Chapter 409 – 408. Wounded Children

Carlos, Matilda, Christine.

Let’s talk about these three for a moment. To be honest, I think they got together and played together without any parents or parents.

Like now, in a place where you can see the sea and the stars.

Ocean.

This is a place I created and reminisced about the past.

The only difference is that it is a place where you can see the stars of the universe, not the stars in the sky. Space of stars.

The only difference is that it is the space where I feel most stable.

Among the pains we all share, the one we can sympathize with is the absence of parents.

Wait, didn’t Matilda have her mother if she-

Matilda would probably say this.

“I’m so ashamed that that damn bitch is the one who gave birth to me.”

Like this now.

Absence of parents.

Chris and I both had parents who participated in the battle, and in Matilda’s case, as we have seen, Spiegelmeyer was not a normal mother at all, so she suffered even more injuries in a situation where her mother was worse than having her mother without her.

Tears flow from Matilda’s eyes.

Although she has a mother, Matilda was deeply hurt by the sight of her mother behaving in an unbecoming and reckless manner. Matilda was as much a victim as I was, disappointed and disappointed by what her own mother had done.

“I can’t believe things have changed over time… What has changed? That’s just the same damn bitch as it was back then!!!”

When Matilda was born, she was already without her father.

But the presence of the father is just SubstituteAnd that he alsoSubstituteThe point is that she is angry about what happened.

SubstituteMatilda, who was treated as SubstituteI couldn’t even do it, NegationI, who had suffered so much, and my sister, who was so devastated by society and herself that she broke down because she couldn’t even hear what her family was saying.

These three are gathered together.

It was like this back then too.

The world was gradually collapsing, and although there was an attempt to end the military regime, the military regime continued to maintain the messed up world once again.

I tried to somehow change it into a place where people could live, but it was ruined so badly, and my sister was the one who dealt the final blow.

And those who watched it closely.

These three were gathered here.

“… I really hate that bitch who gave birth to me… I fucking hate her… Why, in front of us, was she our protector…!!”

At least I know that there were not many people Kim Hae-jin could trust and entrust. Before we were born, not long after we were born.

After he chose Dongguijin.

And if you think about what kind of purge the [Admiral] Carried out after him, there were so many of his enemies. There were only a limited number of people I could trust, so I left it to them.

However, can a person always be as honest and principled as he is crazy?

“People are easier to break down in more ways than you think. It’s just that the man who was your uncle and my father was an incredibly honest man who tried to follow the rules. That man was also a man, so he had no choice but to end up with shit on his hands, but at least If you think about what Spiegelmeier did to me and you, he was abnormally crazy. A crazy person did a crazy thing.“

“…Aren’t you upset that you were treated like that?”

“That woman lost, and I won.In the end, if you win until the end, shouldn’t you live like you won until the end?”

“…You really have a different way of thinking than me.”

“Trying to live normally amidst crazy things is itself crazy. The world is easier to live in when it is moderately crazy.”

“That’s something a bitch would say.”

“That’s right. So you live your life doing crazy things, right? Why do you crawl so far away from a defeated bitch and listen to all the insults?”

“…I saw the person I love being tainted, hurt, and broken by that damn bitch. Would you put up with that? Don’t make me put up with something you can’t put up with.”

“You gave me a true education like this because I couldn’t stand it, right?”

In the end, he brought it on himself.

If you knew that all disasters were connected to you and what the consequences would be, what would the consequences be?

He has already adjusted her fate using computational power that she can never match. No matter what he does, he can no longer be associated with Kim Hae-jin. There can be no connection, it will create distance between us. She will take care of it, and of course, she can’t live without Kim Hae-jin, so she will do whatever it takes to be by his side.

[Her hell] That I gave her is her [Her limbo].

My chaotic [Limbo].

Limbo was created using that, created solely to punish Spiegelmayer.

And then we walked through the limbo, and when everything was over, we went back to the starting point.

“No matter what she does, she can’t stand by Kim Hae-jin’s side. And, I will suffer for the rest of my life looking at that.“

“…Is that all it takes?”

“How much do you think I went through so much trouble to save him? And, after predicting all the possibilities, I reached the root [Fate] Is a deterrentDemanded payment from me. That’s a lot of money for two people. One is mine, and one – the other’s. “It’s fate, the fate I stole.”

The person extorted was Spiegel Mayer.

And, I used that to greatly increase my chances of saving him.

It’s enough for me to disappear.

It contains a curse for Spiegel to die alone in pain and suffering for the rest of his life, and a [Punishment] For making the situation this mess.

“You can go back after everything is over. It’s impossible for me to go back once I’ve already disappeared, but Matilda… I honestly don’t know, but at least Kim Hae-jin will take care of you like your own child. Chris, you can go back too-“

“…What are you talking about to yourself?”

