Chapter 413 – 412. Scheme (1)

He showed the appearance of disappearing, breaking down, disappearing like a shadow, and as the figure of Kim Hae-jin, who had existed just a moment ago, disappeared like that, Spiegel, who was screaming, was confused about what kind of harmony this was.

Don’t be confused.

Okay.

“First, let me explain as an explanation. I can summon all the things I have killed through [Simulation]. And what I summon can be a space or a single [Entity].”

Limbo, where Ares and Remilia are currently suffering, was created by opening the door with the concept of [Space].

And, like now, you can show it in front like this.

“…You-your father-“

“…Numerous past lives and regressions. You told me I wasn’t [Kim Hae-jin] And destroyed me with all your might, right? Without fail.”

And-

I conjure up countless fantasies of Kim Hae-jin.

I summoned Limbo and-

“…I was a little half-hearted after hearing you compare me to my father and gaslight me by saying no. That’s right, right? I at least respected you as a teacher, but I couldn’t overcome the loneliness and left the son of the person I loved. “He raped me and was so shameless… And I didn’t want the situation to get even worse, so I tried to fix things the same way my father did, so you broke it like that, right?”

“…Stop, stop!!!”

Really, he only acts as he pleases when it suits him.

How could my father work with something like this?

In fact, it was said that the undefeated legend was achieved through the harmony of Kim Hae-jin, who runs wild, and Spiegel, who throws weapons from behind, but it seems that Kim Hae-jin must have been very upset to have to deal with this.

A woman who behaved as she wanted, hurting, scratching, and destroying others, now tells her not to do it because it will come back to her?

“Yeah, sure.”

“…!”

Perfect!

And, along with that, I erased all of my father’s images and Limbo.

Why did I delete this?

It was simple.

“But why did you ignore what I told you not to do?”

And, put your hand on your head and-

I replay all the screens and videos in her head exactly as they were, showing how her father died by my hands.

“Aaaaa!!!!!”

Then, she shows all 10 ways to kill that are playing in her head.

Step by step, enlarge and interpret the image.

“Don’t do it, don’t do it!!!! Erase it, what is this in my head?!!! How could you, your father!!!!”

“…So, when I told you not to do it, you asked me why I did that? I hit you on the head with a book if you didn’t answer the question. Should I add one more thing?”

If I couldn’t answer a question, she would hit my head with a thick book.

It fucking hurt.

That’s why I studied even harder.

Still, the things she taught me were necessary knowledge and things I could learn and use, so I learned them all.

It’s so painful to see someone you love die, not yourself.

It’s truly outrageous to see that person’s son being crushed to pieces like a dog.

I’m not even angry.

It just feels like seeing a disgusting bug.

Because the same scene as reality is reproduced in your head, you can see it even if you close your eyes and hear it even if you block your ears.

So they dig out their eyes and rip out their ears.

It’s a desperate measure to erase the voices, scenes, and everything that resonates in your head, but unfortunately, you can’t avoid it. I can’t avoid it, I can’t run away, and I have no intention of letting go.

Well, it’s not very fun to see someone in pain like this.

In the first place, that doesn’t really matter anymore.

Perfect!

And, I erase all her hurts and the images playing in my head.

Of course, even if you delete that scene, the memory will still remain in your mind.

The goal has already been achieved.

The current me can push it to a corner of my memory, but to that crazy girl who didn’t even have the will to live without it, she’ll remember that scene even if she doesn’t like it.

“…Huh, huh- uuuuu-“

I chuckled as I looked at Spiegelmayer, who was holding his head and glaring at me, scratching the floor and not caring that his nails were breaking.

Those memories will probably remain in my mind for a while.

There are many variations, but this alone would be great for grinding her spirit to dust.

“The video has stopped playing? But, it will be engraved in your mind. That’s right. I still have memories of that time. At least I looked up to you, and you were my guide and teacher on the [Path] I should take. So, the wounds I received from you, who I considered my teacher in life… Well, well, Why don’t you criticize me for fucking your daughter.“

It tasted better that way without the rip-offs.

“…This bastard-“

“Is it disgusting that an old woman whom I never considered a daughter is now pretending to be my mother? Every time I visit with Matilda, I just tell my daughter to fuck off and then don’t pay attention to her. Is she mad that I fucked Matilda?”

