Chapter 280 – 279. Chaos. Darkness, Light, Freedom (4)
“…”
Iliad,
She feels very unpleasant.
Hestia.
Goddess of Olympia.
Hestia.
Sister of Zeus, the god.
Demeter, Hera, Hestia.
The youngest among them.
It would be natural, but I know that what she says is right and that it is necessary.
This means that since you have obtained the power of Zeus and copied everything about Zeus, you must know how to use that power.
And, literally saying he would teach her, he asked Clark for an arranged marriage.
Shubniguras accepted, and he accepted Hestia in order to secretly distance himself from him.
To easily handle the power of Zeus.
But.
…
Shubniguras, she had no doubt that she would bind Clark.
So, she’s keeping her distance from Clark.
Mortus also seems to be bothered by Libertas, so he is looking for an opportunity to keep her distance.
Zeus, the god.
Geumtaeyang, the one who realized long ago that Clark was a threat and tried to kill him.
But do you know?
The fact that we cannot avoid our fate because we know it in advance.
When she did not tell humans about fate, but told them to make their own destiny through their own choices, and when she mentioned fate, found those who did, and killed those who instigated them, and when the demon gods unleashed the poison called fate on humans at will.
Those who kill them, become extremely arrogant after knowing their fate, and begin to challenge themselves, believing that they can reach God.
When even the unreasonable anger of those who have given up on taking care of themselves, mistakenly thinking that their fate is oppressed by the Iliad, is directed at the Iliad.
I hate lazy people.
And although he tried to bless and care for those who opened the path themselves, the demons targeted those who fell into endless laziness and did nothing due to their own laziness, and it was difficult for Ilias to stop them alone.
The darkness of humans.
Grew up eating that darkness72 entities of great evil, And other unique MaliciousBrought them into the world.
Now that we have created a golden age, we are gradually hoping for light, and we have reached the age of silver, bronze, and iron.
…
The Elder Gods sealed the demons that stimulated the malevolence of humans, and they sealed the demons, and over time, they became arrogant. The Elder God itself has become corrupted.
Elder God.
The [Star King] Will come someday and destroy them.
Zeus and Thor appeared to randomly kill the children born under the prophecy, and finally kill Clark, the star prince born.
Zeus was bitten by Kim Hae-jin, and the same goes for Thor.
Meanwhile, Zeus, who had touched Thor’s priestess before being bitten, became noticeably weaker after being bitten by Kim Hae-jin, and Thor also split to attack Zeus.
Gilgamesh.
The Emperor of Uruk protected Magia, and Marcus went around seeking out and eliminating harm in advance.
The Star Prince has grown up and has just become the Star King.
…
That time of growth,
For something that happened over a period of 25 years and almost a month, these are truly incredible events.
-Wake up, you damn bitch.
-…Who-
-This is the guy who came to save you at the [Request] Of Emperor Gilgamesh, the strongest man and highest authority on this planet, on the current continent. Don’t be a jerk and follow me.
-…
After Kim Hae-jin, the hunting dog, wakes himself up-
-You are truly a terribly selfish bitch.
The words he heard after losing everything, losing his precious family before his eyes, and complaining about Clark not treating him like a god.
The hatred and sadness in his eyes.
He learns step by step what happened in the world during the time he was sealed, and the church that served him in the horribly distorted past, and the temples and cults of the gods located in each country that cooperate with it.
And the gods’ behavior was so crazy that it was difficult to see with both eyes open.
As the Elder Gods began to realize that something was strange, they punished the humans who revolted against them, and Tosagufang carried out actions against humans and strong beings strong enough to revolt in the name of hunting down demon lords.
And even weeding work to pull out roots.
They have been suppressing the very possibilities of humans.
And in order to kill Clark, he did not hesitate to even eliminate a country.
This was a corruption that could not be hidden.
Corruption
Corruption…
Corruption!
That was the same for my past self.
He was betrayed by the people he trusted and loved, and he showed his sense of betrayal towards the people who listened to the words of the demon gods, punished them, and punished them.
What happened as a result?
Eventually, those who were opposed to his actions began to snowball.
Betrayed by the people he loved, he eventually called in external volunteers.