“I’m telling you to go back. I’m the only one who has enough of rolling around like dogs in this crazy hell. You all came here saying you’d look for me, but, well, to be honest, I don’t think there’s any need for you to continue to be in this hell. And… The [Kalos] You all knew is already dead.”

“…You really don’t know anything. I understand Uncle Charles saying that.”

Are you Uncle Charles?

If you were to hear me say it right now, it would be a really funny story in its own way, but if you heard me call you ‘mister’, you’d probably feel like shit.

“…Whether it’s Carlos or Clark, I know that the guy in front of me right now is a stupid guy who always worries about the people around him, doesn’t take care of himself, and is constantly busy cleaning up shit even though he looks like he’s tired. The guy hiding inside, Right now, it’s the same for you and me.”

“No-“

I hear this from Matilda. From my perspective, this is extremely unfair.

“The only difference is whether or not it’s self-destructive. From my perspective, it’s just Carlos pretending to be someone else. You might think he’s not, but if you absolutely deny that it’s true, well, then I’ll deny it too.”

And Matilda wipes the tears from her eyes. After wiping her with the handkerchief I gave her, she shouted at me with her still slightly bloodshot eyes and an angry face.

“…I came all this way to see who it was, ah~ Is that so? Are you going to go back to the past again, idiot?”

“It’s strange for this guy to even think about it in the first place. For the people who prepared so hard to come, they can’t go back to the way they were before.”

“…All that lies ahead is hell. And, if it gets worse, it gets worse. Or is it because you’ve been just learning about Yang and you can’t figure it out?”

“…Even though I hate to admit it, the only thing I have in common with that bitch is that I came here to find you from start to finish. The same goes for a pink slut here.”

“No, you’re suddenly doing well and then you’re scaring me, you crazy bitch.”

“Yeah, fuck you.”

“…Fuck you. You’re an idiot for thinking I pitied this bitch for a moment.”

…You two are having a good time, really. Although they bickered in the past, they are also conscious of and take care of each other in many ways. It was like that in the past, and I took care of Chris because he was her younger sister, and Chris was one of the few friends of her age, so even though we bickered, we also cared for each other.

Chris stands up.

Get up from your seat and open the door to another room.

“…I’m going.”

“…Didn’t you have something to say to me too?”

“There is. But that doesn’t mean I don’t know the order. The order… Yes, the damn order… Shubniguras… You damn-“

“Don’t criticize someone’s wife, she’s listening.”

“I’m telling you to listen!”

Chris leaves the area while screaming. To be honest, there are many ways to find out why this is the case, but I am a person who believes that women need personal time just as I need personal time.

You can know everything if you want to know, but even so, you just look away and block your ears for a moment.

…

Well, from Chris’s perspective, Shubniguras and my sister Mira are truly terrifying.

In terms of generations, Nyarlathotep, Niyog-Sotep, Noctis – no, their real names are the same as Darkness, the first generation, but the next generation, Shubnigurath, and Yog-Sothoth are insanely strong. Xox Crut is not weak.

Even those at the main level will suffer if they get caught.

It takes a god as strong as Thor to be able to at least try and aim for a two-game plan.

Well, it’s fine anyway.

She continues what she was saying earlier. Matilda sighs and brings out something of hers in front of me.

Beer can.

Tsk.

When I was complaining like this for a while, he brought me a beer and started complaining about various things to me. They do this when it’s really hard to bear and they don’t even say it all.

Matilda was like that.

And, while cracking open a can of beer, Matilda complains to me.

“…Even though my body changes, I’m really the same as that bitch. It’s just like she told me. In the end, I also asked if I had the right to criticize myself after chasing you all the way here… And besides… It’s just like I heard earlier.”

“What.”

“…Do I really need to tell you so that you understand? Yes!!! I was jealous and disgusted when I saw you, the one I like, being picked on by my damn mother!!!”

…Tsk.

“It’s just a useless blemish on an old woman who has lost everything anyway.”

Carlos and Clark.

From my perspective, it was a good thing to separate the two.

That’s right, if you start to identify with each other, you become too swayed by the emotions of the time. I’m busy just thinking about my present life, so what does my past life have to do with it? First of all, I thought I needed to tell Matilda.

I had to tell those who had once encountered [Kalos] Inside me, and Matilda, who knew the truth about it, once again.

“Currently, I view the memories of my past life as completely unnecessary. As I awakened from Kalos to Clark – and then to Yog-Sothoth, the memories of my past life as [Kalos] And when they were transferred to [Clarke], I [ [Yog-Sothoth], And in the meantime, as Yog-Sothoth, I was viewing [Kalos]’S mind and emotions… As completely unnecessary… Is that what you thought?”