That’s a shame.

I can’t believe I’ve finally opened my eyes to the importance of family.

But I’m not qualified.

Oh, I’m not qualified.

I really don’t deserve it.

So I hope the damn thing will stop.

“Actually, we had one more chance to get along well. That was when I was still [Clarke]. But… Wow, I expected it, but then he made a sudden move and tried to kill me, and also beat the shit out of my older sister. “You go to Camelot and do something like this.”

It’s shameless, but here’s one more truth.

“Even if you kill me, Kim Hae-jin doesn’t have much life left. In the end, our directions are aligned with the goal of saving that nobleman, right?”

“You think I’ll help you!?”

“What will I do if I don’t help?”

“…”

So what can you do?

“You lost, and I won? If you lose, you have to kneel, right?”

To put it naturally…

“Don’t think there’s rest anywhere. And, you just stopped playing, you can add as much as you want and keep playing it?”

“…!”

“Try running away. After all, you’re a god now, so you can’t die, right? And, you have to clean up all the shit you’ve sprinkled on this world. Should I use it if my mentality is already shattered?”

“…Do you think I will do what you want?”

What do you think? Even if I die soon, I will still have pride. Thanks to that pride, one person was destroyed, and the other two were destroyed as if they were connected.

“Up until now, you’ve been beaten up by my sister, destroying and stealing your memories over and over again, right? Well, okay, let’s do it like this.”

Perfect!

And-

“…Uh?”

“…If you want to find it, you have to work, right?”

How does it feel to forget someone precious to you? And, when you forget that and come to hate that person, and – despite how many times you killed that person and told the truth – you say you’re sorry, and you’re sorry for not being able to take care of you.

And as he remembers his father trying to protect him, his heart sinks.

I crawled out of limbo, unable to come to my senses, and the purpose of finding my father had somehow degenerated into the purpose of [Killing] Him.

After finding out that I had made such modifications to further increase my combat power by using Kim Hae-jin in the process, I killed Demon Sultan and tried to save him several times, but it ended up being the same every time.

…

And, change your perspective It is impossible to get him out of the clutches of Demon Sultan Azathoth unless various things have been changed from the past.

“What… Why, I can’t say the name… It doesn’t even come to mind…”

“…What, Clark, aren’t you unable to manipulate minds?”

My sister asks me. Well, that’s the way it should be. Basically, I go crazy because I [Disassemble] And [Analyze] The mind itself.

However, it is possible to select a [Goal] And a [Concept] And erase and take it away without any need.

“… Memories of precious people, specific people, concepts, etc. It is possible to steal such things. Just like the Demon Sultan did to me who had just escaped from Limbo. And… Erase those precious memories. The victim…”

Wow!!!

“Clarke!!!”

“It’s okay. As you can see, this is how I express my anger.”

Unbearable anger. And, anger towards the object of erasure. And, after all the various memory manipulations that were applied to it, I was filled with anger, like I had just crawled out of limbo.

Well, good or bad.

“So, how does it feel to have your precious first love taken away from you, teacher? Can’t you see anything, not even this face?”

We face Der Spiegel with Kim Hae-jin’s face and his own face.

And, you will only see an empty face that shows nothing. Precious memories, the feeling of wanting to be with a precious person, the feeling of love, the feeling of wanting to get rid of the things that are next to you, the feeling of wanting to violate that person, the feeling of wishing, loving, loving again, loving until death, being by your side. The heart that wanted to be granted permission.

All of this is the basis of who she is, and it is because [Kim Hae-jin] And her are closely connected in many ways.

I’ve endured an endless amount of time with those feelings, but is this going to disappear?

I can’t stand it.

Even if it’s me, I’m going to throw it straight away.

“Give it to me…Give it to me again!!!”

“I don’t like it.And…”

Kwaaaaa!!

Just point your hands downward. And Spiegelmeyer falls to the floor.

It is a simple manipulation of gravity, and no mechanical device can be safe under this.

Unfortunately, she was a god, and her mechanisms were weaker than those of a god.

So she falls down in a heap, and gets crushed.

It is an exquisite control of gravity that allows God to endure, but mechanical devices cannot. And I look down at her and laugh at her and laugh at her.