Corrupted self.
And the Elder God outside.
The result is sealed.
After 3,000 years, he opened his eyes and realized that he had been missing a great deal of time from the dark-skinned, blond star prince with alien powers and human appearance.
From the moment he mentioned the arranged marriage, to the smile Hestia gave him that showed her brief sense of superiority.
Once again, the corruption was happening to me.
In order to keep Ilias in check and keep her away, Shubni Guras accepted Hestia’s proposal without hesitation.
Okay.
He was falling apart.
Even at this moment, how can I hold him by my side?
Because I was filled with just those thoughts.
“…”
“Well, Ilias-“
Michaela calls her.
And she shouts out in sorrow, not knowing who is next to Michaela.
“Aaaaah!!! Clark, you stupid idiot!!!!”
“Who are you calling an idiot or an idiot, you Champi Goddess?”
“…!?”
“…Uh… No, I was going to tell you that Clark came to visit.”
Michaela spoke to Ilias with a embarrassed look on her face, and Ilias was startled and threw angrily at Clark, who was looking at her with a sullen look behind her.
“If you came, please say you came!!”
“…”
I’ll be amazed.
I came here because something didn’t look very good.
Charles, this guy looked at me, Ilias, Hestia, and Liz, and spoke in a flowing voice.
-If you don’t go and comfort me right now, you’ll be screwed later.
…
And I had a gut feeling that I shouldn’t let that slip.
Was it intuition from walking around the battlefield, or did you reach a conclusion with Yog-Sothoth?
Or maybe it’s both, but if you let that thing go, it’s a nuclear bomb.
-Is this an experience?
-Your adoptive father managed his relationships with women in that way. Don’t ignore it. That guy really did it on thin ice. Because he actually did it in order to fight and survived until the end.
…
It’s not a bad thing to hear from someone who survived.
Yes, really.
-Anyway, heh… I have to act as an assistant to this guy.
-I know someone wants to stick with you forever.
-Fuck you.
-Let me try.
-Yeah, come on, I’ll kick your ass!
A little pateru time.
Obviously,
Of course-
-This… You bastard…
-Don’t look at me funny again.
I won.
Did you think it was me for the first time, or did you just get so angry that you attacked it?
Anything is fine.
It seemed like the latter, but for the first time, I finally posed with my arms raised in front of an exhausted Charles.
Of course, differences in output are inevitable.
And, above all, as I keep chatting, I am growing rapidly, and Charles has reached his breaking point.
Well anyway.
There was such a minor(?) Incident, but the point is that I took that advice and came here.
“Huh, Clark? Um, are you angry about what I said just now… Mmm!?”
“Wow, this damn Champias. Even in this state, his cheeks are growing really well.”
“It’s muanuu-!”
“What are you doing, why are you so confused? Do you think I’m going to leave?”
“…”
Let go of her hand that was holding her cheek, place your hand on Ilias’ face and look straight into his eyes.
She once felt it, but she is quite talkative.
She is completely different from Ilias, whom I had only heard of in legends and seen through booksellers.
She always speaks so solemnly and reverently that you would never guess that she treats her congregation with such reverence.
This is why Gongsun learned her magical engineering and used her engineering to change the world without using her own creation powers.
Even if she disappears, this world and humans will live on.
So, she spreads her knowledge and its products to benefit others.
That was her true intention.
“Why are you so silent? You talk excitedly while researching magic engineering.”
“…Because that’s what you can share with me in the first place…”
“…Well, so. You think that if it’s not that, you can’t come closer?”
“…”
It’s silence.
Silence again.
Naturally, this goddess Gongsuni is very talkative when it comes to it.
Well, that’s good.
Then you have to let the words come out.
I take out the power fist that I had been wearing for some time, the gauntlet of [Supernatural God] That Kim Hae-jin used, and hold it out in front of Ilias.
“Let’s do some renovation together.”
“At best, let’s do this together-“
“Either you don’t like it or not.”
“I didn’t say I wouldn’t do it!?”
And hold my hands tightly.
As I feel her urgency in her touch, I ask her to let go of her hand.
“…Well, I have to work on it first, so let me go, right?”
“…Hold on just a little longer.”