“…I was seeing something unnecessary. I couldn’t even ignore the words that bitch said to hurt you.”

Just listen to that until the end.

But it is not entirely absurd. Something that made you cry from the inside out, wasn’t it nice to be picked on by me? While doing so, I was so enraged by the typical perpetrator’s bullshit rhetoric that I tried to kill him. And that is completely useless to cold reason. They say it would be better to keep him alive and make him suffer, but I didn’t think I could bear it if I didn’t crush his mouth there.

Although reason was cold, I still loathed the memories of that past life and wanted to deny them.

“…You, the one who tried to rip out the tongue that was spewing out that damned nonsense.”

“Yeah, I was really mad and tried to kill him. Why?”

“Then you are no different from me.”

“…That’s right. But, you and I both know that that bitch is not one to give in to something like that.”

“…So Shubniguras, your wife came forward?”

“Okay.”

It should be really tight by now. In particular, there is no forgiveness or tolerance for those who have hurt me. There are many things you can inflict pain on without killing them, and in particular, there are many things you learned while following me, and there are many things you learned in the witch city of Gehenna, and there are also things you can absorb and sublimate in your own way to torment the sinner.

“…I can’t possibly win. If an even crazier bitch comes out and fights against such a crazy bitch.”

“Why do you want to follow me around and help me?”

To be honest, is that because he has such a strong personality? I also want to. To be honest, back when Matilda was living as Lumiera, she had a very strong personality and ego, so it was more fun to bicker with me and play with each other with words.

Just when I was about to tell her to give up and that that kind of thing doesn’t suit you, Matilda slightly leans towards me.

“…If it’s you, there’s nothing I can’t do, so why?”

“…”

Uh, um… I mean, um…

To be honest, I’ve never really thought that Matilda could do that.

So what is it?

“…Wouldn’t it be better to just be yourself? Wouldn’t it be a waste of human resources for you to live by bowing everything to me and helping me?”

“…Why do you decide that, you damn Geumtaeyang?”

“No, this is an insult. Honestly, it’s a waste of human resources for a talented woman like you to follow a man and help him out.”

“So why are you deciding that? I said it’s my life and I’ll decide it.”

“…”

“Yes, I still like you, love you, want to be with you, and want to be by your side and help you. And, I am so jealous and hateful of Shubniguras who took the seat next to you before. What’s annoying me right now is the person who gave birth to me. It was an old woman named Spiegelmeyer, but what comes to mind every time I’m next to you… Is that she is your true wife. In addition, after the true wife, the sidekicks, and the other women next to her – all of them are capable, There are even goddesses involved!”

I crush the beer can and nervously open another can. And I gulp it down. Anyway, when I drink alcohol, I don’t get drunk anymore, I just feel full.

Honestly, if I say more here, I think I’ll just be the bad guy.

And before I could open my mouth, Matilda made eye contact with me.

With a lot of beer in my mouth –

“…!”

Chuuuuup- Chuuuuup-

He passes the beer he was holding into my mouth and mixes it with his tongue. I never thought it would be this rough from the beginning.

I thought the girl was overdoing it, but…

“…Puh-ha-“

“…Are you drunk?”

“How can you get drunk? Even when I was a Cambion, I was never drunk, but now that I have taken away all the power of that damn Iblis and become the Great Devil, do you think I can get drunk? You keep talking nonsense and pushing me away- I’m going to get you like this-“

“…Don’t regret it?”

“…Uh?”

Then I held Matilda’s face, kissed her lips, put my tongue inside her, and gently lifted her by the waist, laying her on the floor in my arms.

A slightly shallow scream came out in a nasal voice, but I didn’t pay attention to it and laid down Matilda, who had been cheekily seducing me and provoking me, on her field.

…

“You seduced me first, so you won’t pay attention even if I cry?”

“…Heh, you’ve finally revealed your true colors, Geumtaeyang- You lied me down like this… You’re going to rape me!? Eh, like in an erotic doujinshi!!!”

“Ugh. I’m going to fuck you. You tempted me.”

And just like that, Matilda is given the opportunity to finally lower her arms above her and lower her body.

“If you don’t think you can do it, then just push me out of here.”

“…You’re a real colic motherfucker!”

And with those words, Matilda pulled me closer. She pulled my face towards me and kissed me, putting her tongue on my lips.

“…I’ll let you be completely possessed by the devil.”

As she kissed and pulled away, Matilda’s eyes were bursting with unconcealed affection for me. I knew that she was approaching me in many ways, and now like this – with only our fondness for each other, and our carnal desire and sexual desire for the body, we held each other’s hands in a space where there was an ocean, under a sea of ​​stars. .