Chapter 307 – 306. In Search of Divinity (3)

–I’m going to go find my father.

-…What about your sister?

-…

-Fuck you.

An old memory, I don’t know whose memory it is.

But what I remember is,

Saying that she is his mother also means that she knows how to spit out harsh swear words like the one you are hearing right now, and the same goes for you now.

Please take care of -■■■■.

-I’m not sure, but you’re doing that?

-Someone has to go find it.

-…■■■ I told him to give up on that person too, how dare you find him?

-Then how did you go to find that ‘teacher’?

-I abandoned the us that my father left in my care AmiJust because you did it doesn’t mean you can do it.

-■■■■ Asks why there is no father. My mother also disappeared at that time.

-…It’s not your fault.

-I guess I have to do something. And… I also want to ask.

The boy said.

The guy who wanted to cry more than anyone else was holding back tears, even when he tried to cry, with an angry face.

And he doesn’t even look angry.

-…Why did you abandon us and go inside? Why did you leave us like this?

-…My mom is crazy, it’s not your fault. And your fucking brother-

-It’s okay. Just let me be the bad guy.

…

I don’t know who it belongs to.

But-

It fits so well with this current situation.

-…If I end up as the bad guy, that’s good. Rather than being ruined like that, with no one to blame and no one to blame, if I can live by just blaming myself and blaming someone, that’s good.

-Did you see the question?

-…

-Fuck you, you bastard.

Even now that I think about it, that was a fucking piece of shit.

What are you doing by holding a meaningless grudge like that?

-I’m going.

I should have followed then.

At that time, I should have stopped him by cracking his shin.

…

Sadly, the black-haired, golden-eyed man with deep Asian traces who resembled Clark in his memories was a better fighter than he was.

Okay.

It’s still the same now.

However, even so, it was possible to lay as many shins as possible.

Because he was a senior.

“You’re so fucking stupid, you’re such a bitch.”

After swearing, Lumiera walked towards Clark without hesitation-

Bah!!

He hits my shin mercilessly.

She seems to be setting the mood, but she really likes breaking the mood.

What kind of atmosphere are you setting?

It’s such a fucking situation, but you’re trying to set the tone?

Fuck you.

The reason why this shitty situation was created in the first place was because Clark, an idiot, listened to that lumpy knight and tried not to get dirty with his lover by ruining his own reputation in addition to the shitty situations that overlapped in many ways.

Okay.

Without the consent of the person concerned.

“Whoa!?”

“Let me ask you something, Lady Pantalone. Did you ask this bastard to do that?”

“I didn’t do it, but you’re calling someone’s husband an asshole. Do you want to go after him?”

Ah, as expected, this one is also very temperamental.

Then the story goes faster.

“If you didn’t tell me, you’d be an asshole, so why are you saying you’re not an asshole? Is this what you wanted? That the big, big muscle guy would give up his reputation as a condition of asking Geum Taeyang to save his younger sisters?”

“I never wanted anything like that. And I don’t want my man to be dishonored by dealing with things like this, and I don’t plan on pretending to be noble like other bitches.”

While Clark was letting go, Elizabeth was approaching the two women who were still mangled.

Then he grabs the two of them by their hair and lifts them up.

“And, Gawain, let me tell you something.”

“…Keep your hands off my sisters, Elizabeth.”

“Ah! Before that, I need to get a clear answer. Why does Clark have to take care of your younger sisters? And you don’t even think about doing anything.”

Elizabeth’s eyes turn to Gawain.

“On that subject, if Clark sanctions them, why are you trying to grab me by the collar and shake my fist? Camelot and Phrygia are at war, and these are the ones who got caught while infiltrating enemy territory at will. If you protect them here, then I too. “I have no choice but to deal with you my way.”

“…”

“…Ah, bitter- that’s why I-“

“Why do you have to hear such curse words, get grabbed by the collar, and get punched!!! The man I love, why!”

“…”

Elizabeth’s sorrowful anger bursts out.

And, she is nodding her head behind her, as the other women seated behind her agree.

Okay.

This is the problem.

I have no self-awareness.

Just.

I hope it ends quietly with the bad guy.

Especially among people you are close to and people you consider family.

But this is not from the perspective of an observer.