“…”
“Just a moment more.”
Just wait for a moment.
What should I say?
This woman called the Goddess of Creation is truly strange.
I am a being of stars.
Among them, I am the highest individual.
King of stars, Yog-Sothoth, Viceroy of ChaosEven with her in front of me, her hand gently held my hand, and I could feel her warmth through her own face.
And a strange blush appeared on her face.
…
Why do you love me?
I wanted to ask about that, but…
To be honest, I didn’t really want to ask about that.
I think I was quite amazed to see that she unexpectedly had such knowledge, that she could make things, and that she had the knowledge to solve all the questions, dilemmas, and contradictions I had while making things together. In her own way, she knew how to make things and gave me something in return I remember taking in everything and having fun teaching it more.
-…Strangely enough, you seem calm at this time.
-Then, are there any students who criticize the [Teacher] Who teaches them knowledge?
-…Am I a teacher?
-Well, you are a teacher. And, a true teacher who has no hesitation in imparting that knowledge. Because wizards just hide the knowledge they have gained.
A truly hellish place for me who wants to know.
If you can figure it out, you can figure it out, but it’s just that they’re extremely annoying.
And even if you know it, there are only useless things.
Even if I was disappointed, I gathered and gathered knowledge that could be helpful to someone, and I raised Lorraine, and currently have Aris as my student.
In that sense, when I asked about magic engineering, she would tell me things I didn’t even ask about by adding various annotations.
-Okay, here’s this too.
-Good.
-This too…
-Well, okay.
-This…
-Good. One more.
-Hey, you two, it’s already past your bedtime?
The study continued until Anna came and stopped him.
Teachers who love to teach and students who want to learn.
The meeting between the two could be said to be fateful.
From that point on, I also softened a lot towards Ilias.
…
I don’t know.
And as he passed by vaguely at that point, when he saw me bursting out in anger against the Church of Solias, he must have been thinking and destroyed his Halo, destroying the concept of [Solias].
The feelings and actions I have about it…
It’s also not light at all.
Who would choose suicide without hesitation for something they value more than their own life?
What is the feeling that makes that so natural?
I was able to come to a simple conclusion.
The answer was love.
“…Do you like me?”
“Yes.”
Without the slightest hesitation, she answered while holding my hand tightly.
“It looks like a knife.”
“…So, I don’t like seeing you get close to other women. I want you to spend more time with me.”
“You know it’s impossible, right?”
“…That’s why I hate you.”
There is even a slight chill in the air.
The idea of not valuing time with yourself more.
The disappointment is creeping in here.
And I looked into Ilias’ eyes and said.
“You see, I am the King of the Stars. And, I can no longer be called a human. Not even a human anymore. There will be Elder Gods all over this planet coming to attack me, and even from the cosmic dimension.”
“…I had nothing to do with non-humans from the beginning. Because I am not human either. I love humans, but I am not a human, and I was born just to protect this planet and embrace [All beings] Born on this planet. . That was me.”
“…You didn’t come to love human horses?”
“It was because most people looked for me and followed me… That’s why I shouldn’t ignore others. That was my first mistake.”
“…”
“The things that were born in Maso were also things I had to take care of.”
“If it weren’t for the demons behind them?”
“…They were born in the darkness of humans, tried to corrupt humans through monsters, and attacked me. Their forgotten [Fate] I was deceived by the promise to guide him. I didn’t want to leave them at the mercy of fate. Their possibilities are only [Fate“I believed that it was determined by the words, and that I was not bound to it.”
Ilias’ monologue continued.
“…At some point, I started to give them [Hatred] I came to embrace it. “I couldn’t forgive the people who had hurt my beloved children and driven them crazy by telling them the truth, and the humans who had become their limbs.”
“…”
“And, I thought the humans I loved were taken away from me.”
“Like I’m hanging out with other girls now?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
It’s cold.
“…I hate you for not looking at me and not loving me.”
Resentment that the person you love doesn’t look at you.
“…”
“…But, I don’t have the right to force that on you, but I keep wanting to force it on you. Like my past mistakes, my past… Like my past mistakes. I want to tie you down. “As your sister warns, I… Will try to bind you.”
