing that craves you like this, you’re not scolded yet.

From what I heard from Anna, she was on the verge of something really bad happening, and I wonder if she should have just left it alone.

At least Gawain is indebted to the Demon King, and they say he is treated as a state document, but what about this…

Aren’t you just a public slave?

“Is your purpose to scratch the inside?”

“That’s just a side note. If it feels shitty, it’s because you know you did something wrong but you don’t want to admit it, and I don’t care what’s inside you. I don’t care what you’re feeling. All that matters is what I feel. Yes, “Just like you just now.”

“…”

“So, if you feel like shit about this and want to punch me, that’s up to you, and I’m craving you right now because I’m feeling shit. I gave you a reason, and I have a reason to crave you, and now, there’s a ranking between us. “I think it’s time to sort things out.”

“…What are you planning to do?”

“At least I swear that I will never do something like this again… Shouldn’t I at least accept Geass? It’s a punishment equivalent to that.”

“You-!”

Geass.

If I were to be specific, it’s Erin, another neighborhood adjacent to Camelot. Or a technique used by warriors or druids in a region called Ulster.

Well, Geass is something special, and it is said to give [Strength] Because it forces you to take action to keep your oath. Excellent warriors and druids live with countless Geass on their bodies, and if they break this rule, they lose all their power and fall.

Even if you don’t have Geass, you can place a ban on it, and it doesn’t give you any power, but I said that as an example, and to be honest, if you ask if you can get a good result by going wild with your emotions, you don’t have the power or ability to do that.

If good results come from moving as I please, and if there is a better way based on my own judgment, I am willing to forgive it and use it seriously, but I have no intention of being generous to ordinary assholes.

“Now, the second question. Even as Elizabeth was dying, Clark Dawn Bringer tried to save her by removing her magic circuit and maintaining her life support system, and because of that, she became an idiot who couldn’t use magic when fighting the demon lord Cassandra. He was trying to protect his comrade’s life… Here’s the problem. Gawain, your close brother who barely came back alive and reunited with you, was on his way to pick you up when he got caught by a fucking Elder God and got beaten up and left in that state…Give me a reason why I shouldn’t treat you guys like shit.”

“…Do you think you’ll get away with scaring the devil’s heir like this?”

“That’s only if you can continue to be the Demon King’s heir.”

He moves impulsively because he is swayed by his emotions, but a king with a well-established head would worry about whether or not to keep him around. And that’s why Withie was so angry, and the reason she even asked me to call her this time was to properly scold this damn bitch.

“If I were a member of the Demon King Castle and you were the next Demon King, I can assure you that I would never place someone like you over me.”

“By what right do you have to be a member of the Demon King’s army?”

“I can do anything to get you screwed. If I can get you to do some service work at the Demon Castle for a little while, I think I can do anything. If you think I can’t do that, show me.”

“Stop it Clark. If you have a record like that, major countries…”

“I’m glad it wasn’t you, Elizabeth. If it had been you, I would have blown up the Demon Lord’s army.”

That’s how she responds to Elizabeth’s words. To be honest with her, she is Elizabeth, who stuck with me and said she would be with me until the end no matter how hard I tried to pull her away. I brought her back to life to keep my oath to her, and now, against my will, to let her live her life apart from this terrible battle, Elizabeth followed me through her days.

What if she, who followed him that far, became like Gawain?

…

I didn’t even want to imagine it.

“…Yes, until there is nothing left.”

“…Aren’t you saying scary things too naturally? I’m happy, but-“

“Just as you were so sincere towards me, I am just doing the same. I tried so hard to throw her away, but I am a libertine who hugs all the people I like, but I am not so trash that I pretend not to notice when I see a woman who is sincerely approaching me getting hurt.”

“…You really came forward. If you are like that, you know why I came forward.”

Eris speaks as if she were protesting. You are just like me, so why are you being this shit to me?

“Even just thinking about it, I don’t think you’re stronger than me or even stronger than Cassandra. Are you confident in that statement? Are you really confident?”