If you look at the reactions of those around him, not only in Gilgamesh but also in Uruk, they look at Clark with awe as if they were looking at a powerful wizard or a monster, but even if his power gets stronger, Clark was Clark.

It’s not something that can end like that.

Just hearing about what these two have done makes me realize that it won’t end just because someone else takes over the filth.

In the end, you have to handle it all yourself.

Otherwise, nothing will change.

“…Gawain, I know how much you cherish your sisters and your family. However, Clark, who protected your life and mine for the past five years, rolled around like a dog and tried to save us by ripping off his magic circuit. “He beats me up every single night. But he beat up bitches who did something cheap, and you’re trying to beat him up in the same way.”

“…Liz.”

“…Clarke, you. You shouldn’t be treated like that. No matter what you think you are, you shouldn’t be treated like this. You’re not a monster. You are [Clarke].”

Monster.

This is something I have been hearing since I was young.

Among white-skinned people, there is a black guy walking around, so he is treated as a bastard. At first, he cried, but then he started attacking him.Magia ended up creating a monster.

This is a kid who approached me pretending to be a friend, but when I got hit in the back of the head, he tore it to pieces without hesitation.

I don’t know what happened over the past 5 years or how much pain I suffered during my 2 years on the run.

But…

They are obviously so important to Clark that they would do something like this.

That they are taking good care of Clark.

But not this way.

Why aren’t the parties responsible?

“It’s none of my business what the fuck you’re thinking, but your methods are strange.”

“…Then, what should I do, senior?”

“Well, you should have let those two fight instead of getting involved.”

A woman whose family was threatened.

A man who is a family member of the bitches who threatened him.

The difference between these two positions.

A man who wants to keep alive at all costs, and a woman who wants to kill him.

However…

Even if you look at this objectively, it seems like the woman will be the one to take the cake.

That’s why the power difference is so big.

I know this because I fought him in person, and Gawain is strong, but not at a level that would kill me.

“The parties involved must come to a conclusion. In the sense that you are spared because you are your colleague’s family, it is already revenge and it is over.”

“But my revenge remains.”

This is Lorraine.

“Yeah, you smart ass.”

“You’re so short, you can only see my butt… AAAH!!!”

“Put your butt somewhere to chase me.”

Slap-!

Meanwhile, Clark’s student Lorraine shoves her ass in his face, and he kicks her out by hitting her ass.

Should I make up for it this year?

There was an interruption, but I have one thing to say.

“You two will fight from now on.”

“…No, wait a minute.”

“It’s the problem of those two, idiot. Why are you getting involved in that? Is it bad for colleagues to fight? Really? Hey, if you do something stupid, you should be prepared to go after them. You just beat them up, so you’re saying it’s bad for them to fight?”

And Lumiera looked straight into Clark’s eyes and spoke.

“It’s just your selfishness. You became a bad guy because you didn’t want your colleagues and the people you love to fight, so who cares about you? Does this lump know your heart right now?”

No.

“I don’t think he knows why he’s trying to punch his little sister for beating her up.”

Then, Elizabeth takes out her knife.

The name of her sword is [Lunares Poena].

Punishment of the moon?

Wow-!!!

It’s always amazing how many swords are connected and combined into one sword.

They blow up and throw them one by one, how threatening they are.

And accordingly, Gawain also takes out his sword.

Holy Sword of the Brilliant Star.

Excalibur.

The Holy Sword of the Star, said to have been used by King Arthur in the past and restored by Clark.

“Gawain, let’s fight with one rule in mind.”

“…Are you trying to see me as stronger now?”

“No. I will crush you with all my might. In front of your sisters.”

“Liz.”

“You’re out of it Clark. This is about my family. It’s yours, and it’s about my pride.”

When Clark tries to speak, the woman stops him from speaking.

I told him he seemed to have quite a temper, and when push comes to shove, he pushes back. Yes, that’s why this honest guy got caught.

Oh my, what a cool woman! There will be things you are attracted to while doing it.

And yet she takes care of her husband, lifts him up, andHer husband is her face, and she is her husband’s faceI am well aware of this.

So, he pulled out his sword and stepped forward.

“Gawain, if you win, I won’t do anything to your sisters.”