“Then I’ll accept it.”
“…Yes?”
“I accept it.”
“…What did you hear!? I locked you in my own space…”
“…You’re talking nonsense, but it doesn’t mean that there’s no way for me to escape if I’m locked up there. I told you before. As you said, as long as there are noble people, I will destroy the entire organization.[Cannot be killed]I mean. Isn’t this also bondage? Or, other than that, I Things you want to do togetherIs this a lot?”
Stop! Are you going to do something dirty to me?!
Like an erotic doujinshi!
“That’s not what I meant!!”
“Hey, I guess that’s what it means.”
“No!!”
He screams and denies it.
The conscience within myself, and the love I have for myself.
I can see that what she did for me is not something that can be explained simply by the word responsibility.
It’s too big an event to pretend not to know about this.
If you don’t hesitate to destroy your very concept for someone else and cause confusion in the world, there is only one.
And, I hold her tightly in my arms.
“…!”
Blonde hair, blue eyes, and wings on his back.
When I hold you like this, you look quite short.
Maybe it’s because I’m tall, but I’m about 158? 160? Considering that most of the people next to me are in the mid to high 160’s, 170’s, or higher, her height is quite short.
“…It’s okay. It’s natural to feel that way and to worry about being betrayed or abandoned. It’s also natural to worry about being forgotten and clinging to it. There’s something my adoptive father said: Love with all your might, rather than those who were abandoned from the beginning. “I did it, but being abandoned after that hurt even more, and it hurts even more.”
“…Is that a story from his past?”
“Because I know his past. More clearly and in more detail[Because I knew.]“
“…You!”
“Shh.”
I didn’t want to say anything more than that.
“That’s not what’s important right now. But what I’m trying to say is this: You’ve given me an amazing amount. For that, it’s natural to want something in return.”
“No, I- I want that… I shouldn’t tie you down like that-“
“…Of course, love is a two-way street. If the actions of wanting to be loved, wanted to be cared for, and wanted to be with the person you love are wrong… Then why do you truly act for the people you love, for the people who love each other? Did you give me a blessing?”
“…!”
One of her records.
He said he sincerely blessed the love of angels, his children, the women who were his alter egos, and humans, and wished them a happy future ahead.
Because we love each other, we want each other, and the process of being together.
Because I trust the whole process and know how they want each other.
She blessed them.
“…I…Love you, Clark.”
She puts her hand on my back.
“I know, there’s no way I wouldn’t know.”
“…Even though you know, you don’t hold your hand to me, right? Why, why are you like that! It’s Geumtaeyang! Then, shouldn’t I just eat it all? I want you so much! I want you so much… Why on earth would you accept that you were marrying another goddess, leaving me behind? Why on earth would you-“
After that, Ilias continued complaining for a long time.
To be honest, it’s almost like a pet peeve, complaining about why they don’t recognize me and why they won’t hug me.
When Hestia proposed an arranged marriage, he accepted the offer, and by acting as his representative, he stabilized Phrygia, made them aware that God still exists, and even asked them to help stabilize it for the sake of humans.
Ultimately, it’s something that has to be done, and it’s part of the process.
“…You know, Clark.”
“I’m listening.”
“…I’m such a troublesome woman. In the end, it’s a deal, a deal, and even though I can’t help make the future you have to go through a little less painful, I complain about you like this and expect whatever I want. They are just making demands as they please.”
“I know very well.”
“…Can’t you comfort me even just a little at this time?”
No way.
To begin with, Ilias and I were far from that kind of thing.
“I know that when I tease you, I tease you, but to be honest, I’m worried about what to do. Everyone who falls into my hands, no matter how big or small, is affected by me.”
“…”
“You know? I’m not the same as you remember me from before. And… Honestly, I’m still a bit confused about my identity. I’m not sure if it’s okay for me to be here or if I can touch you.”
“…Yo. This..”
“..What?”
“Fuck you!!! You stupid idiot Clark!!”
There really is no excuse.
Naturally, she hugged me tightly.
As if she was trying to assimilate with me, she hugged me tightly.
Her soft warmth, the light from her wings, and the halo above her blonde hair, it shines.