“… Thanks to you, her mother ascended to the throne without having to fight with Cassandra.”

“You damn-“

Naturally, Elizabeth becomes angry when she hears that.

“Elizabeth.”

Elizabeth lets out her curse and pulls out her sword. If you really think about it, she wasn’t this foul-mouthed in the first place. Maybe it’s my influence.

What Eris is trying to say now is that thanks to you and us, she took her place as the Demon Lord without much sacrifice.

A provocation asking whether he could defeat all those troops.

I really don’t know the point of continuing this meaningless fight, but if I had to ask…

This is more like venting my anger.

I can’t believe you’re trying to tee-bag this like this.

Regardless of his age, he really doesn’t seem to know how scary this world is.

There is a party that defeated Sentai Demon King Cassandra right in front of them, and in front of them, they make cheap provocations, and we are the same when we get angry at those cheap provocations, but-

No one will allow our fierce fight to be disparaged by such cheap provocations.

If Gawain hears it, it is clear that his older brother would have been worse than me.

“Okay, from now on, you’ve brought it all on yourself.”

Whoa!!

He kicked her in the chest with his foot and crushed Eris with his foot.

“Ugh?!”

I try to resist, and a force I have never seen before bursts out. They are pouring down on me without hesitation as if they are trying to resist, but unlike Cassandra, they are full of holes. And the only way to destroy that power is to crush it with overwhelming magical power.

It’s not that she couldn’t do it.

The things I faced were so powerful, and Cassandra was not only skilled in the sword but also in magic, and I was only focused on destroying them and protecting the party. Even that couldn’t block about 1 in 10, and he had a completely different ability other than magic.

And most of these abilities can be solved by pressing down with force, so it was easy to deal with them.

Cassandra is also very picky when it comes to dealing with magic, so I actually told her to avoid dealing with supernatural abilities at her own discretion, but that’s not important.

“…That’s so shitty. I was just trying to have a good partnership, but I’m curious why you’re so upset that you can’t control my temper.”

“W-What…!?”

“Princess…Kahak!?”

And along with that, Anna and Carol, who were next to me, overpowered Carnetia. Originally, she might have been at full strength, but these two were exhausted, and when Anna and Carol clung to them and overpowered them, they couldn’t even resist properly and fell to the floor.

I said to Eris, who looked quite shocked as she saw that her supernatural ability was suppressed by my magic and she could not do anything.

To be honest, I don’t really like this kind of thing.

No matter how much of a bully I am, I am putting women down with my feet.

But if you have to do something, you have to do it.

If you don’t know that the world is scary and try to run wild, and if you run wild, you should have your head broken.

“Did I tell you? The reason civilized people are ruder than barbarians is because their heads don’t break even when they say rude things. And the reason you can be so picky is because you seem to have this fucking consciousness that you are [Superior] To the rest except us. …I’ll break it down today.”

“Well, what are you trying to do…Khaaaaa!!”

And what I did to her was nothing special.

Bongma’s technique.

Sealing magical spirits and changing monsters to be the same as humans. Most of the time, it is to seal the magical energy, and by sealing the magical energy, it makes it no different from death.

When monsters are hit by this, most of them fall into a sleep as if they were dead. Naturally, if you ask where the origin of this magic is, surprisingly, it comes from the monsters. In order to subdue the things that attack you, you have to seal your magic energy, and this cannot even be successful unless you are stronger than yourself.

Naturally, it is one of the methods used by monsters to control each other, and I acquired this during my journey.

I kept this in mind that I might use it someday, but…

I never dreamed I would write it this way.

This is a truly cruel story.

If your dog behaves unruly to the point where you have to put a leash on it, I have no choice but to do so.

That’s because I don’t want to see them running around like dogs.

Harpies who fly around and act like shit because they have wings should have their wings broken, and those with fast legs should have their legs broken to be taught manners.

Instilling etiquette is essential.

And the devil didn’t do that, so I just do that.

I am stronger than this and much higher in existence.