“…What if I lose?”

“The next time those two bitches do something stupid, you’re going to have to take action.”

“…You want me to beat up my little sisters who look like they’ll fall over even if I hit them?”

Was that the problem?

Naturally, just like Lumiera’s bewildered gaze, Elizabeth also looks at Gawain as if she were dumbfounded.

He said he couldn’t take care of her younger sisters, but he couldn’t see someone else doing it.

What is this, heroes?

No, if you think about it, I Neither the woman named Elizabeth nor Clark, by any means, are normal.

I’ll make you an asshole every day! Because I used to play around and do all kinds of crazy things in Magia.

“A lot of knights and children died because of those bitches, Gawain. I’m not playing around. And, what you think of your sisters is none of my business. I also think my little sister is still cute and I want to hug her and pamper her. But – if you do something you shouldn’t do as a knight, I’ll cut you down with my own hands.”

“I am-“

“Stop talking nonsense, Gawain. If you are a knight, prove it with your sword rather than with your words.”

And at the end of Elizabeth’s words-

Her and Gawain’s swords began to dance.

“…”

This is not it.

At least that was how I saw the fight between Gawain and Liz.

That’s right.

It’s right for me to be an asshole and make sure these two don’t have to fight in the first place.

“Hey, you idiot.”

This senior beat it mercilessly and destroyed it.

…

Fuck.

“What’s wrong with this senior? Seriously!”

And, I blame the senior who broke the knot for the fact that things went wrong.

But all that came back was the violence.

“Well, idiot, I know you’re a bad guy, an asshole, and a piece of trash, but was there a need to beat you up for it?”

“No, what is that-“

“I don’t want to see it. The same goes for women. Why are you hitting my one and only precious junior, Jukppang? Just by looking at them, you can see that they are trying to save the things that were ruined. Even if you put aside your journalistic work for a moment, this isn’t right, you bitch. And it’s a problem for those two to solve. Do you really hate the problem of your colleagues fighting among themselves?”

“…”

“Just as you don’t want to see you fighting, the people behind you don’t want you to get hit. If you do it at your own will, then why do you date people and why do you take them around? Putting on a human shell and not knowing people’s hearts.“

I mercilessly spit out words that remotely attack my essence.

I know.

This is something I did on my own, ignoring other people’s feelings, because I didn’t want to see it.

…

“I just hate seeing people I care about fighting and getting hurt.”

“Yeah, shit is interchangeable. Like my dad said. If you do that, won’t everyone else do the same?”

“…I am-“

“It’s okay. It’s a showdown anyway. The difference in skills is too much. We’re barely holding on, but we’ve already done enough to overcome that.”

Liz, and Gawain.

To put it bluntly, it is impossible to follow Liz purely through force.

Gawain is definitely not weak.

That’s how much he endured against Ares.

She somehow managed to withstand Ares, who tried to attack her, and if that makes her seem weak, it means that Liz’s fighting power is stronger than imagined.

That’s right.

My older sister also said that it would be quite troublesome to fight with Liz, and the blade forged in her desperate struggle could reach even her minister.

Sword skills.

As befits a woman who could stop a large army with just that skill, she was stomping on Gawain so easily.

“Thanks to the holy sword, you can last a very long time, Gawain. If it had been the old Gillatin, she would have been cut in two in an instant. At the same time, she is arrogant. It’s a theme made by Clark’s hands.He glows like that and uses evil to resist just because he’s touched by Clark’s blood.”

The holy sword Excalibur reacts to my blood in Lunares Poena.

However, aside from the sword’s external performance, it is woefully inferior to her skills.

“What are you talking about, Elizabeth?”

“No, it’s just a pointless story. But, just give up. Humiliating yourself like that isn’t something Clark would want. But what’s frustrating to me is that even though you’re getting beaten up like this, those two bitches don’t even think about coming forward. .”

“…”

That’s right.

“You say you’re a big brother, but you don’t step up when your family is hurt. Are you feeling helpless after getting beaten up by Clark? No, no, that’s just… You’re completely self-centered and broken to the point of being selfish. Isn’t that right, you scum? ?”

“…These are my sisters, Elizabeth.”

“Okay, well, so let’s hit him harder, Gawain.”