Obviously, my power should have eroded her, colored her, but it didn’t.
Rather…
She accepted my power and glowed even more.
“…This-“
“…There is no reason why I cannot accept you, a being born on this planet, born on Elcadia.”
“…”
“You know, I’ve been begging for it for a long time.”
“What?”
“Be with me, accept me, talk to me as an equal, and walk together as my companion or someone else’s companion.”
Is this the wish of a goddess…?
Her monologue continued.
“The first were humans. I reached out to them for help, and they served me, and I thought I could walk with them, but one day they left me.”
“…”
“They had a lifespan, but I didn’t.”
God never dies.
That doesn’t mean it won’t be destroyed.
There is no natural death for them.
The same applies to the existence of stars.
Furthermore…
I am immortal.
Even if you die, you will be resurrected someday.
The immortality of Niyogsotep, passed down to me, also takes away death from longevity and death from destruction of the body.
And…
One day, there will come a time when I have to say goodbye to those I love.
My friends, my colleagues, or my family.
I don’t assume it because it’s a future that hasn’t arrived yet, but I remember it when I hear her words.
How many relationships she has had, how many people she has cherished have passed away and returned to the torrent of souls.
“…And then you appeared in front of me. An annoying little boy, an unlucky little boy who didn’t show any reverence to the goddess… And the pain and suffering you suffered, after knowing it, you lived in the world and protected it. In I Miss You, I heard that the more time I spend with you, the more I want to walk by your side and look at the world from the same place as you. Yes! That’s right, I fell in love with you!!! That’s why I didn’t want you to cry, 〈 b〉I also destroyed Halo because I didn’t want to suffer. Okay!?”
“Why are you suddenly screaming…”
“Because I felt like you were going to leave me right now… I won’t bother you. I won’t even try to tie you down… Just let me stay by your side, just by my side. Now… It’s hard for me to let someone go on my own. , I hate it so much Clark.”
“…”
“Please don’t leave me alone.”
She looked at Ilias, who was looking up at me with a tearful face, and wondered what to do with this goddess.
I was very worried.
Of all her land mines, she was the biggest land mine, but that didn’t mean I didn’t have feelings for her at all.
I finally became a man worthy of the name Geumtaeyang, and started hitting on women, and it wasn’t that I didn’t want to play with my dick while switching from woman to woman, but to be honest-
Can I color this noble goddess with myself?
Is it okay for me to color myself with my lust?
The answer to that.
To be honest-
I think I want her her.
“…Maybe it’s your last chance.”
“…”
“From now on, I will lust after you however I want.”
Anyway, if you go around listening to Geumtaeyang, this woman and that woman will all follow you and it will be quite confusing.
If we can’t avoid it, let’s go somewhere.
…
It’s divided into N parts.
I don’t think it would be enough to even say that it is truly divided into N parts.
A woman who is alone and in trouble like this for no reason, and that too now[Sore fingers]It’s not something a man should do to watch a woman like this.
“If you don’t like it, push it away.”
Hold her face.
Her moist, wet eyes close her eyes, her flowing blonde hair, and her pure white wings hug me tightly, and she entrusts everything to me.
And then, I hold her face and lust after her soft lips.
Chuuuuu-
Kiss.
I would commit great blasphemy by violating her lips and the body of the Goddess of Creation, but she would not push me away.
Rather, they are hugging each other tightly.
…
Actually, this is something my sister didn’t even ask me to do.
Should I say that there is no way I would look favorably on the goddess who bound me in the first place?
I’m sure this and this are going to be squeezing me in their own way…
It was just that time.
Well.
It is true that she is a beautiful goddess.
I was teasing her because I was her true pias, or maybe I was teasing her like that because I didn’t want her to recognize this.
…
I allow her to fester until she can no longer hide her love for me and her feelings, and I accept her before it degenerates into the [Festering] Of her obsession.
Touching her desirable peaks, and hugging her waist tightly.
“…From now on, no matter how much you cry and ask me to let you go, I won’t let you go.”
Leaving her lips, I sentenced her and whispered in her ear as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
“…Are you trying to make me cry?”
Her face, her ears… Her face was red, to the point where her white skin was turning bright red.