The magic of magical sealing.

It glowed in my hand, and all the magical energy in Eris’ body was sealed and entered Eris’s core. Naturally, what happened after that?

The bright red eyes changed into blue eyes, and the color of the silver hair also changed to brown. Eris, who had changed to look exactly like one of the commonly existing Elcadians and was exhausted after the magic energy disappeared from her body, seemed to have felt the power disappearing from her body, with a face full of astonishment. I was shocked to see that the body, head, horns, tail, and wings were gone.

“What…What have you done to me!!! Uh, why to me!!”

“…Did I tell you? The reason you’re acting like this is because, except for us, you haven’t broken your head properly yet. That’s why I dragged you out. But, most monsters lose strength when they get hit by this and faint, as expected. “It’s a harp, so it doesn’t go that far, does it?”

Well, for most high-ranking monsters, when they are hit by this, most of their magical power takes charge of their metabolic activities, and their power output is forcibly turned down, putting them into a state similar to hibernation. They are practically dead, but perhaps because of the flow of human blood, only the monster’s characteristics are sealed and their power is lost. It has decreased significantly.

“This, this human being!!! Huh?!”

Wow!

And she was too weak to attack me with a human body, and it was impossible for her to attack me with a blow full of anger.

I slap my cheek.

On and on, on and on.

Wow- Wow!! Wow!!!

“To be honest, I really can’t stand a bastard like you who goes around saying he’s a royal blood and all, but when he gets into trouble he can’t do anything and goes around saying I’m a king and a noble. If I don’t have teeth, I can even chew with my gums. “Isn’t it the most basic thing to create countermeasures or countermeasures so that you can do that?”

Wow!!!

“But what I really don’t understand is that I’ve never seen any of the bastards who say they can’t even wait for the preparation time and tell them to hurry up and succeed. That’s right, most of the people who are so impatient don’t have anything prepared in advance. There.

Even if you prepare all these things, people will be left behind and decide how to live, but if you don’t go into the enemy’s mouth without any of that and kill the bitches who went in to be eaten and end this, you should really be thankful that you are a Royal Blood. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have gone to rescue you.”

Of course, I couldn’t forgive this because there was a bitch around me who was trolling like this and didn’t care about people dying around her.

He had a plan, and he didn’t know if that plan had ended in failure, but he stormed in without a plan, putting not only himself but everyone who followed him in danger, and even my colleagues were turned into rags.

When I saw that, I couldn’t bear it anymore.

“K-uuuuu-!”

“…Fuck, who’s going to be king? Heir? What use is that in front of dying people? Not being able to properly save even one of his dying comrades, seeing them dying helplessly and seeing them rushing to die together, surviving alone and eating like a dog – he said he would send the person he couldn’t save yet back home for the last time. The reason I endured being chased by humans in hell wasn’t because a bitch like you told me to do tea bagging! “

Wow!! Wow!! Taaaaa!!

The face has already started to swell, blood is bursting from the corner of the mouth, and blood is bursting from the nose. Nevertheless, I didn’t stop.

“Do you know that we went around chasing down bitch Cassandra and her idiots so that bitches like you could brag about how great they were? Do you think that’s what you did? Your clan did it? Okay, fuck, what on earth were you guys watching that doing? What were you guys doing when you were going through such a hard time with that damn Kampf bitch?! “

“Clarke.”

And my sister holds my shoulder.

“…Stop. Then you die.”

“…Keuuuuu-“

Even the trembling voice and the appearance of my other eyes, stained black. And my older sister grabbed me and pulled me away from Eris. And they even look like they are dying, barely able to vomit blood.

“There’s no reason for you to be angry at those bitches who deserve to be killed, wasting your emotions like that, Clark. Let’s just say that next time we call Weedy out, there will be no more alliance.”

“It’s not over yet.”

“What? Clark, don’t pour out your emotions on those bastards. Your anger shouldn’t be wasted like this. They think they’re great and think it’s cute that they’re allies and all, but they’re worthless to the point where you’re pouring out your emotions like this. “It doesn’t exist.”