Whoa!!

“Khaaaaah!!!”

“Get up more, get smashed until you can’t get up anymore.”

“Lee…”

“Clarke.”

And a gentle hand holding my shoulder.

And-

It wasn’t one.

Starting with my older sister, Ilias, Withi, and Mortus.

Finally-

Even Merlin.

“…Let’s leave it at thatVice King of Chaos. You did everything you could.”

“Are you going to approach me now, pretending to be a king?”

“Yes, that’s right. But, I’m not trying to reign in it again. Camelot is over, and there’s nothing Gawain can do even if he goes. Gawain now… I don’t know how to let go.”

“…”

Don’t know how to let go.

“And, I am not as strong as you. Nevertheless, if you want to protect your family, you have to prove it. Even if you are broken, smashed, or beaten, you have to prove that you will continue to do so. For that, you are truly worthy of being the Empress of Phrygia.”

And then Merlin came over, put her face close to mine, smiled, and said,

“Who’s not the counterattack and just hit me, so you are upset as you are upset.

Her purple eyes shine and she smiles.

Of course-

Kwaduk!!

“Hey, why don’t you just approach someone else’s man!”

There is time to look around here while dealing with Gawain.

Naturally, Merlin looked at Gawain and then looked at Liz again.

Tangrang-!!

She shook her head, watching Excalibur fly through the sky.

Strength, even if the standard for that strength is wrong, it is too wrong.

I just can’t get over this.

If we have to be honest, Liz’s strength has already surpassed Ares’s, and not only is she not at all inferior to Thor’s, but she’s even barely out of reach.

Gawain also destroyed her minister, but that was only due to the advantage of the weapon, and with a simple sword technique, Liz was already far behind.

Whoa!!

Finally, her fist sinks into his abdomen.

For reference, Liz’s fist is really spicy.

“Keuheuk-“

Wow.

Naturally, the armor on her abdomen is dented, and Gawain falls out, vomiting her blood.

Gawain immediately removes the armor plate from his broken armor and gets up.

Of course-

Dump-

It’s the limit.

She gets down on her knees on the spot.

I try to get up somehow, but-

After being beaten so hard, there is bound to be a limit.

Clearly, the difference in skill between the two wasn’t that big until the beginning of the journey.

After repeated battles, Liz trained her sword skills to the limit and became a hero who survived in the end in the face of death.

Gawain is not weak.

Just…

It was just that Liz became so strong that she went crazy.

“…Oh, brother-“

“Oh, brother-“

“…Ah, really, they are a brother and sister that make me cry. They are bitches. Things like that make me shed tears of blood by hurting other people’s families.”

And Liz, shaking off her dust, passes Gawain, Gareth, and goes in front of Gareth.

She just did nothing.

Just look.

And-

“…Clarke.”

“…Why.”

“You don’t want me to mess with these, do you?”

“…It did.”

“But, I don’t understand. You say you’re going to do something dirty, but it makes me feel like you’re drawing a line with me, you know?”

“…”

“You are dirty, and I shouldn’t be dirty. They think you are a hero, and they are trying to make you a hero. Don’t do that again.”

Raise the knife.

Lifting up Lunares Poena-

Suddenly!!

“…!!”

He cuts off Gareth’s earlobe.

“Huh!?”

“…Just as much as you care about me, I also don’t want you to get hurt or suffer that kind of stigma. And, this is my nature.”

Whoa!!!!

Her legs,

A low kick is delivered to Gareth with those thick legs.

Wood-duk-!!!

“Aaaaah!!!”

“Gareth!!!”

“Watch carefully, Gawain. I will punish Camelot for threatening my family and my country. I will destroy its legs like this.”

Grab her arm

It was obvious what she would do next.

He grabs her shoulder, and as if dislocating her shoulder joint isn’t enough – he grabs her so exquisitely that he makes her sick, crushing her with a loud crashing sound.

“I will destroy every limb of them. Your companions, everyone who contributed to the invasion of Phrygia. I know your will, so I will not kill them with my own hands. But- not again.”

“…”

“If you don’t want these two to die, take care of them yourself.”

“…Liz.”

There will definitely be a big problem.

This wasn’t what I wanted.

But Liz looks at Gawain, and she sees me.