I can’t wait to give it to you now.

They destroyed everything I had, and they took everything from me as well. Is it unfair?

A shameless bitch from start to finish, really.

“If you’re going to ask for a favor, shouldn’t you do it more politely, sir?”

“…You just have to give it back in the same way!!!! But, you- You are the most precious thing to me…!!!”

It’s the most precious thing.

…

It’s really unfortunate.

It’s a pity.

In this life, I felt that I was treated as nothing more than a means by the parents who gave birth to me, and the person who gave birth to me was actually just a [Breeding horse] To give birth to [Yog-Sothoth], And since I have no affection for you, I have to play the role of a mother. I know what Matilda is like on the inside, as I have heard her say that she has been bluntly told not to have any expectations.

Give it back the same way.

Now I don’t want to be forced to fuck this crazy bitch or anything like that.

No, no matter how much the dog is, can’t you do it?

What if they cut off their dicks so they can’t reproduce?

She punished me by cutting off his dick, but she said I could do the same thing.

Did it really turn?

“My daughter is in front of me, but she’s just saying such stupid things.”

“It’s okay. I wasn’t expecting it anyway.“

Matilda knew.

She knew she was not a loved child. And, she realizes that she is a substitute. She was trying to pretend she was okay, but the wound was once again etched deep in her heart. How much disappointment she must have felt from her mother who didn’t even care about her.

“You know, Clark.”

“You can call me Carlos.”

“Either that. Jekyll and Hyde are the same in the end, but Carlos and Clark are the same.”

“…What?”

“Me too, can I use my destiny to avoid being born from this crazy bitch?”

“…Are you serious?”

“Me too.”

And Chris also agreed with that.

“…Anyway, without my brother, there is no reason to go back. That’s why I know the pain that woman has. It feels like something she cherished has disappeared. And, if my brother succeeds and everything goes back to normal, I will no longer be there. “There’s no reason to be there.”

“…”

“Well, in my case, it’s also because I’m really sick of this crazy bitch. She’s just saying that she likes me, so I also work under this woman.The right not to be bornYou know?”

Matilda’s voice as she spoke those words was a mixture of sadness and anger. In the end, three monsters like this appear in the world.

Yog-Sothoth.

Xox Croot.

Satan Iblis.

Christine follows me. Because he doesn’t want to be alone.

Matilda…

Because she hates the mother who gave birth to her.

Those eyes look like they’re going crazy with hate.

“So, can you adjust that?”

“… To do that, well, it’s impossible here. It’s an area of ​​life and death, so there are many people you need to meet in many ways. Since you also have to deal with the relationship with Spiegel anyway, it’s an area that requires cooperation from you as well.”

“Me?”

“You are Satan.”

And…

“…Give it back… I asked for it back, that’s all I had. That’s all I got, that’s all I got through this hellish time-“

“…”

Her screams turn into sobs. But she’s just disgusting.

“As a grown man, don’t be mean and rude, but just accept the deal. Do what I tell you to do first. If you want to get your memories back, little by little. Now that your dirty intentions have been revealed, you can talk to that guy with a smile. Do you think so?”

At all.

On the contrary, the anger he showed at the fact that he hurt his family so much and that he took advantage of his [Brother] Was visible. He already had contempt for Spiegelmayer, and he was defeated by me, beaten, and even [X] Is more unstable right now because of that fact than the fact that it was created because of him.

The only principle of action was [Kim Hae-jin].

Carlos, Clark, and-

Just like [Yog-Sothoth] Did.

That’s why I loathe her, and that’s why I plan to use her.

“If you pooped, clean it up, bitch. You can’t even listen to what I say because you’re making a fuss about your age? If you made a mess, you have to clean it up.”

And, by nature, dirty things are done better by dirty people.

And, there is no one better suited for the job than this woman.

“Don’t worry. When it’s all over, I’ll at least let you see me again from a distance. Like someone said, if you don’t even clean up your own poop, they’ll treat you like someone who doesn’t exist even if you escape on your own, right?”

Even if I escape, the end is death anyway.

Someone said it

Why do you want to use someone like a poisonous snake?

But now it’s our poisonous snake.

I can’t run away because I have eliminated all the places to be the last refuge, from a year of disciple, disciple, founder, and thrown.