My sister has a point. From my sister’s point of view, these things are nothing more than a waste of money. I don’t know how powerful the Demon King is, but I’m sure he won’t be stronger than my sister.

“…You have to protect yourself, Clark. As our [King], You shouldn’t be wasting your emotions on something like this. Do you understand?”

“It’s not for me. Everything, everyone plays in the palm of the hands of the Elder Gods, and what happens to the people who sacrificed their lives for others without knowing it? If you’re my comrade, you’re the [King’s] Comrade. The [King] []’S friends and colleagues’ deaths, sacrifices, pain and suffering were all insulted. You want me to see that? No! No one can insult that. If I don’t get angry, who will pay? If the person who should pay doesn’t pay, who will pay? “Tell me what you do, sister.”

“Clarke-“

I couldn’t tolerate this. We enjoyed all the pain and suffering we went through, while those who secretly worked behind our backs giggled, laughed at us, and blasphemed us. Withy also apologized to me for having to watch you suffer, and in return, promised to treat you comfortably so that you could spend the rest of your life comfortably.

But this insulted all our pain, suffering, and sacrifice and treated us like idiots.

I was one of them, and I was allied with them, and now I was like the representative of all of them, and it would be wrong if I, the representative, didn’t get angry.

I had to protect the victims I was supposed to protect and take care of, as well as those who participated in that party.

Because I accepted this alliance.

And in return, Gawain got hurt.

“…The lives of those who brought another light and memories to my world, which for the first time had nothing but magic, should not be desecrated like that. For the first time since I was outside, I wanted to be with them, and we have known each other for a long time. “The hardships, pain, and sacrifice of the people I thought I wanted were insulted in this way. I was the only one who survived in that terrible battlefield…”

“…That’s enough, that’s enough. That’s enough, dude.”

And Dick comes out in front of me.

He grabs my shoulder and pulls me out.

“Fuck it, the story isn’t over yet.”

“Yes, yes, yes, come out here. Your godfather is here. Come into his arms.”

“This crazy guy is real.”

Of course, Dick used his unique strength to pull me out, and Dick and my sister exchanged glances, and then my sister stood in front of me.

Then Elizabeth, Anna, and Carol followed me, and Dick dragged me out to the open space outside the dorm.

Honestly, I think it showed an ugly side.

However, Dick just sat down next to me on a chair in the vacant lot without saying anything, and handed me the chair next to him as well, pointing with his finger to tell me to sit down.

And I sat there.

To be honest, I didn’t say those words in hopes that they would understand the pain.

Of course.

This is because the living organism shows a selfish side and does not think of anyone but itself and will do anything to survive.

I felt it keenly as I burned myself just moments ago, and I was grateful that my damn mother was trying to eat me, and that my father was protecting me in my own body.

A situation where anger and gratitude intersect.

To be honest, it is true that I was extremely irritated and even more excited.

I will not deny this.

And, I didn’t even think about restraining myself.

“…Even if you are upset, endure it. Not everyone understands your pain, and all living beings are inherently selfish. [Reason] And the [Emotions] In your heart are what overcome it.”

“…”

“…Your fight has only brought good things to someone else. And what do you think when you see people openly laughing at that?”

“It sucks.”

That was all I had to say. What more rhetoric is needed? Elizabeth also nodded her head as if she understood my feelings.

“…Clarke, don’t be too hurt. Those who didn’t participate in the fight sometimes curse at those who lost the fight and call them losers, or call those who fought and came back victorious. And, that’s…”

“…Even though I knew, I just couldn’t bear it.”

“…”

“There were people who followed him because of their own impulses, and brother Gawain didn’t show any signs of reflecting on what he did, and we fought with so much pain as if he was still an enemy, but they… They are-“

The hardships of the past seven years.

A five-year expedition and a two-year journey to return to Magia while struggling to survive.

I couldn’t stand the sight of them laughing at all that.

“…I never fought to make those things show off…!”