And then, looking at Merlin-

“They are your family, so take care of them.”

“Oh my, I’ve never had anyone else as family except Arthur.”

“…Wow, look at your personality.”

And I agree with that.

Liz is numb, the senior next to her hears Merlin’s words and praises her personality, and naturally, Merlin looks at Excalibur that fell next to Gawain, and she looks at Gawain again.

Gawain is busy checking on his younger sisters.

It’s not stupid. When dealing with an enemy, you are a more reliable comrade than anyone else, but now…

“My Camelot ended long ago. Gawain is no Arthur.”

“…”

“Even if it was Arthur, I think he would have lost if he had fought you. Lancelot, Galahad… Well, they will hold on and eventually be crushed by the heavy burden of amulets. The only thing left for Camelot is to leave. But, Phrygia. As expected, you will disappear into the back of history. Can you handle that future?”

“Even if Phrygia disappears,The people remain. The same goes for Camelot. It seems like you’re the only one who doesn’t know.“

“Wow, this is a reckless murder. Well, I didn’t care what happened to my people!”

Hehe, she smiles, but once again realizes that it is an inhuman, who has the appearance of a human, but is far from human.

If we are to be specific, it belongs to the average humanity of star beings and non-humans.

“What is ehehe? Ehehe.”

“Oh, did you ever admire my humanity? It’s just that Gawain is not Arthur. Like Arthur, she cannot protect everything. And, I am not Gawain’s Merlin.”

And Merlin points at me.

“You created Excalibur and guided Gawain, so you are Gawain’s Merlin.”

“…Fuck, why me?”

“I also led Arthur to Caliburn! You also led Gawain to Excalibur, right? So you are Merlin!”

“Fuck you.”

“Yes, even if you tell me to fuck you, I’m a woman with no excuses.”

Fuck you.

That’s probably good.

I am Gawain’s Merlin.

And Merlin gives harsh advice.

“Don’t listen to all the idiots. When Arthur did something stupid, I scolded him and scolded him. Also, it’s not right for you to be tied up here. There are a lot of things you have to do, including Gawain and his sisters. Is it time to care?”

Seeing her say this, it seems like she was really a king, but since she often jokes around and does a lot of stupid things, I can’t believe it. Looking at her expression now, she doesn’t really like Gawain’s current situation. It doesn’t seem to be the case.

“A vermin has crept into Camelot and is rotting it from the inside, and you are involved in it. You will have to face it someday, but not now. You must do what you must first. “It’s a job, and it’s something you can’t afford to be foolish or pampered. It’s not for you to handle it, it’s for Gawain to handle it.”

“…My actions to prevent my colleagues from fighting and getting hurt were wrong?”

“So, who asked you to do it?”

…

Unfortunately, this is true.

Liz was also nodding her head, listening to her words.

It’s just that, although she has a lot to say now, she didn’t say anything and just quietly held my hand and nodded her head, agreeing with what Merlin said.

And the same goes for seniors.

“I didn’t even ask for it, but you did it for me, so I guess I know what you were doing on the expedition, you idiot.”

“Hey, could you please stop calling my man an asshole? It makes me feel bad to hear that he’s an asshole.”

“You’re worse.”

“Even if you call me, I’ll call you. I don’t want you to do that. You She’s just Clark’s senior, not a woman.“

“…”

“…”

And for some reason, these two’s gazes meet each other – this…

I think it will cause another incident.

…

The way he looked at his younger sisters, I just threw some recovery magic there.

And Gawain’s eyes turned towards me, but I just looked away.

…

I didn’t want this fight.

Yog-Sothoth, and Clark.

For Yog-Sothoth, this Clark persona is like creating imperfections and mistakes in my body.

This current situation was a mess for Yog-Sothoth, and for Clark-

It was a moment when all my efforts to somehow prevent my colleagues, my friend, and my lover from fighting failed.

“…You should clean up your own poop, so why should you take care of something stupid that happened while you were away?”

“I agree with that.”

“And, you have a lot to do, right? From what I heard… New [King]“You said you were going to look for ?”

Remilia

And Romus.

Children of Ares.

Okay.

You may have to go looking for them.

And…

Hestia is next to me.

Demeter and Ares.